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Chapter 107 Extra: Turn a blind eye
Lian Yuexin liked to follow Kong Qing's ass since she was a child. For her, Kong Qing was everything to her.
Her mother had treated her badly when she was still alive, either punching, kicking, or verbally abusing her.After her mother passed away, she was accepted into the Lian family and officially had her own surname. From then on, her name was Lian Yuexin.
She knew her identity, she was the daughter of Lianyue Temple, but she couldn't call that person father, her 'father' was called Lian Yueyin, who was Lianyue Temple's younger brother.
But these don't matter, family affection is dispensable to her, it can even be said to be ridiculous.
Mother didn't love her, she just used her as a tool to get money, and father also ignored her, treating her as a shame.
No one welcomed her into this world, so why was she born?Since you don't expect her birth, then don't let her come into this world.
Lian Yuexin couldn't figure it out, nor could she figure it out, she just hated her parents.
It was after she met Kong Qing that she had emotions other than hatred.
When she was being bullied, it was Kong Qing who stepped forward to help her.
Kong Qing didn't take this matter to heart, but she could never forget it for the rest of her life.
Kong Qing was the bright sunshine she could not avoid in her life, and it was the first time she felt the feeling of being protected.
Kong Qing is different from others, she just helps out without thinking too much.It is precisely because of this that Lian Yuexin feels that Kong Qing is special.
Pure, decisive, and will not change himself because of others.
She yearns for such a person, who is completely opposite to her.Compared with Kong Qing's mature rationality, she is naive and greedy, sometimes she even feels like a monster.
For her, Kong Qing is not only the person who once protected her, but also a sustenance, a reason to live.
She insisted on following Kong Qing's buttocks, every day Ah Qing's sister Ah Qing called her sister.Although Kong Qing has always been very indifferent, it can be seen that Kong Qing does not hate her.
Because of Kong Qing's own personality and her father, Kong Qing has very few friends, and she is the only one who can barely be considered a friend.Such a special feeling made her very satisfied.
In fact, Kong Chu didn't want Kong Qing to make friends. When Lian Yuexin came to Kong's house to look for Kong Qing, Kong Chu always turned a blind eye.
Over time, the two became more and more familiar.
Lian Yuexin found that Kong Qing was not as cold as he appeared on the surface, Kong Qing was just not good at expressing his feelings.Most of the time, Kong Qing is very soft-hearted, as long as she acts like a baby, Kong Qing will let her go.
Lian Yuexin enjoyed Kong Qing's "indulgence" incomparably, and gradually, she forgot what she should and shouldn't want.
She felt that she was the most special one to Kong Qing, so she wanted to occupy Kong Qing's time willfully, and made many unreasonable demands to Kong Qing.
Although Kong Qing had acquiesced in his heart that Lian Yuexin was his friend, he would not accommodate Lian Yuexin's waywardness.
Even Yuexin knew that it was wrong for her to do so, but she couldn't control her behavior at all.
Every time she made trouble out of no reason, she would regret it and apologize to Kong Qing.
Kong Qing will accept her apology. After all, in Kong Qing's eyes, Lian Yuexin is just a little sister. It is understandable for her to make mistakes, as long as she knows her mistakes and corrects them.
However, Lian Yuexin will not correct her behavior, and after every apology, she will intensify her nonsense next time.
The capricious behavior made Lian Yuexin panic, but the more panicked and anxious she was, the more crazy she would lose her temper with Kong Qing.
This caused her incomparable pain, it must be the despicableness inherited from her mother that made her like this.Yes, it must be so!
For countless nights, Lian Yuexin bit her palm fiercely under the quilt, she kept telling herself to keep rational, otherwise she would be hated by Kong Qing.
But she was already hated by Kong Qing, so she might as well break the jar.
Two completely opposite thoughts were constantly intertwined in her mind. She was extremely painful, but she couldn't resolve this emotion.
She still wanted to follow Kong Qing carefree like she used to, and Aqing's sister Aqing's sister shouted, would it be better if she took medicine?
She began to take medicine constantly, trying to make her mood less restless.
The medicine helped, and she became the cute little sister again, and everything seemed to be back to normal.
As long as I continue to take the medicine, there will be no pain at all, how wonderful it is.
Lian Yuexin smiled happily, and the two of them seemed to have returned to the past.
This year, she was in her first year of high school and Kong Qing was in her third year of high school. Kong Qing became very busy. Even if she always took the initiative to look for Kong Qing, there were not many opportunities for the two to meet each other.
Lian Yuexin felt a little lonely, but she could not disturb Kong Qing's life, so she endured it.
Lian Yuexin, who was originally relying on drugs to maintain his sanity, had a hole in his heart because of a person, and the hole continued to grow with that person.
The school belle, the most beautiful goddess Cheng Lianyan in everyone's mind.
Cheng Lianyan and Kong Qing are classmates, and Kong Qing's appearance, ability, and status combined are not less popular than Cheng Lianyan.
I don't know if it was because of this that Cheng Lianyan took the initiative to approach Kong Qing.
Cheng Lianyan is better than herself, and also more gentle than herself, Lian Yuexin cannot but be afraid.It was as if Cheng Lianyan would take away her place beside Kong Qing, then her existence would no longer be special, would become dispensable, and then be forgotten.
However, she didn't dare to be willful anymore, she had already promised in front of Kong Qing that she would never commit another crime and never go crazy again.
Lian Yuexin understood Kong Qing's character very well, although Kong Qing didn't say what would happen next time, but she would definitely be disappointed in herself.
She didn't want to see Kong Qing showing a disappointed expression to herself, that would make the gap between them bigger and bigger.
So Lian Yuexin forced herself to calm down this time, and she made an appointment with Cheng Lianyan alone.
Cheng Lianyan looked at Lian Yuexin and thought it was very funny.
Lian Yuexin was extremely jealous, jealous that Cheng Lianyan could study in the same classroom as Kong Qing every day, but she could only run to Kong Qing's place every day without seeing him often.
