Do not lose

, he saw the slippers at the door, and his pajamas on the bedside table. He glanced around the room, but he didn't see Gu Jue.

Shen Zhenan put on his clothes and went out. There was no one in the living room, nor the study room. He was anxious and panicked to go out to look for it. Before he went out, he saw Gu Jue coming in from the balcony with the clothes he had just collected in his hand.

"Where are you going?" Gu Jue looked at him.

"...No." Shen Zhenan went to the kitchen and poured himself a glass of warm water, to suppress his shock, he thought Gu Jue had left so silently again.

Gu Jue took the clothes into the bedroom, folded Shen Zhenan's clothes and put them in the closet. Turning his head, Shen Zhenan didn't know when he stood behind him. His face was hot and warm.

"Sorry." Shen Zhenan took a step back and turned his back to Gu Jue.

Gu Jue looked at him silently, speechless.

Shen Zhenan said, "Go to sleep."

"Ah."

The two of them slept on each side, lying flat on the bed, as if they had returned to a long, long time ago, when they were just friends.

Shen Zhenan turned over and turned his back to Gu Jue. He bit his finger and found that it really hurt. It wasn't a dream. His brain was always excited. He closed his eyes and tried not to let himself laugh out loud.

On the other side, Gu Jue looked at his back, with deep loneliness in his eyes, feeling that Shen Zhenan was getting farther and farther away from him, and his heart ached.

After a while, Shen Zhenan turned over gently, making sure that Gu Jue had fallen asleep, he slowly moved himself over, looked at Gu Jue with his head propped up, and with the light from the window, he could vaguely see Gu Jue. See the outline of Gu Jue.

He leaned down, couldn't help but kissed Gu Jue's lips lightly, and left quickly, afraid of waking him up, he couldn't help reaching out his hand, wanting to hug him.

Gu Jue moved suddenly, turned over, and fell asleep in Shen Zhenan's arms.

Shen Zhenan hugged the person directly, and gently hugged Gu Jue, as if he finally got his wish, he carefully buried his head in Gu Jue's neck, as if he was smelling his breath.

It was really hot and warm.

"sorry."

In the darkness, Gu Jue's deep voice pierced Shen Zhenan's chest and landed on his heart.

Shen Zhenan tightened his arms suddenly, hugged him tightly, buried his head a little deeper, and opened his mouth to bite Gu Jue's neck, as if punishing him for leaving without saying goodbye, without mercy.

Gu Jue reached out and hugged Shen Zhenan's waist tightly. He buried himself in Shen Zhenan's arms and said over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Shen Zhenan tasted a fishy smell in his mouth, he let go, hugged him tightly, gently stroked Gu Jue's back with his hands, and rubbed the back of his neck with his fingers to comfort him gently.

"It's okay, just come back." He smiled slightly.

Night, silent, long and passionate...

The next morning.

Shen Zhenan tasted the joy of regaining what was lost, and carefully looked at Gu Jue's peaceful sleeping face. For a month, he tried everything he could, but he couldn't find him. It was as if the world had evaporated without a sound.

He really calmed down, and calmly thought about whether a word from others could shatter their relationship between them?In the world, only feelings are the most vulnerable to speculation and temptation.After this experience, he knew that he couldn't do without him more and more. This person made him feel like he was in a state of turmoil, and made him worry so much that he couldn't feel the taste of thinking about it day and night. He had had enough, and he didn't want to experience it again.

He held Gu Jue's hand, put it away gently, and got off the bed lightly. He opened the curtains, and the sun was shining brightly and colorfully outside.

Gu Jue opened his eyes slightly, looking at the person with the sun behind his back, with a bright smile, high spirits, endless tenderness in his brows and eyes, leaning closer little by little, pouring all the warmth into his lips, lingering, in the spring day In the morning, I gave it to myself.

Shen Zhenan opened his mouth in a relaxed tone: "Don't run around, I will be worried."

The day-to-day thoughts also turned into a word of complaint that could not be more relaxed. I wanted to gently blow through Gu Jue's heart, and a gossip would expose it, but the person he cared about, in the sadness of parting, read the back All the sadness turned into deep self-blame.

"I went to Mount Wutai and asked for a safety talisman for you, which can keep you safe." Gu Jue took out a red safety talisman from under the pillow, with "Amulet" written on it, and handed it to Shen Zhenan.

Shen Zhenan couldn't believe that this was Gu Jue. He obviously didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but he didn't believe in gods and Buddhas, but he traveled thousands of miles to Mount Wutai and asked for a "talisman" for him.

Shen Zhenan held this small peace talisman, feeling ups and downs in his heart, as if he had experienced ups and downs in the world, and suddenly came to a paradise, there was a person standing there, smiling and saying to you, come on, this place can bless you in peace .

"What about you? Did you ask for one for yourself?" Shen Zhenan held the peace amulet and looked at Gu Jue tenderly.

Gu Jue shook his head, his brows and eyes were as clear as water, and said, "If you ask too much, it won't work."

