After being scumbag by my roommate brother

Yun Xizhou narrowed his eyes and looked at him for a while: "Really? When I still liked you back then, although I didn't have the chance to let the whole world know, you must have felt it more deeply than anyone else, right? When you mentioned this, I thought Woke up to how inferior and passive I was in the face of you. In order to chat with you often, I disrupted my daily schedule, just to save your time, you said that the lights were dim during our video, I just changed the ceiling light in the bedroom at home. All my changes and compromises were to maintain the relationship with you, don’t you still cherish it and feel that you can’t see the light when you’re with me?”

"Yes, you like me a little bit now, and you care more about me than before, and you act more like a person, but don't act too wronged, as if I'm bullying you with your feelings," Yun Xizhou laughed, "Who in this world can bully you? You have organized your life and work in an orderly manner, and you have a complete plan for every step you take in life. Even if you left the Lu family beyond your expectations, you are now Don’t you also live a good life? No matter how much you like me, no matter how much you pay, it’s impossible to treat you like I did at the beginning. At that time, I really regarded feelings as the whole of my life. It seemed that I couldn’t live without you. You are more than me After these ten years, it is impossible to have things that you can’t think about, especially feelings. You can get out of the state of losing Zhang Yuelin so quickly, which proves that you are not a person who values ​​feelings, so I don’t have to because A few words from you, a few courteous gestures when you are in a good mood, you feel that you are the only one, and I hope you can find your own position, don't take others' responses for granted, after all, you didn't respond to me back then, even Not even one-tenth of the enthusiasm, you admit it?"

Yun Xizhou is not a talkative person, and the most talkative moment when facing him was after they broke up, Xiao Wenyan nodded seriously: "I was such a jerk in the past, and now you treat me like this, and I deserve it."

"No, I treat you this way not only because of what you did to me in the past, but the most fundamental reason is that I have grown up and met people who are thousands of times better than you. I will not look at you more because of your skin, what I value is a person's inner self. When you make me look different, let me ignore the assholes you have done in the past, Come talk to me again about whether you like me or not."

Xiao Wenyan knew very early on that Yun Xizhou was a very assertive person, even though he was still very young, when he found signs in Yun Xizhou in the past, they were covered up by Yun Xizhou's ingenious disguise, Yun Xizhou wanted him to see his own Which side, only show him that side, wrapping yourself into a seductive jellyfish is also quite deceptive, so that Xiao Wenyan later forgot his vague guesses.

Xiao Wenyan also knows that he has a problem, that is, he likes to make decisions for others. At the beginning, seeing Zhang Yuelin's beauty, he led him to enter the entertainment industry to film. Now seeing Yun Xizhou, he couldn't help but plan a way for him. If Xizhou can live in a step-by-step manner, he can do well, but Xiao Wenyan suddenly realized that the path he wants Yun Xizhou to take may not be the one Yun Xizhou himself wants to take.

"Okay," Xiao Wenyan nodded, "I'll try my best... not to mention it in front of you, but you also know that's what it's like to pursue someone. I definitely want you to know how I feel about you."

"I already know."

"It's not the same," Xiao Wenyan smiled, "Knowing once is at best a confession, knowing many times is being chased, of course, I won't do things that bother you too much, if I make you uncomfortable... You can call stop, but I should not give up."

Yun Xizhou couldn't help cursing: "Shameless."

"It's useless to have face, you won't be able to catch up with that."

"You think I'm praising you?"

"I know what you mean, but I'm telling the truth."

Yun Xizhou pursed his lips tightly.

Seeing that he was about to get angry, Xiao Wenyan coaxed him immediately: "You can say whatever you want, whether you praise me or scold me, I don't mind."

"Don't you care?"

"I care, why don't I care, every time you talk to me in such a tone, it reminds me of how gentle you were when you and Lu Xuchu were together, and how much you thought about him. I have had that kind of you before," Xiao Wenyan said, "I feel regretful, remorseful, and sad, but I can't express my emotions in front of you like him. You are about the same age, so you can hug each other. I am so much older than you. If I come to you for comfort again, it won't be too bad." Is it plausible?"

Yun Xizhou thought about it quickly: "I have also heard you talk about your dissatisfaction at work in the past, right? When you were drunk, you hugged me and said, 'You are still good'. Isn't that counting as comforting me?"

"Forget it, but in the future, I won't let what happened to me affect your mood or disturb your time. I can adjust my mood by myself."

"Really?" Yun Xizhou looked at him expressionlessly, "Then what's the point of you pursuing me again?"

"I am fully capable of taking care of myself by myself. I don't need you to waste your time and energy for me, but I still want to take care of you. When I heard that you are here, I was worried, so I quit Lu's job."

"You are so great? I didn't see it in the past."

"I'm not great. It's because I'm selfish that I want to keep the person I like by my side. If I were a generous and selfless person, I wouldn't bother you again."

Yun Xizhou thought for a while, and was persuaded by him: "That's right, this is indeed in line with your usual style."

