bedtime counseling

The author has something to say: Never want to be alone again.

He had to go to work the next day, and there were a lot of things waiting to be done by himself, but Wu Ke suddenly wanted to be self-willed, so he fell asleep lying on the side of the hospital bed.

When the sky turned white, there was some movement around.Opening his eyes, Liang Ze was hunched over his shoes.

"Wake you up?"

Feeling a bit stiff in his back, he pinched the bridge of his nose before straightening his upper body, and his voice was extremely hoarse when he said, "Where are you going?"

"Go to the toilet."

Liang Ze sat up with his waist supported, without asking him for help, he moved slowly to the bathroom by himself.But when it was over, Wu Ke was already waiting at the door, helping him back to the bed.

"Thank you." He stretched out the quilt awkwardly, "Isn't today a working day? I thought you went back to the hotel last night."

"You really want me to go back?"

Wu Ke's attitude was still the same, with a hint of mockery in his indifference, maintaining a well-regulated distance.

"how come."

After the confession last night, Liang Ze didn't know what to say, so he could only shake his head slowly.Lying on the bed again, he couldn't fall asleep anymore, and turned over several times in a row.

"Go back if you don't want to sleep." Wu Ke stood up.

"OK then."

The two of them didn't talk much on the way back in the car, and there was something calming in the quiet air.Gradually, Liang Ze's back pain became less painful, and he leaned against the backrest to take a nap after asking the boss for leave.

When he woke up again, he had already arrived at the parking lot, and he had an extra suit jacket on.

This is?

Turning his head, Wu Ke didn't look at him, but just took the things in the car one by one.Almost forgot, Ah Ke has a big heart, Liang Ze heaved a sigh of relief clutching his suit.

No matter how nice it is outside, it is not as good as at home.After only leaving for one night, it feels like a lifetime away when I come back.The two took turns to take a shower in the bathroom, and when Liang Ze came out, Wu Ke had already fallen asleep on the sofa.

He hardly closed his eyes last night, not because he was simply nervous about Liang Ze, but because he wanted to sleep but couldn't sleep, he barely closed his eyes for a while when it was almost five o'clock.Listening to the sound of water in the bathroom just now, for some reason, I naturally felt sleepy.

Seeing that it was still early, Liang Ze didn't wake him up, and just watched him quietly beside the sofa.Wu Ke has deep dark circles under his eyes, his skin is faintly blue after he has just shaved his beard, and there is still a scar on his jaw line after the wound healed.But the amazing thing is that such decadence does not diminish his handsomeness, but only adds a lot of mature meaning.

Up to now, Liang Ze still doesn't know how Wu Ke got the scar on his chin, but he only knows that the scar may never go away.

He squatted with his feet on the ground, his arms hugged his knees tightly, and after looking at it for a while, he leaned his head on his arms, feeling unspeakably at ease in his heart.

Anyway, there is one less knot between them.In the future, there is no need to try every means to hide Wu Ke, even if we separate from now on, there will be no regrets between each other.

Thinking of this, the body suddenly gave birth to a lot of courage.That kind of reluctance mixed with open-mindedness made Liang Ze dizzy, and his liking for Wu Ke deepened a lot.

Thinking that he would never be discovered, he boldly leaned over, and gently touched Wu Ke's half-dried hair with his lips, feeling a faint wetness on his lips.The faint scent of shampoo in the hair was exactly the same as that on his head.Holding a strand of hair in his mouth, he licked it, and the slight astringency spread on the tip of his tongue.

In the next moment, Wu Ke's Adam's apple rolled slightly.

Liang Ze's heart skipped a beat, and he realized that he had to walk away quickly.As soon as he turned around, a familiar voice came from behind.

"Liang Ze."

The voice is completely clear, how does it look like someone who just woke up?Could it be that the series of actions I just...

Liang Ze was so embarrassed that his back went stiff: "Huh?"

"Let's try."

Unexpectedly, Wu Ke would pop out such four words, he was stunned, "Try what?"

"Try to date." The tone was as flat as describing what to eat tonight, "Me and you."

The morning sun outside the window was reddish, the living room lights were warm orange, and Wu Ke's face was ambiguous in the shadows.

After a brief blank mind, Liang Ze turned around slowly: "Ake, you..."

Are you serious?

He thought he would be ecstatic when he heard this sentence, but his first reaction was actually fear, fearing that it was just a joke, or just a whim of an adult.

Wu Ke was suddenly very frank: "I've thought about it, if that person is you, I'm willing to give it a try."

