can you be my boyfriend
Chapter 28-31 They really did something... (1)
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His windbreaker had already slipped from Shen Zai's shoulders and was stacked between his legs, so long that it fell off the seat.
Shen Yu pressed against the warm lower abdomen, and his fingertips fanned the flames on the side of Shu Yunzhang's neck.
His lips had a soft touch, and they fell on the skin at the outer corner of Shu Yunzhang's mouth.
There is only a slight distance, if you tilt your head slightly...
Shu Yunzhang held the hands that were heavy on his waist and exerted some strength, looking down, he saw the eyelashes of the man in his arms trembling like the wings of a butterfly.
"Shu Yunzhang?"
A familiar voice suddenly came from outside the car.
Shen Zai trembled, then suddenly lowered his head and buried his face in Shu Yunzhang's arms.
Shu Yunzhang laughed, his chest trembled, and he replied, "Yes."
Standing outside the car was Shen Fu, who knew Shu Yunzhang's car.Through the raised car window, he could only see two figures in the back seat. He was puzzled as to why they hadn't come down for so long, so he couldn't help but stepped forward to call for someone.
Shu Yunzhang opened the car door, and a head emerged from a black windbreaker in his arms.
Shen Fu looked at him ambiguously, and raised his chin.
Shu Yunzhang ignored him, stepped out of the car, and slowly raised his little head, calling out in a long and soft voice: "Brother."
Shen Fu was stunned.
This time it's real, not a joke.
His face was as red as the packaging of the canned drink that Shen Fu drank last time, his voice was as quiet as a mosquito, and it sounded hoarse, but it was as if the two of them had really done something.
"Have you been drinking?" Shen Fu asked.
Shen Zai nodded, and was afraid of being accused, so he moved a little closer to Shu Yunzhang.
I haven't quit smoking yet, and I'm learning to drink again.
Shen Fu's forehead jumped, his blood pressure was high.
"I see Yin Ling's circle of friends, are you meeting tonight?" Shen Fu looked at Shu Yunzhang.
"Yes," Shu Yunzhang said calmly, "I'm here, nothing will happen."
When he said this, it seemed that Shen Fu and Shu Yunzhang thought of something at the same time, Shen Fu tilted his head, and said helplessly: "Okay, go back first."
Shen Zai was still walking behind Shu Yunzhang, looking very clingy, after entering the elevator, Shen Fu couldn't stand it any longer, walked over and took Shen Zai's arm and dragged him to his side.
"I haven't seen you for a long time, so I don't recognize your brother?" Shen Fu asked unconvinced, "Am I much worse than Shu Yunzhang?"
Shu Yunzhang scoffed, and was glanced at by Shen Fu.
Maybe he was drunk, Shen Zai's mood was obvious, he smiled, saw Shen Fu's really sad expression, and quickly held back.
Outside the door, Shu Yunzhang stepped forward to open the door, and stopped at the entrance for a while, when Shen Fu bent down to change his shoes, he fished them out with his long hand, and Shen Zai returned to him.
Sitting down in the living room, Shen Fu urged Shen: "Go take a shower first."
Shen Zai and Shu Yunzhang looked at each other for a few seconds, and felt that Shen Fu must have something to tell Shu Yunzhang, so he walked away consciously.
The distance from Shen Fu's work place to here is not very close. His purpose of coming here is obvious. Shen Zai went to see a psychiatrist today, and he also stopped by to find out about his younger brother's recent situation.
Shen Zai was not very drunk that night, Shu Yunzhang's embrace even made him more dizzy than red wine.But he didn't have time to think about these complex issues about feelings—a field he had never touched before, and he was flustered by his brother's sudden arrival.
What will Shu Yunzhang say to his brother? Is he still doing well during this time?My brother didn't come to take him away...
The more Shen Zai got, the more he worried that one day he would lose it.
People are not only obsessed with what they can't get.
Shen was restless in the shower, but never thought to know what they said.
Coming out of the room, Shen Zai walked into the living room as usual, only to see Shen Fu on the sofa.
"Where's brother?" Shen Zai slowed down.
Shen Fu glanced at the kitchen and said, "I'll make honey water for you. Come here."
Shen Zai walked over and sat down beside Shen Fu.
"It feels like you're doing pretty well." Shen Fu said, obviously it was a good thing for Shen Zai, but Shen Fu felt a little sad.
"It seems that I didn't take good care of you before." Shen Fu sighed and smiled again.
Shen Zai shook his head.
"Remember to call me when the results come out," Shen Fu patted Shen Zai's head, "You don't like calling me anymore, and Mom and Dad, they haven't been too busy recently, so they called me last time." The phone is still telling me to remind you that they also miss you a little bit."
Shen Zai said "Okay", feeling a little annoyed that he forgot these things.
In fact, when Shen is talking with his parents on the phone, Shen Fu is usually by his side.
Both Shen Fangcheng and Xia Xuenan are not very good at chatting. They have been immersed in work for a long time, communicating with colleagues, superiors, and partners in official professional language, and forgot how to say some considerate and kind words.
Shen Zai was not a person who could talk, so when he made a phone call, he didn't talk much, but it took a long time.
"Can I call my parents now?" Shen Fu asked.
Shen Zai paused, and then Shen Fu said sourly: "Got it, brother Shu is here."
Shu Yunzhang just came out of the kitchen with water, Shen Zai didn't reach out to take it, but walked up to him skillfully, Shu Yunzhang brought the water glass to his mouth, Shen Zai leaned over, his lips covered the side of the glass.
Shu Yunzhang squatted down, raised the cup and slowly tilted it.
At the end of the drink, the water ran out, and Shen Zai went to hold the glass by himself, but he didn't hide when he touched Shu Yunzhang's hand. He looked down, moved to the position of his fingertips, and held the glass tightly.
Shu Yunzhang stood up and sat down beside him.
Shen Fu leaned back on the sofa, and after a long time, he choked out a sentence: "Shu Yunzhang, you look...you are a good brother."
Shu Yunzhang smiled.
Shen Fu stayed at Shu Yunzhang's house, but there were only two rooms here.
The three stood at the door of Shen Zai's room, Shen Fu walked in while talking: "I haven't slept with Xiao for a long time."
Shen Zai listened, and glanced at Shu Yunzhang, who pulled his finger.
"Xiao Zai, don't worry, my brother sleeps soundly, and I will definitely not disturb you." Shen Fu sat on the side of the bed and pressed the mattress, "It's so soft."
Shu Yunzhang went up and slapped his hands away, cursing: "Blow it to you."
Shu Yunzhang found new toiletries for Shen Fu, and sent Shen Fu into the bathroom.
Shen Zai was sitting on the sofa in the room playing with a small pillow while Shu Yunzhang was standing by the bed.
There was the sound of water in the bathroom, Shen Zai looked up at Shu Yunzhang, Shu Yunzhang didn't move, his eyes were very calm.
The sound of the water stopped again, and Shen Fu's deliberately amplified voice came from across the door: "How do you turn on the hot one?"
Shen Zai stood up from the sofa, without shoes on, jumped onto Shu Yunzhang with bare feet, and was hugged by him.
"It's not hot." Shu Yunzhang said impatiently.
In fact, there are, but Shen Fu talks too much, it's time to calm down for a while.
Shen Zai wrapped his arms around Shu Yunzhang's neck and stuck to him for a while.
"Is brother sleeping very noisy?"
"It's not as quiet as me anyway." Shu Yunzhang's voice was very small beside his ears.
There was a sound of turning the doorknob of the toilet, and as soon as Shu Yunzhang let go, Shen Zai fell to the ground.
"Why did you lie to me, isn't it hot?" Shen Fu complained and came out, seeing Shen Zai lying sideways on the sofa, startled for a moment, "It's time to sleep."
The next day Shen Zai woke up very late, because Shen Fu was indeed very noisy when sleeping.
After he woke up, Shen Fu had already left, and left him a handwritten note on the bedside table, saying that he could talk to his brother if he had anything to do.
Sometimes Shen Zai felt that Shen Fu was more sentimental than himself, and also felt that his brother was so cute.
He picked up the pen on the bedside table and drew a small smiley face at the bottom of the sticky note.
Shu Yunzhang was cooking in the kitchen, Shen Zai walked up behind him, tilted his head and put his face on his shoulder.
"Are you awake? Didn't you sleep well?"
The pan is sinking in like eating fried eggs.
"Ah."
A nasal sound.
"What class is it today?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
"It's in the afternoon, the last group assignment class." Having said that, Shen Zai turned on his phone and glanced at it. Li Meng had already told the group where he would sit in the afternoon.