Cheng Lianyan ridiculed Lian Yuexin as a poor wretch, and Kong Qing never cared about her.
Lian Yuexin usually used drugs to suppress her emotions, but now that she was stimulated by Cheng Lianyan, her eyes were bloodshot, and her expression became strange.
Cheng Lianyan didn't notice anything wrong with Lian Yuexin's expression at all, she continued to laugh at Lian Yuexin, and she also bluntly stated the reason why she was close to Kong Qing.
"You like Kong Qing very much, right? Many people like her. I... don't really like her. I just think that excellent people should be with excellent people, don't you think so?" Cheng Lianyan stretched out her hand and patted her. Yue Xin's face was so arrogant that it was disgusting.
"A skinny and pitiful little girl like you, who always looks at Kong Qing secretly like a mouse in the gutter, do you think you are worthy of Kong Qing? Do you think Kong Qing will find you disgusting?"
Cheng Lianyan's words constantly stimulated Lian Yuexin's nerves, she gritted her teeth, and told herself not to be impulsive.
Kong Qing would hate her if it caused trouble, so she had to hold back, yes, she had to hold back.
But I still really want to sew up the mouth of the person in front of me, poke a needle into the flesh of the other person, and use fishing line to lock the mouth tightly so that Cheng Lianyan can't even cry out in pain.
"Hahaha, anyone would feel disgusted, after all, there is a stalker staring at me all the time." The smile on Cheng Lianyan's face was extremely vicious.
Lian Yuexin raised her head slowly, staring at Cheng Lianyan with dark eyes, which made Cheng Lianyan tremble subconsciously.
Being looked at by Lian Yuexin's eyes is like being stared at by a cold poisonous snake.
Lian Yuexin squeezed Cheng Lianyan's wrist, and turned her head to look at Cheng Lianyan.
"You seem to know me very well." Lian Yuexin smiled slowly, and dug her nails into Cheng Lianyan's flesh.
Cheng Lianyan cried out in pain, and she shook off Lian Yuexin's hand vigorously.
"You lunatic!"
"I won't let you, a person with an impure purpose, get close to Sister Ah Qing!" Lian Yuexin stared at Cheng Lianyan viciously, his eyes hung firmly on her body like poisonous hooks.
Cheng Lianyan felt that she had fallen in love with a troublesome lunatic, she sneered and said, "Oh, isn't it you who has the wrong purpose?"
Lian Yuexin was startled, and then her expression became ferocious again.
"That's just right, I'll just destroy you." As she said that, Lian Yuexin's nails firmly embedded into Cheng Lianyan's palm.
"You crazy woman!" Cheng Lianyan waved Lian Yuexin to the ground.
After all, Lian Yuexin was two years younger than Cheng Lianyan, and she was also shorter in stature. When she was thrown away, she hit the ground firmly, and the clothes on her shoulders were torn.
"You asked for it yourself, don't blame me!" Cheng Lianyan subconsciously turned up the volume, obviously guilty.
Lian Yuexin snorted, then got up from the ground, she didn't speak, just stared at Cheng Lianyan with her cold eyes.
At this time, Cheng Lianyan was just a girl who could only play tricks, she had never experienced any big storms, she was afraid but forced herself to be calm.
"Just what can you do to me?"
Although Cheng Lianyan said so on the lips, she was actually very scared in her heart.
The malice in Lian Yuexin's eyes that was about to turn into reality made Cheng Lianyan not want to stay any longer, she just said "stinky lunatic" and ran away.
The two met in a remote corner of the school, so no one saw what happened, and even Yuexin was glad no one saw it.
She is not afraid that someone who likes Cheng Lianyan will find her, she is just afraid that Kong Qing will know that she is looking for Cheng Lianyan.
After all, Cheng Lianyan has always been approaching Kong Qing intentionally or unintentionally these two days, if the matter of her looking for Cheng Lianyan reaches Kong Qing's ears, what will Kong Qing think?
Lian Yuexin didn't want Kong Qing to be disappointed in her again, but...she wouldn't let Cheng Lianyan, a bitch, continue to live happily ever after.
She has always been a despicable and disgusting person.It's just that he cares about Kong Qing's opinion of him, so he keeps suppressing himself.
In fact, there is no need to suppress it, is there?As long as it is not known by Kong Qing.
A strange smile appeared on Lian Yuexin's face, which was extremely permeating.
Cheng Lianyan didn't take this matter to heart after that, and even Yuexin didn't seem to make any movement. She thought that the previous incident had been revealed just like this, but a news spread all over the campus.
Cheng Lianyan's image as a pure school girl has completely collapsed, and everyone is talking about Cheng Lianyan in private.
Cheng Lianyan wanted to ask someone, but no one was willing to answer her.
Finally, Cheng Lianyan eavesdropped on rumors about herself in the toilet. She used male students to cheat money, and she had no clear relationship with the rich young master.
She's pretty, and pretty people have privileges, don't they?
Why would she waste her privilege?She was sure she was careful not to be discovered by others.
Who is it?And are these people too easy to believe in rumors?
Cheng Lianyan clenched her lower lip, determined to find out this person who spread rumors and teach him a lesson.
However, before she could find out who spread the news, she was called away by the dean. Cheng Lianyan was terrified when she saw the photo.
The school meant to let her drop out of school by herself. After all, expelling a girl with such a reason would almost ruin the girl's future.
Cheng Lianyan pinched the photo tightly, watching the photo twisted in her hands.
Although she was very reluctant, she still nodded and agreed to drop out of school voluntarily.
Cheng Lianyan disappeared from the school just like that. At first, some people explored the reason, but after a long time, everyone gradually forgot that there was such a person.
Kong Qing noticed that Cheng Lianyan, who often appeared by her side before, had disappeared, but she didn't take this matter to heart.
Lian Yuexin was the happiest, seeing the person who haunted Kong Qing disappear, she was very happy.
