Aurora

Shi Lei is really not short-sighted, but wants to be his brother Yan's caring little padded jacket.

It's been a long time since we broke up, and this is the first time he saw Jiang Yan bring new friends, let alone handsome.Shi Lei used his little brain that he never used to study, analyzed for a long time, and came to the important conclusion that Brother Yan is about to have a second spring.Facts have proved that not knowing the standard deviation variance LSD-t test SNK method does not prevent Shi Lei from approaching the truth.

Jiang Yan knew almost everyone who came to this bureau. Although his sexual orientation was not deliberately publicized, it would not be a secret.Jiang Yan originally wanted to answer no, he probably didn't like Chen Shuo's little thoughtfulness, but that would be too boring.

He stared into Shi Lei's eyes with a smile, and said slowly: "Yes, isn't that you, Shi Xiaolei."

Shi Lei jumped on the spot: "Don't, don't, Brother Yan, don't ruin my innocence in front of my goddess! Crystal, don't listen to his nonsense! My heart belongs only to you!"

Everyone laughed and began to mock Shi Lei.No one remembers the question just now.

Except Chen Shuo.

Thinking of the last time Jiang Yan could shed tears after eating pork ribs, he has already silently sketched out a scene of bitterness in his mind.Those small details are suddenly connected into a thread, and the thread is ringing.Jiang Yan has a crush on his straight boyfriend friend, but the straight guy not only treats him as a friend, but also always shows affection in front of him.Unable to confess and having nowhere to rest, I can only speak the truth half-jokingly.For a while, I felt sorry for Jiang Yan.

There is suffering in the world, you can't ask for it, and you can't let it go.

Then it became Chen Shuo's trick, and it was Shi Lei's question again: "Choose one person present to kiss!"

Chen Shuo: "..."

Jiang Yan: "..."

Shi Lei secretly winked at Jiang Yan.In Jiang Yan's heart, there is a grass mud horse walking in his heart. After all these years of friends, he now understands what Shi Lei is planning.It can be seen that he is a little interested in Chen Shuo, and wants to make a match in a different way, but this method is so low.Chen Shuo only knows him in this situation, who is suitable to kiss?

"Hurry up and kiss, don't be cowardly!" A group of people began to boo, "Hurry up and stop the ink marks!"

Jiang Yan blushed, secretly nervous, and her heart was pounding.And Chen Shuo was also very helpless, his first kiss was too hasty for such a farce.Suddenly, Chen Shuo hugged Jiang Yan next to him. They were sitting at the corner of the sofa. In this way, Chen Shuo firmly blocked Jiang Yan from everyone's sight.Jiang Yan fell into a warm embrace, suddenly froze, not daring to make a sound, his whole body smelled of Chen Shuo, lavender-flavored laundry detergent, clean and at ease.He closed his eyes, not knowing whether it was nervousness or anticipation, and then felt a light kiss on the tip of his nose.

very gentle.

Even though he was so gentle, Jiang Yan still felt that the blood in his body was speeding up, scorching hot.It was embarrassing, Jiang Yan got an erection.Because of such a tender kiss.

Chen Shuo let go of Jiang Yan and sat down without changing his face.Jiang Yan tugged the loose sweater down again, trying to cover up.

A little girl teased: "Sure enough, handsome guys belong to handsome guys!"

"No! Teacher Ju is mine! Peng Yuyan is mine too! It's not negotiable!" Shi Lei's goddess also joined the battle.

Shi Lei fully displayed his shameless spirit at this time: "Whoever they love, you are mine!"

The Goddess gave him an angry look and smiled happily.

Jiang Yan was competing with his little brother, chanting scriptures silently in his heart, and didn't bother to talk to everyone.Seeing that Shi Lei was showing affection again, Chen Shuo looked at Jiang Yan with a look that seemed to contain sympathy, and clenched his hands into fists. Just now, Jiang Yan's breath gently brushed his chin, and his heart felt like a ray of sunshine. In the sunny autumn, I was scratched by the furry paw of the kitten.He was not familiar with this feeling. A butterfly waved its wings lightly, wondering if it would cause a huge wave in his heart.

If he doesn't like Shi Lei, it's fine if he likes me.Chen Shuo suddenly felt a little melancholy.

That night, Chen Shuo had a ridiculous dream.Jiang Yan turned into a kitten for a while, a rabbit for a while, and finally a glowing glutinous rice dumpling, circling around him, painting his whole world with brightness.

[Private Message] Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo: "Mr. Chen, will you go to the library?"

[Private Message] Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo: "Does the doctor still need to go to the library? Otherwise, he can go to the coffee shop"

[Private Message] Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo: "It looks like there's a new movie that's pretty good, Mr. Chen, do you want to watch Marvel?"

[Private Message] Chen Shuo: "Doctor Strange?"

[Private Message] Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo: "Yeah! I bought the ticket, it's three o'clock in the afternoon, let's go together?"

[Private Message] Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo: "If you kiss me, you will be responsible! (Shy face.jpg)"

【Private Message】Chen Shuo: "……………………………OK"

Chen Shuo stared blankly at the phone for a long time, and the screen was automatically locked without moving.Are you responsible for him, sounds wonderful, maybe you should take the initiative to ask him out?