The omelette was ready, Shu Yunzhang sprinkled some salt at the end, and a beautifully shaped egg was placed on a delicate plate.
"Aren't you going to work?" Shen Zai asked.
"I sent Shen Fu off in the morning, and I asked for leave again, which happened to make up a whole day with yesterday." Shu Yunzhang said.
"Oh." Shen Zai lazily agreed, and took the plate of fried eggs.
Shu Yunzhang sat across from Shen Zai, and brought him his favorite dishes. Shen Zai lowered his head, as if he was very hungry. Shu Yunzhang talked to him, but he didn't look up at him.
He really didn't dare to face Shu Yunzhang, because Shen Zai would think of himself who was inappropriate last night.
After eating, Shen helped clear the table and put the dirty dishes in the sink.Shu Yunzhang was washing the dishes with his sleeves rolled up, his hands were covered in foam.
The sleeves slid down a bit, Shen Zai wanted to stretch out his hand to straighten it out, but he retracted it just as he touched his fingertips.
"Have a headache?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
"It doesn't hurt." Shen Zai said.
"It seems that I wasn't very drunk yesterday." Shu Yunzhang said lightly.
Shen Zai was frightened, and wrapped his fingers behind his back, "Drunk."
In the afternoon, Shu Yunzhang sent Shen Zai to school. The car was parked on the side of the street, with half of Shu Yunzhang's arm resting on the window.
For a few hundred meters, he saw that Shen Zai had finished walking, and the place where he could see each other was gone.
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Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng did not go directly into the classroom, but waited for Shen Zai outside the door.
Li Meng chose a very front seat, and they left the innermost seat for Shen Zai.
Although he didn't say anything, Shen Zai guessed that maybe they already had a general understanding of his situation.
Li Meng is extroverted, cheerful and generous, and he is not timid at all when he goes on stage to give presentations. Shen Zai admires such courage.
At the end of the presentation, the teacher suddenly asked a question, "How did your group find so many people to take the questionnaire?"
Li Meng replied: "This is the credit of the students in our group who are in charge of the questionnaire."
The classroom was very quiet, and Shen was so nervous that his toes were curled up in the fluffy socks, and he felt that his blood was probably flowing backwards.He sat stiffly, his hands clenched into fists on his knees.
Chu Haoguang glanced at him, stood up suddenly and said, "Teacher, this is the secret of our group, it cannot be said."
The whole class laughed, and the teacher didn't continue to ask questions.
It wasn't until the end of class that Shen Zai gradually recovered from the cold state of his whole body.
Li Meng didn't know much about Shen Zai, but she felt that his face was a little pale. She suggested that everyone go to a dinner party to celebrate, and Shen Zai agreed.
Walking out of the classroom, Chu Haoguang chatted with Li Meng in front, and Lu Jianfeng asked Shen Zai, "Are you okay?"
"No."
Shen Zai sent a thank you to Chu Haoguang, and told Shu Yunzhang that he would not go home for dinner tonight. Shu Yunzhang only asked him to go home and pay attention to safety, without asking him where he was going or why.
The emotions in my heart were unclear, and Shen Zai walked away all night.
Chu Haoguang finally told him about their training plan with a cautious tone.
Shen Zai suddenly realized that his last behavior made his teammates lose their sense of security, so he quickly agreed with regret and promised to arrive on time.
It was time to leave. After leaving the restaurant, Li Meng told them that they had a good cooperation.
She knew that the three of them had a good relationship, and said that she would go back to school first.
After all, it was a girl, and it was night again, Chu Haoguang told her to send a message to confirm when she got to the dormitory, and then asked Shen Zai how to get there.
Shen Zai said that he should have taken a taxi, with a very frustrated tone.
Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng looked at each other and agreed, we will wait for you to get in the car before leaving.
The three stood on the side of the road, and Shen Zai glanced at his phone again, but there was no news.
This time the taxi didn't keep him waiting for a long time, and because of Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng, no one competed with Shen for the car anymore.
Shen Zai said goodbye and thanked him, sat in the back seat, his thoughts flew out, and he couldn't take it back.
From a not-so-good dream about the past, everything in the backseat feels like a check-in-the-miss.
Shen Zai was afraid of making mistakes.
He had thought about the touch of the corner of Shu Yunzhang's lips for a long time, and the trembling and sweetness of closing his eyes came to his heart again.
Shen Zai bit his lips in a panic, opened his eyes and saw the lights gradually lighting up on the street.
From his position he could easily see himself in the driver's rearview mirror, but he dared not.
Every time I think about something in my heart, I will act too much when it sinks on my face.
Like he resists who to communicate with.
The taxi arrived at the destination quickly, and Shen Zai walked alone on the road leading to Shu Yunzhang's apartment.
Could Shu Yunzhang be at home already?
doing what?
Will you care about him as much as before?
Or is it all over.
Shen was typing the string of numbers, and the door opened.
The house was pitch-black, only the light curtains fluttered in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the light from the street lamps came in sparsely.
The darkness is like a basin of cold water poured from head to toe, sinking cold.
Shu Yunzhang disappeared without saying a word, which never happened before.
Shen Zai became worried because something might have happened to Shu Yunzhang.
He closed the door, didn't even bother to turn on the lights, and opened the address book to find someone to ask.
Anyone can, Yin Ling, Su Qingqing, or even Zhou Zilai, as long as there is a possibility to know about Shu Yunzhang.
But Shen Zai's address book was empty, and now he was complaining about his illness again, so he had to call Shen Fu first.
The phone was connected, but Shen Zai didn't know what to say, and was extremely anxious.
"What happened? Talk slowly." Shen Fu's tone also became tense. He had already stood up and started looking for the car keys, but he could only pretend to be calm in order to appease Shen Zai.
"Brother disappeared at night."
It is impossible to accurately describe the current situation in this way, but Shen Zai didn't know how to express it.
When Shen Fu heard this, the movements of his hands slowed down, "What?"
"He didn't go home at night, and he didn't tell me where he went, could something happen?" While talking to Shen Fu, Shen was thinking, the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.
At this moment, a call came in from an unknown number, and Shen Zai hurriedly said to Shen Fu, "I will hang up first if there is an incoming call."
The voice belonged to Su Qingqing, and she could hear it after a moment of sinking.
She asked first, "Is it Shen Zai?"
"Hmm." Shen Zai put his fingers to his mouth, and his teeth touched his knuckles restlessly.
"I told you, don't panic. Shu Yunzhang is sick and is in the hospital now. I'll tell you the address. Can you come here by yourself?"
As soon as Su Qingqing finished speaking, Shen Zai was stunned, turned around and ran out.
No one had used the elevator before, and it was still parked on this floor. Shen Zai pressed down and the door opened.
"What's the disease?" Shen Zai leaned against the elevator wall, trying to calm himself down.
There was a crying sound from Su Qingqing's side, Shen Zai didn't hear what she said.
But Shu Yunzhang will be fine.
"Acute gastroenteritis."
The elevator rang, and the first floor arrived.
Shen's hanging heart finally fell back to the ground, and while listening to Su Qingqing's address, he ran out.
Usually it is not easy to meet a taxi here, but tonight it was exceptionally smooth.
Shen Zai quickly got into the car, and the driver clearly heard where he was going.There are few pedestrians and cars on the street, and taxis drive very fast.
The hospital lobby at night was not as crowded as it was during the day, and it took Shen Zai very little time to get to the floor that Su Qingqing had told him.
The long white corridor is laid out in front of the elevator, and it is clear that the bottom of my heart is eager, but there seems to be a heavy weight under my feet.
Shen Zai looked at the number hanging on the door, and finally found the room at the end of the corridor.
The name of Shu Yunzhang was written on the sign, and the notes were scribbled.
He raised his hand and knocked on the door, and saw the bedridden person through a small piece of glass.
In a single ward, only a small light was turned on, and the infusion tube was connected to his hands. Shu Yunzhang's face was thinner, with green stubble growing on his chin, and his profile was so haggard.
Su Qingqing is not here.
Shen Zai pushed the door open and walked in, the footsteps were so soft that they could hardly be heard.
There was a chair beside the hospital bed, Shen Zai didn't sit down, he just stood.
When Shu Yunzhang closed his eyes, he saw quite a lot, always at night when he couldn't see clearly or in the early morning when he was confused.He always gave Shen Zai a sense of omnipotence and strength, and once he became weak, Shen Zai couldn't accept it.
Shen Zai lowered his head, his eyes were wet.
"what happened?"