She took those photos, she spread the rumors, and she told the whistleblower.
But she didn't dare to go too far, it would be bad if Kong Qing found out.
Lian Yuexin smiled sweetly, and went to look for Kong Qing as always.
Soon after Kong Qing graduated and entered the university, she and Kong Qing had even fewer opportunities to meet each other.
Lian Yuexin studied desperately in order to study in the same university as Kong Qing.
Two years of torment turned Lian Yuexin into a lunatic in studies. She is very smart and excellent, but she is too lonely and gloomy to be liked by the people around her.
But Lian Yuexin doesn't care about these things herself. In her eyes, only Kong Qing is worth caring about.
In the past two years, her mental state has become worse and worse and uncontrollable. She tried her best to control her emotions about to go berserk.
Obviously, after entering university, the two should meet more times, but Lian Yuexin took the initiative to reduce the chances of meeting Kong Qing.
Lian Yuexin didn't want Kong Qing to see her ugly side, she was so ugly that she felt disgusted.
She would only meet Kong Qing when her condition was better. She thought that as long as she suppressed herself well, it wouldn't get worse.However, it turned out that she was too optimistic.
Once a string in my heart is broken, it will never be connected again, and if something is broken, it will never be put back together again.
Kong Qing is excellent and beautiful, and there are too many people who like Kong Qing.Each one made her extremely jealous, wishing to poach the other's eyeballs.
In the past two years, she wasn't just studying. Anyone who got close to Kong Qing would somehow leave Kong Qing's life for various reasons.
Her biological father doesn't care about her, and his apparent father doesn't restrict her too much, but he will agree to her various unreasonable demands.It also made it easier for her to do these things.
Of course Lian Yuexin knew it was wrong to do so. If Kong Qing found out, Kong Qing would be very disappointed with herself.
But she doesn't regret it, although sometimes she will be painfully afraid that Kong Qing will find out the truth, but if she does nothing, she will go crazy.
With such a lunatic staying by his side, Kong Qing would probably feel sick himself.
So, you have to hide it from Kong Qing.
Recently, someone approached Kong Qing again. She thought it was just a whim, so she didn't care much.
But later on, this man still kept pestering Kong Qing, the dirty and disgusting look in his eyes made her want to pick out the other's eyeballs herself.
Looking at the disgusting eyes of those men, Lian Yuexin became more and more silent in front of Kong Qing.
Kong Qing also noticed this, but no matter what Kong Qing asked, even Yuexin said that she was fine.
How could it be okay, she was just suppressing herself.
Knowing that such a man who is delusional about climbing up to Kong Qing can't do anything to Kong Qing, but she still wants to drive these people out of Kong Qing's life crazily.
That man has been following Kong Qing for half a year, and Kong Qing must have realized it long ago, but he didn't pay attention to the man at all.
Although Kong Qing is a woman, no ordinary man can beat her.
But what if this stalker really did something irreparable to Kong Qing?
As long as there is even a slight possibility, she will kill it in advance, yes, it must be like this.
Lian Yuexin smiled foolishly, and asked people to attack that man.
Binding the man in an abandoned warehouse, she found several photos of Kong Qing from the man.
Ah, what a pervert.
— same as her.
Lian Yuexin tore the photo into shreds. Although it was Kong Qing's photo, it had already been stained by someone. How could it continue to be kept?
Of course, nothing is left to be destroyed.
Lian Yuexin stomped on the man's lower body with a smile, and asked him if he liked Kong Qing.
Hearing Kong Qing's name, the man actually started to get excited, shouting Kong Qing's name indistinctly, his face made people sick to see.
"What do you like about Kong Qing?" Lian Yuexin asked in the other's ear.
The man was gasping for breath, which sounded like a pig panting to Lian Yuexin's ears.
"I like her cold and arrogant appearance, and her snow-white skin. If she fucks her hard, she will definitely show an unbearable expression. I really want to fuck her. Ah——"
A short scream came from the man's mouth, and Lian Yuexin crushed it down mercilessly. In the end, the man could only curl up in a cold sweat, unable to even make a sound.
"It's really - a complete pervert." Lian Yuexin had an exaggerated smile on his face, and a chill in his eyes.
She is also a pervert, but she has different reasons for being infatuated with Kong Qing than a man.
What men like Kong Qing likes is the body, but what she likes is Kong Qing.
Lian Yuexin cut off the man's part with no expression on her face, and she stared blankly at her hand, which was covered in blood.
In fact, she had expected such a day a long time ago, and when it really came, the fear in her heart disappeared.
She has always been afraid that she will not be able to control herself, that she will really go crazy, she has always been afraid.
Today, she finally broke down, in front of Kong Qing.
Kong Qing is not a fool, she doesn't care about the flies around her all the time, but if there are too many coincidences, it is impossible not to find the clues.
The people who tried to get close to her inexplicably changed schools or moved. She didn't care much about such things, and she was used to being alone, so she only regarded those people as busy because of the time in her life.
Kong Qing is not such a soft-hearted person, she will not pay too much attention to people who don't care, just like Yao Qingyao.
Lian Yuexin was also afraid that she would be treated like that, that's why she was always so afraid.
However, fear will become a habit, and when she gets used to it, she will become numb.
It's just that she didn't expect her true nature to be completely exposed in front of Kong Qing in such a scene. She was so dirty, with that man's blood on her hands.
Lian Yuexin tried desperately to wipe off the blood on her hands, but it just made herself look even more terrifying.
"Sister Ah Qing, why are you here?" Lian Yuexin stepped on the knife on the ground and smiled at Kong Qing.
Kong Qing's eyes fell from Lian Yuexin to the unconscious man.
"What the hell are you doing?" It wasn't a question, Kong Qing acted a little too calmly.
It's not that Kong Qing doesn't care, it's precisely because he regards Lian Yuexin as his younger sister that he is disappointed in Lian Yuexin.