Just like before, people who were originally in two worlds, but because of the persistence of one side and the compromise of the other side, the impossible became possible.Even if he is not sure that he can accept Liang Ze [-]%, but Wu Ke is sure that he will never lose Liang Ze.

Take it step by step and it will be fine.

Liang Ze looked at Wu Ke, and found that although Wu Ke didn't look at him, his expression was very serious. Only then did he realize that what he said just now was serious.His heart suddenly rose, and he stammered and asked: "Then, then we—"

"But I have conditions."

"...you say." His voice dropped suddenly, losing half of his momentum.

"When and what to do is up to me. I need time to adapt." Wu Ke tilted his head slightly, "You are not allowed to do things like just now, understand?"

It was to tell him not to make any more moves, Liang Ze understood.His face turned from red to white, and then from white to red again, changing several times in just half a minute, and only after a long while shyly said: "Understood, I'll listen to you."

For the rest, he didn't know how to express it.His throat was dry, and his brain was confused by surprises and apprehensions. After repeated struggles, he still wanted to make a final confirmation: "You didn't do it for that incident, did you? We are both men, and I don't need you to take responsibility."

"Of course I know." Wu Ke was dissatisfied with his lack of warm response, so his tone became blunt, but Liang Ze couldn't care less.

It's fine if it's not for this reason.

The great joy came back like an ebb tide, and it was not as stormy as imagined.It washes over the heart gently and gently, pats the rocks gently, and drives a strong heartbeat.

Until Wu Ke got up and walked into the master bedroom, Liang Ze was still standing there stupidly, numb.

Does this count as being together?

He and Wu Ke.

Back in the room, he was in a daze at first, then got up again, and found the work card photo in the album.Eyebrows are eyebrows, eyes are eyes, a mature and stable Wu Ke.

It's a pity, if only they had a photo together in the past, how great would it be?

Without looking at it for too long, Liang Ze burst into tears for no reason.

He remembered that when he met Wu Ke for the first time, Wu Ke had a mobile phone, could listen to music, and his clothes were very clean.Thinking of sleeping next to Wu Ke in high school, hearing the sound of breathing would cause insomnia.I remembered the first time I opened a love letter written by someone else to Wu Ke privately, and read it carefully. Every word was clearly his mood, but he didn't have the courage to tell Wu Ke that he loved him so much, more than anyone else. It's all deep.

He even thought of the morning when he left Linjiang, at the bus stop he fantasized that Wu Ke would show up before driving, that he could still study, and that they could still be together.

Through his blurred vision, he cried and laughed and said to the person on the phone: "Do you know how much I miss you."

Too much of the past wasted in time, polishing the young him into what he is today, leaving only a faint shadow of the past in front of Wu Ke.

Just keep your eyes open until dawn.

Later, Wu Ke went to work, leaving him alone at home to recuperate.The doctor told him to rest more and drink more water in the first two days, so he bought himself a pair of skipping ropes online, and planned to start exercising again on the third day, so that he could go back to work early.

At one o'clock in the noon, people in the meal ordering group started to bubble up one after another.When I opened the group news, it turned out that many people were concerned about his physical condition.

"Xiao Liang heard that you are tired and sick? Are you okay now!"

"It's all because the people in our company can eat too much..."

"Boss Hou, I need to add money to Xiaoliang."

Hou Liang also appeared. He not only thanked everyone for their support in the group, but also privately sent Liang Ze a big red envelope of 200 yuan.Liang Ze didn't have the nerve to accept it, and promised verbally that he would make a mess of the restaurant.

Hou Liang sent a voice message: "Stop talking nonsense, take care of your health and go back to work, you are too busy."

Just about to get out of bed and drink another glass of water, I received another new message from Qi Siyu.

"My friend, you have stones? Last year I also found out this problem, and went to the hospital for minimally invasive surgery. It's not a big deal, so don't worry."

Heaven.

Liang Ze's scalp was slightly numb.

Why does he even know about any disease? Could it be Wu Ke?But with Wu Ke's character, he probably wouldn't talk about it everywhere.

"It's okay, thank you for your concern." He replied after deliberation, "But how did you know that I was sick, Wu Ke said?"

"You can think so too^^"

Can you think so...?

What's the meaning.

After Xiaoxiao made a fool of himself, Qi Siyu sent a ten-second video.

Click on it, and in the slightly shaking screen, the camera is facing a translucent office with an open door. Wu Ke is standing near the door, with a tall and broad back.A middle-aged man was behind the desk with his hips akimbo. He seemed to be his boss. His fat belly protruded from his suit jacket. Although he was shorter than him, he was very imposing and dignified.