The voice was so hoarse that it almost disappeared, Shu Yunzhang wrapped his hands around Shen Zai's clenched fists, and pulled him closer.
"Are you awake?" Shen Zai dropped beans as soon as he spoke.
"Wake up." Shu Yunzhang slowly opened Shen Zaisong's clenched fist, and after a moment of annoyance, he stuffed his hand back into the quilt and pressed it.
"Put it well." His tone was aggressive.
Shu Yunzhang smiled, but it might be because he was still in pain, and his expression was very shallow.
Shen Zai pursed his lips, bent down and stretched out his hand, aggressively went to touch Shu Yunzhang's face, but softened when he touched it, his beautiful eyebrows were squeezed, and his heart ached terribly.
"What's going on? Why didn't you tell me?"
Shu Yunzhang's face was particularly pale, and the back of his hand was cold after receiving fluid, which really scared Shen Zai.
"Acute, fever, pain, call 120 directly." Shu Yunzhang stared at Shen Zai, trying to speak as simple as possible.
It's a pity that the child was not frightened by him, and the tears grew more and more, and he turned his head and sniffed.
Shu Yunzhang took Shen Zai's little finger and pulled his hand, Shen Zai didn't turn around.
He had no choice but to say again: "Come and let me hug."
Shen Zai raised his hand and wiped his face indiscriminately, turned to look at Shu Yunzhang for a while, and then couldn't help but stepped forward to hug his shoulder, and didn't forget to ask: "Does it hurt like this?"
"It doesn't hurt." Shu Yunzhang pressed his shoulder, closed his eyes, and felt that his heart was slowly returning to its place, "I won't hurt anymore when you come."
"How long will it take?" Shen Zai asked, "I'll stay with you tonight."
Shu Yunzhang felt that his little nasal voice was extremely cute, but he refused bluntly, "No, you have to go to class tomorrow."
Shen Zai lifted himself up from his arms and looked at him expressionlessly.
After a while Shu Yunzhang bowed his head and changed it to "Okay, as you like".
After the chaotic meeting, Shu Yunzhang asked him how he got here.
Shen Zai said that Su Qingqing called him, and it was only after mentioning this that he realized where Su Qingqing was.
Shu Yunzhang asked Shen Zai to hand over his phone, dialed her back, said thank you for the trouble, and played with Shen Zai's soft hands.
Shen Zai sat and chatted with Shu Yunzhang, and never let go of his hand, until a nurse came in to pull out the needle, saw Shen Zai and asked, "Are you a relative?"
"Well, brother."
The needle was about to be pulled out, so I had to let go.
"It's such a good feeling." The little nurse sighed.
Oh.
Brother.
Shen Zai stood up to make it easier for the nurse.
Isn't that the younger brother?
I don't know because of which sentence Shen Zai got angry with Shu Yunzhang.
The bed in the single ward was very wide, and Shen Zai wanted to take the quilt to sleep on the couch, but Shu Yunzhang was reluctant, coaxed him for a long time, and finally pretended that he was in pain and coughing.
Shen Zai finally stood up, threw his quilt on the bed, lay down beside Shu Yunzhang, and reminded him: "You have acute gastroenteritis, not a cold."
Shu Yunzhang was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again.
This time he laughed so happily that he didn't pay attention, and there was a "hiss" from the pain, Shen Zai panicked again, turned over and asked "Is it all right", as if Shu Yunzhang was on the verge of death.
Shu Yunzhang felt better, stroking his hair on his shoulder.
"Please take care of yourself from now on." Shen Zai hugged Shu Yunzhang and emphasized, "I'm really scared today."
Shu Yunzhang patted him on the back and apologized to him, "It won't happen in the future."
His voice was still weak, and Shen was urging him to sleep quickly.
After tossing all night, Shu Yunzhang was indeed very tired. With Shen in his arms, he felt more at ease and fell asleep quickly.
Shen Zai was awake, because he couldn't help thinking about what he would do if Su Qingqing's phone call told him something serious happened to Shu Yunzhang.
It turned out that Shen Zai couldn't accept a little surprise about Shu Yunzhang. Even if he guarded Shu Yunzhang at this moment and felt his heartbeat, he was still afraid.
I was so afraid that I would have to watch him for most of the night before I could fall asleep.
Shu Yunzhang was going to stay in the hospital for three days, so Shen Zai packed some clothes for him at home, and brought his own by the way.
He ran to the hospital after class, and Shu Yunzhang comforted him by saying that it was all right and that he could take a vacation, Shen Zai covered his mouth and said again, looking at him with tears in his eyes: "Don't make such jokes in the future."
Shu Yunzhang immediately admitted his mistake, hugged him into his arms, and said that he had worked hard to take care of himself, and he would take good care of his body in the future.
During the period, Shen Zai participated in the training of a sports meeting. Although he still didn't speak much, he was very active. Chu Haoguang asked him if he wanted to eat together, but Shen Zai refused in a hurry. It was only when he was about to leave that he thought of the language he expressed Too blunt, afraid of hurting the friendship with Chu Haoguang, he added: "I'm sorry, my brother is sick."
When mentioning Shen Zai's brother, Chu Haoguang immediately understood and said you should go.
Shen Zai especially valued his brother, and he really had a good relationship.
On the day Shu Yunzhang was discharged from the hospital, Shen Zai went to pick him up and called a taxi in advance.
He had never done such a thing, so he asked Chu Haoguang to help.
Chu Haoguang was very reliable. When they came out with packed things, the car had already parked at the door.
Shu Yunzhang said he did a great job, but Shen Zai explained that it was Chu Haoguang who helped him.
"Oh, his name is Chu Haoguang." Shu Yunzhang said suddenly.
"What?" Shen was looking at him.
Shu Yunzhang shook his head, "It's nothing, I'm talking about your classmate."
In order to reassure Shu Yunzhang, Shen Zai said: "He is very nice."
"Yeah." Shu Yunzhang deserved it.
Back home, Shu Yunzhang cooks.
Shen Zai went out to buy the dishes in the morning while there was no class, and the variety was very complete.Shen was thinking about Shu Yunzhang's gastroenteritis, and it would be good to eat homemade food, but he didn't expect that Shu Yunzhang wanted to cook it by himself. He thought he needed to learn it, and he found a lot of different recipes.
Shen Zai asked Shu Yunzhang to rest, and Shu Yunzhang said that he was fine, he was going to die, and the word "dying" poked Shen Zai's nerves again.
Shu Yunzhang was cooking, Shen was looking at his mobile phone, the teacher assigned some homework, he added these into his memo, and then realized that he hadn't made it clear to Shen Fu, he should be anxious.
Hastily made a phone call, Shen Fu's tone sounded okay.
"Brother, I finished my work before, Shu Yunzhang was hospitalized with gastroenteritis."
"I knew it earlier, when you think of me..." Shen Fu was sour, "I think you only have one brother in your heart now."
"No..." Shen Zai blushed a little at being told, but in fact Shen Fu was right.
He didn't really want Shu Yunzhang to be his brother.
It would be fine if it wasn't, Shen Zai wanted him to be her boyfriend.
Taking advantage of this phone call, Shen Fu chatted with Shen Zai again, saying that he would visit him often in the future.
Shen Zai was a little frightened, and Shen Fu didn't quite recover from what he said later.
Shu Yunzhang asked him to eat, so he talked to Shen Fu and hung up the phone.
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Shu Yunzhang didn't rest for a few days and went to work again, this time Shen Zai regarded him very strictly.
You have to check in regularly with him every meal, take pictures before eating, and after eating.
In order to successfully pass the test, Shu Yunzhang specifically explained to Zhang Haoyu seriously, which caused the company to suspect that the director had a girlfriend these days.
Day by day, I watched it so closely that even Zhang Haoyu got it done.
Shu Yunzhang didn't know about these rumors, but Su Qingqing was often inquired about, she didn't say anything, she just laughed, and her colleagues felt that something was wrong.
Shu Yunzhang's work and rest became visibly healthy to the naked eye.
Every day when Shen Zai attends morning classes, he also wakes up at about the same time, and eats on time at noon, which is the restaurant and collocation approved by Shen Zai. Handle the work, watch a movie or play chess with Shen when there is still time.
It has been a long time since I played chess, and Shu Yunzhang has been busy almost every day during this time, and last time Shen Zai fell asleep just listening to the beginning, how dare Shu Yunzhang force him.
But this time it was Shen Zai who took the initiative.
He never knew where he found the chess set, and ran into Shu Yunzhang's study with the chessboard in his arms, put it on his desk, and sat in Shu Yunzhang's arms, saying, "Brother, let's play chess."
