Huaizhi remembers the past

The college entrance examination is just a week away. In fact, Gu Nian's grades have not been very satisfactory since the second grade of high school.I asked her: "Do you regret it? You didn't choose liberal arts." She smiled and shook her head: "Ah Huai, I don't regret it, but I have some regrets." I looked at him with doubts in my eyes, and she said, "Your The grades can be admitted to a very good university, but I should not be able to be in the same university as you."

I said, "I can go to the same university as you." She said angrily, "Yang Huai, you are making fun of your future. If you fail the college entrance examination on purpose, we will not meet each other."

I had no choice but to nod in agreement, thinking a little uncomfortable in my heart, in fact, I still want to spend more time with you, but yes, you will have to leave sooner or later.

During that week, I didn't review, but went to many places with Gu Nian.I took a lot of pictures of her but never showed her.Thinking, she will always leave, and when she leaves, I will have to rely on these photos to get by.

The second time I saw the elder brother of that neighbor was three days before the college entrance examination.I didn't see the boy.I asked him, "Where's your boyfriend?" He forced a smile and said, "I'm getting married." I could see that he was a lot haggard. The person who used to kneel at the door of the house with his back straight seemed lost backing.

I told him about Gu Nian.He looked at me with some distress: "It's hard." I shook my head and said, "If you like it, you like it. No matter how uncomfortable it is, you have to bear it yourself." He looked at the two big trees nestled in the distance, his eyes were a little confused , I did not speak.Until I heard him say: "Little girl, choose someone else you like, don't be so embarrassed like me." I didn't say anything.Only I know how much I love Gu Nian, how could I fall in love with others so easily.

On the day when the results of the college entrance examination came out, I saw my score was 602.5.Gu Nian scored 543.5 points.I know we won't be in a college anymore.Gu Nian was happy for me for a long time, she said. : "Ah Huai, when you are promising in the future, you must cover me." I nodded cooperatively.

On the day of filling out the application form, I filled out a university that I had discussed with Gu Nian before.Gu Nian filled out a university in the neighboring province.Although we are in frequent contact, we have never been able to find the right time to meet.

She will still share her daily life with me as before.She told me someone confessed to her, he made a new friend and the teacher was bald.I can feel the distance between me and her getting farther and farther.

I am a bit busy with my professional courses, and most of the time will be spent in laboratories and writing reports.Busy school work will make you temporarily forget about it. This is the only thing I am satisfied with this major.

It has been two months since I saw Gu Nian again.Of course, she didn't come alone, and her new boyfriend came with her. I looked at them and thought bitterly, they are really a good match.

After a meal, the atmosphere was a little awkward.At this time, my mobile phone rang, it was an alarm clock, I picked up the mobile phone and put it to my ear, pretending to be on the phone.I said to Gu Nian: "I'm sorry, there is something urgent at school, I'll go back first."

I was a coward, and I ran away again.Just like when I realized I liked Gu Nian, I ran away.

I went to the beach and sat on a bench in a daze. I knew I was crying because I was unwilling, sad, and unable to let go.The sea breeze blew away the last bit of my enthusiasm, and I walked back to the small rental house alone, which I rented with the money I earned from working during the summer vacation.

I have always been a loner, only Gu Nian a friend, withdrawn, not talkative.I have never liked anyone, except the one who accompanied me throughout my youth.

The author has something to say:

Ah Huai, mother loves you