Unreasonable

Xia Tian carried three schoolbags and waited with him.

Xia Jiu Gaocong Jianming played from the east to the west of the street, played with a clear voice until he was dying, and when he came back, he hugged Xia's arm and acted like a baby, saying that he was so hungry.

The sky was empty and pitch black.Younan moved and stood up slowly.

No one knows better than him what it's like to be hungry.

He lowered his head, got into Xia Tian's car, listened to Xia Jiu and Jian Jian's cheers, and walked into other people's houses, but he didn't want to eat the dinner that was not prepared for him.

Even so warm and beautiful.

He would rather have the cold steamed buns handed to him by Yi than to walk into a home that is already complete and happy.

He starts to cry.

I kept crying and crying, and no one could coax me.

Xia Tian couldn't, so he had to send him home.

You Nan curled up in the back seat and was still sobbing, he thought he was too much trouble, but he couldn't help it.

I couldn't help but feel sad, couldn't help but want to cry, couldn't help but want to rush to Youyi and ask why.

why do you ignore me.

Why don't you pick me up.

why never open the door...

That day Xia Tian took his hand and walked up the stairs slowly, telling him "be careful" and "look at your feet" from time to time, but he was able to protect his back with his hands to prevent him from falling.

Even a stranger who was troubled for no reason would hold him by the hand, fearing that he would be lost.As for Youyi, his father, Youyi, gave him stingy eyes.

But what did he do wrong?

I beg someone to tell him exactly how to get half an inch of starlight from Youyi.

Younan went home, and Youyi was waiting in the living room, but at that time, Younan had vaguely sensed that perhaps Youyi was not waiting for him.

After Xia Tian left, Younan stood nervously in the middle of the living room, seeing Youyi remained silent for a long time, he could only twitch his fingers uneasily.

Youyi is very tall, and Younan looks up to him every time he looks at him.He was silent for a moment, and said coldly, "If you continue to make trouble for no reason, don't come back." Then he turned and went upstairs.

Younan was stunned, standing in the empty living room watching him close the door on the second floor, tears welling in his eyes.

He spoke softly, his voice hoarse: "But if I don't make trouble for no reason, I won't be able to come back..."

But Youyi has already closed the door, leaving him outside.

In his memory, Youyi had spoken less than five sentences to him, and three of them were accusing him of making trouble for no reason.

But he just wants to get a share of the enthusiasm of his relatives, is it really that difficult...

He knelt down and cried hoarsely.Only the cat passed and rubbed against his leg.

He cried until late at night, rubbed his aching stomach and walked to the door of the refrigerator. When he opened it, he found that it was empty. There was only an egg standing alone on the wall door.

When people are extremely hungry, they can't wait to chew paper and cloth to satisfy their hunger.And there is an egg in front of Younan.

He carefully cut a hole, tore off the white film with his nails, and sucked the egg liquid out carefully.

The slimy and foul-smelling egg liquid flows down the throat and cools down to the stomach.He retched while eating, then knelt on his knees holding the empty eggshell and cried hoarsely.

Back in the room, Younan took out the storybook from under the pillow and told it to himself. As he was talking, he thought of Youyi again.

He told himself that Youyi couldn't be blamed.

Youyi doesn't know anything, so what's wrong with Youyi?

He doesn't know that I'm trapped by changing clothes, that I burn myself by pouring water, that I'm always hungry, that I fell down the stairs...

He doesn't know anything, so why should I blame him?

But why didn't I tell him in the first place?

Six-year-old Younan didn't know it, and it took a long time before he realized it.

Actually I'm just scared.

I have found all the reasons for Youyi's indifference, I am afraid that all my excuses have been exhausted and I still haven't been able to prove that he loves me even a little bit.

That's why I asked myself why I didn't tell Youyi that night, and at the same time skillfully continued to lock myself up——

I just want to keep begging for stars, so I have to keep an unwarranted hope for tomorrow.

In fact, there are not many Chinese New Year celebrations on the mountain, but when I got older, Younan always wanted to hang some red flags for my family during the Chinese New Year.

But due to his laziness, Younan went to the largest shopping mall in Yucheng alone to prepare New Year's goods until the evening before New Year's Eve when there was nothing to delay.

He pushed the cart to pick and choose, but bumped into a large group of people head-on.

Xia Jiu held Chen Wei in his arms, Zhou Bi held Jian Jian's, Gao Cong had his hands in his pockets, and Zhi Ling was talking to him with a smile.

Younan immediately wanted to turn around and go back, but Xia Jiu called him quickly: "Younan? Are you here to prepare the new year's goods alone?"

After hearing "You Nan", Zhi Ling immediately looked up and saw You Nan and walked sideways to him through a group of people.

Younan let out an "ah" and replied dryly, "I'm just here to buy some snacks."

Chen Wei was surprised: "It's Chinese New Year, uncles and aunts let you buy snacks by yourself... Eh? You also like to eat this kind of rice cake?"

Everyone followed her gaze, and the shopping cart was neatly stacked with couplets, blessing characters and various red objects.

