Healing Vest Essence

"Should I start writing novels now..." the young man asked with a troubled and hesitant attitude, with a rare touch of emotion in his calm tone.

Oda Sakunosuke can clearly feel the hesitation in the heart of the young Oda Saku, and he also knows his own thoughts during this period.

The 14-year-old [Oda Sakunosuke] also believes that describing other people's lives and creating flesh-and-blood characters in the pen is not qualified to be a killer who harvests other people's lives and takes away the souls of the living like a god of death.How ironic it is for a being like an executioner to talk about "life" with the world.

But at the age of 23, Oda Sakunosuke, after the baptism of blood and tears, although he was adhering to the yearning and support for warmth, light, and kindness in his heart, he finally understood a truth.

If you are not strong enough, you don't even have the strength to protect yourself and your relatives and friends, and with this precious ability, the wolves who are secretly watching you will swarm up, calculating his use value, and taking his flesh/ Body, bones and blood devoured.

Because this is Yokohama.

A land of chaos where night, twilight and day are compatible.

Oda Sakunosuke can understand the optimal solution of Mori Ogai. To maintain the prosperity and stability of a city, it is necessary to use the value of those inconspicuous people along the way-compared with the whole of Yokohama, they are really too small. What is a person like Sakunosuke? When necessary, Mori Ogai will even count himself.

However, understanding does not mean not hating, nor forgiveness.

Oda Sakunosuke's entire life was ruined by this reasonable "personal sacrifice". In the case of MIMIC, Mori Ogai lost some of his subordinates, and the rest are all benefits.

Needless to say, the ending of Oda Sakunosuke himself, the five innocent children and the owner of the curry shop, Mafia didn’t bother to deal with MIMIC at all in the later period, and the attention of this ghost army was completely on Oda Sakunosuke, becoming Gide and Oda Sakunosuke's internal friction between these two superpowers with the same superpowers prevented Mafia, who was currently in a period of recharging her strength, from sacrificing more talents.

Even the two close friends of Oda Sakunosuke couldn't escape Mori Ogai's calculations.

Before everything was clear, Ango Sakaguchi played the role of a key pawn, and was able to complete the multi-party transmission under the guidance of Mori Ogai, which attracted the attention of MIMIC, and forced the Ability Secret Service on behalf of the government to conclude a deal with PortMafia, taking the step to achieve " The crucial step of "Ability Opening License" has also allowed Yokohama's "Dark Night" to have a solid foundation since then.

After completing the above steps, as a multi-party spy, Ango Sakaguchi, who existed like a timed bomb/bomb, was finally forced to return to the Supernatural Secret Service Division because of his identity on the surface. Mori Ogai used Ango Sakaguchi and his back After the ability of the government organization, he was successfully kicked out and Mafia was kept clean.

So is Dazai.

This former "community of destiny" grew too fast. Osamu Dazai was clearly only a cadre, but his reputation once overshadowed that of the leader, Mori Ogai. This was fatal to the development of Mori Ogai himself and the entire PortMafia.

What is the weak teacher-student relationship?

One mountain cannot contain two tigers, even if Osamu Dazai didn't have that thought, he was quite clear about the secrets of Mori Ogai's superiority back then.If Mori Ogai betrayed the former leader and spread the truth about his superiority after he was killed, then having a "permit for the opening of special abilities" will not work. After all, a new round of internal fighting in Mafia will erupt due to this trigger. If it affects the overall development cause, the three-moment concept will definitely collapse.

But it was the death of Oda Sakunosuke that single-handedly led to Dazai Osamu's defection—even without Oda Sakunosuke's last words, Dazai Osamu, who hated Mori Ogai, would certainly not have stayed in PortMafia and obeyed the leader's arrangement.

That was Osamu Dazai who was born rebellious.

In this way, Mori Ogai finally got rid of the serious trouble in his heart, stabilized Mafia, and at the same time made the last touch of the three-quarter conception.

And for all of this, only one person needs to be sacrificed, that is Oda Sakunosuke.

How could Oda Sakunosuke forgive, how could he not resent such a cold-blooded, profit-oriented person?

He is not the Holy Father, and he does not understand the big picture, he only knows that his home is gone.

In the final analysis, he is still too idealistic, too stubborn and weak.

Only with the ability to protect the people you cherish can you fulfill your dreams.

Now, his second home has appeared, and Oda Sakunosuke doesn't want to lose it.

"I fully understand what it takes to become a novelist," said the older peer and the young Oda Saku seriously, "It is enough pure love, enough warm guarding heart."

"It's never a bad thing for us to hold our guns tight."

The idea of ​​"not killing" and "becoming a novelist" in the young killer's heart at that time was still a seed waiting to break through the ground, and it was not that strong.

After Oda Sakunosuke finished speaking and waited for a long time, he heard the reply in his mind: "Okay."

In fact, when Oda Sakunosuke was in financial crisis in Honmaru, he finally decided to write a novel to support his family. In addition to the expectations of the red-haired young man himself, there was no lack of secret guidance from Yazawa Haruto.