"Do you want to play chess?" Shu Yunzhang threw away his pen and asked again, "Where's your notebook?"
"What notebook?"
"I used it to take notes last time."
Shen Zai didn't think of it until Shu Yunzhang said this.
But there are no notes there, they are all sketches drawn by Shen when he was about to fall asleep.
"Ah, I don't remember." Shen Zai was lying.
Thinking of that scene, Shu Yunzhang probably guessed what was going on, so he didn't talk about him, but just told what he said again.
Shen Zai finally didn't lose his mind, this time he wrote something seriously in the notebook.
Shu Yunzhang didn't talk much all night, probably thinking that Shen Zai would be sleepy.
Finally, he checked Shen Zai's notes and saw his delicate handwriting.
"Tell you one more time and you can play chess with me." Shu Yunzhang said while clearing the chessboard.
Shen was watching, learning how to place the chess pieces.
After a game of chess changed back to the unopened state, Shen Zai ran away holding the chessboard "dongdongdong", before Shu Yunzhang had time to remind him to put on his shoes.
When he was at home, Shen Zai was always in a hurry, which was far from the way he didn't dare to touch anything when he first came here.
Shu Yunzhang sometimes thinks that he should be considered qualified, at least he is already a very normal person when he is here.
Shu Yunzhang is almost ready, and the school sports meeting is about to start.
They have only trained three times in total, and the rest of the time is spent on training on their own.
He ran the last one.
The position that he didn't even dare to stand in before, can now help him in training with his teammates.
The team event is on the last day of the sports meeting, but Shen Zai's tension started a long time ago.
He wanted to take this as a surprise, so he never revealed it to Shu Yunzhang. He just ran into Shu Yunzhang's bathroom to brush his teeth on the morning of the opening ceremony.
Shen also has a small washroom in his room. Although he sometimes sleeps with Shu Yunzhang, his things are still in his room. To save time in the morning, the two of them will wash up separately.
Shen Zai came in with a toothbrush in his mouth, and there was still foam about to slide off his mouth. Shu Yunzhang turned to let him in, and he leaned over to take a drink and spit it out.
I didn't sleep well last night. In the morning, the eye sockets were very red, and the water droplets on my face were scattered.
He looked at Shu Yunzhang in the mirror and said, "Brother, we have a sports meeting today."
Shu Yunzhang originally wanted to tease him, but was stunned when he heard this.
The schedule of the sports meeting may be different from usual, Shu Yunzhang thought he was coming to the company.
"I'll probably be home late."
He also wants to practice for a while at night.
"Do you have any projects tonight?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
"No," Shen Zai was nervous, "but I wasted a little time during the day, and there are some subjects that have midterm exams."
Shu Yunzhang believed it, and said, "Okay, do you need me to pick you up?"
Shen Zai thought for a while and said, "Yes."
"Waiting for you to eat?" Shu Yunzhang scratched Shen Zai's messy hair.
"Yes." Shen Zai fell on him.
There are many people on the playground, and everyone needs to sign in to the class.
Shen Zai found the location of their class, Cao Tao was high, and Shen Zai saw him from a distance, together with Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng standing beside him.
After signing in, Chu Haoguang said that he would just relax if he didn't practice today. Shen Zai felt that he could see that he was a little nervous.
Sitting on the bleachers of the playground, Shen Zai was lost in thought for a long time, until Lu Jianfeng touched his shoulder and pointed in the direction.
A shed was propped up, and Chu Haoguang stood in the shed and waved to him.
It turned out that the morning was almost over, and in the winter of this southern city, the bright sunshine appeared for a long time.
Shen Zai walked over and sat beside Chu Haoguang, his eyes were darkened, and he felt a little dizzy from the sun.
"Are you going to be checked?" Chu Haoguang asked Lu Jianfeng.
Lu Jianfeng simply said "um", then stood up and took off his clothes.
Chu Haoguang took his heavy coat and handed it to Shen Zai, and said, "I'll accompany him to check in. Please take the clothes. If you have something to do, just put it aside."
This is the first time he has received a piece of clothing in this way.
When Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng left, Shen Zai hadn't reacted yet.
That's what friends do, right?
Shen Zai repeatedly confirmed in his heart.
Because he has seen it many times in school, being able to help others with their clothes at least shows that they have a good relationship.
Turns out he already has friends.
Only friends care about his emotions, they will call him for everything, they will worry that he will be uncomfortable in the sun, and they will ask him to do a small favor for themselves.
Sink into the surprise.
The sudden discovery made Shen Zai happy. After Lu Jianfeng came back, he stood up and opened two bottles of water for them.
Chu Haoguang said "thank you", and Shen Zai returned the clothes to Lu Jianfeng. When he saw him wearing them, he couldn't help but ask, "Are we... are we friends?"
Lu Jianfeng's movements stopped, Chu Haoguang also looked confused, and Shen Zai suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
With a clear expression on Shen's face, Chu Haoguang quickly grabbed his arm and said with a smile, "Of course, it has been a long time ago."
Shu Yunzhang went to pick him up in the evening, and Shen Zai sent a WeChat message in advance.
He spent a lot more time training than before because he couldn't help being excited.
The sweat on his forehead was just wiped off, but his body was still hot, Shen hesitated for a few seconds when he got into the car, and opened the back seat door.
Shu Yunzhang stopped pulling the seat belt, and asked with half of his face, "Why don't you sit in the front?"
Shen Zai didn't know what to say, he hesitated.
"Come here." Shu Yunzhang said in a slightly tough tone.
Shen Zai let out a low "Oh" before slowly moving out of the car. As soon as he opened the co-pilot, Shu Yunzhang who bowed over grabbed his wrist and pulled him up.
"Seat belt." Shu Yunzhang said while fastening himself.
The car engine was burning, and the heater was turned up. Shen was panicking from the heat, and was afraid that Shu Yunzhang would be angry, so he secretly glanced at his face.
At a red light, the car stopped briefly, Shu Yunzhang couldn't hold back his smile, put his hands on the steering wheel, and looked at the road ahead.
"What are you doing? I've seen it all the way, haven't you seen it?"
Shen Zai shook his head, only then did Shu Yunzhang look at him, took out some paper from the car and put it on his face.
"Going to the playground at night? It's so hot running."
Shen Zai held up the tissue with his hand, thinking he had noticed it.
"Ah."
Probably Shen Zai also participated in some projects, but did not say.
For Shu Yunzhang, this kind of childish thinking is actually quite easy to guess.
But he didn't expose, didn't ask, and didn't let Shen Zai find it difficult to make up something to convince him.
The topic turned into today's three meals, Shen Zai only talked more at this time, opened the memo on the phone to check Shu Yunzhang's menu a few days ago, and said what he should eat tomorrow.
Shu Yunzhang let him alone, just smiled lightly.
Shen Zai went to bed early at night, and he was a little tired after the day.
But he was nervous about tomorrow again. When he closed his eyes, his mind was full of the gunshots fired on the playground today.
Short and clear once again.
Really unable to fall asleep, Shen Zai hugged his pillow and ran to the door of Shu Yunzhang's room.
Looking at the time when passing by the living room, Shu Yunzhang should already be lying on the bed at this point.
Knocked on the door, Shu Yunzhang answered, and Shen Zai walked in.
With the floor lamp on, Shu Yunzhang was lying on the head of the bed, leaning on the pillow and looking at the tablet.
"Can't sleep?" Shu Yunzhang put down the tablet and reached out to Shen Zai.
Shen Zai trotted over, threw the pillow onto the bed, his palm was already held, and rolled into Shu Yunzhang's arms.
"En." Shen Zai closed his eyes.
"Do you want to turn off the lights?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
The light of the floor lamp was too bright for Shen Zai, and he usually only turned on a small lamp when he lived in a room by himself.
When Shen Zai said "Yes", Shu Yunzhang let go of his hand to turn off the light, and the room became dark.
After being quiet for a while, Shu Yunzhang thought that Shen Zai was about to fall asleep, and heard him calling softly, "Brother."
"What's wrong?" Shu Yunzhang tucked in the quilt for him.
Shen Zai thought of a question that he forgot to ask, and his heart beat loudly.
"I had dinner with your classmates that day, did something happen after I went out?"
Shu Yunzhang didn't speak immediately, but he was still slowly squeezing Shen Zai's hand.
Shen Zai was afraid that he might have said something wrong.
"if……"
"It's nothing," Shu Yunzhang said in a lower voice, "He said it before."
It is not difficult to guess, Shen Zai can see it.