Younan bowed his head, and wherever his gaze came, it was dazzlingly red, embarrassingly red.

Gao Cong gave Xia Jiu a hand, and Xia Jiu realized that he held Chen Wei's hand tightly, but he didn't know what to say.

Zhiling held the shopping cart and hugged Younan's shoulders, "What else do you want to eat? Your family's Zhiling will take you to realize the freedom of snacks!"

The two people staggered, and Jian Ming came back to his senses, and asked in a low voice, "Nan Nan..."

No one speaks anymore.

Zhiling drove Younan home, and Younan lay on the window of the back seat, staring blankly at the shadows in the dark sky along the road.

"Nannan, when will you come back? The God of Wealth thinks you're going on a hunger strike."

Younan smiled: "If it has such awareness, tomorrow my tutor will send me an email saying that you have been admitted to the research institute."

Zhiling frowned and smiled.

"By the way, Younan, why don't you come to the computer department? Your grades are so good, it must be easy to transfer to the department."

53. Three unreasonable troubles

◎But I hope that we will keep going on like that, and then I will die first, and you will go home with my dead body—◎

Younan shook his head and simply said, "No. I don't like it."

Zhiling seemed very distressed, and after a while, he dialed a phone like a flash of inspiration, and Nan only frowned: "Zhiling, don't look at your phone while driving, it's not safe."

Zhiling raised a finger: "I promise, it's the last time."

The other end picked up the phone after a few rings, and Zhou Fen's usual mocking tone came:

"Yo, my student Zhiling called?"

Younan was so choked that he almost coughed his lungs out.

Zhiling turned around: "What's wrong?"

Younan waved his hand: "I'm fine, you watch the way." He took a deep breath to calm down.

Zhiling saw that he was fine, so he continued to greet him: "Mr. Zhou, are you still teaching the graduating class?"

Zhou Fen blew on her nails: "Here you are. What's the matter? Do you have any inquiries?"

Zhiling was confused by the meaning of "inquiry", but he still went to the topic first: "Ah... I just want to come back for a few classes."

Zhou Fen heard that Erlang couldn't move his legs anymore, so he couldn't imagine that he would say: "I want to take the exam of the Department of Chinese Language and Literature of Yu University!"

Zhou Fen's expression was blank.

Good guy, Ling decided to take the exam in the Department of Chinese Language and Literature.

"why?"

Zhiling cleared her throat: "Because of love."

"Oh, by the way, Mr. Zhou, I forgot to tell you that I and..."

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"...and Nan together."

Zhou Fen threw the phone aside and sighed.

Blame me for being young, frivolous and ignorant, for taking work too seriously.Chun Jianghua said goodbye to Qiuyue, and the one who showed her affection until the New Year's Eve turned out to be the little brat who I personally taught back then!

Younan collapsed on the seat and laughed, Zhiling also smiled and tried to restrain himself not to look back.

"Are you happy now?"

You Nan sat upright, only then did he realize that he was deliberately making himself happy.

"It's been said that Xia Jiu is as stupid as a donkey, so why bother with him?"

Younan Buyi: "What's wrong with the donkey? The donkey is so cute!"

Zhiling hurriedly said: "Yes, yes, Xia Jiu is also worthy of being compared with a donkey?"

After a moment of silence, Younan said: "Don't talk like that. Ninth brother is very good. He treats me so well that I have nothing to say."

The car stopped in front of the gate, Zhiling got out of the car and helped Younan carry things.

Younan pushed open the iron gate, and Zhiling saw the endless stone ladder, and asked, "It's so high, do you walk by yourself every time?"

Younan pursed her lips: "I'm used to it."

Zhiling closed the car door: "I'll accompany you this time."

Younan took a step back.

"Not good. Don't follow me, please."

Zhi Ling was silent for a moment, and handed the big and small bags in his hand.

His voice was lower than usual, and he lowered his eyes and said, "Go up. I'll close the door."

The snow-white down jacket on Younan's body and the New Year's goods in his hand contrast sharply in the dim light from the headlights.

Zhiling watched him go up one ladder after another, and felt that the back that he had warmed up with great difficulty became a little colder again.

One step, two steps, three steps...

Walking to step No.11, Younan suddenly dropped all the big red packages of New Year's goods, turned around a few steps and ran towards Zhiling with one step, crashing into his arms.

Zhiling sighed softly, stroked his hair, and kissed his forehead lightly.

"Go. You Nan. I'll be here to watch you go up. I'll always be with you and guard you. You Nan, I'm here."

Younan was still shocked when Youyi brought out the fireworks on New Year's Eve.

When it was close to midnight, the three of them came to the terrace, Youyi lit the fireworks, and the vegetation on the mountain became a bit lively.

It was at this time that Zhiling called.

"Nannan?"

Younan looked at the fireworks and responded softly.

"Watching fireworks?" Zhiling put the phone on the coffee table and turned on the speakerphone.Both Su Yu and Zhixun are surrounded by mobile phones