[Private Message] Chen Shuo: "Why don't we have lunch together first?"

[Private Message] Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo: "Ooooh! Of course! Does Mr. Chen live in the building next door to me? See you downstairs? 15 minutes!"

[Private Message] Chen Shuo: "Okay"

Jiang Yan jumped up from the bed in a hurry, brushed his teeth, washed his face and even blew his hair. He quickly pulled out a set of clothes from the closet. He likes to match the clothes in advance to avoid spending time on "today" What am I going to wear" on the matter. Fifteen minutes later, he appeared downstairs on time, but Chen Shuo was already waiting at the door, looking down at his phone and answering emails.

Teacher Chen's legs are so long today!Teacher Chen is still so good-looking today!Today, Teacher Chen is wearing... down jacket + plaid shirt... Teacher Chen looks so good in a plaid shirt!

"Are you down?" Chen Shuo raised his head and saw Jiang Yan, "What do you want to eat?"

"There is a Korean restaurant that is delicious! It's next to the movie theater and shopping mall, do you want to try it?" Jiang Yan suggested.

"Okay, let's go"

The tofu soup was still boiling in the casserole, and the steam was so hot that it couldn't be seen clearly.

It was Jiang Yan who broke the silence first: "Mr. Chen, do you ski?"

Chen Shuo shook his head and said, "I don't like things that are too fast."

Jiang Yan was a little disappointed, and really wanted to go skiing with Teacher Chen: "Then what do you usually do?"

Chen Shuo: "Eat, sleep, do experiments, keep fit?"

Jiang Yan quickly grasped the key point: "Then we can go to the gym together! Without friends, there is no motivation, and the autumn fat has been posted for several months..."

"You can stick a little more," Chen Shuo stared at his face, then said with a chuckle, "It's a little hard to hold."

"……"What's happening here!Was he molested by Mr. Chen?Who will tell him what the plot is!Jiang Yan's face turned red instantly, as if his hair was steaming.

Mr. Chen, what does this mean? ! ! ! ! !Does he like himself a little too?

It was Chen Shuo who changed the subject first: "How is your medical school application preparation going? Is it going well?"

Jiang Yan still hadn't recovered. He lowered his head and wanted to pick up a piece of kimchi, but he couldn't pick it up. He simply gave up and said, "I've already submitted it, but I'm not sure. There will be interviews in April. "

Chen Shuo smiled encouragingly at him, and said, "Do your best and obey the destiny, you can do it."

"Actually... I'm not quite sure that this is what I want to do," Jiang Yan poked his head at the rice with his chopsticks, and whispered, "I never knew what I wanted to do. I have always wondered if I really want to be a doctor? In fact, it is not necessarily true. I just think that if you study well, you can go to academics, and if you don’t have a direction, you can study medical law. What do you like, and the ability to pursue, explore the boundaries of knowledge..."

"You are always moving forward, this is a very good state." Chen Shuo felt disapproving of Jiang Yan's confusion. Although the firmness in his tone did not have the magical power to turn the clouds into a cloud, it made people feel at ease after all, "The few lucky people You can choose the right path at the beginning and meet the right people. But we can’t ask God to indulge and everything will go smoothly. You are working hard to explore, which in itself is worthy of recognition.”

Through the lens, Chen Shuo's eyes are still firm and bright.

But a few words can't dispel Jiang Yan's worries all the time: "But what if I don't like it, what should I do if I keep spending time on things I don't like, isn't this a waste of life?"

"But if, just because you are afraid of those wastes, you are hesitant to even try, can you reach the place you want?" Chen Shuo laughed again, with the indulgence of those who came here, Jiang Yan didn't like it at all. Feeling, "And you really know what you want? Do you think I love scientific research? Not necessarily. But I know I am suitable, and I am more looking forward to the growing feeling of learning than the consumption of work on myself." .But maybe I'm wrong about the job because I haven't tried it. So you see, it doesn't make sense to go either way, and luckily, you always have the opportunity to go the other way."

"Maybe. But Mr. Chen, have you ever been in love?"

"No." Chen Shuo frowned slightly, as if he didn't understand Jiang Yan's sudden question.

"So you may not know what kind of price you have to pay for meeting the wrong person and walking the wrong path from the beginning." Jiang Yan's eyes did not know where they fell, and the light shone on his forehead "Sometimes you think, even if you have happy memories, you hope that none of this has happened. The cost is high, and the opportunity cost is even taken into account."

Chen Shuo has never thought about these things, because he feels that thinking about these things is meaningless, life cannot be restarted, and the story cannot be repeated.

Snow began to fall outside the window again, and the sun didn't know when it started hiding.The gloomy weather overwhelms the city, creating seasonal depression.

Chen Shuo guessed that Jiang Yan might have experienced something unpleasant, but he didn't want him to indulge in it all the time. He wanted to smooth the wrinkles between his brows with his hands, but he could only try to use words: "I must Admit that I also want to be someone who only loves one person in my life, just like my parents. But Jiang Yan, if you can't be the luckiest group of people, can you not be a happy person?"

To be a happy person?This idea is like a bonfire lit in the snow, making people feel warm all over.These words made Jiang Yan feel objective and warm, just like Chen Shuo.

I really hope he can find someone who will love him forever.

I really hope that person is me.