Zhou Zilai's disappointment and surprise when he saw him, and the
His windbreaker had already slipped from Shen Zai's shoulders and was stacked between his legs, so long that it fell off the seat.
Shen Yu pressed against the warm lower abdomen, and his fingertips fanned the flames on the side of Shu Yunzhang's neck.
His lips had a soft touch, and they fell on the skin at the outer corner of Shu Yunzhang's mouth.
There is only a slight distance, if you tilt your head slightly...
Shu Yunzhang held the hands that were heavy on his waist and exerted some strength, looking down, he saw the eyelashes of the man in his arms trembling like the wings of a butterfly.
"Shu Yunzhang?"
A familiar voice suddenly came from outside the car.
Shen Zai trembled, then suddenly lowered his head and buried his face in Shu Yunzhang's arms.
Shu Yunzhang laughed, his chest trembled, and he replied, "Yes."
Standing outside the car was Shen Fu, who knew Shu Yunzhang's car.Through the raised car window, he could only see two figures in the back seat. He was puzzled as to why they hadn't come down for so long, so he couldn't help but stepped forward to call for someone.
Shu Yunzhang opened the car door, and a head emerged from a black windbreaker in his arms.
Shen Fu looked at him ambiguously, and raised his chin.
Shu Yunzhang ignored him, stepped out of the car, and slowly raised his little head, calling out in a long and soft voice: "Brother."
Shen Fu was stunned.
This time it's real, not a joke.
His face was as red as the packaging of the canned drink that Shen Fu drank last time, his voice was as quiet as a mosquito, and it sounded hoarse, but it was as if the two of them had really done something.
"Have you been drinking?" Shen Fu asked.
Shen Zai nodded, and was afraid of being accused, so he moved a little closer to Shu Yunzhang.
I haven't quit smoking yet, and I'm learning to drink again.
Shen Fu's forehead jumped, his blood pressure was high.
"I see Yin Ling's circle of friends, are you meeting tonight?" Shen Fu looked at Shu Yunzhang.
"Yes," Shu Yunzhang said calmly, "I'm here, nothing will happen."
When he said this, it seemed that Shen Fu and Shu Yunzhang thought of something at the same time, Shen Fu tilted his head, and said helplessly: "Okay, go back first."
Shen Zai was still walking behind Shu Yunzhang, looking very clingy, after entering the elevator, Shen Fu couldn't stand it any longer, walked over and took Shen Zai's arm and dragged him to his side.
"I haven't seen you for a long time, so I don't recognize your brother?" Shen Fu asked unconvinced, "Am I much worse than Shu Yunzhang?"
Shu Yunzhang scoffed, and was glanced at by Shen Fu.
Maybe he was drunk, Shen Zai's mood was obvious, he smiled, saw Shen Fu's really sad expression, and quickly held back.
Outside the door, Shu Yunzhang stepped forward to open the door, and stopped at the entrance for a while, when Shen Fu bent down to change his shoes, he fished them out with his long hand, and Shen Zai returned to him.
Sitting down in the living room, Shen Fu urged Shen: "Go take a shower first."
Shen Zai and Shu Yunzhang looked at each other for a few seconds, and felt that Shen Fu must have something to tell Shu Yunzhang, so he walked away consciously.
The distance from Shen Fu's work place to here is not very close. His purpose of coming here is obvious. Shen Zai went to see a psychiatrist today, and he also stopped by to find out about his younger brother's recent situation.
Shen Zai was not very drunk that night, Shu Yunzhang's embrace even made him more dizzy than red wine.But he didn't have time to think about these complex issues about feelings—a field he had never touched before, and he was flustered by his brother's sudden arrival.
What will Shu Yunzhang say to his brother? Is he still doing well during this time?My brother didn't come to take him away...
The more Shen Zai got, the more he worried that one day he would lose it.
People are not only obsessed with what they can't get.
Shen was restless in the shower, but never thought to know what they said.
Coming out of the room, Shen Zai walked into the living room as usual, only to see Shen Fu on the sofa.
"Where's brother?" Shen Zai slowed down.
Shen Fu glanced at the kitchen and said, "I'll make honey water for you. Come here."
Shen Zai walked over and sat down beside Shen Fu.
"It feels like you're doing pretty well." Shen Fu said, obviously it was a good thing for Shen Zai, but Shen Fu felt a little sad.
"It seems that I didn't take good care of you before." Shen Fu sighed and smiled again.
Shen Zai shook his head.
"Remember to call me when the results come out," Shen Fu patted Shen Zai's head, "You don't like calling me anymore, and Mom and Dad, they haven't been too busy recently, so they called me last time." The phone is still telling me to remind you that they also miss you a little bit."
Shen Zai said "Okay", feeling a little annoyed that he forgot these things.
In fact, when Shen is talking with his parents on the phone, Shen Fu is usually by his side.
Both Shen Fangcheng and Xia Xuenan are not very good at chatting. They have been immersed in work for a long time, communicating with colleagues, superiors, and partners in official professional language, and forgot how to say some considerate and kind words.
Shen Zai was not a person who could talk, so when he made a phone call, he didn't talk much, but it took a long time.
"Can I call my parents now?" Shen Fu asked.
Shen Zai paused, and then Shen Fu said sourly: "Got it, brother Shu is here."
Shu Yunzhang just came out of the kitchen with water, Shen Zai didn't reach out to take it, but walked up to him skillfully, Shu Yunzhang brought the water glass to his mouth, Shen Zai leaned over, his lips covered the side of the glass.
Shu Yunzhang squatted down, raised the cup and slowly tilted it.
At the end of the drink, the water ran out, and Shen Zai went to hold the glass by himself, but he didn't hide when he touched Shu Yunzhang's hand. He looked down, moved to the position of his fingertips, and held the glass tightly.
Shu Yunzhang stood up and sat down beside him.
Shen Fu leaned back on the sofa, and after a long time, he choked out a sentence: "Shu Yunzhang, you look...you are a good brother."
Shu Yunzhang smiled.
Shen Fu stayed at Shu Yunzhang's house, but there were only two rooms here.
The three stood at the door of Shen Zai's room, Shen Fu walked in while talking: "I haven't slept with Xiao for a long time."
Shen Zai listened, and glanced at Shu Yunzhang, who pulled his finger.
"Xiao Zai, don't worry, my brother sleeps soundly, and I will definitely not disturb you." Shen Fu sat on the side of the bed and pressed the mattress, "It's so soft."
Shu Yunzhang went up and slapped his hands away, cursing: "Blow it to you."
Shu Yunzhang found new toiletries for Shen Fu, and sent Shen Fu into the bathroom.
Shen Zai was sitting on the sofa in the room playing with a small pillow while Shu Yunzhang was standing by the bed.
There was the sound of water in the bathroom, Shen Zai looked up at Shu Yunzhang, Shu Yunzhang didn't move, his eyes were very calm.
The sound of the water stopped again, and Shen Fu's deliberately amplified voice came from across the door: "How do you turn on the hot one?"
Shen Zai stood up from the sofa, without shoes on, jumped onto Shu Yunzhang with bare feet, and was hugged by him.
"It's not hot." Shu Yunzhang said impatiently.
In fact, there are, but Shen Fu talks too much, it's time to calm down for a while.
Shen Zai wrapped his arms around Shu Yunzhang's neck and stuck to him for a while.
"Is brother sleeping very noisy?"
"It's not as quiet as me anyway." Shu Yunzhang's voice was very small beside his ears.
There was a sound of turning the doorknob of the toilet, and as soon as Shu Yunzhang let go, Shen Zai fell to the ground.
"Why did you lie to me, isn't it hot?" Shen Fu complained and came out, seeing Shen Zai lying sideways on the sofa, startled for a moment, "It's time to sleep."
The next day Shen Zai woke up very late, because Shen Fu was indeed very noisy when sleeping.
After he woke up, Shen Fu had already left, and left him a handwritten note on the bedside table, saying that he could talk to his brother if he had anything to do.
Sometimes Shen Zai felt that Shen Fu was more sentimental than himself, and also felt that his brother was so cute.
He picked up the pen on the bedside table and drew a small smiley face at the bottom of the sticky note.
Shu Yunzhang was cooking in the kitchen, Shen Zai walked up behind him, tilted his head and put his face on his shoulder.
"Are you awake? Didn't you sleep well?"
The pan is sinking in like eating fried eggs.
"Ah."
A nasal sound.
"What class is it today?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
"It's in the afternoon, the last group assignment class." Having said that, Shen Zai turned on his phone and glanced at it. Li Meng had already told the group where he would sit in the afternoon.
