Reborn to Strive

Guan Baiyu arrived in Changxi City this morning.

Instead of looking for Liang Qinxuan, he found a park in Changxi City and sat down.

In the previous week, he was very tangled, but he also figured out two things.

First of all, he likes men.

When he saw a woman's body, he didn't have any impulse, and he was not interested in other boys' topics about women in the dormitory.

On the contrary, it is a man, he sometimes looks more.

Secondly, he likes Shi Zhen.

He has always liked Shi Zhen very much, but before, he didn't realize that this kind of liking was the liking of his lover, or rather, he didn't dare to think about it.

At that time, how dare he think in this direction?

He has always hated Shi Zhen getting close to others, but he always thought that it was a desire to monopolize his relatives.

Among other things, Guan Jinjin, as the only child loved by her parents, has a strong desire to monopolize her parents. When she was four or five years old, it was particularly obvious. For a while, Guan Jinjin didn't even allow him to be called mom and dad.

Another time, when his adoptive father hugged another child, five-year-old Guan Jinjin also cried a lot, preventing her father from hugging others.

Later, his adoptive father really stopped hugging others.

He originally thought that he felt the same way about Shi Zhen.

But actually...not.

He wanted to see Shi Zhen all the time.

Living in high school, he was actually very uncomfortable. He had to look at Shi Zhen's photos every day.

He also wants to touch Shi Zhen, wants to hug Shi Zhen.

He vaguely felt that these were not right, so he held back.

But now, everything has been uncovered naked.

Guan Baiyu sat in the park for a long time.

He thought a lot, and couldn't help but have some dark thoughts.

For example... Shi Zhen attaches great importance to him, so he can actually plot against Shi Zhen, let Shi Zhen have something to do with him, and then use Shi Zhen's guilt towards him to be with Shi Zhen.

For another example, he can think of a way to seduce Shi Zhen, so that Shi Zhen will go the same way as him.

But in the end, all these thoughts dissipated.

Shi Zhen was very kind to him, and he couldn't hurt Shi Zhen.

Moreover, Shi Zhen is still young, and it may take more than ten years before he gets married, and his thoughts may change by then...he doesn't need to think too much now.

Around Shi Zhen, the closest person is him, that's enough!

Guan Baiyu looked at the time, found a stone table, and did his homework on it.This is a small open park, there are no amusement facilities, and there are no people during the day, only some old ladies and old men walk in it.

Seeing Guan Baiyu doing his homework in the park, occasionally someone would come over to take a look, and then leave happily.

Guan Baiyu ignored them.

His mind was a little messed up, but fortunately, he did more questions, and he got better slowly.

He can't do anything now, the only thing he can do is to study hard and make Shi Zhen like him a little bit more.

And in the future...he wants to earn more than Shi Zhen, so that he can help Shi Zhen and stand by Shi Zhen's side forever.

Even if they can't be together, they can be brothers for a lifetime.

"Guan Baiyu?" A voice sounded, Guan Baiyu raised his head, only to realize that it was Teacher Fei who called him.

Teacher Fei was still the same, smiling and looking very kind, and beside him stood an old man with gray hair but full of energy.

Teacher Fei's children all live in Changxi City. Occasionally, he will go to Changxi City to see his children. It is not surprising to meet him here.

"Teacher Fei." Guan Baiyu greeted with a smile.

"Why are you doing your homework here?" Teacher Fei asked.

"Today is my classmate's birthday. I came to Changxi City to celebrate his birthday, but I came early." Guan Baiyu said.

"You really don't miss any study time." Teacher Fei laughed.

Guan Baiyu showed an embarrassed smile.

"Is this your student?" the old man who came with Mr. Fei asked Mr. Fei.

"I've been retired for several years. Where can such a young student come from? He's not my student, but he has something to do with you." Teacher Fei said.

The old man was puzzled: "What does it have to do with me?"

"Your house was rented by his brother." Teacher Fei said.

