Do not lose

Mark it, this is Shen Zhenan's person, no one can touch it.

Yesterday's Gu Jue silently endured the tyrannical madness he inflicted, biting his lips without saying a word.Shen Zhenan saw despair in his eyes, but he felt that there seemed to be the tenderness he wanted in that despair.

When Gu Jue raised his head, he met Shen Zhenan's dark eyes with a gleam of light, with heavy scrutiny and sharp oppression, suddenly his eyebrows trembled slightly, and he lowered his eyes to cover them.Gu Jue seemed to be struggling to breathe, and his heart was flustered. He bent his fingers slightly and put them under the table, so that Shen Zhenan could not see them, and he couldn't help trembling.

Shen Zhenan poured what he hadn't finished eating into his stomach, packed it up and put it in the trash can, and went out with the trash bag.As soon as he went out, he leaned against the wall, took a deep breath as if he lacked oxygen, exhaled it slowly, and went downstairs from the corridor. He thought it would take longer, he didn't know how to face Gu Jue, he was afraid of controlling They can't help themselves and make things worse, and they can never go back.

He wanted to calm down and give both parties time to think about this relationship and their future. If they encountered such and other problems, could Gu Jue give him a trust and choose to trust him unconditionally.Shen Zhenan probably felt that this was the longest time for him to take out the trash. He slowly climbed up the stairs from the first floor, and when he walked to the door, he opened the door quietly.

There was no one in the living room, no one in the bedroom, and no one in the bathroom. He hurriedly pushed open the door of the study, and saw Gu Jue standing in front of the two big bears, one black and one white, with his back turned to him. The coat on his body was quietly placed on the table.

He is thin, thin and slender, and his white and reddish ankles are exposed under the leg of cloth trousers. He doesn't know how cold it is but he doesn't know it.

Shen Zhenan hugged him from behind, gently wrapped his thin body into his arms, held his icy fingers, lowered his head to his shoulder, kissed his ear pinna softly, and said softly: "The sky is very cold." It's cold, take care of yourself."

Gu Jue was slightly stunned, turned his head to look at Shen Zhenan, parted his lips, and heard Shen Zhenan say: "Go to bed early." He half-armed Gu Jue back to the bedroom, let Gu Jue lie on the bed, and covered him with the quilt , turned off the lights, and went out by himself.

Gu Jue watched him go out, and remembered what he said: It's cold, take good care of yourself.Is Shen Zhenan leaving?He also said: Gu Jue, it's time for us to calm down.

Are you going to give up?

Gu Jue clutched the quilt tightly, trembled slightly, let it go, he ruined Shen Zhenan's wholeheartedness, first broke with the family, and then created a rift with him.

That night, Gu Jue couldn't fall asleep and thought about a lot.He watched the sky gradually getting brighter, got up, and when he went out, Shen Zhenan was not in the apartment, Gu Jue smiled silently, did not take away the things in the apartment, and gently put the key given to him by Shen Zhenan on the table superior.

42、It’s good to come back

a month later.

Early in the morning, Han Tian rang the doorbell outside the black clothes. Brother Fan, who was sleeping on it, got up to open the door, and looked at the people's police at the door very resentfully.

"Brother policeman, can you come earlier?" Brother Fan yawned and looked at him.

"Sorry, Brother Fan, is my brother there?" Han Tian followed into the door.

Sitting on the sofa, Brother Fan said, "He went to Xiaobei's place yesterday. It seems to be a [-]-day oath. If there is any coming-of-age ceremony, he will go and have a look."

"Oh. I had good news for him."

"Any news about Gu Jue?"

"Is Gu Jue lost?" Han Tian raised his eyebrows.

Brother Fan: "...I thought you knew that Gu Jue left without a word, it's been a month."

Han Tian responded without expression: "Oh."

Brother Fan continued: "Your brother didn't look for it on the surface, but he spent a lot of effort behind his back. What do you think they are doing?"

"It's fine if we split up." Han Tian said.

Brother Fan was surprised, looked up at Han Tian, ​​was a little stunned, and asked, "You don't like Gu Jue?"

Han Tian tilted his head and looked at him, and asked: "Why should I like him?" It didn't fit his image, so he added: "It's fine if my brother likes him. Just tell my brother, Zhang Putian's matter is settled, I won't come out to trouble him in the future."

"Why didn't you tell him yourself?"

"His cell phone doesn't work. I'm going to work. Goodbye, Brother Fan."

"it is good."

Han Tian turned and left the black clothes, and he was another well-behaved people's policeman.

……

Shen Zhenan sat on the parents' seat, looking at Ke Bei who was speaking on behalf of all the students, his face beamed with joy.He listened to some parents around him praising Ke Bei, what an outstanding and handsome guy, he took a photo with his mobile phone from a distance and sent it to Grandpa Ke Bei's mobile phone.

He thought to himself, how outstanding, it would be great if Uncle Ke could meet him.