The omelette was ready, Shu Yunzhang sprinkled some salt at the end, and a beautifully shaped egg was placed on a delicate plate.
"Aren't you going to work?" Shen Zai asked.
"I sent Shen Fu off in the morning, and I asked for leave again, which happened to make up a whole day with yesterday." Shu Yunzhang said.
"Oh." Shen Zai lazily agreed, and took the plate of fried eggs.
Shu Yunzhang sat across from Shen Zai, and brought him his favorite dishes. Shen Zai lowered his head, as if he was very hungry. Shu Yunzhang talked to him, but he didn't look up at him.
He really didn't dare to face Shu Yunzhang, because Shen Zai would think of himself who was inappropriate last night.
After eating, Shen helped clear the table and put the dirty dishes in the sink.Shu Yunzhang was washing the dishes with his sleeves rolled up, his hands were covered in foam.
The sleeves slid down a bit, Shen Zai wanted to stretch out his hand to straighten it out, but he retracted it just as he touched his fingertips.
"Have a headache?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
"It doesn't hurt." Shen Zai said.
"It seems that I wasn't very drunk yesterday." Shu Yunzhang said lightly.
Shen Zai was frightened, and wrapped his fingers behind his back, "Drunk."
In the afternoon, Shu Yunzhang sent Shen Zai to school. The car was parked on the side of the street, with half of Shu Yunzhang's arm resting on the window.
For a few hundred meters, he saw that Shen Zai had finished walking, and the place where he could see each other was gone.
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Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng did not go directly into the classroom, but waited for Shen Zai outside the door.
Li Meng chose a very front seat, and they left the innermost seat for Shen Zai.
Although he didn't say anything, Shen Zai guessed that maybe they already had a general understanding of his situation.
Li Meng is extroverted, cheerful and generous, and he is not timid at all when he goes on stage to give presentations. Shen Zai admires such courage.
At the end of the presentation, the teacher suddenly asked a question, "How did your group find so many people to take the questionnaire?"
Li Meng replied: "This is the credit of the students in our group who are in charge of the questionnaire."
The classroom was very quiet, and Shen was so nervous that his toes were curled up in the fluffy socks, and he felt that his blood was probably flowing backwards.He sat stiffly, his hands clenched into fists on his knees.
Chu Haoguang glanced at him, stood up suddenly and said, "Teacher, this is the secret of our group, it cannot be said."
The whole class laughed, and the teacher didn't continue to ask questions.
It wasn't until the end of class that Shen Zai gradually recovered from the cold state of his whole body.
Li Meng didn't know much about Shen Zai, but she felt that his face was a little pale. She suggested that everyone go to a dinner party to celebrate, and Shen Zai agreed.
Walking out of the classroom, Chu Haoguang chatted with Li Meng in front, and Lu Jianfeng asked Shen Zai, "Are you okay?"
"No."
Shen Zai sent a thank you to Chu Haoguang, and told Shu Yunzhang that he would not go home for dinner tonight. Shu Yunzhang only asked him to go home and pay attention to safety, without asking him where he was going or why.
The emotions in my heart were unclear, and Shen Zai walked away all night.
Chu Haoguang finally told him about their training plan with a cautious tone.
Shen Zai suddenly realized that his last behavior made his teammates lose their sense of security, so he quickly agreed with regret and promised to arrive on time.
It was time to leave. After leaving the restaurant, Li Meng told them that they had a good cooperation.
She knew that the three of them had a good relationship, and said that she would go back to school first.
After all, it was a girl, and it was night again, Chu Haoguang told her to send a message to confirm when she got to the dormitory, and then asked Shen Zai how to get there.
Shen Zai said that he should have taken a taxi, with a very frustrated tone.
Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng looked at each other and agreed, we will wait for you to get in the car before leaving.
The three stood on the side of the road, and Shen Zai glanced at his phone again, but there was no news.
This time the taxi didn't keep him waiting for a long time, and because of Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng, no one competed with Shen for the car anymore.
Shen Zai said goodbye and thanked him, sat in the back seat, his thoughts flew out, and he couldn't take it back.
From a not-so-good dream about the past, everything in the backseat feels like a check-in-the-miss.
Shen Zai was afraid of making mistakes.
He had thought about the touch of the corner of Shu Yunzhang's lips for a long time, and the trembling and sweetness of closing his eyes came to his heart again.
Shen Zai bit his lips in a panic, opened his eyes and saw the lights gradually lighting up on the street.
From his position he could easily see himself in the driver's rearview mirror, but he dared not.
Every time I think about something in my heart, I will act too much when it sinks on my face.
Like he resists who to communicate with.
The taxi arrived at the destination quickly, and Shen Zai walked alone on the road leading to Shu Yunzhang's apartment.
Could Shu Yunzhang be at home already?
doing what?
Will you care about him as much as before?
Or is it all over.
Shen was typing the string of numbers, and the door opened.
The house was pitch-black, only the light curtains fluttered in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the light from the street lamps came in sparsely.
The darkness is like a basin of cold water poured from head to toe, sinking cold.
Shu Yunzhang disappeared without saying a word, which never happened before.
Shen Zai became worried because something might have happened to Shu Yunzhang.
He closed the door, didn't even bother to turn on the lights, and opened the address book to find someone to ask.
Anyone can, Yin Ling, Su Qingqing, or even Zhou Zilai, as long as there is a possibility to know about Shu Yunzhang.
But Shen Zai's address book was empty, and now he was complaining about his illness again, so he had to call Shen Fu first.
The phone was connected, but Shen Zai didn't know what to say, and was extremely anxious.
"What happened? Talk slowly." Shen Fu's tone also became tense. He had already stood up and started looking for the car keys, but he could only pretend to be calm in order to appease Shen Zai.
"Brother disappeared at night."
It is impossible to accurately describe the current situation in this way, but Shen Zai didn't know how to express it.
When Shen Fu heard this, the movements of his hands slowed down, "What?"
"He didn't go home at night, and he didn't tell me where he went, could something happen?" While talking to Shen Fu, Shen was thinking, the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.
At this moment, a call came in from an unknown number, and Shen Zai hurriedly said to Shen Fu, "I will hang up first if there is an incoming call."
The voice belonged to Su Qingqing, and she could hear it after a moment of sinking.
She asked first, "Is it Shen Zai?"
"Hmm." Shen Zai put his fingers to his mouth, and his teeth touched his knuckles restlessly.
"I told you, don't panic. Shu Yunzhang is sick and is in the hospital now. I'll tell you the address. Can you come here by yourself?"
As soon as Su Qingqing finished speaking, Shen Zai was stunned, turned around and ran out.
No one had used the elevator before, and it was still parked on this floor. Shen Zai pressed down and the door opened.
"What's the disease?" Shen Zai leaned against the elevator wall, trying to calm himself down.
There was a crying sound from Su Qingqing's side, Shen Zai didn't hear what she said.
But Shu Yunzhang will be fine.
"Acute gastroenteritis."
The elevator rang, and the first floor arrived.
Shen's hanging heart finally fell back to the ground, and while listening to Su Qingqing's address, he ran out.
Usually it is not easy to meet a taxi here, but tonight it was exceptionally smooth.
Shen Zai quickly got into the car, and the driver clearly heard where he was going.There are few pedestrians and cars on the street, and taxis drive very fast.
The hospital lobby at night was not as crowded as it was during the day, and it took Shen Zai very little time to get to the floor that Su Qingqing had told him.
The long white corridor is laid out in front of the elevator, and it is clear that the bottom of my heart is eager, but there seems to be a heavy weight under my feet.
Shen Zai looked at the number hanging on the door, and finally found the room at the end of the corridor.
The name of Shu Yunzhang was written on the sign, and the notes were scribbled.
He raised his hand and knocked on the door, and saw the bedridden person through a small piece of glass.
In a single ward, only a small light was turned on, and the infusion tube was connected to his hands. Shu Yunzhang's face was thinner, with green stubble growing on his chin, and his profile was so haggard.
Su Qingqing is not here.
Shen Zai pushed the door open and walked in, the footsteps were so soft that they could hardly be heard.
There was a chair beside the hospital bed, Shen Zai didn't sit down, he just stood.
When Shu Yunzhang closed his eyes, he saw quite a lot, always at night when he couldn't see clearly or in the early morning when he was confused.He always gave Shen Zai a sense of omnipotence and strength, and once he became weak, Shen Zai couldn't accept it.
Shen Zai lowered his head, his eyes were wet.
"what happened?"
The voice was so hoarse that it almost disappeared, Shu Yunzhang wrapped his hands around Shen Zai's clenched fists, and pulled him closer.