"He is what you said, the younger brother of the pair of brothers who rented the house? Has he been admitted to No. [-] Middle School?" The old man looked at Guan Baiyu, as if he wanted to show a kind smile.

But he has a very serious face, and he has an imposing manner, so it's not easy to get close to him.

"Yeah." Guan Baiyu responded, and his heart was full of turmoil.

He didn't know much about his grandfather's family, but he probably knew a little.

His biological grandfather's surname was Sun, and his name was Sun Pingfu. He worked as a cadre in Anshan Town at first, and was later transferred to Changxi City.

His biological father was Sun Qingshu. He grew up in Guan's family since he was a child. Later, he was picked up by his own father and sent to the engineering team. He died unexpectedly while repairing the water tower.

Guan Baiyu has always treated the Sun family with respect and distance.

About this point, he talked with Shi Zhen, and after Shi Zhen confirmed his attitude, he told him one thing - the house where Shi's family lived was the one where Sun's family lived in the town.

There are very few houses these days, and there are many families with several people who live in a small house. It is even more common for a young couple and three children to live in a one-bedroom house.

It was difficult to rent a house in the town, so even though Shi Zhen knew about it at the time, he still rented it.

The left and right Sun family members have already taken root in Changxi City, and they will not return to Anshan Town, because they will not be able to meet each other.

Of course, it doesn't matter if they meet... He has nothing to do with the Sun family.

The Sun family had never raised him, so he would never recognize the Sun family.

Not to mention that Shi Zhen also told him specifically to tell him to stay away from the Sun family and not to get along with the Sun family.

Changxi City is neither big nor small. Guan Baiyu always thought that he would never meet the Sun family, or if he did, he would not know him.

But when people heard his name, they didn't react at all. It seemed that they didn't take him seriously at all... He should really stay away from these people and not get along with each other.

"No. [-] Middle School is very good. You should study hard and get into college," Sun Pingfu said.

"I will." Guan Baiyu smiled, raised his wrist to check the time, and then began to pack his things: "Mr. Fei, it's almost time for me to make an appointment with my classmates. I'm leaving first."

"Come on, let's go, it's fun." Teacher Fei said.

Guan Baiyu packed his schoolbag and left.

He didn't actually make an appointment with Liang Qinxuan, but he knew where Liang Qinxuan made up his lessons.

The teacher's dormitory of No. [-] Middle School is right next to No. [-] Middle School. In half an hour, Liang Qinxuan will have to finish his morning classes.

Guan Baiyu walked towards No. [-] Middle School with his schoolbag on his back.

When he arrived outside the teacher's dormitory of No. [-] Middle School, he found a place to wait. After waiting for a while, he saw Liang Qinxuan walking out of it with a very listless look.

"Liang Qinxuan!" Guan Baiyu called out.

Liang Qinxuan looked over immediately.

Guan Baiyu said again: "Happy birthday."

After he finished speaking, he handed Liang Qinxuan a plastic bag, which contained his birthday present to Liang Qinxuan.

This is a scarf.

This scarf was given to him by Shi Xingchao, and it was also woven by Shi Xingchao himself.

Previously, his brother learned from the driver who delivered woolen sweaters that the factory would often sell unused wool at a lower price than outside, so he bought some and planned to resell them to the villagers.

His brother completely handed over the business of selling wool to Shi Xingchao, and let Shi Xingchao get a commission from it.

Shi Xingchao was very happy, and it happened to be cooling down, so he knitted two scarves and gave them to him and his brother.

His brother didn't like scarves, so he gave him both scarves if he didn't want to.

These two scarves, one is gray and the other is black, the colors and styles are different. Originally, the black one was for his brother, and the gray one was for him. After he got two, he wore the black one. Now Bought the gray one as a gift.

The wool used for this scarf is very good, and Shi Xingchao is good at handwork. In order to attract people around to buy wool knitting sweaters, he also borrowed a book that teaches knitting from others to learn the patterns on it, so this scarf very beautiful.

