Unreasonable

Go and be with them. "

Su Yu was a little disappointed, but he still didn't give up: "Then are you celebrating Chinese New Year? Our house is very lively during Chinese New Year, and they all want to see you."

Younan was frightened: "They?"

Zhixun smiled and said: "The day Zhiling told her about it, it spread in all family groups."

Su Yu waved his hand: "It's not important, so you Nan, are you free for Chinese New Year?"

Younan thought for a while: "I have to watch the night at home in my [-]th year. I will go to see my grandfather on the first day of junior high school. Let's go to the second year of junior high school."

Su Yu nodded: "Okay!" He happily left with Zhixun.

"Do you really want to go back by yourself?" Ling asked after the two walked away.

There Nan nodded.

"Then call me when you get there, and don't turn off the phone again."

"Ah."

Zhiling sent Younan into the car, and watched the car disappear at the intersection before looking away.

Younan sat alone in the back seat, stared blankly for a while, and suddenly received a notification on his mobile phone that he was particularly concerned about it.

You Nan clicked on it, and seeing Zhiling's new post, he couldn't help laughing.

"It's the first day after leaving Younan, I miss him."

The comments are neat and complete: "Dad will sponsor you for the fare, go find him!"

Suddenly remembered something, he went back to the homepage to download a video playback software to watch "Disqualification".

After the camera cuts to Dongxue, Younan frowned. He looked out the window, returned to the main page, and called Zhiling.

"Is Nan Nan home? So soon?"

There is a south line of sight falling on the grass and trees on the side of the road that are moving quickly outside the window.

"No. I just want to ask, Zhiling, did it snow heavily on the day I was born?

Zhiling didn't know what "also" meant, but just recalled: "Yeah, my mother took me to see Aunt Xu." He said, he laughed, "When you were just born, you were very small. Wrapped in a quilt, it's so cute."

Younan suddenly felt very annoyed and confused.

He wanted to know what happened to making a wish, and what relationship Xiao Yuechen, Zhang Shan and Li Hai had with him, but no one told him these things, and he didn't know who to ask.

The villa on the mountain is always bright, but always gloomy, so quiet that it makes people panic.For many, many years, You Nan stood in the empty living room, and always had the illusion that he was the only one left in the world.

The white tone, floor-to-ceiling windows, and log decorations are very artistic, but inexplicably make people feel empty.

No vocals.

The wind walked gently, blowing through the flowers, passing through the gaps in the leaves, rustling.The cat murmured softly, looking lonely in the infinitely long dusk.

The soft sound of flipping papers and the slight sound of slippers leaving the ground echoed in the lonely corridor.

There is also the very empty muffled sound from the cup when pouring water, and the crisp sound of tin foil and plastic plates when taking medicine...

There is no human voice alone.

He folded bottle after bottle of paper stars in the tiny corner of his bedroom between the bedside table and the white wall.

He passed by the closed study door countless times and couldn't help but stop and fantasize.

He hid his wishes in his diary, filled his pleadings on star paper, raised the curtains and looked into the distance...

but......

No one has ever walked into his loneliness, and no one has ever witnessed his loneliness.

Only a crystal clear and incomparably beautiful gem that I held tightly to when I was young, after more than ten years of pious tracing, inadvertently nurtured a little hope.

When I went south to the mountain, I first went to see the small white tomb of the cat.

Not long after Lin Xuemei left, Youyi suddenly brought back a little milk cat.The slap was big and white, and the little feet couldn't stand still. The cry was soft and soft, but it melted people's hearts.

From then on, Younan took on the important task of raising cubs.

52. The second unreasonable trouble

◎I just want to continue begging for starlight, so I have to keep an unwarranted hope for tomorrow. ◎

At the age of six, the cat was already very big. One day, Nan hugged the cat and basked in the sun on the terrace on the third floor.

Large expanses of white clouds drifted slowly across the unevenly spread azure blue with flowers, and the breeze was warmed by the sun, shuttling through the gaps between the flowers and leaves.

The white cat lay on its belly, warm and warm. After a while, the belly lightened, and the white cat jumped to the ground lightly.Younan turned over and continued to bask in the sun.

The flowers on the terrace are all planted by wishing, and the blue hydrangea is in full bloom.Younan stretched out his hand, and his fingertips slowly approached the petals in the sunlight.

Time will suddenly change at a certain moment, and the sequelae of that moment may last a lifetime, but before that, we will not have any premonition.

Immediately after the touch of the south fingertip and the petals, there was a heavy muffled sound, accompanied by a howl like a thousand pieces of silk being torn at the same time.

Younan froze, then suddenly turned over and fell to the floor unsteadily.Before he could feel the pain, he ran downstairs like flying.