Since she already knew that there would be a day when her true nature would be exposed, even Yuexin was very sad. Broken things can never be put back together, and a broken relationship can never be returned to its original state.
"Today is your birthday, have you forgotten, but you can't be found anywhere. If the housekeeper hadn't told me, I wouldn't know you were here. He said to me, please don't go too far, let's celebrate together at night Birthday." Kong Qing looked at Lian Yuexin with disappointment in his eyes.
The butler also knew what Lian Yuexin was doing, but he doted on Lian Yuexin and only asked not to go too far.
Lian Yuexin has been blinded by her own desires, and there are only distorted emotions in her heart. All her actions have not been rationally considered, like a wild animal acting on instinct.
She can't see other people's kindness to her, and she can't feel other people's concern for her.
She turned a blind eye indifferently, and thought she was pitiful, but in fact, there were people around her who cared about her.
At this time, Lian Yuexin not only didn't realize that the housekeeper actually wanted her to turn around and stop making mistakes, but instead, she blamed the housekeeper.
Why let Kong Qing come to her by meddling in his own business?Kong Qing can stop her, but it will definitely be the last time.
Kong Qing's world is too black and white, if you care about it, protect it, if you don't care about it, you won't take a second look.
"I just... just don't want others to hurt you..." Lian Yuexin was like a child who has done something wrong, she looked at Kong Qing helplessly, but Kong Qing's attitude was very cold from beginning to end.
Lian Yuexin understood that her relationship with Kong Qing was at an end.
"Go back, I will send someone to take him to the hospital, you can do it yourself."
"Sister Ah Qing..." Lian Yuexin wanted to stretch out her hand to pull Kong Qing's sleeve, but Kong Qing didn't dodge, but she took the initiative to withdraw her hand.
Her hands were too dirty, covered with filthy blood, how could she touch Kong Qing?
Ha, she is quite self-aware, Lian Yuexin lowered her head and smiled bitterly.
Since then, Lian Yuexin has never met Kong Qing again, and her spirit is getting worse day by day.
She has a tendency to be violent, but now that Kong Qing is not restrained, she can't restrain herself even more.
Either cruelty to animals or self-mutilation, and the approach of others will make her extremely manic.
She is only in a normal state for a few days in a month. To say that she is in a normal state, she is also very neurotic in the eyes of ordinary people, as if she will go crazy in the next second.
Lian Yuexin couldn't see Kong Qing, so she could only hide in her room and look at Kong Qing's photos every day.
But this is not the way, she wants to apologize to Kong Qing like before.
That's right, she was going to apologize and promise that she would never do such a crazy thing again.
But she can't do it now, she has to make herself look normal.
Lian Yuexin began to look for drugs that could better control her emotions. The drugs prescribed by the doctor were no longer effective after taking them, and the doctor himself said that there should be a limited amount, and she should not be allowed to take more, so there is no Give her more medicine.
Not enough medicine is useless, she always has her own way to find medicine.
She contacted a mysterious organization, which is very low-key, but the medicine is very effective.
She also knows what this effect means, but she doesn't care about the side effects at all, as long as it can make her look normal temporarily.
The medicine worked well, but she did not meet Kong Qing as she wished.
She understands Kong Qing's character, but even if she understands, she still wants to try it.The result was also a failure as expected.
After tasting the sweetness, the bitterness also followed. Unlike ordinary medicines, this medicine is not so mild, and it makes Lian Yuexin even more manic.
She used to vent all her negative emotions on animals or herself, but now she attacks humans indiscriminately.
The housekeeper and the maid were almost bitten by her neck several times, and she bit them desperately like a hungry beast.
As long as Lian Yuexin doesn't cause any major incidents that cannot be suppressed, she can live freely for the rest of her life, without having to work or worry about her studies.
In the eyes of many people, she doesn't know how happy she is, but she feels extremely painful.
If you can't get what you want, can't do what you want, life is a kind of pain.
But it would be more painful for her to die like this, at least it would be better if her death had something to do with Kong Qing.
What will happen to Kong Qing?That's not something she wants to think about.
In other words, she didn't want to think about what would happen. Since Kong Qing abandoned her so ruthlessly, she no longer restrained herself.
So what if you're locked up in a mental hospital?As long as she is given a chance, she will do everything in her power to escape.
She met an unexpected person in Bichen Mental Hospital, that person was actually Cheng Lianyan.
It was really a fateful encounter, maybe—everything is not fate.
Cheng Lianyan told her that the drug matter was specially arranged by her.
The organization is not so easy for ordinary people to contact, otherwise Lian Yuexin would not be able to contact people to get medicine by just looking around.
She came back for revenge, and it was time to cooperate after the revenge was over.
Lian Yuexin originally wanted to kill Cheng Lianyan, but what Cheng Lianyan said was too tempting.
She hasn't been to the outside world for a long time.
So she still agreed to cooperate with Cheng Lianyan. The so-called cooperation was just a feint. It turned out that Cheng Lianyan was just playing with her.
Kong Qingqian didn't live in that apartment, and she was brought back to the hospital by the family.
She smiled maniacally, cursing Cheng Lianyan to die.
What revenge is over, it is clearly just beginning.
She gave her hope, but completely shattered it.Let her know that there is someone else's place by Kong Qing's side, and she will never return to Kong Qing's side.
Cheng Lianyan's revenge really hurt her badly, and she knew what hurt her the most.
Cheng Lianyan is the same as her, but she is also a poor creature dominated by desire.
Seeing Cheng Lianyan's tragic death in front of her, she seemed to see herself in the future, but she was not afraid at all, that day would come sooner or later.
When the moment when the bullet pierced her chest came, she felt a deep sense of powerlessness and a sense of relief like a heavy burden.
Ah, she was dying at last.
It's just that sister Ah Qing, whom she was thinking of so much, didn't take one last look at her after all.
The author has something to say: Poor people must have something to hate. The writing is rather vague, but you should be able to understand it after reading the full text.