The [-]-day swearing-in, impassioned and inspiring, the school process went step by step, Shen Zhenan was very cooperative, there was a sensational link, parents and students wrote letters to each other, the paper was short and the love was long, Shen Zhenan wrote a sentence on the letter paper.

Ke Bei wrote him a long page and asked him to go back and read it. Ke Bei looked at the sentence Shen Zhenan gave him: Brother will always be by your side.

As soon as Ke Bei hugged Shen Zhenan, he heard the people above start saying: Hug your dearest person...

Shen Zhenan patted Ke Bei's shoulder, and had the illusion that his son had grown up. Ke Bei was like his son, and Han Tian was like his daughter. Now that the two children have finally grown up, why do they still like to cling to others?

Shen Zhenan felt that Ke Bei seemed to be raised a little higher. He was near his eyes a few years ago, and now he rushed up to his eyebrows. He smiled and patted him on the back and said, "Come steadily, don't worry, any university you want is a famous brand." , don't stress."

Ke Bei put his chin on his shoulder and whispered, "I'm not under any pressure, as long as you don't ask me to take the provincial champion exam."

Shen Zhenan raised his brows, and said to himself, it's not bad to be a provincial champion, if you don't dare to ask so presumptuously, let's get a city champion.

Ke Bei said: "Last year, the Provincial Champion of Science was from our city, and from our school."

Shen Zhenan laughed blankly, how could he have forgotten that the champion of the city may also be the champion of the province.

"You don't need to work so hard, what to do when you're exhausted? It can't be compared with your brother Xiaotian's head, he must be an alien." Shen Zhenan said, loosening the person on his body, seeing Ke Bei's smile, stretching out his hand pinched his face.

Shen Zhenan said: "Go back early after school, sleep well, if it's really troublesome, stay at the school."

"Well, it's not troublesome at all. Do you want to go back at night and not stay?" Ke Bei looked at him, a little disappointed.

Shen Zhenan touched the phone. He forgot to charge it last night, and it is still out of power. He looked at Ke Bei and said, "I'll be leaving in a while. Before I leave, I'll take you back and have a meal before leaving."

"Oh...then I'll make braised pork for you." Ke Bei couldn't hide his disappointment, frowning slightly.

Shen Zhenan smiled, stretched out his hand to pinch Ke Bei's face again, and said, "Oh, I really didn't hurt you for nothing."

In the evening, Ke Bei sent Shen Zhenan downstairs, watching the man getting into the car, and suddenly yelled.

Shen Zhenan looked back at him, Ke Bei came up and hugged him, his eyes glued to Shen Zhenan.

"Brother, what's the matter with you? I feel that you are unhappy. You have a very happy smile on your face, but you don't smile to the truth. Why are you unhappy?" Ke Bei asked beside his ear.

"Why am I not happy?"

Ke Bei said, "Don't pretend, I just know."

Shen Zhenan let go, didn't speak, turned around to get in the car, opened the car door, and got in.

"elder brother……"

"Xiaobei, I'm fine." Shen Zhenan interrupted him, "Hurry up, I'm leaving."

"Then... call me when you arrive."

Shen Zhenan thought for a while, and said simply and neatly: "Don't fight. You go to sleep."

"……Oh."

Ke Bei watched Shen Zhenan drive away.

……

It was past eleven o'clock when Shen Zhenan returned to the apartment. When he accidentally looked up, he found that the light was on!

His heart skipped a beat, and he started beating desperately!He kept the key left by Gu Jue before he left, and he kept his own one with him all the time. The spare key of the apartment was placed in the window on the door, and only he and Gu Jue knew it.

Shen Zhenan got into the elevator, and specially pressed the floor below the room where he lived, and climbed from the floor to the floor where he lived, so that no one could hear the sound of the elevator.

He stood at the door, reached out and found the spare key, but it was in a different direction from the one he put it in at the beginning. He put his hand lightly on the doorknob. The person he was thinking about day and night might be inside, right?

He pressed down lightly, the door was not locked from the inside, he slowly pushed it open, and looked at the back standing in front of the French window, tall and straight, slender and thin.

Shen Zhenan suppressed the waves of waves rolled up in his heart, and watched Gu Jue turn around, raised his head, his complexion was warm, handsome and fair, and there was a faint smile on the corners of his lips.He let out a low growl in his heart, wanting to go over and hug him, but he restrained himself.

Shen Zhenan came in slowly, closed the door, and locked it.

He walked over step by step, making himself look calmer and more natural, even a little colder, until he walked up to a step away from Gu Jue, and looked at his clear eyes.

Shen Zhenan looked at him calmly, and spoke first: "Are you back?"

"En." Gu Jue responded flatly.

"I... I'm going to take a shower." Shen Zhenan looked away and turned back to the bedroom.

The dirty clothes he took off yesterday are gone, not in the washing machine, probably hanging out on the balcony now.He looked at the well-organized bathroom and the towels, and saw himself in the mirror laughing like a fool.

He took a long time to take a shower, and he just stepped out with his bare feet, and his feet hadn't touched the ground yet.