"Guan Baiyu! Are you here to give me a surprise?" Liang Qinxuan was very happy and wanted to hug Guan Baiyu.

Guan Baiyu dodged, holding the plastic bag containing the scarf with his hand, and pressed it against Liang Qinxuan's chest, not letting him approach.

Liang Qinxuan smiled, took the plastic bag and opened it, and liked the things inside.

"This scarf is so beautiful! Did you weave it?" Liang Qinxuan asked. From the appearance of this scarf, you can tell that you didn't buy it.

"I didn't weave it."

What did Liang Qinxuan think of: "Your cousin weaves it?"

"It wasn't my cousin who weaved it, it was my cousin's cousin who weaved...you have seen him." Guan Baiyu described Shi Xingchao's appearance.

Liang Qinxuan immediately remembered the man who looked very poor and had tattered clothes.

He was a little touched that they even knit a sweater for him!

"He is so nice!" Liang Qinxuan said.

"Although he wove it, I gave it to you." Guan Baiyu said.

"You are so kind!" Liang Qinxuan laughed loudly: "By the way, do you have a scarf? Do you want me to buy one for you?"

"I have, I still have a black one." Guan Baiyu took out another black scarf from his schoolbag, and wrapped it around his neck with some care.

It's December now, he's been outside for a long time, and it's really cold.

Liang Qinxuan immediately put the gray scarf around his neck, feeling happy.

Liang Qinxuan took Guan Baiyu to dinner, but it turned out to be the restaurant where Guan Baiyu met Liang Qinxuan for the first time.

After Liang Qinxuan went in, he ordered four meat dishes, and...a vegetable.

He doesn't like vegetables, but Guan Baiyu seems to like them.

"The taste of the food here is not bad. The most important thing is that it's all prepared in advance, so there's no need to wait...I'm starving to death!" Liang Qinxuan asked Guan Baiyu to eat together, and said that he would take Guan Baiyu to make up lessons in the afternoon.

Guan Baiyu agreed, he had nowhere to go.

In the afternoon, Guan Baiyu followed Liang Qinxuan to make up lessons.

Liang Qinxuan's supplementary textbooks are one-on-one, and the teacher is paid by the hour. It doesn't matter if he brings more people, not to mention that Guan Baiyu doesn't need the teacher to give him lectures.

When Liang Qinxuan was studying, Guan Baiyu was doing homework beside him.

Then... Guan Baiyu understood what the teacher said, but Liang Qinxuan was still at a loss.

Guan Baiyu: "..."

There is no way, the teacher is talking about the knowledge of the first year of high school, he has previewed it, but Liang Qinxuan has forgotten it...

They attended this teacher's class for three hours and didn't leave until four o'clock in the afternoon. As soon as they got outside, they saw five members of the basketball team waiting at the place where Guan Baiyu was waiting for Liang Qinxuan.

They were very happy to see Guan Baiyu, and then went straight to the nearby roller skating place.

For roller skating here, you have to rent someone’s shoes, which are a kind of roller skates with two rows of four wheels on each sole, and rent a pair of shoes for one yuan an hour.

The price is a bit expensive, but poor people would not come to this kind of place.

Before Guan Baiyu, let alone roller skating, he didn't even know what roller skating was.

He believed that the people in his village probably didn't know what roller skating was.

There is no such place in Anshan Town!

They paid the deposit, watched the person who received the money write down the time when they rented the shoes, and then... slowly walked into the roller skating field while leaning on the railing.

Among them, only Liang Qinxuan could skate, and the others had never been to such a place before.

Those who can hold on to the railing are already counted. When walking forward, someone did not hold on...and fell directly.

This skating rink is actually not that big, it only covers about 120 square meters.

There is an area of ​​[-] to [-] square meters at the entrance, where shoes are rented, and some small tables are set up to sell various snacks. If you are tired from skating, you can go there to buy something to eat and have a rest.

