bedtime counseling

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What did you say?

Faced with such knowingly asking questions, Liang Ze's cheeks flushed from lack of oxygen, but a kind of courage to go all out gradually emerged in his chest.

Forget it, whether it is life or death, there must be a result.

"What else can we do? We just fell asleep." His thick eyelashes covered half of his eyes, "I took the initiative in the whole process, you just lay there and accepted it passively. And I was very careful, I didn't kiss you hard, and I didn't kiss you hard. Sit hard, I didn't even help your shoulders. I planned to tell you slowly so that you wouldn't be angry, but I didn't expect you to leave so soon."

I thought it would be better to take it slow and take it step by step.So he pretended nothing happened, and even changed the sheets when he was most uncomfortable.It's just that before leaving, he couldn't hold back the moment he looked into Wu Ke's eyes, and deliberately confessed his love by being drunk.Unexpectedly, Wu Ke couldn't even accept a kiss, so he pushed it away when he said it, and left as soon as he said it.

"That's how things are. It's not that I don't want to say it, but I have no face to say it. I'm sorry."

I don't know what else to say besides apologizing, and I don't know how to make Wu Ke less angry, "I know I shouldn't do that, I shouldn't have sex with you while you're drunk, I'm too Selfish."

"You really are..." Wu Ke was very angry, and stared at him through gritted teeth.

What Liang Ze said was right, he was indeed selfish, he did that even though he knew he couldn't accept it, it was tantamount to depriving himself of the right to refuse.

But Wu Ke was not angry about this.He was angry that Liang Ze did it, did it so boldly, and ran away as cowardly as a mouse.Liang Ze not only deprived him of the right to refuse, but also deprived him of the right to face all this and solve these problems.

"That's why you fled to the south?"

So disappeared for six full years?

"Of course not!" Liang Ze excitedly sat up from the bed, just as he was about to explain further, the patient in the bed next to him coughed in dissatisfaction, reminding them to speak softer.

"Lie down for me." Wu Ke pushed the man with a sullen face, and pushed him directly onto the bed.

Liang Ze tightened his grip on the quilt, and it took him a while to feel ashamed, "I didn't leave because of this, but it's useless to say it now. Don't be angry with me, I was really impulsive at the time, besides— —”

Besides, he paid a considerable price.The high fever persisted for two consecutive days, which indirectly caused the two of them to separate. Every time I think about it afterwards, I always feel guilty.

"Don't think I'm disgusting."

Wu Ke frowned, his expression hard to fathom.

"I really didn't mean to do that. At first I just wanted to give it a try, and if you were too disgusted I'd say it was drunk and bullshit." Sometimes alcohol is a way out.

He retorted palely: "I didn't expect you to drink so badly..."

"If I don't drink well, you dare—" Wu Ke breathed out, his mandibles slightly twitching.

How dare you?

The following words were swallowed hard, and replaced by gnashing of teeth: "Liang Ze, you are really lawless."

That's right, I was the one who acted lawlessly back then, maybe you can't look at me with this expression anymore?As if it was going to eat me.Liang Ze was locked under Wu Ke as if in a confinement. The light in all directions was completely covered, and the wind from the air conditioner was completely blocked. Soon his forehead and the tip of his nose began to sweat.

He moved his arms on both sides, trying to change to a ventilated position, but he couldn't move after moving an inch, because his forearm was firmly held down.

"Where do you want to go before you finish talking?" The volume was a little out of control.

"I didn't want to run away." He lowered his voice, wishing he could find a crack in the ground, "Don't speak so loudly, it will be bad if the people next to you hear it."

"You still know how to be shy? I thought you were not afraid of anything and could do anything."

Wu Ke was so angry that he began to speak indiscriminately.

"Sorry." Here it comes again.

"I said I don't want to hear I'm sorry. If you want to say sorry, you should say it at the time, instead of hiding it until now, until you can't hide it anymore, and play me around like a fool."

"I didn't trick you." Liang Ze's eyes turned red, and he looked at him helplessly, "But do you think I dare to tell you, even if I kiss you, you will throw up, you hate homosexuality so much, I can hide it what to do?"

He even beat him back!

Wu Ke took a deep breath, and asked sternly: "In this case, why did you do that? You just don't do it knowing that I can't accept it. Could it be that I'm sorry for you if I can't accept it?"

"I didn't say that!" Liang Ze's voice went hoarse, "I didn't say that..."

I have rehearsed countless times in my heart how to defend myself when the Dongchuang incident happened, but it was only then that I realized that all excuses were pale, because what I did was what I did.

"You don't even know how much I like you." His voice was so weak that he could hardly hear him. "I did it because I couldn't help it. At that time, all I could think about was possessing you."

"If you can really possess me, I'm afraid I won't remember nothing the next day."

This ridicule made Liang Ze almost melt, his face turned red and turned pale, and he muttered every word: "I definitely don't want to make you hurt."

He thought that this is what it is like to really like someone, he would rather pass out halfway from the pain than take advantage of the other person's danger to hurt a single hair of the other person.

"you--"

Wu Ke really doesn't know how there are people like him in the world.Not only does he not know how to be shy, but he is also self-righteous, self-consciously great, and full of gangster logic.