Shen Zhenan's heart skipped a beat, feeling that the person in front of him was so cute, he rubbed his head, lowered his head and fell down again, reluctant to let go no matter what, they rubbed each other carefully, tenderly.

"I feel a lot thinner." Shen Zhenan wrapped his arms around Gu Jue's waist, and felt thinner than a month ago.

"It's getting hot, and I don't have enough clothes to wear." Gu Jue explained.

"No, it has nothing to do with the clothes. I didn't look at the clothes I'm wearing." Shen Zhenan said without blushing, and said, "We'll go to Hei Yi for dinner later, and I'll ask Uncle Bai to make some chicken soup, fish soup, and some more. Big bone soup, let’s fry some braised pork, fill up what’s lacking.”

Gu Jue persuaded, "You can't drink that much in one meal, and besides, it's troublesome for Uncle Bai to do it."

Shen Zhenan waved his hand and said, "No trouble, he likes making soup the most, and he can cook it at the same time. If you can't finish it, I'll drink it, and if you can't finish it, give it to Monkey and Brother Fan."

"……it is good."

When Shen Zhenan led Gu Jue out, he closed the door, handed a key to Gu Jue, and said, "Don't return it to me."

"En." Gu Jue nodded.

The main business of Black Clothes is still at night, and there are not many customers at other time periods, but it does not mean that there are no customers.Gu Jue and Shen Zhenan would still avoid their relationship in public. In the past, they would come in through the back door, but when they went upstairs, when they came here today, the two of them came in through the front door holding hands.

Before he was shocked by the news of when Gu Jue would come back, he saw the two holding hands together and walking in without any hesitation, and some good-hearted guests all looked sideways.

"Sit down, I'll go to the kitchen." Shen Zhenan looked at Gu Jue and said.

"Yeah." Gu Jue sat quietly on the sofa in the living room, watching Brother Fan peeling pears, and looked up at him suspiciously.

Gu Jue gave a rare explanation: "I did something wrong, I went to reflect on it, and now he has forgiven me."

Brother Fan nodded in disbelief: "... Oh! It's good to be back, it's good to be back." He felt that Shen Zhenan was the one who was introspecting, looking for people secretly all day long, and it was a bit pathetic when he thought about it.

Gu Jue picked up an apple and peeled it, the whole circle was peeled, and the skin was not broken. Brother Fan looked at his hand and asked, "Have you learned to play a musical instrument?"

"I learned piano for a while when I was young," Gu Jue said.

Brother Fan stared at Gu Jue's fingers, he hadn't noticed how good-looking they were before, and said, "Hands are so pretty, did you know that Xiao Nan has a bit of hand control?"

Gu Jue smiled slightly and said, "I know."

"I guess he must have touched your hand when he saw it for the first time. In fact, his own hand is also quite beautiful." Brother Fan said.

"En." Gu Jue smiled, cut the apples into pieces, put them on the plate, and then glanced in the direction of the back kitchen.

Brother Fan looked up and accidentally saw the gash on Gu Jue's neck, and thought, Shen Zhenan is really merciless, a bit rough, why is he worried, a man is on the bed, how can he not, why is he bothering to lubricate it? agent.

……

back kitchen.

"Uncle, Gu Jue has lost a lot of weight recently, why don't you make some soup, what kind of food is easier to gain weight? If you want to teach me two tricks, I'll make it for him when I go back."

"People are back?"

"Yeah." Shen Zhenan frowned, "Can eating meat make up for it?"

Uncle Bai gave him a bad look, and said: "Look at the monkey eating so much meat, has he gained any flesh? Have you grown with Fanfan? Go away, be careful that you lost it again!"

"Hey, I'll take my leave." Shen Zhenan smiled flatteringly, Uncle Bai knows how to hurt people best, and Gu Jue is probably the one who hurts now.

Fish head soup, black chicken soup, ribs soup, big bone soup...

"Jue, is it good?" Shen Zhenan wrapped his arms around Gu Jue's waist and measured it manually.

Gu Jue: "...delicious."

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Shen Zhenan: He's back, and asked me for a talisman.

43. Gentle

After Gu Jue went to Mount Wutai and came back, Shen Zhenan found that Gu Jue started to drink tea. He took the tea set that Gu Jue gave him back to the apartment. Gu Jue started to try various teas after class. , changing the pattern of bubbles.

Shen Zhenan drank with him. He always drank heavily. After drinking several kinds of tea, he felt the same taste. He couldn't drink any special taste, let alone drink any artistic conception.

He admired Gu Jue for being able to do it for a long time, and Gu Jue admired him for being able to watch him do it for a long time. Neither of them felt embarrassed to dislike the other.

During the day, Shen Zhenan asked Gu Jue clearly about the past month, and when he heard that Gu Jue had stayed with a group of monks in Mount Wutai for more than half a month, he became flustered.He thought to himself, if Gu Jue had a sudden enlightenment, he would shave his head and become a monk, and he would turn around and say "Oh Amitabha Buddha", to whom would he cry!

That night, Shen Zhenan woke up from a dream in the middle of the night, breaking out in a cold sweat. He dreamed that Gu Jue had really shaved his head and became a master of a generation.