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After lunch, Yang Chen's mother seemed a little sleepy and weak, and the sickness on her body became more and more obvious.She is going to take a nap, Yang Chen and I should go back too.

Before she left, she squeezed my hand, smiling at the corners of her eyes and brows: "Jun Yan will often come to accompany me in the future, you are much more obedient than Shen Chen."

I agreed a few times and followed Yang Chen to leave.

Sitting in the car, he asked, "Where do you want to go?"

I don't know why: "Aren't you going back?"

"Today is your birthday, I have a whole day free to come out to accompany you." Yang Chen clicked his tongue, "If you have no idea, I will make the decision for you."

In fact, I didn't want to go back to his apartment or stay outside with him, I just wanted some personal space to relax my tense nerves for a while.But his words were full of arrangements, so I could only reply wearily: "I don't care."

"You put on a face on your birthday, who will you show it to?" He said casually while turning the car, "Smile."

Yang Chen's words are like this, sometimes he doesn't mean to be picky, but listening to it makes people unable to be happy.

"Tired." I looked out the window, "I don't want to talk."

"I don't want to talk all day long, and I say whatever I feel, who knows if I keep it in my heart?"

I pursed my lips: "I... have nothing to say."

"Is there anything you want to say after seeing my mother?"

"Auntie is beautiful." I thought for a while, "Big beauty."

"Of course." He didn't seem to be in a bad mood, "My mother looks dozens of times better than those current stars."

I remembered something, and I was a little curious: "Speaking of which, why can't you mention your father in front of your mother?"

Yang Chen glanced sideways at me.His eyebrows are beautiful as hell, and his face is especially bright when he smiles.It's just that such an excellent appearance made me feel heart-piercing even for a second, so I silently looked away.

"It's not something you can't talk about. She often goes abroad for recuperation. After my dad cheated, the mistress went straight to the house." He tapped the steering wheel, and said with a flat expression, "She has too strong a personality, and she can't stand this kind of grievance. divorced. I wanted to wait for my dad to apologize before forgiving him, but at that time my dad’s career was developing just right, and the family couldn’t help him much after his grandfather passed away, so we just left. My mother has always been worried about this matter, If you know any news about my dad, you have to think about it day and night, and insomnia is not good for her health."

I frowned: "What's Uncle Yang thinking, is there any more beautiful woman than Auntie?"

Yang Chen's smile suddenly became mocking: "Am I not as good as that Song Cheng? Didn't you do the same thing?"

I consciously made a slip of the tongue, and his voice was a little cold: "I understand my father's feelings. After all, my mother used to be so neurotic that I couldn't bear it sometimes, but this can't change his extremely irresponsible behavior as a husband. I hate him the most. People who cheat do not have the self-control to control themselves in a relationship, no wonder others look down on you."

The car was quiet for a while, and I reluctantly changed the subject: "It's the same if you care about her so much."

"Yeah. She's only going back to China for a while. If you have nothing to do these days, you can go and see her. She likes to chat with you." Yang Chen's tone softened a bit, "My mother is very open-minded in this regard, she won't embarrassing you."

I lowered my eyes and didn't answer.

It's not that it's hard or troublesome to talk to Yang Chen's mother, but I just don't think it's necessary.I was patient with his mother out of politeness, and I treated his father with respect because I respected him as a business titan.Other than that, there's no need to get involved with his family, and I don't care what they think of me.

They don't matter to me.

The same goes for Yang Chen.

"How long has it been since you went to Dr. Wu's?" He suddenly asked, "Why do you spend three days fishing and two days drying the net when you see a doctor? From today onwards, I will supervise you and you will not be absent even once."

I am exhausted every day because of work, so I don't have time to talk to Wu Mian: "I was too busy a while ago, I will go when I have time."

He snorted softly: "You didn't go, but I met him several times."

I believe that Wu Mian has professional ethics and will not reveal my privacy, but I can't think of what he and Yang Chen can talk about.