Lian Yuexin deserved what he deserved, and a tragic death is not too much, hey.
Her mother had treated her badly when she was still alive, either punching, kicking, or verbally abusing her.After her mother passed away, she was accepted into the Lian family and officially had her own surname. From then on, her name was Lian Yuexin.
She knew her identity, she was the daughter of Lianyue Temple, but she couldn't call that person father, her 'father' was called Lian Yueyin, who was Lianyue Temple's younger brother.
But these don't matter, family affection is dispensable to her, it can even be said to be ridiculous.
Mother didn't love her, she just used her as a tool to get money, and father also ignored her, treating her as a shame.
No one welcomed her into this world, so why was she born?Since you don't expect her birth, then don't let her come into this world.
Lian Yuexin couldn't figure it out, nor could she figure it out, she just hated her parents.
It was after she met Kong Qing that she had emotions other than hatred.
When she was being bullied, it was Kong Qing who stepped forward to help her.
Kong Qing didn't take this matter to heart, but she could never forget it for the rest of her life.
Kong Qing was the bright sunshine she could not avoid in her life, and it was the first time she felt the feeling of being protected.
Kong Qing is different from others, she just helps out without thinking too much.It is precisely because of this that Lian Yuexin feels that Kong Qing is special.
Pure, decisive, and will not change himself because of others.
She yearns for such a person, who is completely opposite to her.Compared with Kong Qing's mature rationality, she is naive and greedy, sometimes she even feels like a monster.
For her, Kong Qing is not only the person who once protected her, but also a sustenance, a reason to live.
She insisted on following Kong Qing's buttocks, every day Ah Qing's sister Ah Qing called her sister.Although Kong Qing has always been very indifferent, it can be seen that Kong Qing does not hate her.
Because of Kong Qing's own personality and her father, Kong Qing has very few friends, and she is the only one who can barely be considered a friend.Such a special feeling made her very satisfied.
In fact, Kong Chu didn't want Kong Qing to make friends. When Lian Yuexin came to Kong's house to look for Kong Qing, Kong Chu always turned a blind eye.
Over time, the two became more and more familiar.
Lian Yuexin found that Kong Qing was not as cold as he appeared on the surface, Kong Qing was just not good at expressing his feelings.Most of the time, Kong Qing is very soft-hearted, as long as she acts like a baby, Kong Qing will let her go.
Lian Yuexin enjoyed Kong Qing's "indulgence" incomparably, and gradually, she forgot what she should and shouldn't want.
She felt that she was the most special one to Kong Qing, so she wanted to occupy Kong Qing's time willfully, and made many unreasonable demands to Kong Qing.
Although Kong Qing had acquiesced in his heart that Lian Yuexin was his friend, he would not accommodate Lian Yuexin's waywardness.
Even Yuexin knew that it was wrong for her to do so, but she couldn't control her behavior at all.
Every time she made trouble out of no reason, she would regret it and apologize to Kong Qing.
Kong Qing will accept her apology. After all, in Kong Qing's eyes, Lian Yuexin is just a little sister. It is understandable for her to make mistakes, as long as she knows her mistakes and corrects them.
However, Lian Yuexin will not correct her behavior, and after every apology, she will intensify her nonsense next time.
The capricious behavior made Lian Yuexin panic, but the more panicked and anxious she was, the more crazy she would lose her temper with Kong Qing.
This caused her incomparable pain, it must be the despicableness inherited from her mother that made her like this.Yes, it must be so!
For countless nights, Lian Yuexin bit her palm fiercely under the quilt, she kept telling herself to keep rational, otherwise she would be hated by Kong Qing.
But she was already hated by Kong Qing, so she might as well break the jar.
Two completely opposite thoughts were constantly intertwined in her mind. She was extremely painful, but she couldn't resolve this emotion.
She still wanted to follow Kong Qing carefree like she used to, and Aqing's sister Aqing's sister shouted, would it be better if she took medicine?
She began to take medicine constantly, trying to make her mood less restless.
The medicine helped, and she became the cute little sister again, and everything seemed to be back to normal.
As long as I continue to take the medicine, there will be no pain at all, how wonderful it is.
Lian Yuexin smiled happily, and the two of them seemed to have returned to the past.
This year, she was in her first year of high school and Kong Qing was in her third year of high school. Kong Qing became very busy. Even if she always took the initiative to look for Kong Qing, there were not many opportunities for the two to meet each other.
Lian Yuexin felt a little lonely, but she could not disturb Kong Qing's life, so she endured it.
Lian Yuexin, who was originally relying on drugs to maintain his sanity, had a hole in his heart because of a person, and the hole continued to grow with that person.
The school belle, the most beautiful goddess Cheng Lianyan in everyone's mind.
Cheng Lianyan and Kong Qing are classmates, and Kong Qing's appearance, ability, and status combined are not less popular than Cheng Lianyan.
I don't know if it was because of this that Cheng Lianyan took the initiative to approach Kong Qing.
Cheng Lianyan is better than herself, and also more gentle than herself, Lian Yuexin cannot but be afraid.It was as if Cheng Lianyan would take away her place beside Kong Qing, then her existence would no longer be special, would become dispensable, and then be forgotten.
However, she didn't dare to be willful anymore, she had already promised in front of Kong Qing that she would never commit another crime and never go crazy again.
Lian Yuexin understood Kong Qing's character very well, although Kong Qing didn't say what would happen next time, but she would definitely be disappointed in herself.
She didn't want to see Kong Qing showing a disappointed expression to herself, that would make the gap between them bigger and bigger.
So Lian Yuexin forced herself to calm down this time, and she made an appointment with Cheng Lianyan alone.
Cheng Lianyan looked at Lian Yuexin and thought it was very funny.
Lian Yuexin was extremely jealous, jealous that Cheng Lianyan could study in the same classroom as Kong Qing every day, but she could only run to Kong Qing's place every day without seeing him often.