"Are you awake?" Shen Zai dropped beans as soon as he spoke.
"Wake up." Shu Yunzhang slowly opened Shen Zaisong's clenched fist, and after a moment of annoyance, he stuffed his hand back into the quilt and pressed it.
"Put it well." His tone was aggressive.
Shu Yunzhang smiled, but it might be because he was still in pain, and his expression was very shallow.
Shen Zai pursed his lips, bent down and stretched out his hand, aggressively went to touch Shu Yunzhang's face, but softened when he touched it, his beautiful eyebrows were squeezed, and his heart ached terribly.
"What's going on? Why didn't you tell me?"
Shu Yunzhang's face was particularly pale, and the back of his hand was cold after receiving fluid, which really scared Shen Zai.
"Acute, fever, pain, call 120 directly." Shu Yunzhang stared at Shen Zai, trying to speak as simple as possible.
It's a pity that the child was not frightened by him, and the tears grew more and more, and he turned his head and sniffed.
Shu Yunzhang took Shen Zai's little finger and pulled his hand, Shen Zai didn't turn around.
He had no choice but to say again: "Come and let me hug."
Shen Zai raised his hand and wiped his face indiscriminately, turned to look at Shu Yunzhang for a while, and then couldn't help but stepped forward to hug his shoulder, and didn't forget to ask: "Does it hurt like this?"
"It doesn't hurt." Shu Yunzhang pressed his shoulder, closed his eyes, and felt that his heart was slowly returning to its place, "I won't hurt anymore when you come."
"How long will it take?" Shen Zai asked, "I'll stay with you tonight."
Shu Yunzhang felt that his little nasal voice was extremely cute, but he refused bluntly, "No, you have to go to class tomorrow."
Shen Zai lifted himself up from his arms and looked at him expressionlessly.
After a while Shu Yunzhang bowed his head and changed it to "Okay, as you like".
After the chaotic meeting, Shu Yunzhang asked him how he got here.
Shen Zai said that Su Qingqing called him, and it was only after mentioning this that he realized where Su Qingqing was.
Shu Yunzhang asked Shen Zai to hand over his phone, dialed her back, said thank you for the trouble, and played with Shen Zai's soft hands.
Shen Zai sat and chatted with Shu Yunzhang, and never let go of his hand, until a nurse came in to pull out the needle, saw Shen Zai and asked, "Are you a relative?"
"Well, brother."
The needle was about to be pulled out, so I had to let go.
"It's such a good feeling." The little nurse sighed.
Oh.
Brother.
Shen Zai stood up to make it easier for the nurse.
Isn't that the younger brother?
I don't know because of which sentence Shen Zai got angry with Shu Yunzhang.
The bed in the single ward was very wide, and Shen Zai wanted to take the quilt to sleep on the couch, but Shu Yunzhang was reluctant, coaxed him for a long time, and finally pretended that he was in pain and coughing.
Shen Zai finally stood up, threw his quilt on the bed, lay down beside Shu Yunzhang, and reminded him: "You have acute gastroenteritis, not a cold."
Shu Yunzhang was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again.
This time he laughed so happily that he didn't pay attention, and there was a "hiss" from the pain, Shen Zai panicked again, turned over and asked "Is it all right", as if Shu Yunzhang was on the verge of death.
Shu Yunzhang felt better, stroking his hair on his shoulder.
"Please take care of yourself from now on." Shen Zai hugged Shu Yunzhang and emphasized, "I'm really scared today."
Shu Yunzhang patted him on the back and apologized to him, "It won't happen in the future."
His voice was still weak, and Shen was urging him to sleep quickly.
After tossing all night, Shu Yunzhang was indeed very tired. With Shen in his arms, he felt more at ease and fell asleep quickly.
Shen Zai was awake, because he couldn't help thinking about what he would do if Su Qingqing's phone call told him something serious happened to Shu Yunzhang.
It turned out that Shen Zai couldn't accept a little surprise about Shu Yunzhang. Even if he guarded Shu Yunzhang at this moment and felt his heartbeat, he was still afraid.
I was so afraid that I would have to watch him for most of the night before I could fall asleep.
Shu Yunzhang was going to stay in the hospital for three days, so Shen Zai packed some clothes for him at home, and brought his own by the way.
He ran to the hospital after class, and Shu Yunzhang comforted him by saying that it was all right and that he could take a vacation, Shen Zai covered his mouth and said again, looking at him with tears in his eyes: "Don't make such jokes in the future."
Shu Yunzhang immediately admitted his mistake, hugged him into his arms, and said that he had worked hard to take care of himself, and he would take good care of his body in the future.
During the period, Shen Zai participated in the training of a sports meeting. Although he still didn't speak much, he was very active. Chu Haoguang asked him if he wanted to eat together, but Shen Zai refused in a hurry. It was only when he was about to leave that he thought of the language he expressed Too blunt, afraid of hurting the friendship with Chu Haoguang, he added: "I'm sorry, my brother is sick."
When mentioning Shen Zai's brother, Chu Haoguang immediately understood and said you should go.
Shen Zai especially valued his brother, and he really had a good relationship.
On the day Shu Yunzhang was discharged from the hospital, Shen Zai went to pick him up and called a taxi in advance.
He had never done such a thing, so he asked Chu Haoguang to help.
Chu Haoguang was very reliable. When they came out with packed things, the car had already parked at the door.
Shu Yunzhang said he did a great job, but Shen Zai explained that it was Chu Haoguang who helped him.
"Oh, his name is Chu Haoguang." Shu Yunzhang said suddenly.
"What?" Shen was looking at him.
Shu Yunzhang shook his head, "It's nothing, I'm talking about your classmate."
In order to reassure Shu Yunzhang, Shen Zai said: "He is very nice."
"Yeah." Shu Yunzhang deserved it.
Back home, Shu Yunzhang cooks.
Shen Zai went out to buy the dishes in the morning while there was no class, and the variety was very complete.Shen was thinking about Shu Yunzhang's gastroenteritis, and it would be good to eat homemade food, but he didn't expect that Shu Yunzhang wanted to cook it by himself. He thought he needed to learn it, and he found a lot of different recipes.
Shen Zai asked Shu Yunzhang to rest, and Shu Yunzhang said that he was fine, he was going to die, and the word "dying" poked Shen Zai's nerves again.
Shu Yunzhang was cooking, Shen was looking at his mobile phone, the teacher assigned some homework, he added these into his memo, and then realized that he hadn't made it clear to Shen Fu, he should be anxious.
Hastily made a phone call, Shen Fu's tone sounded okay.
"Brother, I finished my work before, Shu Yunzhang was hospitalized with gastroenteritis."
"I knew it earlier, when you think of me..." Shen Fu was sour, "I think you only have one brother in your heart now."
"No..." Shen Zai blushed a little at being told, but in fact Shen Fu was right.
He didn't really want Shu Yunzhang to be his brother.
It would be fine if it wasn't, Shen Zai wanted him to be her boyfriend.
Taking advantage of this phone call, Shen Fu chatted with Shen Zai again, saying that he would visit him often in the future.
Shen Zai was a little frightened, and Shen Fu didn't quite recover from what he said later.
Shu Yunzhang asked him to eat, so he talked to Shen Fu and hung up the phone.
31
Shu Yunzhang didn't rest for a few days and went to work again, this time Shen Zai regarded him very strictly.
You have to check in regularly with him every meal, take pictures before eating, and after eating.
In order to successfully pass the test, Shu Yunzhang specifically explained to Zhang Haoyu seriously, which caused the company to suspect that the director had a girlfriend these days.
Day by day, I watched it so closely that even Zhang Haoyu got it done.
Shu Yunzhang didn't know about these rumors, but Su Qingqing was often inquired about, she didn't say anything, she just laughed, and her colleagues felt that something was wrong.
Shu Yunzhang's work and rest became visibly healthy to the naked eye.
Every day when Shen Zai attends morning classes, he also wakes up at about the same time, and eats on time at noon, which is the restaurant and collocation approved by Shen Zai. Handle the work, watch a movie or play chess with Shen when there is still time.
It has been a long time since I played chess, and Shu Yunzhang has been busy almost every day during this time, and last time Shen Zai fell asleep just listening to the beginning, how dare Shu Yunzhang force him.
But this time it was Shen Zai who took the initiative.
He never knew where he found the chess set, and ran into Shu Yunzhang's study with the chessboard in his arms, put it on his desk, and sat in Shu Yunzhang's arms, saying, "Brother, let's play chess."
"Do you want to play chess?" Shu Yunzhang threw away his pen and asked again, "Where's your notebook?"