Bare feet collided hard against the hard white tiles and made a muffled "dong dong", which echoed the cat's painful howl and echoed in the empty living room.

I don't know which foot stepped on the ground, the ankle bone grazed the sharp ladder, and the sharp pain penetrated into my heart, like thousands of ants biting, and the other foot had no time to react, hooked this calf, and the center of gravity Offset, the body leans to one side, first the feeling of weightlessness of falling to the sloping stairs with the head looking straight down, and then the ladder is like a blunt knife slashing at the arm that hit the ground first, and then rolling down step by step, boring There was a sound and a push, and the pain in the dumb throat forced out tears...

until it finally hit the ground.

Younan felt like his whole body was falling apart, and his calf seemed to be snapped from it, which was excruciatingly painful.

Trembling, he moved forward inch by inch, and took the ball of white fluffy cat into his arms. The paws in his hands were trembling, and the protruding bones were painful.

He raised his head tremblingly, and looked at the closed door on the second floor pleadingly...

Youyi, Youyi, Youyi, I beg you, can you take a look at me?

I beg you, open the door once, just once...

Can you give me a little love, just a little, just a little...

Youyi...I beg you...open the door...

The door was not opened.

no door open...

That door is always shut.Even with the sound of cats neighing and falling, it's muffled and sad.

Younan sighed, turned around and walked in one direction, not long after, he saw the stone ladder.

He walked up slowly step by step, and suddenly remembered that Xia Tian seemed to be walking this road alone with him.

Holding him, lest he accidentally fall down.

When Younan first entered school, he thought that life in school would be extremely difficult, but unexpectedly, he was extremely happy.

He can receive novelty snacks and toys from girls every day, and even one day he received a letter with a big heart drawn on it——

God, girls are really the cutest creatures in the world

Based on all the above, facing the holiday, Younan actually felt a strong reluctance for the school.

But when he saw the happy scene of hugging and holding high at the school gate, or the scene after scene of children throwing themselves into the arms of their parents and weeping bitterly, he began to feel a little bit excited and look forward to it again.

He stepped on the stone at the school gate, squatted down, rested his chin on his hand, and stared straight at the intersection.

In fact, he was still a little troubled.He was thinking whether he should give Youyi a sweet kiss first, or give him a hug first.

The children around him giggled, and he watched them laugh too.

The girls in the same class all came to say hello to him, and the adults carried small schoolbags on one shoulder, smiling dotingly on their faces.

"Younan, my dad has taken me home, see you next week!"

"Bye! My dad will pick me up too. I'll wait for him here."

"You Nan, why don't you go? I'm going home first! Goodbye!"

"Goodbye! My father will be here soon."

"Goodbye Nan!"

"Goodbye! I'm waiting for my dad to come."

"There is Nan..."

"There is Nan..."

"There is Nan..."

......

The school gate is bustling with laughter, crying, shouting, and cheering.Bustling with people coming and going.

Then the cars drove away one by one, and the crowd decreased one by one.

From the busyness of the crowd, to the sparseness and sudden silence... to a pair of hands tugging at his sleeves.

He turned his head and saw Xia Jiu.

"Why don't you go back to our house with my father first?"

Looking far away, a man of medium build is carrying a bag on his left shoulder and two bags on his right arm. Surrounded by Jian Jian and Gao Cong, they are all pulling his clothes and looking at him.

He shook his head: "No. I have to wait for Youyi to pick me up."

Xia Tian struggled to make a phone call, and then walked over: "Your father told you to go with us first. Come on, You Nan, and give the schoolbag to Uncle Xia."

It took Younan a while to realize that the "your father" Xia Tian said was Youyi, and then shook his head.

"I do not know you."

impossible.

How could Youyi let me go to a stranger's house?

He must have been delayed by something, it doesn't matter, I forgive him.

But I have to wait until there is Yiyi.If he can't find him at school after he's busy, I'll definitely be worried.

Xia Tian frowned, and stretched out his hand to pull him: "You little boy, why are you so stubborn? Do you want to talk to Dad yourself?"

Younan squatted tightly and did not move.

Xia Tian dialed Youyi again, but he couldn't get through.He put away his mobile phone and continued to call Younan:

"Younan, let's go. Your dad won't come to pick you up."

Younan broke away from his hand, with tears in his eyes, raised his head and said loudly stubbornly: "Youyi will come!"

Turning back and hanging down again, staring at the ground, I emphasized again: "He will definitely come."

He stubbornly squatted on the stone, staring at the intersection, not letting go of any car coming.

The orange-red sunset fell weakly, kept falling, kept falling until there was only half a faint glow left, and the lights turned on.