can you be my boyfriend

Shen Zai took Shu Yunzhang's finger, bit the place where his tattoo was, and bit it with the tips of his teeth, then slowly kissed upwards, and when he passed the Adam's apple to the chin, he was kissed by Shu Yunzhang.

This is the second kiss tonight, but Shen Zai has a hunch that it won't be the last.

Shen Zai responded to him vigorously, took his hand and slid it into the sweater, gasped and said "Brother touched me", but shyly dared not open his eyes.

Very strange confession.

The place is in the dark stairwell on the top floor, kissing all the time, dizzy.

Only in the interval of reluctance to give up, Shen Zai said "Brother, I love you" over and over again, Shu Yunzhang agreed softly, and dragged him into the oxygen-deficient deep sea again.

When I had no strength, I realized that it was too late.

Shen Zai thought that Shen Fu was still downstairs, so he flipped through his phone in a panic, but found that there was no news from Shen Fu.

"Don't look at it," Shu Yunzhang held his hand, "Your brother knows."

Shen was stunned, his face, eye circles, lips, and nose tip were all red, and he couldn't see anywhere.

If he went out like this, Shen Fu might have a fight with him.

"How, how do you know?" Shen Zai asked.

"He knew it when he took you to the beach last time." Shu Yunzhang said.

Shen Zai thought about those few days, but still didn't think there was anything unusual, so he tilted his head and said, "Are you sure?"

"Well," Shu Yunzhang didn't seem to want to continue this topic, hugged him again, and said hoarsely: "Don't move, it's still not good..."

When Shen Zai realized it, he felt that Shu Yunzhang had adjusted his position several times behind him, and he didn't dare to move anymore.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, Shu Yunzhang took out a napkin from his pocket, wiped Shen Zai's face, took his hand and said, "Let's go."

Shen Fu was on a bench in the small garden of the community, shaking a fairy wand by himself.

There was already a lot of burnt piles at his feet, and he was afraid, so he hid behind Shu Yunzhang.

"Yo——" Shen Fu waved his hands at the two of them, his expression could be called gritted teeth, "Are you willing to come back?"

He deliberately tilted his body to look at Shen Zai, "I thought you almost forgot who your brother is."

"No..." Shen Zai replied softly, holding Shu Yunzhang with the other hand, "Now there is only one elder brother."

"What?" Shen Fu didn't react, and stared at them with wide eyes.

Shen Zai lowered his head in embarrassment, and said to Shen Fu, "Shu Yunzhang is a boyfriend."

Shen Fu: "..."

I can't stay in this house for a day.

"Are you together?" Shen Fu did not look very surprised, nor did he react excessively.

He stuffed Shen Zai with all the fairy wands he didn't put in his hand, and said to Shu Yunzhang, "Brother, the boxing gym opens on the third day of the Lunar New Year."

Shu Yunzhang laughed, and Shen Fu said: "You guys play, I'll go up first."

"Brother..." Shen Zai stopped him, "Thank you..."

"Thank me for what?" Shen Fu pinched the tip of Shen Zai's nose, "He made you like this, and I haven't dealt with him yet, so just don't feel bad about it."

Shen Zai shook his head and said to Shen Fu: "I love you too."

Shen Fu paused obviously, and said helplessly for a while: "Okay, I understand, I agree."

He flicked Shen Zai's forehead without force, "Don't be bullied."

"Happy New Year." Shen Fu hugged Shen.

Shu Yunzhang rubbed Shen Zai's face, he still stared blankly at the direction his brother was walking, and said slowly: "I am the luckiest person in the world."

Shu Yunzhang lit a fairy stick for him, and silver and golden sparks exploded, like holding a bouquet of flowers.

"Want to play?" Shu Yunzhang hugged him from behind, put the fairy wand into Shen Yu's hand, and held his wrist to draw circles, drawing out a shiny tail light.

"It's a good look." Shen Zai murmured.

After the last cigarette stick was burned, Shu Yunzhang took Shen Zi upstairs.

He was a little nervous, he knew that he couldn't hide things all the time, and he was afraid that his mother would ask.

Shu Yunzhang said it was okay, and comforted him in front of the door: "I will take care of this."