The character he set for himself was a young killer [Oda Sakunosuke], and he established an absolutely intimate relationship with Oda Sakunosuke from the very beginning. That was the "self" in the past. Who would know himself better than himself?

For Oda Sakunosuke's decadence and extremely low desire to survive, Yazawa Haruto also prescribes the right medicine. According to the sense of responsibility of Oda Sakunosuke, an honest man, he and Honmaru gradually form a fetter, and they become completely tied to Oda Sakunosuke. kite string.

Yazawa Haruto, who manages this body in the past few days, has cultivated a relationship with Touken Fusangshin of Honmaru. After playing a few emotional cards, Oda Sakunosuke must reflect on the past and cheer up.

Not long after the first summoning, the Tokenfusangshin who don’t know the rules of the world and adapt to society, and [Oda Sakunosuke] who is wearing a youthful shell and whose inner soul is only 14 years old, and who doesn’t know what happened in this time and space, let them go. Either way, sooner or later something will happen.Compared with them, Oda Sakunosuke is the only one who can support Honmaru.

Then, with [Oda Sakunosuke]'s ignorant and stumbled attitude towards newborn beliefs, and the unconscious reliance on the 23-year-old self, slowly guide Oda Sakunosuke to actively establish a new creed and move towards the road to a new and beautiful life.

Oda Sakunosuke is a firm person. Passive indoctrination of thoughts is not very effective. Only by making him realize that he actively explores the bright path, even if Yazawa Haruto leaves this world later and no longer secretly guides the other party, he can still be himself. Go on unswervingly.

Yazawa Haruto was looking forward to that miracle - the appearance of the novelist Sakunosuke Oda.

Now, let's start with writing your first novel.

***

Taking advantage of the temporary completion of the documents on the table and the lunch break, Ango Sakaguchi left the building of the Supernatural Secret Service Section and went to a nearby bookstore.

Wearing glasses, the short-haired man with a mysterious and capable demeanor is obviously a regular customer here. He nodded to the bookstore owner to say hello.

"The novels that have been published in the past few months are all on that shelf, including the latest works that won the Newcomer Award." The bookstore owner said with a cheerful smile.

"Thank you, I'll go and have a look first." After thanking Ango Sakaguchi, he walked over directly.

Buying novels to read, especially paying attention to the works of newcomer award winners, was a habit that Ango Sakaguchi developed four years ago.

His best friend, Sakunosuke Oda has always dreamed of becoming a novelist. In the bar with a few warm lights in the past, the bright-eyed red-haired man once imagined the future with Ango Sakaguchi and Osamu Dazai.

"Although it's arrogant to say that, I think that my debut novel will win the newcomer award in the future." The red-haired young man drank the whiskey in the glass, and unexpectedly said very arrogantly in a calm tone. words come.

Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses: "...I didn't expect Mr. Odasaku to have such a side. I feel subtly that Mr. Dazai led me to spoil it."

"That's right, isn't what Oda Saku said the truth?"

Osamu Dazai immediately beeped loudly. He agreed with Oda Sakunosuke's "arrogant words". The young man with wild eyes still had a little fat on his face. A few top writers, others are really rubbish. Oda Saku will definitely be able to do it, hurry up and kill them!"

"I said, Mr. Odasaku will have to write it, and he still hasn't moved a single word!" Sakaguchi Ango complained sharply.

The words of Ango Sakaguchi who exposed the truth attracted rebuttals from friends.

In the Lupin bar, the three young people complained and shared with each other, drinking wine in a relaxed manner, enjoying the time happily.

……

It's a pity that we can't catch up with the past.

The name "Oda Sakunosuke" has become a thorn, a scar, and a deep gap in the hearts of Ango Sakaguchi and Osamu Dazai that will never be removed.

The death of Sakunosuke Oda is the grief that Ango Sakaguchi and Osamu Dazai cannot overcome. This friendship cannot be erased, ignored, or restored.

Ango Sakaguchi lowered his eyes with a gloomy expression, holding the collection of works of newcomers who won the new literary award in his hand, caressing the cover of the book unconsciously with his thumb, and picked up a few new novels, Go to the cashier to check out.

Ango Sakaguchi didn't know why he had developed this habit.

Is it guilt and self-blame, wanting to read novels he has not read for Oda Sakunosuke, or is he looking forward to the impossible?

For example, one day, that familiar name will appear in the newcomer award, and you can see the work that the other party has written with great difficulty.

What the hell is he thinking...

He's dead, Odasaku...

Ango Sakaguchi ignored the pain in his heart, and followed the flow of people indifferently.

Among the common people, Ango Sakaguchi is not very eye-catching, but he knows the people who sacrificed and the numbers behind this city.

There are his close friends inside.

Ango Sakaguchi, who returned to the office, did not read the novel directly. He still had a lot of important work to do.

By the time everything was done, it was already early morning of the next day.

Ango Sakaguchi looked at the dimly lit sky outside the window with dark circles under his eyes, yawned, and then paid attention to the novel on the side.

I drank too much coffee. Although I was sleepy, my brain cells were too active. Let’s read a novel.

Ango Sakaguchi thought, and opened the collection of newcomer awards.