can you be my boyfriend

In the afternoon, the family began to prepare the New Year's Eve dinner.

Xia Xuenan and Shen Fangcheng used to hire nannies at home, but after Shen Zai came back, they stopped working for nearly two years. Xia Xuenan cooks at home every day, and her skills have improved.

Shen Zai and Shen Fu bought the ingredients in the morning, and they helped in the kitchen. Shen Zai occasionally lost his mind and thought of him and Shu Yunzhang in the kitchen.

When Shu Yunzhang was cooking, he would pass things to him. When he was in a hurry, Shu Yunzhang would grab his hand inadvertently, but Shen Zai would still hold the things tightly even if the things were in a hurry. They would hold each other for a while, maybe Shu Yunzhang would laugh at him, Only then did he let go of his hand and urged him to go out first.

If Shen Zai didn't do it, he would either stand by and watch, or just pretend to hug Shu Yunzhang.

Anyway, Shu Yunzhang would not blame him no matter what.

The aroma of food wafted from the kitchen, and at seven o'clock in the evening, the family sat down at the dining table.

Shen Zai sat next to Shen Fu, opposite Xia Xuenan and Shen Fangcheng.

I also opened a bottle of great red wine, and the exchanges on the table gradually increased.

Like many parents, when the topic came to Shen Fu, Xia Xuenan couldn't help but want to ask: "Do you have a girlfriend yet?"

Shen Zai glanced at his brother.

Shen Fu didn't resist much, and said honestly: "I really don't have this, are you in a hurry?"

"You don't even look at how old you are," Shen Fangcheng said, "you can still have a girlfriend."

"Hey," Xia Xuenan suddenly thought of something, "Where's Shu Yunzhang?"

The tip of the chopsticks paused in the bowl, Xia Xuenan turned to ask Shen Zai: "Xiao Zai, you live with Shu Yunzhang, did you find out that he has a girlfriend?"

Shen Zai's eyes flickered, before he could think of what to say, Shen Fu brought some food for Xia Xuenan, and casually said, "Him? No."

"Ah?" Xia Xuenan was a little surprised, "Yunzhang's conditions are so good, why doesn't he have a girlfriend?"

Shen Fu smiled naturally, "You know again, in case someone doesn't make a girlfriend..."

Shen Zai suddenly choked on the soup, Xia Xuenan stood up and handed him water, forgetting what he wanted to ask.

These things were not mentioned again later, but Shen was in a trance all the way, drinking red wine as water many times.

Shen Fu reminded him a few times, but Shen Fangcheng said it's fine, boys can drink a little.

Shen Fu sighed.

At eight o'clock, the Spring Festival Gala began. Although they were still eating, they turned on the TV, and the family suddenly became lively.

Shen Fangcheng sang along with some song programs, Xia Xuenan laughed at him for being so old and shameful, Shen Fangcheng just said happily: "What shame is there in front of my son."

After speaking, the atmosphere became gloomy again, Shen Fangcheng patted the back of his wife's hand: "Next year will be a new year, don't think about those unpleasant things."

Xia Xuenan nodded, just as Shen Fu was about to say something, suddenly the doorbell rang.

Several people looked at each other in blank dismay, not expecting anyone to come here at this moment.

A few seconds later, Xia Xuenan got up and said that I should open the door, but was stopped by Shen Fu.

"I'll go." Shen Fu said.

They heard the door open, and there was a long silence.

Xia Xuenan was about to ask what's the matter, when Shen Fu suddenly called Shen Zai, "Xiao Zai, come here."

Shen Zai was a little confused, got up and walked over, and first saw some exquisitely packaged gifts piled up by the door.

Then came a familiar hem, Shen Zai stopped in disbelief.

"Don't you know? I've only been away for a few days." Shu Yunzhang asked him gently.

Shen shook his head while trotting over, hugged his waist, and put his head on Shu Yunzhang's shoulder, feeling like tears were about to come out.

Xia Xuenan and Shen Fangcheng also came out, and they were also surprised to see Shu Yunzhang holding Shen Zai.

"We talked about you just now, why are you back?" Xia Xuenan asked, and then looked at the things at his feet, "I still bought so much."

Shu Yunzhang smiled, held Shen Zai's waist without letting go, led him in, and Shen Fu closed the door.

"Enough of staying abroad, I think it's better to be at home for Chinese New Year."

Shen Zai was still clinging to Shu Yunzhang, Xia Xuenan let Shu Yunzhang in, bent down to help him find his shoes, looked down and saw their handshake, just paused.