Shen Zai let go of the hand he was holding.

Neither Xia Xuenan nor Shen Fangcheng were in the living room, and there was only one corridor light on in the room.

Shen Zai relaxed, smiled and rubbed Shu Yunzhang's back with his forehead.

Not long after, the door opened suddenly in the darkness, Shen Zai was frightened and stood up straight instantly.

The person who came was Shen Fu, seeing Shen Zai's startled look, he said in a bad tone: "Do you want to be tired at home?"

Looking at Shu Yunzhang again: "Your room is next door, clean it yourself."

Shu Yunzhang agreed, but Shen Zai didn't speak, looked at the wall clock, and said pitifully to Shen Fu: "It's so late..."

Shen Fu: "Oh."

"I can sleep with my brother."

"With me?" Shen Fu raised his eyebrows, "Of course."

Shen twitched at the corner of his mouth, blushed, and looked at Shen Fu innocently: "Brother..."

"Come on," Shen Fu sighed helplessly, "It's up to you."

Shen Zai immediately became happy and said, "Thank you brother."

"Don't thank me," Shen Fu looked at Shu Yunzhang warningly, "You should be more clean."

"Go to sleep." Shu Yunzhang didn't want to talk to him.

They were talking in the corridor, and soon Xia Xuenan came out wearing home clothes, and asked softly: "Have you finished playing? Go and wash up, Yunzhang will sleep with Xiao tonight, is that okay?"

Shu Yunzhang raised his eyebrows at Shen Fu, and then said to Xia Xuenan: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

"Will you come out to eat Yuanxiao later?" Xia Xuenan asked.

"Okay." Shen Zai responded.

Eating Lantern Festival on New Year's Eve is a family tradition. From the year Shen Zai came back, Xia Xuenan would make him a bowl of sweet Lantern Festival.

It didn't take long for them to return to their rooms.

Shu Yunzhang opened the suitcase he brought, found a change of clothes, and walked to Shen Zai who was leaning against the closet.

It was hot in the room, so he took off his coat, leaving only a thick sweater on his body.

"Going to take a bath?" Shu Yunzhang asked.

Shen Zai nodded, and met his gaze from a short distance away.

Shu Yunzhang couldn't help laughing softly, and asked him, "What are you looking at me for?"

Shen Zai said shyly, "You look good."

Shu Yunzhang kissed the corner of his lips: "You look better."

So childish.

But Shen Zai liked it too much.

"Shall we take a bath together?" Shu Yunzhang rubbed his hair.

Shen Zai was taken aback by the question, and before he could answer, Shu Yunzhang had changed his mind.

"You lied to me, you go first."

Then sat down on the side of the bed upright, looked at him with raised eyebrows: "I can't help it if I don't go again."

Hearing what Shu Yunzhang said, Shen Zai slowed down instead, looking at him two or three times with a blushing face, hoping that he could not help it.

Shu Yunzhang pushed his waist, "Don't make trouble with me."

"Oh..." Shen Zai hugged his clothes and walked away reluctantly.

It was already close to zero after the two of them washed up. When Shu Yunzhang first came out, he was only wearing a bathrobe with the neckline wide open. Wet water dripped down the gully, and his muscles undulated with his breathing.

Shen Zai leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes staring straight.

Shu Yunzhang sat down by the bed and hooked his chin: "Why didn't I realize that you are a pervert before?"

Shen Zai groaned and denied it, let Shu Yunzhang lie on the bed, crawled into his arms for a while, and watched the gala together for a while.

Shen Zai squeezed Shu Yunzhang's finger, always wanting to touch his tattoo.

Not long after, Xia Xuenan knocked on the door and asked them to come out to eat Yuanxiao, Shen Zai responded, tilted his head and kissed Shu Yunzhang again.

Shu Yunzhang took out a band-aid from nowhere and handed it to him.

"Are you injured?" Shen Zai asked with a frown.

"No," Shu Yunzhang pointed to the location of the tattoo, "let's put it on first."

The band-aid was upside down in Shen Zai's hand, Shen Zai closed his eyes and leaned on Shu Yunzhang's shoulder, kissing his neck: "I'm sorry."

"What are you talking about?" Shu Yunzhang stroked his hair, "This is something we have to face together."