"What notebook?"
"I used it to take notes last time."
Shen Zai didn't think of it until Shu Yunzhang said this.
But there are no notes there, they are all sketches drawn by Shen when he was about to fall asleep.
"Ah, I don't remember." Shen Zai was lying.
Thinking of that scene, Shu Yunzhang probably guessed what was going on, so he didn't talk about him, but just told what he said again.
Shen Zai finally didn't lose his mind, this time he wrote something seriously in the notebook.
Shu Yunzhang didn't talk much all night, probably thinking that Shen Zai would be sleepy.
Finally, he checked Shen Zai's notes and saw his delicate handwriting.
"Tell you one more time and you can play chess with me." Shu Yunzhang said while clearing the chessboard.
Shen was watching, learning how to place the chess pieces.
After a game of chess changed back to the unopened state, Shen Zai ran away holding the chessboard "dongdongdong", before Shu Yunzhang had time to remind him to put on his shoes.
When he was at home, Shen Zai was always in a hurry, which was far from the way he didn't dare to touch anything when he first came here.
Shu Yunzhang sometimes thinks that he should be considered qualified, at least he is already a very normal person when he is here.
Shu Yunzhang is almost ready, and the school sports meeting is about to start.
They have only trained three times in total, and the rest of the time is spent on training on their own.
He ran the last one.
The position that he didn't even dare to stand in before, can now help him in training with his teammates.
The team event is on the last day of the sports meeting, but Shen Zai's tension started a long time ago.
He wanted to take this as a surprise, so he never revealed it to Shu Yunzhang. He just ran into Shu Yunzhang's bathroom to brush his teeth on the morning of the opening ceremony.
Shen also has a small washroom in his room. Although he sometimes sleeps with Shu Yunzhang, his things are still in his room. To save time in the morning, the two of them will wash up separately.
Shen Zai came in with a toothbrush in his mouth, and there was still foam about to slide off his mouth. Shu Yunzhang turned to let him in, and he leaned over to take a drink and spit it out.
I didn't sleep well last night. In the morning, the eye sockets were very red, and the water droplets on my face were scattered.
He looked at Shu Yunzhang in the mirror and said, "Brother, we have a sports meeting today."
Shu Yunzhang originally wanted to tease him, but was stunned when he heard this.
The schedule of the sports meeting may be different from usual, Shu Yunzhang thought he was coming to the company.
"I'll probably be home late."
He also wants to practice for a while at night.
"Do you have any projects tonight?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
"No," Shen Zai was nervous, "but I wasted a little time during the day, and there are some subjects that have midterm exams."
Shu Yunzhang believed it, and said, "Okay, do you need me to pick you up?"
Shen Zai thought for a while and said, "Yes."
"Waiting for you to eat?" Shu Yunzhang scratched Shen Zai's messy hair.
"Yes." Shen Zai fell on him.
There are many people on the playground, and everyone needs to sign in to the class.
Shen Zai found the location of their class, Cao Tao was high, and Shen Zai saw him from a distance, together with Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng standing beside him.
After signing in, Chu Haoguang said that he would just relax if he didn't practice today. Shen Zai felt that he could see that he was a little nervous.
Sitting on the bleachers of the playground, Shen Zai was lost in thought for a long time, until Lu Jianfeng touched his shoulder and pointed in the direction.
A shed was propped up, and Chu Haoguang stood in the shed and waved to him.
It turned out that the morning was almost over, and in the winter of this southern city, the bright sunshine appeared for a long time.
Shen Zai walked over and sat beside Chu Haoguang, his eyes were darkened, and he felt a little dizzy from the sun.
"Are you going to be checked?" Chu Haoguang asked Lu Jianfeng.
Lu Jianfeng simply said "um", then stood up and took off his clothes.
Chu Haoguang took his heavy coat and handed it to Shen Zai, and said, "I'll accompany him to check in. Please take the clothes. If you have something to do, just put it aside."
This is the first time he has received a piece of clothing in this way.
When Chu Haoguang and Lu Jianfeng left, Shen Zai hadn't reacted yet.
That's what friends do, right?
Shen Zai repeatedly confirmed in his heart.
Because he has seen it many times in school, being able to help others with their clothes at least shows that they have a good relationship.
Turns out he already has friends.
Only friends care about his emotions, they will call him for everything, they will worry that he will be uncomfortable in the sun, and they will ask him to do a small favor for themselves.
Sink into the surprise.
The sudden discovery made Shen Zai happy. After Lu Jianfeng came back, he stood up and opened two bottles of water for them.
Chu Haoguang said "thank you", and Shen Zai returned the clothes to Lu Jianfeng. When he saw him wearing them, he couldn't help but ask, "Are we... are we friends?"
Lu Jianfeng's movements stopped, Chu Haoguang also looked confused, and Shen Zai suddenly felt a little embarrassed.
With a clear expression on Shen's face, Chu Haoguang quickly grabbed his arm and said with a smile, "Of course, it has been a long time ago."
Shu Yunzhang went to pick him up in the evening, and Shen Zai sent a WeChat message in advance.
He spent a lot more time training than before because he couldn't help being excited.
The sweat on his forehead was just wiped off, but his body was still hot, Shen hesitated for a few seconds when he got into the car, and opened the back seat door.
Shu Yunzhang stopped pulling the seat belt, and asked with half of his face, "Why don't you sit in the front?"
Shen Zai didn't know what to say, he hesitated.
"Come here." Shu Yunzhang said in a slightly tough tone.
Shen Zai let out a low "Oh" before slowly moving out of the car. As soon as he opened the co-pilot, Shu Yunzhang who bowed over grabbed his wrist and pulled him up.
"Seat belt." Shu Yunzhang said while fastening himself.
The car engine was burning, and the heater was turned up. Shen was panicking from the heat, and was afraid that Shu Yunzhang would be angry, so he secretly glanced at his face.
At a red light, the car stopped briefly, Shu Yunzhang couldn't hold back his smile, put his hands on the steering wheel, and looked at the road ahead.
"What are you doing? I've seen it all the way, haven't you seen it?"
Shen Zai shook his head, only then did Shu Yunzhang look at him, took out some paper from the car and put it on his face.
"Going to the playground at night? It's so hot running."
Shen Zai held up the tissue with his hand, thinking he had noticed it.
"Ah."
Probably Shen Zai also participated in some projects, but did not say.
For Shu Yunzhang, this kind of childish thinking is actually quite easy to guess.
But he didn't expose, didn't ask, and didn't let Shen Zai find it difficult to make up something to convince him.
The topic turned into today's three meals, Shen Zai only talked more at this time, opened the memo on the phone to check Shu Yunzhang's menu a few days ago, and said what he should eat tomorrow.
Shu Yunzhang let him alone, just smiled lightly.
Shen Zai went to bed early at night, and he was a little tired after the day.
But he was nervous about tomorrow again. When he closed his eyes, his mind was full of the gunshots fired on the playground today.
Short and clear once again.
Really unable to fall asleep, Shen Zai hugged his pillow and ran to the door of Shu Yunzhang's room.
Looking at the time when passing by the living room, Shu Yunzhang should already be lying on the bed at this point.
Knocked on the door, Shu Yunzhang answered, and Shen Zai walked in.
With the floor lamp on, Shu Yunzhang was lying on the head of the bed, leaning on the pillow and looking at the tablet.
"Can't sleep?" Shu Yunzhang put down the tablet and reached out to Shen Zai.
Shen Zai trotted over, threw the pillow onto the bed, his palm was already held, and rolled into Shu Yunzhang's arms.
"En." Shen Zai closed his eyes.
"Do you want to turn off the lights?" Shu Yunzhang asked.
The light of the floor lamp was too bright for Shen Zai, and he usually only turned on a small lamp when he lived in a room by himself.
When Shen Zai said "Yes", Shu Yunzhang let go of his hand to turn off the light, and the room became dark.
After being quiet for a while, Shu Yunzhang thought that Shen Zai was about to fall asleep, and heard him calling softly, "Brother."
"What's wrong?" Shu Yunzhang tucked in the quilt for him.
Shen Zai thought of a question that he forgot to ask, and his heart beat loudly.
"I had dinner with your classmates that day, did something happen after I went out?"
Shu Yunzhang didn't speak immediately, but he was still slowly squeezing Shen Zai's hand.
Shen Zai was afraid that he might have said something wrong.
"if……"
"It's nothing," Shu Yunzhang said in a lower voice, "He said it before."
It is not difficult to guess, Shen Zai can see it.
Zhou Zilai's disappointment and surprise when he saw him, and the
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