Cheng Lianyan ridiculed Lian Yuexin as a poor wretch, and Kong Qing never cared about her.
Lian Yuexin usually used drugs to suppress her emotions, but now that she was stimulated by Cheng Lianyan, her eyes were bloodshot, and her expression became strange.
Cheng Lianyan didn't notice anything wrong with Lian Yuexin's expression at all, she continued to laugh at Lian Yuexin, and she also bluntly stated the reason why she was close to Kong Qing.
"You like Kong Qing very much, right? Many people like her. I... don't really like her. I just think that excellent people should be with excellent people, don't you think so?" Cheng Lianyan stretched out her hand and patted her. Yue Xin's face was so arrogant that it was disgusting.
"A skinny and pitiful little girl like you, who always looks at Kong Qing secretly like a mouse in the gutter, do you think you are worthy of Kong Qing? Do you think Kong Qing will find you disgusting?"
Cheng Lianyan's words constantly stimulated Lian Yuexin's nerves, she gritted her teeth, and told herself not to be impulsive.
Kong Qing would hate her if it caused trouble, so she had to hold back, yes, she had to hold back.
But I still really want to sew up the mouth of the person in front of me, poke a needle into the flesh of the other person, and use fishing line to lock the mouth tightly so that Cheng Lianyan can't even cry out in pain.
"Hahaha, anyone would feel disgusted, after all, there is a stalker staring at me all the time." The smile on Cheng Lianyan's face was extremely vicious.
Lian Yuexin raised her head slowly, staring at Cheng Lianyan with dark eyes, which made Cheng Lianyan tremble subconsciously.
Being looked at by Lian Yuexin's eyes is like being stared at by a cold poisonous snake.
Lian Yuexin squeezed Cheng Lianyan's wrist, and turned her head to look at Cheng Lianyan.
"You seem to know me very well." Lian Yuexin smiled slowly, and dug her nails into Cheng Lianyan's flesh.
Cheng Lianyan cried out in pain, and she shook off Lian Yuexin's hand vigorously.
"You lunatic!"
"I won't let you, a person with an impure purpose, get close to Sister Ah Qing!" Lian Yuexin stared at Cheng Lianyan viciously, his eyes hung firmly on her body like poisonous hooks.
Cheng Lianyan felt that she had fallen in love with a troublesome lunatic, she sneered and said, "Oh, isn't it you who has the wrong purpose?"
Lian Yuexin was startled, and then her expression became ferocious again.
"That's just right, I'll just destroy you." As she said that, Lian Yuexin's nails firmly embedded into Cheng Lianyan's palm.
"You crazy woman!" Cheng Lianyan waved Lian Yuexin to the ground.
After all, Lian Yuexin was two years younger than Cheng Lianyan, and she was also shorter in stature. When she was thrown away, she hit the ground firmly, and the clothes on her shoulders were torn.
"You asked for it yourself, don't blame me!" Cheng Lianyan subconsciously turned up the volume, obviously guilty.
Lian Yuexin snorted, then got up from the ground, she didn't speak, just stared at Cheng Lianyan with her cold eyes.
At this time, Cheng Lianyan was just a girl who could only play tricks, she had never experienced any big storms, she was afraid but forced herself to be calm.
"Just what can you do to me?"
Although Cheng Lianyan said so on the lips, she was actually very scared in her heart.
The malice in Lian Yuexin's eyes that was about to turn into reality made Cheng Lianyan not want to stay any longer, she just said "stinky lunatic" and ran away.
The two met in a remote corner of the school, so no one saw what happened, and even Yuexin was glad no one saw it.
She is not afraid that someone who likes Cheng Lianyan will find her, she is just afraid that Kong Qing will know that she is looking for Cheng Lianyan.
After all, Cheng Lianyan has always been approaching Kong Qing intentionally or unintentionally these two days, if the matter of her looking for Cheng Lianyan reaches Kong Qing's ears, what will Kong Qing think?
Lian Yuexin didn't want Kong Qing to be disappointed in her again, but...she wouldn't let Cheng Lianyan, a bitch, continue to live happily ever after.
She has always been a despicable and disgusting person.It's just that he cares about Kong Qing's opinion of him, so he keeps suppressing himself.
In fact, there is no need to suppress it, is there?As long as it is not known by Kong Qing.
A strange smile appeared on Lian Yuexin's face, which was extremely permeating.
Cheng Lianyan didn't take this matter to heart after that, and even Yuexin didn't seem to make any movement. She thought that the previous incident had been revealed just like this, but a news spread all over the campus.
Cheng Lianyan's image as a pure school girl has completely collapsed, and everyone is talking about Cheng Lianyan in private.
Cheng Lianyan wanted to ask someone, but no one was willing to answer her.
Finally, Cheng Lianyan eavesdropped on rumors about herself in the toilet. She used male students to cheat money, and she had no clear relationship with the rich young master.
She's pretty, and pretty people have privileges, don't they?
Why would she waste her privilege?She was sure she was careful not to be discovered by others.
Who is it?And are these people too easy to believe in rumors?
Cheng Lianyan clenched her lower lip, determined to find out this person who spread rumors and teach him a lesson.
However, before she could find out who spread the news, she was called away by the dean. Cheng Lianyan was terrified when she saw the photo.
The school meant to let her drop out of school by herself. After all, expelling a girl with such a reason would almost ruin the girl's future.
Cheng Lianyan pinched the photo tightly, watching the photo twisted in her hands.
Although she was very reluctant, she still nodded and agreed to drop out of school voluntarily.
Cheng Lianyan disappeared from the school just like that. At first, some people explored the reason, but after a long time, everyone gradually forgot that there was such a person.
Kong Qing noticed that Cheng Lianyan, who often appeared by her side before, had disappeared, but she didn't take this matter to heart.
Lian Yuexin was the happiest, seeing the person who haunted Kong Qing disappear, she was very happy.
She took those photos, she spread the rumors, and she told the whistleblower.