"Yeah, it's better to be in China, come in and eat."

All three turned around and walked towards the restaurant, Shu Yunzhang and Shen Zai lagging behind.

Shu Yunzhang raised his hand to touch Shen Zai's cheek, which was steamed by the heater, and pecked his lips. Shen Zai looked back nervously, and found that they didn't turn around.

"What are you doing..." Complaining but loving tone.

"Why not, I miss you." Shu Yunzhang pinched his face again.

Shu Yunzhang took off his coat in the living room, Shen Zai hugged his clothes, ran into his room wearing slippers and put them away.

When he came out, Shu Yunzhang had already chatted with Shen Fangcheng. He was talking about the international economic situation. Shen Zai couldn't understand, so he ate quietly.

But his appetite improved a lot, and he ate everything Shu Yunzhang put in his bowl.

The wine was refilled again and again, and Shu Yunzhang made Shen Fangcheng and Xia Xuenan very happy, but he held Shen Zai's waist under the table, leaning over from time to time to ask him what else he wanted to eat.

After the meal was over, Shu Yunzhang got up to help clean up the dishes, but was driven out of the kitchen by Xia Xuenan.

"I bought some fireworks, you guys go out and play for a while." Xia Xuenan pointed to a cardboard box outside the kitchen.

Shen Zai squatted down to open it, and the box was full of fairy wands.

When he got up, Shu Yunzhang supported his waist behind him and said, "Uncle and aunt, let's go together."

Xia Xuenan smiled and waved, "What are we going to do, you young people go play."

Shen Fu walked over to hold the cardboard box, and said something to Xia Xuenan after falling behind, and followed after Shu Yunzhang and Shen Zai went out.

Shu Yunzhang didn't mean to avoid Shen Fu, his arms were stretched wide around Shen Zai's neck, and Shen Zai held his hanging hand.

After entering the elevator, they stood in the corner.

Shen Fu glanced at Shu Yunzhang with an unclear expression, pressed the elevator without looking back, Shen Zai was paying attention to his brother's back, and leaned against Shu Yunzhang.

Shu Yunzhang helped him wrap up the scarf, and his fingers passed over his warm neck.

"Are you used to going home?" Shu Yunzhang asked him in a low voice, stuffing the tail of the scarf into his collar and stuck it.

"En." Shen Zai nodded, then raised his thin eyelids to look at Shu Yunzhang, and said after a while, "No."

Shen Fu coughed, shaking Shen Zai in shock, Shu Yunzhang smiled and rubbed his hair.

The elevator arrived in the next second, Shu Yunzhang took a step forward to push Shen Fu out, and reached out to press the top floor.

"What are you doing?"

Shen Fu yelled in disbelief, he staggered, turned around, only to see Shu Yunzhang's back as the elevator door closed.

Shen Zai was pressed against the elevator wall, and the overwhelming kisses fell.

Shu Yunzhang pinched his chin with his fingertips, rubbed fiercely on his lips, and soon stuck out the tip of his tongue.The mouth is hot, and the lips and tongue are sticky, greasy, and tangled.

Constantly changing the angle of the kiss, Shu Yunzhang kissed especially deeply, forcefully but tenderly.

The light in front of him was completely blocked by Shu Yunzhang's figure, Shen Zai's fingers holding Shu Yunzhang's clothes were hanging down feebly, and there was an inadvertent exhortation between his lips.

Hot hands touched his waist, Shu Yunzhang snatched away the sinking air, he panted heavily, even the sound of his breath was lovely.

Long time no see.

Although it may only be less than a month, it is too long for them.

Shu Yunzhang missed every part of his body, especially the lips that Xiao had been thinking about for a long time but just tasted.

So he used some ruthlessness, when he left, he didn't know what happened to Shen Zai, and when he came back, he wanted to punish him for not trusting himself so much.

And Shen Zai had already temporarily lost the ability to think in the temperature of a molten lava explosion. Shu Yunzhang clung to him, kissed him, and held his two wrists together, making Shen Yu tremble with a little pain. .chestnut.

Finally moved away a little bit, Shu Yunzhang pressed against his forehead, rubbed his waist unwillingly, touched his red ears with his lips, and said in a deep and hoarse voice:

"Honey, you're overdressed..."

Shen Zai felt his heart suddenly burn.