"Hey! I said you guys are never finished!" An unbearable roar came from the next door, "Don't look at what time it is, you are still chattering in there, if you don't sleep, others will sleep too!"

"Yeah, if you guys quarrel again, I'll call the nurse!" Someone even agreed.

But fortunately, the outsiders didn't hear the content of the conversation clearly, otherwise the two of them might be on the social news.

After a moment of silence, Wu Ke propped himself up on the bed and stood up straight.

Obviously there were no restraints on his body, but Liang Ze still couldn't move as if he was welded to the bed, he could only stare at the deep and incomprehensible eyes of the person beside the bed.

No one spoke, just staring at each other in silence.Wu Ke decided to go out and calm down, but the next moment he picked up the car keys, someone grabbed his arm lightly.

He frowned and twitched, but his hand was tightly clenched.

Turning his head with a straight face, a pleading gaze crashed into his eyes impartially.Liang Ze didn't say anything, but his eyes clearly asked: Are you angry?

Shouldn't he be angry?

Wu Ke felt that Liang Ze was simply unreasonable.He pulled out his arm, took the things and opened the curtain, just took two steps but suddenly stopped.Turning around, Liang Ze was actually trying to get out of bed.

The air was quiet for a moment.

Under his cold gaze, Liang Ze lay back slowly.

Walking out of the emergency building, Wu Ke took a deep breath as a cool night breeze blew.

This night, he held back his anger several times, wanted to pry Liang Ze's mind open several times, his mood was ups and downs like riding a roller coaster.

It's been a long time since I've been this excited.There was a dull pain in his forehead, and his temples were also congested and swollen. He rubbed his hands vigorously to suppress the sudden blue veins.It's a pity that these efforts evaporated when I recalled the conversations just now.

Should be disgusting, shouldn't it?

What Liang Ze did back then would be unacceptable to any man, let alone a man like him who dislikes same-sex feelings.But why, the resentment in my heart was not obvious, but there was a shameful feeling of rejoicing that that person was me.

He even breathed a sigh of relief.Liang Ze has never changed his mind, he has always liked only himself.

What's going on here, is it too generous or out of possessive desire for Liang Ze?

Caught up in these boring thoughts, unable to figure it out for a while, Wu Ke simply went to the tree to smoke.Most of the patients were asleep, and the vicinity of the walking stone path was quiet, with occasional footsteps passing by in the distance.

He took out the lighter, and a wild cat with black and white patterns ran across the grass.He suddenly remembered the text message he saw on Liang Ze's cell phone that night, and the cigarette he just lit was held between his fingers, and his brows were also tightly frowned.

Although He Feng didn't like people, but that sentence is correct, Liang Ze is like a cat, wild and stubborn, occasionally obedient is also pretended, and his nature is exposed after a long time.

So what next?

How should I get along with him in the future.

Before he had time to think clearly, several new messages popped up on his phone, all of which were sent by the anxious Liang Ze.

"Go back to the hotel?"

"Just now I urinated blood again, it should be normal."

"If you come over tomorrow, can you help me with a pair of pants. But I can go home tomorrow afternoon, and you don't have to come."

"Why didn't you reply to the message and still drive?"

I don't know if it's because of the signal or something, but I only received these messages at this moment. The last one is: "Tell me when you arrive at the hotel, and I will wait until you arrive before going to bed."

At least in this kind of time, the person who made a mistake knows the current affairs and knows how to be good.

Wu Ke's frowned brows relaxed a little bit, and he threw the cigarette back to the ward after a while.Passing by the nurse's station on the way, the nurse on duty handed him the medicine from the emergency department, asked him to take a picture of the precautions after the gravel, and made an appointment for a re-examination for him.

The snoring rose and fell in the room.

Opening the curtain, Liang Ze had already turned sideways to the window, and fell asleep peacefully while holding the phone under the effect of painkillers.

What else to say to wait for him.

Leaning over to take the phone away, Wu Ke smelled the smell that belonged to this person the moment he lowered his head. It was a mixture of potion, sweat and body fragrance, wild and arrogant.

This feeling has not been seen for a long time, Liang Ze completely belongs to him, and no one can take it away.

For a moment, it didn't seem so difficult to accept.Why bother to be angry with people with such nature?Liang Ze has always been like this, and he won't and can't change it.Compared with his own stability, he is always a surprise in his life, like an easter egg in a movie, he can't guess what will happen in the next second.

After sitting on the chair and watching in silence for a while, Wu Ke lowered his head and sent him the precautions he had taken just now.

There was a hum.

Liang Ze's phone turned on, and the screen displayed that the message came from a special title: "Dear"

——This turned out to be a note he gave himself.

How dare he?Wu Ke frowned, and after a while of contemplation, the lines of his face gradually softened.

It must be because of what my aunt said that day.Because my aunt said that in the future someone will call him husband, dear, so Liang Ze acted preemptively and privately gave himself the right to call him.

Doesn't it mean that I have the right to marry and the right to love other people?Wu Ke raised his eyes slightly, looking at the sleeping person on the hospital bed.

Liang Ze, why are you pretending to be generous?