Huaizhi remembers the past

Spent three years in college smoothly.In the past three years, Gu Nian and I have met only a handful of times.Although she always complained that we couldn't see each other often, she still told me to take care of my body.

The accident happened in my junior year.She called me that day. Although I was giving a report, she put down her work and answered the phone.

Her voice sounded hoarse, as if she had just cried, and I asked her, "What's wrong?"

Maybe it was because of my words, she no longer pretended to be calm, cried out, and said intermittently: "A Huai, my mother passed away." That kind face appeared in my mind, and I continued to cry. Calming her emotions, she asked the professor for leave.After asking the reason, the professor quickly approved my vacation.

After hanging up the phone, I immediately packed my luggage, booked a flight ticket home, and rushed back.It was evening when I met her at the airport.Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and she was thinner. It had been three months since I last saw her.

She ran over and held my hand, and tried to tell me happy things along the way, after all, she and I have grown up since childhood.How could it be impossible to see that she was just forcing a smile on her face.

I patted her head, put her in my arms and said. : "Cry if you want to cry." She hugged me back, buried her head in my arms, her body trembling slightly.We stood like this for a long time.I wanted to recall the previous pictures in my mind. That day I asked her why she always likes to hug me?She smiled and looked up at me: "Because Ah Huai is taller than me, and Ah Huai is always calm, like a strong backing."

Gu Nian cried until she couldn't breathe, she tapped her chin on my shoulder and spoke intermittently. : "Ah Huai, I only have you left." I closed my eyes, forced myself to take back the thought that was about to emerge, and patted her on the back and said. : "It's okay, I'm here."

We walked along the road we walked for a long time, like back in high school.It's just that when I grow up, I have more ulterior thoughts.

I originally asked the professor for a week's leave, but in the end I didn't go back until the second week.Gu Nian sent me to the airport and told me: "Ah Huai, you need to add more clothes when the weather is cold, and don't forget to prepare some cold medicine in the rental house." I nodded and listened to her instructions until the staff reminded me to board the plane , I reluctantly let me go.

It was very dark in the rental house, I didn't turn on the light, and lay on the bed in the dark, curling myself up.It's not that I'm cool, it's just that my vulnerability never lets her notice.After crying, I got up and turned on the computer to complete the homework that had been left behind for the past two weeks.Stayed up for a few more nights.

The resume I submitted before was spotted by a studio and informed me to go for an internship.I have never forgotten the promise I made to Gu Nian in high school, maybe she has already forgotten it.But I don't care, I'm the only one who remembers well.

In college, I often participated in some competitions, and that got me a lot of scholarships.And during the winter and summer vacations, I also go to some coffee shops to do odd jobs, and I have already saved a lot of money.I plan to use the money to travel, but not now, but after Gu Nian finds a home.

I want to be alone to fulfill our high school dream, not tell anyone, just keep it in my heart.

Because I have just been an intern and have no work experience, sometimes I will be scolded.But I don't care, I'm not omnipotent.However, I am still learning very quickly, and sometimes I will follow my seniors to shoot outdoors.

I have to say that I also like this kind of freedom and unconstrained feeling.I just miss her sometimes.

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