don't want to love you

After living for so long and loving for so long, I am finally tired.

In a short life, you can still love someone all the time, but love is wrong.

The whistling wind came violently and icy cold, and the thin coat couldn't resist the slightest chill, so he shivered violently, and the exposed neck shrank inward.

The hand pushing the wheelchair moved quickly, the slender and white fingers in the past, but now they are extremely damaged.

He vaguely remembered Zhou Chen's words before he left in his mind, he looked up at the sky, trying hard to draw a smile on his pale lips.That day, Zhou Chen's eyes were something I had never seen before. They were full of sadness, as if they would be broken at the touch of a finger.He told me that my depression was already very serious, and my body was almost exhausted.At that moment, I laughed and was finally relieved.But why are there two lines of tears hanging on my face, are they commemorating my life?

Then I begged him, I want to go, I don't want to die here.

Zhou Chen agreed, and before leaving, he said, [I'm sorry, but I really have to leave like this, do you really want him? ] I did not answer him, because all this is not important.

Thinking back to my age of less than twenty, that man took root deeply in my heart.

In my memory, I am an orphan.

There are many orphaned children like me in the orphanage, but not many cowardly like me.Sometimes I offended them, and punching and kicking was unavoidable, and the aunts in the orphanage didn't bother to take care of them, so I was branded with frailty and sickness.

The morning light is very comfortable.He rubbed his sleepy eyes, feeling the only warmth.

[Get up soon, someone will come in a while, wash your face quickly and get ready. ] The aunt who took care of us shouted loudly.

After hearing the words, the children jumped up one by one, watching them choose a relatively better dress to make themselves look better.Although the chances of being picked by those people are very small, some people still enjoy it with a fluke heart.

I also hurriedly got up and tidied up myself. In fact, I just washed my face and brushed my teeth, because I knew that there was no chance of being adopted by those rich people.

After breakfast, we stood in order from short to tall, and waited patiently. Being not tall made me stand in a relatively good position.Sure enough, someone came in after a while, and the dean uncle happily went to receive the guests.The slender legs walked briskly, and it was only after standing in front of us that I realized how tall they were. I had to look up at them. Their amazing faces were so beautiful that I couldn't describe them even if I tried to use up the words in my brain.

The two men seemed to notice that I was looking at them, and looked back at me.I hurriedly grinned at them, smiling foolishly.A man with jet-black short hair quickly glanced at me with his long and narrow phoenix eyes, and said to the uncle dean; [He. ] His slender fingers pointed at me.A short word has absorbed my heart and soul, and I can't extricate myself so far.

I was attracted by the clean and clear words, but it was a bit too hasty.

Uncle Dean looked at me with contempt, but turned his face as if eating honey, [Okay, okay.Xiaojun, go back and pack your things, and follow them. ].

The man next to me looked at the man pointing at me in surprise, and said [Li, are you sure to take him away. ] This man's voice is as clear as water, but more like poppies that people dare not taste.

[When did I go back on my decision, I don’t need to pack up, just go. ] The voice is very soft and warm, as if everything that comes out of his mouth will become calm.The other man didn't say anything, just stared at me.This man's hair has a faint wine-red halo, a pair of peach blossom eyes that can smile, and his vermilion lips are gently pursed, feminine.

Soon, we left.For this place where I lived for many years, I don't take a trace of memory.

The journey after leaving is very long, so far that the body is exhausted until I fall asleep.

[Li, that little thing fell asleep, now you can tell me why you brought him here. ] After hearing this, Zhongli smiled and said [Don't you think he is cute?]And his innocent smile when he saw us, if you don't think it will be ruined, it will be very interesting. ] Zhou Chen, who was in the second seat, also smiled evilly when he heard it, and reminded him as if to advise, [Just play and play, just don't go too far. ][Are you reminding me? ] Zhongli showed a puzzled expression.

Zhou Chen shook his head helplessly, and said, "You can think what you want!" ]

But is this really just a game?

After arriving at Zhongli's residence, seeing that Shu Yun was still sound asleep, he didn't wake him up.

[There is nothing wrong with it, it's just that the body is a little weak, just take care of it] Zhou Chen is a very professional doctor, because he likes the feeling of cutting human skin with a scalpel, so he took medicine as a matter of course.

[If there is nothing else, I will leave first] Zhong Li looked at Shu Yun and sent Zhou Chen away.

When he woke up again, he had already put on a comfortable nightgown, and the smooth satin slipped down to his collarbone, revealing half of his tender chest.The huge room is luxurious and solemn, but it does not satirize the luxury of the designer at all. [Wake up, I thought you were going to sleep forever. ] I didn't know when Li came in, so I shook my head quickly.

[Thank you for adopting me. ] Although he didn't know what the purpose of him bringing himself was, he still thanked him from the bottom of his heart.

Zhongli looked at me with a smile on his astonishing face, [Is your name Xiaojun?My name is Zhongli. ] [Well, my name is Shu Yun, and my former aunts liked to call me Xiao Yun. ] Maybe it was just because they didn't know my full name, but I didn't say it, and that didn't matter.

I just looked at him blankly.

He pinched my cheek with his hands, a little bit fond of it, and finally kissed the place where he pinched it with his rosy lips.

[Xiao Yan, please listen to me obediently in the future, you know? ] I nodded, [By the way, Xiaoyu is about twelve! ] I don't know how to answer him, a little at a loss.

[What does 小沚 mean? I still don’t know how old I am. ] I looked at him in surprise, I really don't know how old I am, maybe twelve.

I nodded in agreement with his guess and asked, "Why did you bring me here?" ].

[Because Xiaojun is very cute, I like to see Xiaojun smile. ] I immediately smiled happily when I heard it, showing my little canine teeth. [No matter what happens in the future, Xiao Ye will laugh, you know? ].

[Well, in the future Xiaojun will keep laughing] But he forgot what to do if he is sad.