But she didn't dare to go too far, it would be bad if Kong Qing found out.
Lian Yuexin smiled sweetly, and went to look for Kong Qing as always.
Soon after Kong Qing graduated and entered the university, she and Kong Qing had even fewer opportunities to meet each other.
Lian Yuexin studied desperately in order to study in the same university as Kong Qing.
Two years of torment turned Lian Yuexin into a lunatic in studies. She is very smart and excellent, but she is too lonely and gloomy to be liked by the people around her.
But Lian Yuexin doesn't care about these things herself. In her eyes, only Kong Qing is worth caring about.
In the past two years, her mental state has become worse and worse and uncontrollable. She tried her best to control her emotions about to go berserk.
Obviously, after entering university, the two should meet more times, but Lian Yuexin took the initiative to reduce the chances of meeting Kong Qing.
Lian Yuexin didn't want Kong Qing to see her ugly side, she was so ugly that she felt disgusted.
She would only meet Kong Qing when her condition was better. She thought that as long as she suppressed herself well, it wouldn't get worse.However, it turned out that she was too optimistic.
Once a string in my heart is broken, it will never be connected again, and if something is broken, it will never be put back together again.
Kong Qing is excellent and beautiful, and there are too many people who like Kong Qing.Each one made her extremely jealous, wishing to poach the other's eyeballs.
In the past two years, she wasn't just studying. Anyone who got close to Kong Qing would somehow leave Kong Qing's life for various reasons.
Her biological father doesn't care about her, and his apparent father doesn't restrict her too much, but he will agree to her various unreasonable demands.It also made it easier for her to do these things.
Of course Lian Yuexin knew it was wrong to do so. If Kong Qing found out, Kong Qing would be very disappointed with herself.
But she doesn't regret it, although sometimes she will be painfully afraid that Kong Qing will find out the truth, but if she does nothing, she will go crazy.
With such a lunatic staying by his side, Kong Qing would probably feel sick himself.
So, you have to hide it from Kong Qing.
Recently, someone approached Kong Qing again. She thought it was just a whim, so she didn't care much.
But later on, this man still kept pestering Kong Qing, the dirty and disgusting look in his eyes made her want to pick out the other's eyeballs herself.
Looking at the disgusting eyes of those men, Lian Yuexin became more and more silent in front of Kong Qing.
Kong Qing also noticed this, but no matter what Kong Qing asked, even Yuexin said that she was fine.
How could it be okay, she was just suppressing herself.
Knowing that such a man who is delusional about climbing up to Kong Qing can't do anything to Kong Qing, but she still wants to drive these people out of Kong Qing's life crazily.
That man has been following Kong Qing for half a year, and Kong Qing must have realized it long ago, but he didn't pay attention to the man at all.
Although Kong Qing is a woman, no ordinary man can beat her.
But what if this stalker really did something irreparable to Kong Qing?
As long as there is even a slight possibility, she will kill it in advance, yes, it must be like this.
Lian Yuexin smiled foolishly, and asked people to attack that man.
Binding the man in an abandoned warehouse, she found several photos of Kong Qing from the man.
Ah, what a pervert.
— same as her.
Lian Yuexin tore the photo into shreds. Although it was Kong Qing's photo, it had already been stained by someone. How could it continue to be kept?
Of course, nothing is left to be destroyed.
Lian Yuexin stomped on the man's lower body with a smile, and asked him if he liked Kong Qing.
Hearing Kong Qing's name, the man actually started to get excited, shouting Kong Qing's name indistinctly, his face made people sick to see.
"What do you like about Kong Qing?" Lian Yuexin asked in the other's ear.
The man was gasping for breath, which sounded like a pig panting to Lian Yuexin's ears.
"I like her cold and arrogant appearance, and her snow-white skin. If she fucks her hard, she will definitely show an unbearable expression. I really want to fuck her. Ah——"
A short scream came from the man's mouth, and Lian Yuexin crushed it down mercilessly. In the end, the man could only curl up in a cold sweat, unable to even make a sound.
"It's really - a complete pervert." Lian Yuexin had an exaggerated smile on his face, and a chill in his eyes.
She is also a pervert, but she has different reasons for being infatuated with Kong Qing than a man.
What men like Kong Qing likes is the body, but what she likes is Kong Qing.
Lian Yuexin cut off the man's part with no expression on her face, and she stared blankly at her hand, which was covered in blood.
In fact, she had expected such a day a long time ago, and when it really came, the fear in her heart disappeared.
She has always been afraid that she will not be able to control herself, that she will really go crazy, she has always been afraid.
Today, she finally broke down, in front of Kong Qing.
Kong Qing is not a fool, she doesn't care about the flies around her all the time, but if there are too many coincidences, it is impossible not to find the clues.
The people who tried to get close to her inexplicably changed schools or moved. She didn't care much about such things, and she was used to being alone, so she only regarded those people as busy because of the time in her life.
Kong Qing is not such a soft-hearted person, she will not pay too much attention to people who don't care, just like Yao Qingyao.
Lian Yuexin was also afraid that she would be treated like that, that's why she was always so afraid.
However, fear will become a habit, and when she gets used to it, she will become numb.
It's just that she didn't expect her true nature to be completely exposed in front of Kong Qing in such a scene. She was so dirty, with that man's blood on her hands.
Lian Yuexin tried desperately to wipe off the blood on her hands, but it just made herself look even more terrifying.
"Sister Ah Qing, why are you here?" Lian Yuexin stepped on the knife on the ground and smiled at Kong Qing.
Kong Qing's eyes fell from Lian Yuexin to the unconscious man.
"What the hell are you doing?" It wasn't a question, Kong Qing acted a little too calmly.
It's not that Kong Qing doesn't care, it's precisely because he regards Lian Yuexin as his younger sister that he is disappointed in Lian Yuexin.
Since she already knew that there would be a day when her true nature would be exposed, even Yuexin was very sad. Broken things can never be put back together, and a broken relationship can never be returned to its original state.