"He still makes sense of some things. But he said he wanted me to communicate with you more. How can I communicate with you when you are usually so silent?" He said dissatisfiedly, "It's not that I want to eat you. You can speak eloquently in front of you, but in the end, what you are thinking is all up to me to guess."

Hearing this, I genuinely smiled: "Is it important?"

Is it important?

My thoughts, my opinions, my decisions.

Does it matter a little bit to you?

"If you don't tell me, how do I know whether it's important or not." Yang Chen said casually while driving, "I thought about it, and there is almost no time when we talk properly. I just chat with you casually now, and you are not happy?"

"What are you talking about?" I restrained myself from sneering, "I'll answer what you say."

He didn't get angry because of the obvious perfunctory in my words, and after a few seconds of silence, he asked, "Why?"

"Ok?"

"...Why did you cheat?"

I looked away: "I thought I answered that question."

Yang Chen reached out and pinched my face, forcing me to look at him.

His eyelashes were long and cast a shadow under his eyes.There was a rare blankness in the always proud eyes, which could even be called fragile: "Xu Junyan, don't you love me? Why do you want to cheat? What's wrong with me?"

I looked at him and said word by word: "Song Cheng would not pinch my face like this to make me talk to him. No one would treat me like this, because it is disrespectful. Yang Chen, only you .”

He let go immediately, and I didn't rub my sore chin, I'm used to the pain.

"Do you know why I don't want to talk to you? Because it's meaningless. It doesn't matter how many times I tell you, you only listen to what you want to hear." Yang Chen parked the car on the side of the road, apparently wanting to talk to me Talk for a long time.I said, "There is nothing wrong with you, you are successful in everything you do, just be yourself, that's fine."

He whispered: "You tell me this time, and I will change everything."

Too late.

To me, this kind of promise is like the No. [-] typhoon signal that rises slowly after the strong wind passes through.

Useless and ridiculous.

I don't mind sharing my feelings with him if he must listen.

"Yang Chen. You may be very rude to other people, but they are close to you, some for fame and others for profit, so you can bear it no matter how arrogant you are. In fact, you have not been very bad to them, and you can even be said to be generous Dafang, give me what you want."

I spoke slowly, without the anger or sadness I imagined, only slightly sad.

"Compared to them, I don't want you for anything - at least when I still like you, it's not for any reason, just because you are Yang Chen. But in comparison, you are the worst to me. You will not humiliate those people, Wouldn't hit them and hurt them. But you did this to me."

Yang Chen pursed his lips tightly, his expression was very bad.Those eyes that once fascinated me were black and pure, like an elusive swamp.

He said slowly: "We've always gotten along like this, I thought you understood... Sometimes I have a bad temper and I can't help doing things that hurt you for a while. Some things I said didn't really mean that, I care about you very much .”

"I understand that you care about me. After all, a dog has feelings after so many years, not to mention people. But I still can't figure out why I should be treated so lightly by you. I am also a human being, and my heart is also made of flesh , even if I love you, it doesn't mean you can do anything to me unscrupulously. I'm not your dog, even if you give it such a stupid name."

NaCl, makes me laugh every time I lead it downstairs.

"I've never treated you like a dog!" I don't know which nerve this sentence touched him, but Yang Chen's angry face was a little embarrassed, "Xu Junyan, how many times do you want me to say, I want to spend my whole life with you, I'm not here joke!"

"For a lifetime? With someone who doesn't know what respect is? Don't you think it's absurd?"

Yang Chen took a deep breath and said bitterly: "I swear, from today on I will never do anything that disrespects you or hurts you."

"Really?"

"no sooner said than done."

"Will you give me what I want?"

"Of course, don't talk about your birthday, even if you want a star, I can find someone to pick one for you." He restrained his anger, and his tone was much softer, "If you have something to say, let's have a good life in the future, huh?"

I pursed my lips and looked into his eyes.Beautiful in anger and passion, as ever:

"Then I want to know something about my father, please tell me."