Xiao Wenyan felt uncomfortable, but still smiled: "So, I look forward to the day when you are willing to be taken care of by me."

After talking to Xiao Wenyan for a long time, Yun Xizhou was also a little tired, so he calmed down and went to Laurence's appointment with him.

What Laurence opened was not an ordinary art exhibition, but a small auction.The people present were not in the same company as Yun Xizhou, but a few had dealt with Xiao Wenyan, but they communicated through video calls before, and now they are seeing real people.

Yun Xizhou seldom lost his mind when doing things. He stood beside Xiao Wenyan, and when he heard him chatting with a few wealthy local businessmen with ease, he couldn't help thinking of the reason why he was really obsessed with Xiao Wenyan. No one is humble or overbearing when talking to anyone, there is almost no nonsense, and every sentence hits the point. At that time, he wanted to learn from Xiao Wenyan how to behave in the world. He didn't learn it, but he got hurt all over his body.

There are many people in Xiao Wenyan who act like dogs outside, but there is something wrong behind his back.

Yun Xizhou accidentally walked away for a while, and heard Xiao Wenyan introduce him to the two men opposite: "This is a friend of mine, currently an exchange student at F University, and he was studying at the art institute founded by his mother He has been admiring Professor Adam's paintings, and he came here when he was invited by Mr. Laurence."

Yun Xizhou doesn't like to talk, but he is not afraid of dealing with these rich and noble people. He had met many people when he was with Yunjing before, but he felt that there was no need to make friends, so he became more and more silent.

He followed Xiao Wenyan, and simply greeted everyone in the reception hall.After one lap, the auction will begin.

In the past, he also participated with Yunjing several times, and those men who pursued Yunjing would take pictures of Yunjing's paintings at a high price to show the sincerity of their pursuit.

Sitting next to Xiao Wenyan, Yun Xizhou found that the man next to him was doing the same thing as those men.In fact, thinking about it, it’s true that a man’s pursuit of someone is nothing more than helping and spending money. When Xiao Wenyan bought Adam’s painting at a high price and gave it to him, Yun Xizhou didn’t feel ashamed.

On the way back, Yun Xizhou looked at the painting again and again, but he didn't like it so much. Adam's early paintings are very aura, but in his later years, the paintings also look lifeless. If you can understand his paintings, you will be infected by the emotions in the paintings. Yun Xizhou heard that Adam has been out of the door for a few years. There are even rumors that Adam has passed away, but he did not announce it to the public. Some people even say that the paintings that are currently circulating outside are not from the hands of Adam himself, but someone is using his fame to make money.

It can be seen that Yun Xizhou's understanding of Adam, although the painting style has changed, the brush strokes and expression techniques in his hand cannot be imitated by others.

But in terms of facts, aside from the filter of my idol, the level of this painting is greatly reduced compared to previous works.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Wenyan is very sensitive to his emotions now.

"Do you know what Professor Adam is best at drawing?"

"Characters, women," Xiao Wenyan said, "although I'm not an expert, I can feel that when he painted women, he painted women more delicately than any other things, and the colors were brighter. This painting seems a bit rough, and the colors are biased Dark, it seems that he has not found the next muse?"

There are many rumors about Adam. The most true one is that in his peak period, he can date four or five women a year. His appreciation and liking are never perfunctory. Falling in love with someone is really falling in love, and not loving is also true not love.When he was middle-aged, his charm remained undiminished, and there were still many women around him. It was not until he was in his fifties that he met the "true love" that everyone recognized. After being together for many years, that woman died suddenly, and Adam locked himself up. Also missing.

Yun Xizhou thought about it for a while. When he fell in love with Xiao Wenyan and Lu Xuchu, he was truly inspired. Now that he is alone, his paintings are like branches in the winter snow, dry and without warmth.

Those who engage in artistic creation do need a sustenance of inspiration.

He looked at Xiao Wenyan: "I'm still so young, can I also choose to be with different outstanding people for the sake of experience and creation like Professor Adam, then I will progress faster and become the next Adam Maybe."

Xiao Wenyan's expression changed.

"He dated different women at different ages, so he was accompanied by his peers in every process of creation and growth. I was afraid that I would be disappointed if I pinned my hopes on one person, so I simply held the idea of ​​​​changing at any time, which is not very good. ?"

Xiao Wenyan asked him: "Is this what you really think in your heart, or is it just to anger me?"

Yun Xizhou smiled: "Why am I mad at you? I really think that people like us don't need to hold on to the idea of ​​a lifetime, anyway, we won't get married anyway, so it's okay to change."

"Why don't you get married? It's legal now, and there is no hindrance from the general environment. Why? I don't understand."

Yun Xizhou said: "Because I'm still young, I'm only in my early twenties. Didn't the boyfriend you dated when you were my age haven't come to the present?"

Xiao Wenyan quietly closed his eyes on him, and after a while, he turned his eyes away and said in a low voice: "Before you, I never had a serious relationship. If you really want to count, you are my first love."

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