The place for everyone to rollerblade is a square field of about [-] square meters. In the middle of the field, there are two concrete pillars wrapped with sponge and a circle of railings. There is also a circle of railings next to the wall around the field.

Liang Qinxuan used to come here a lot and could slip, but Guan Baiyu and the members of the basketball team could only move slowly while holding on to the railing, and they had to be very careful...

None of them will.

"There are four wheels under each pair of shoes. It's not easy to walk, is it too slippery?"

"It looks so difficult."

"I was holding on to the railing, and I slipped twice."

……

Everyone on the basketball team was a little helpless.

And at this moment, Guan Baiyu suddenly let go of the railing and rushed out.

"Guan Baiyu, what are you doing?" The basketball team was stunned.

Liang Qinxuan was also dumbfounded: "Guan Baiyu, slow down, be careful..."

Liang Qinxuan hadn't finished saying "be careful wrestling", when Guan Baiyu fell.

Liang Qinxuan slid to his side and said: "Guan Baiyu, I'll drag you to skate? Well, forget it, it's easy for two people to fall together... Don't worry, learn slowly."

"En." Guan Baiyu responded, he stood up, and slid forward without hesitation.

After a while, he fell again.

Liang Qinxuan felt pain even looking at it: "It's your first time here, don't be in a hurry to slip, first walk around while holding on to the railing...I didn't learn it until I came here three times!"

"I just want to try." Guan Baiyu smiled, got up again, and continued to move forward.

Of course he fell again.

But he didn't care, he got up when he fell, and continued to slide.

He even felt that the fall was quite exhilarating. His body hurt, so he didn't have time to think about messy things.

And... just this little pain is nothing to him.

He was actually more afraid of starvation than pain.

Guan Baiyu fell again and again, and got up again and again.

They are not the only ones who are roller skating here, there are many others.

Seeing Guan Baiyu wrestling at first, many people pointed and laughed, but gradually, no one laughed.

Guan Baiyu looked very good. No one would be surprised when he cried after falling, but his expression was firm and he stood up again and again.

And...every time he gets up, he can slide further.

After about ten minutes, Guan Baiyu, who fell more than ten times, was able to slide steadily.

He didn't give up yet, trying to speed up.

Faster and easier to fall, he fell again,

But he got up again.

Then he slides faster and faster...

Liang Qinxuan can skate, but he is afraid of pain and suffering, and he can't stand it if he falls. He learned very slowly at first, and of course he didn't fall too much when he was learning.

And... Now he doesn't dare to slide too fast.

Guan Baiyu's current speed has surpassed him.

He was dumbfounded - Xueba is too scary, right?

Does Guan Baiyu have to learn the fastest and best no matter what he learns?

Liang Qinxuan was dumbfounded, not to mention the people on the basketball team, they were taller after wearing roller skates, and the railings of the skating rink were even a bit short for them.

As a result, they could only bend down to hold on to the handrails. They were obviously tall and strong men, but at this moment they looked... weak, pitiful and helpless.

Although they admired Guan Baiyu's achievements before, they always thought that Guan Baiyu was a weak chicken. They even told Guan Baiyu that in the future, we will protect you. If someone bullies you, just tell us such things.

But look now...

I'm afraid Guan Baiyu doesn't need them to cover him at all!

Look, in just a short while, Guan Baiyu's speed became even faster, he was circling around the skating rink quickly, still accelerating!

This is too handsome!

They want to too!

A member of the basketball team was so cruel that he let go of the railing and slid out...

He fell to the ground all of a sudden, the pain was so painful that he doubted his life, he hurriedly crawled back to the side, and stood up while leaning on the railing.

Xueba... is really not something that can be imitated easily.

Not to mention Liang Qinxuan, he yelled: "Guan Baiyu! You are pulling me to slide! You are pulling me!"

He wants to be taken away by Guan Baiyu!

Guan Baiyu glanced at Liang Qinxuan and refused with his eyes.

He didn't want to pull Liang Qinxuan's hand at all.

His brother's hands are wide and warm, that's what he likes.