"Is this the attitude of begging for help? Brother! If you give up such a good opportunity, you will give up, and you will regret it when you are almost gone. Are you sure that I, EricZhu, cannot do without you?"

Repentance, does it mean that A Ke will not go abroad?Liang Ze's heart moved slightly, he wanted to look forward to it but didn't dare to look forward to it too much.Also, this should be the old Zhu they often mentioned. It was really scary when he got angry, and even he shrank his shoulders unconsciously.

But Wu Ke looked very calm, and after listening flatly, he put a certain cup of drink in the kraft paper bag on the table.

Is this a different kind of gesture?

Ake actually has such a side.

But Lao Zhu seemed to like him very much, and his anger instantly suppressed a lot: "Forget it, it's okay if you don't go, but you have to tell me one, two, three today."

"say what?"

"Tell me why you can't go!"

Yeah, why?Liang Ze also wanted to know.

This time Wu Ke didn't keep silent anymore, but his voice was relatively low, and he couldn't hear what he said clearly.It's just that as soon as he finished speaking, someone in the video immediately burst into laughter, probably Qi Siyu who took the camera.Lao Zhu was also shocked, and then started to slap the table and get mad.

Until the end of the video, Liang Ze was still confused.What does this have to do with his illness?

"What did Wu Ke say at the end? I didn't hear clearly."

"He said his roommate was sick and had kidney stones." Qi Siyu replied this sentence in voice, and he said happily, "Wu Ke is really awesome and humorous. Lao Zhu couldn't even swear later, with a shocked expression on his face." He asked him bluntly, "You actually use such a bad excuse to perfuse me. What do you mean, what do you mean? You think I'm stupid, don't you!" No, I'm about to die of laughing."

"..."

After a long silence, Liang Ze typed two words: "Haha."

"Congratulations, you are famous in our department."

The conversation ended with Liang Ze's sad expression.

Wu Ke actually returned home before eight o'clock, still carrying a few takeaway boxes containing food in his hand.

"Get off work so early?" He got up from the sofa and walked over with his pillow in his arms.

"Ah."

"Have you eaten? I have some porridge."

"I bought it." Wu Ke raised his hand.

The relationship was confirmed on the first day, and it was a bit unnatural for the two to get along.Liang Ze nodded slightly. He didn't know what to talk about, so he just followed him wherever he went, watching Wu Ke take off his coat, roll up his cuffs, wash his hands, and finally carried the food to the kitchen.

Taking out all the meals, Wu Ke put them on a plate, lowered his head slightly: "Do you want to eat?"

"Let me eat some too."

He took out another bowl, filled it with some porridge, and heated it up for Liang Ze by the way.

Looking at the meticulous back in front of him by the door frame, Liang Ze suddenly felt a strange softness in his heart, as if he only felt a little real about the fact that they were together at this moment.

In the quiet kitchen, the microwave was running quietly.Wu Ke supported the edge of the stage with both hands, his eyes were slightly lowered, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

"A Ke." Liang Ze still hugged the pillow, "Are you determined not to leave?"

Wu Ke paused and hummed.

"Is it...for me?"

The air became silent.

After waiting for a while, Liang Ze smiled disappointedly: "Okay, I'm being self-indulgent."

The microwave makes a muffled noise.

The two stood facing each other, he thought softly, why bother himself.

"We've only just been together."

What?He looked up.

Wu Ke didn't respond to his gaze: "Long-distance relationships are prone to problems."

After a brief daze, the previous haze was swept away.

"That's right, don't, we don't want long-distance relationships." He answered the words in a panic, and then remained silent for a while, feeling very ironed in his heart.

After a while, I calmed down my excitement, and began to condemn softly: "But you don't need to use my illness as an excuse, everyone knows it now."

What a shame.

With a ding, the meal is ready.

Turn on the microwave, the bowl is still steaming.Because of this increasingly smoldering kitchen, and because of this "roommate" who gets closer and closer day by day, Wu Ke feels that his life is no longer as lonely as it used to be.

That's it, I don't want to be alone again.

"It's a reason, not an excuse."

Without thinking about the difference between the two, Liang Ze argued in a low voice: "Uh, they are both the same."

Where is the same, the world is different.

"Liang Ze, your Chinese is really poor." He mercilessly hit Liang Ze's already weak self-confidence.

For a person who can't even distinguish between reasons and excuses, Wu Ke couldn't figure out why he would believe the words he made up in the last phone call.Now this person just got a little sick, and he started to feel uneasy again, and he didn't want to leave Linjiang for a day.Wu Ke, what did you do? Why do you become so impulsive and confused every time you encounter this person?