"Today is your birthday, have you forgotten, but you can't be found anywhere. If the housekeeper hadn't told me, I wouldn't know you were here. He said to me, please don't go too far, let's celebrate together at night Birthday." Kong Qing looked at Lian Yuexin with disappointment in his eyes.
The butler also knew what Lian Yuexin was doing, but he doted on Lian Yuexin and only asked not to go too far.
Lian Yuexin has been blinded by her own desires, and there are only distorted emotions in her heart. All her actions have not been rationally considered, like a wild animal acting on instinct.
She can't see other people's kindness to her, and she can't feel other people's concern for her.
She turned a blind eye indifferently, and thought she was pitiful, but in fact, there were people around her who cared about her.
At this time, Lian Yuexin not only didn't realize that the housekeeper actually wanted her to turn around and stop making mistakes, but instead, she blamed the housekeeper.
Why let Kong Qing come to her by meddling in his own business?Kong Qing can stop her, but it will definitely be the last time.
Kong Qing's world is too black and white, if you care about it, protect it, if you don't care about it, you won't take a second look.
"I just... just don't want others to hurt you..." Lian Yuexin was like a child who has done something wrong, she looked at Kong Qing helplessly, but Kong Qing's attitude was very cold from beginning to end.
Lian Yuexin understood that her relationship with Kong Qing was at an end.
"Go back, I will send someone to take him to the hospital, you can do it yourself."
"Sister Ah Qing..." Lian Yuexin wanted to stretch out her hand to pull Kong Qing's sleeve, but Kong Qing didn't dodge, but she took the initiative to withdraw her hand.
Her hands were too dirty, covered with filthy blood, how could she touch Kong Qing?
Ha, she is quite self-aware, Lian Yuexin lowered her head and smiled bitterly.
Since then, Lian Yuexin has never met Kong Qing again, and her spirit is getting worse day by day.
She has a tendency to be violent, but now that Kong Qing is not restrained, she can't restrain herself even more.
Either cruelty to animals or self-mutilation, and the approach of others will make her extremely manic.
She is only in a normal state for a few days in a month. To say that she is in a normal state, she is also very neurotic in the eyes of ordinary people, as if she will go crazy in the next second.
Lian Yuexin couldn't see Kong Qing, so she could only hide in her room and look at Kong Qing's photos every day.
But this is not the way, she wants to apologize to Kong Qing like before.
That's right, she was going to apologize and promise that she would never do such a crazy thing again.
But she can't do it now, she has to make herself look normal.
Lian Yuexin began to look for drugs that could better control her emotions. The drugs prescribed by the doctor were no longer effective after taking them, and the doctor himself said that there should be a limited amount, and she should not be allowed to take more, so there is no Give her more medicine.
Not enough medicine is useless, she always has her own way to find medicine.
She contacted a mysterious organization, which is very low-key, but the medicine is very effective.
She also knows what this effect means, but she doesn't care about the side effects at all, as long as it can make her look normal temporarily.
The medicine worked well, but she did not meet Kong Qing as she wished.
She understands Kong Qing's character, but even if she understands, she still wants to try it.The result was also a failure as expected.
After tasting the sweetness, the bitterness also followed. Unlike ordinary medicines, this medicine is not so mild, and it makes Lian Yuexin even more manic.
She used to vent all her negative emotions on animals or herself, but now she attacks humans indiscriminately.
The housekeeper and the maid were almost bitten by her neck several times, and she bit them desperately like a hungry beast.
As long as Lian Yuexin doesn't cause any major incidents that cannot be suppressed, she can live freely for the rest of her life, without having to work or worry about her studies.
In the eyes of many people, she doesn't know how happy she is, but she feels extremely painful.
If you can't get what you want, can't do what you want, life is a kind of pain.
But it would be more painful for her to die like this, at least it would be better if her death had something to do with Kong Qing.
What will happen to Kong Qing?That's not something she wants to think about.
In other words, she didn't want to think about what would happen. Since Kong Qing abandoned her so ruthlessly, she no longer restrained herself.
So what if you're locked up in a mental hospital?As long as she is given a chance, she will do everything in her power to escape.
She met an unexpected person in Bichen Mental Hospital, that person was actually Cheng Lianyan.
It was really a fateful encounter, maybe—everything is not fate.
Cheng Lianyan told her that the drug matter was specially arranged by her.
The organization is not so easy for ordinary people to contact, otherwise Lian Yuexin would not be able to contact people to get medicine by just looking around.
She came back for revenge, and it was time to cooperate after the revenge was over.
Lian Yuexin originally wanted to kill Cheng Lianyan, but what Cheng Lianyan said was too tempting.
She hasn't been to the outside world for a long time.
So she still agreed to cooperate with Cheng Lianyan. The so-called cooperation was just a feint. It turned out that Cheng Lianyan was just playing with her.
Kong Qingqian didn't live in that apartment, and she was brought back to the hospital by the family.
She smiled maniacally, cursing Cheng Lianyan to die.
What revenge is over, it is clearly just beginning.
She gave her hope, but completely shattered it.Let her know that there is someone else's place by Kong Qing's side, and she will never return to Kong Qing's side.
Cheng Lianyan's revenge really hurt her badly, and she knew what hurt her the most.
Cheng Lianyan is the same as her, but she is also a poor creature dominated by desire.
Seeing Cheng Lianyan's tragic death in front of her, she seemed to see herself in the future, but she was not afraid at all, that day would come sooner or later.
When the moment when the bullet pierced her chest came, she felt a deep sense of powerlessness and a sense of relief like a heavy burden.
Ah, she was dying at last.
It's just that sister Ah Qing, whom she was thinking of so much, didn't take one last look at her after all.
The author has something to say: Poor people must have something to hate. The writing is rather vague, but you should be able to understand it after reading the full text.
Lian Yuexin deserved what he deserved, and a tragic death is not too much, hey.
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