Shen Zai still tore open the package and pasted it on for Shu Yunzhang. It was a bit late when the two walked out of the room together. Shen Fu sat aside with Xia Xuenan and Shen Fangcheng, leaving two seats for them.

The Lantern Festival is still colored. Every year, Xia Xuenan insists on wrapping it by herself and spends a lot of effort on dyeing.

The entrance is sweet and soft, and the sesame filling comes out.

"After eating the Lantern Festival, this year will be safe and sound," Xia Xuenan said, "I hope you all go well this year."

But as soon as she finished speaking, she noticed the band-aid on Shu Yunzhang's finger and asked, "What's wrong?"

Shu Yunzhang spread out his palms and said, "It's nothing, I accidentally scratched it."

Xia Xuenan then said some auspicious words for Shu Yunzhang, but Shen Zai always seemed a little sad.

But Shen Fangcheng suddenly said: "That year Xiao Zai went home, and Xue Nan dropped a plate during the Chinese New Year."

"I like that plate very much. It's blue and white porcelain. Your brother and I bought it together." Xia Xuenan smiled faintly.

"Your mother cried a lot, and it's also New Year's Eve," Shen Fangcheng said with emotion, "At that time, I felt a little bit in my heart. I thought it might be bad, and I had to comfort your mother, saying that it would be fine."

"During that time, our family was very nervous. We finally got news from Xiaozai. Thinking about it now, I probably wanted to tell your mother that the dishes have been taking too long, and it's time to change them."

Shen Zai stared at the bowl with lowered eyes, and said after a while, "Everything that happens on New Year's Eve is a good thing."

Shu Yunzhang held his hand tightly under the table.

"Mom said it was almost a year since they knew about me and when I was brought back." Shen Zai said to Shu Yunzhang's shoulder.

After turning off the lights in the room, Shu Yunzhang held him in his arms, his posture was not much different from before.

Shen Zai's tone was very slow, as if he had returned to that year again.

"I know," Shu Yunzhang said, "I was abroad at that time and couldn't come back. I'm sorry."

"I thought I would never come back. One day when I came home from school, my mother-in-law had already packed her things."

At that time, summer had just begun, and boys would change into simple vests and run all over the mountains in sandals.Shen Zai didn't want to go, he always sat by himself with a cattail fan, staring at a yellow horned tree in front of the house in a daze.

One day when class ended very early, Shen Zaizui walked a little slower on the road, and was still far away, when he saw his mother-in-law standing in front of the house and looking at him, as if she was waiting for him.

"She just said she was leaving, I..." Shen paused, and Shu Yunzhang hugged him tighter.

"If you don't want to think about it, don't say it." Shu Yunzhang patted Shen Zai's back lightly, his palm warm.

Shen rubbed left and right, as if shaking his head slightly.

"She treated me badly, shouldn't she be bad?" Shen Zai said, "But when she was about to leave, I thought she would leave me forever, so I was very sad."

"I cried and chased her for a long time. She was 16 years old at the time. It was a bit embarrassing."

There is no road in the village. My mother-in-law, an old man in her 60s, walked fast and steady in and out of the mountains for half her life. She was so dizzy from crying that she couldn't catch up.

"What should I do if no one wants me... I just thought about this one thing that night. The police came the next day, and I didn't know that I was found. A lot of people in the village ran away."

When talking about these, Shen Zai's mood was much calmer than before.I don't want to cry anymore, but I still lack some sense of security, and I want to drill deeper into Shu Yunzhang's arms.

Shu Yunzhang slowly stroked his face with his hand on the Band-Aid, sinking into a movement he liked very much.

When his fingertips passed his lips, he would kiss her sideways, saying brother, your hands smell good.

It's actually the shower gel that sinks in the bathroom, and they smell the same.

"No one will abandon you in the future, not even my parents, my brother, and I will always have your home here."

Shen Zai was quiet for a while, then tore off the band-aid on Shu Yunzhang's finger in the dark, licked the circle of tattoo with the tip of his tongue, turned over and sat on Shu Yunzhang's waist.

"This is your home." Shu Yunzhang reminded him with a smile.

"I know." Shen Zai blinked obediently.