When the elevator reached the top floor, there was a loud and short sound, before Shen Zai came back to his senses, put his hands on Shu Yunzhang's lower abdomen, and gave him a gentle push.

But Shu Yunzhang pinched his fingers, pulled him in front of him, led him out of the elevator with his chest against his back in an awkward position, pushed open the door of the stairwell and walked in.

There were only a few dim incandescent lamps in the stairwell.

The door slammed shut, and all sounds were amplified by the silence.

Shen Zai gasped for breath, while Shu Yunzhang leaned on his shoulder, biting his earlobe as red as strawberry panna cotta.

The strange feeling of falling made Shen Zai a little uneasy and nervous, holding Shu Yunzhang's hand on his waist, he finally felt more at ease.

"I still remember what I said," Shu Yunzhang asked suddenly, "Do you remember?"

Shu Yunzhang said many things of great significance to Shen Zai, but Shen Zai almost immediately realized which sentence he said.

Shen Zai bit his lips, his voice trembling: "Remember..."

"Don't bite." Shu Yunzhang pushed his teeth away with his fingertips, palm facing down.

With his head down, he suddenly grabbed Shu Yunzhang's retracted finger.

"This is……"

"I just did it," Shu Yunzhang said, "I miss you so much."

On the bottom of the four fingers of the right hand, close to the palm, there is a series of tattoos of numbers.

Shen Zai held his hand and placed it under the light, and saw that the numbers were: 02050721

Shen Zai's birthday, and the day he got lost.

I found a tattoo shop on the spur of the moment, and the shopkeeper said that it would take a long time to communicate what to get tattooed.

But Shu Yunzhang said no, and reported the numbers.

The store persuaded him for a long time, saying that if the tattoo has special meaning, it is recommended to think more about it.

Shu Yunzhang smiled and said that I didn't do it on a whim, and I regret it for the rest of my life.

Then sitting in front of the machine, listening to the people next to him screaming in pain, thinking of sleeping in his arms that night, talking about those days when he was lost, every sentence poked Shu Yunzhang into his heart.

So I want to hurt more like masochistic.

When the mark reaches 2, I think about how Shen Zai spent his birthday for so many years?Did you have your favorite cake?Or how about longevity noodles?

When it was 7, I thought that summer was really hot that year. There was no air conditioner in their school. He and Shen Fu bought popsicles every day, but they were worried that Shen Zai was too small and had a bad stomach. It was to treat him badly on purpose.

When the time comes to 21, think about that night at the Public Security Bureau, he and Shen Fu, two 16-year-old high school students, smoked all over the floor, and when Xia Xuenan and Shen Fangcheng rushed back, they were scolded by the police. urgent.

That was the most desperate day in Shu Yunzhang's life.

The tattoo artist asked him curiously: "Not many people get tattoos on the base of their fingers, does it hurt?"

Shu Yunzhang shook his head indifferently, and heard the tattoo artist laugh: "Stop pretending, I think you are about to cry bro!"

Shen Zai pinched his fingers, tears welled up without warning, but Shu Yunzhang panicked, and gently wiped his tears with his palm.

"Why... do you want to do this? Will it hurt?" Shen Zai tilted his head against Shu Yunzhang's forehead, closed his eyes and rubbed slowly.

The ending sound has a strong nasal sound, as if it hurts himself.

"It doesn't hurt, baby."

It hurts me when you cry.

Shu Yunzhang kissed his tears, and explained to him softly: "Thank you for coming to this world, and always remind myself to take good care of you."

"I mean..." Shu Yunzhang pushed aside the broken hair on Shen's forehead, held the back of his head, and looked at him with affectionate eyes that he had clearly cared about Shen Zai for a long time, but Shen Zai had never seen before, "You It's my life's responsibility."

Probably even the air is suspended at this moment, only Shen Zai's heartbeat is alive, like a fish out of water.

"elder brother……"

Shen Zai's lips were covered.

"I like you, the kind of lover," Shu Yunzhang looked down at him seriously, "I will be jealous of you and others, even though I know you are just friends, you will have a strong desire to possess, even if you are Shen I can't do it again, I want you to watch me forever."

"If you still don't understand," Shu Yunzhang gently stroked Shen Zai's crying face with his fingers, his expression sank, "I'm very offensive, Shen Zai, I want to take you to bed."

Shen Zai blinked two or three times, and his curled eyelashes brushed against Shu Yunzhang's fingertips.

"Scared?" Shu Yunzhang smiled softly, "I'm sorry, but I don't regret it, it's all true."