can you be my boyfriend

"Stuck?" Shu Yunzhang asked, putting his hand on his sinking forearm, as if he didn't hear those words.

In fact, Shen Zai didn't do it on purpose, it was only now that he noticed that his hand hadn't been removed from Shu Yunzhang's lower abdomen.

"Oh." Shen Zai played for a while, his palm left, and his fingers stuck to his sweater again as if they were really stuck.

He raised his eyelids to look at Shu Yunzhang, and then at his hands.

"Little fool." Shu Yunzhang pinched Shen Zai's face.

There is no flesh on his face, and red marks appear when he exerts force, and Shu Yunzhang feels distressed after touching it.

"Why do so many people like you?" Shen Zai asked seriously, grabbing the hem of his sweater.

"I don't know," Shu Yunzhang said honestly, putting on his coat, "but maybe we can study this issue after we get home."

"Oh," Shen Zai was dragged out by Shu Yunzhang, and asked bluntly, "Why are you going home?"

"There is a substitute driver." Shu Yunzhang said.

The driver was applauded by the hotel, and when they walked over, the driver had been waiting by the car for a while.

Shu Yunzhang stepped forward and handed over the key, saying, "It's troublesome."

Shen Zai closed his eyes on the back seat, curled up in Shu Yunzhang's arms.Tonight's wine is not too much for a person like Shu Yunzhang who often drinks in business, he is only slightly drunk.

When Shen Zai was about to arrive, Shu Yunzhang couldn't bear to call him.

The driver parked the car in the underground garage, whispered to Shu Yunzhang very intimately, and left after a while.

The heater could no longer be turned on in the car, so Shu Yunzhang took off his overcoat, gently pulled Shen Zai over, and covered him with the clothes.

Shen Zai just moved, turned his body sideways, with his palms on Shu Yunzhang's chest, breathing slowly and undulating, like a sleeping animal.

The lights in the garage were dim, and Shu Yunzhang didn't even turn on his phone, just holding Shen thinking about something.

After a while, Shen Zai seemed to be waking up, his brows were furrowed, looking uncomfortable.

Shu Yunzhang stroked his hair and combed it in one direction, and it got better again.

The breathing rate became faster, Shu Yunzhang knew that Shen Zai was about to wake up, and it happened that he couldn't sleep for too long, Shu Yunzhang was afraid that Shen Zai would catch a cold again.

After a few minutes, Shen Zai opened his eyes.

It's not that slow and confused feeling, it's like a dream.

"Is it cold?" Shu Yunzhang asked him.

Shen Zai looked at him for a long time without answering.

Shu Yunzhang was about to ask him what he dreamed about, when Shen Zai's eyes suddenly filled with tears: "I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore."

Shu Yunzhang was stunned.

"The doctor said I couldn't get better." Shen Zai was very sad, his fingers trembling slightly, "They all said I was a very bad person."

Shu Yunzhang grabbed his fingers, Shen Zai rushed over and buried his head in the hollow of his neck.

A lonely dream made Shen Zai wake up and felt that only Shu Yunzhang was left in the world, and his connivance seemed to lack a bottom line.

Since childhood, Shen Zai has hardly been hurt. Her mother-in-law's child was starved to death because of poverty when she was very young. Her mother-in-law told him early in the morning that she hated people with good backgrounds, especially Shen Zai who seemed to be hurt like this. The family loves it very much.

Until returning to Shen Fu's side, returning to his original home, and then living in Shu Yunzhang's room.

Shen Zai has received too many favors that seem to have nothing to do with him. In a trance, he often thinks that he cheated and stole them, and one day they will be taken back.Someone told him that these were not true, and Shen Zai could easily believe them.

"It's just a dream." Shu Yunzhang slowly pinched the back of his neck.

The white and slender neck extended from the collar of the brown sweater.

Shu Yunzhang cast down his eyes and took his hand away.

Shen Zai was frightened by a dream, and he felt very uncomfortable.

Shu Yunzhang rubbed his forehead, thinking that he was probably drunk too, thinking about irrelevant things.

"Do you want to go home? Do you feel more real when you go home?"

Shu Yunzhang said in a hoarse voice, put his hand on Shen Zai's shoulder instead, and patted comfortingly.

Shu Yunzhang's cell phone rang, and Shen Zai hooked his neck with both hands, raising a pair of rabbit-like red eyes.

"Be more real..." Shen Zai repeated, as if wondering if the method Shu Yunzhang said was feasible.

But when he looked at Shu Yunzhang, his eyes were watery, as if he had suffered some kind of grievance from him.

A similar smell of alcohol wafted from them, slowly warming up in the underheated back seat.

"Shen Zai," Shu Yunzhang looked down at him, and then looked away, "You are so sweet."

It is the sweetness of red velvet cake.

"Brother," Shen Zai called him, looking up, "Are you serious..."

He straightened up very slowly, his eyelashes trembling, as if he was asking Shu Yunzhang.

The four eyes meet and the tip of the nose touches lightly.

Of course Shu Yunzhang had seen Shen Zai when he was a child.

Shen Fu is a bully, so at first Shu Yunzhang also thought that Shen Zai was similar to his brother.

Even though Xiao Shen was chubby at that time, with white and tender skin, chasing after Shen Fu and babbling, he was a completely well-behaved child, and Shu Yunzhang's defense against him could not be reduced.

Shu Yunzhang bought a lot of ice cream for Shen Zai. This child didn't like to eat anything when he was young, but he liked ice and sweet things very much. His parents didn't let him eat a lot, and occasionally Shen Fu would buy it for him, but he wasn't as soft-hearted as Shu Yunzhang. Many times.

He wondered if Shen Zai would still like sweet things when he grew up, would he be greedy for cold or loathe of cold?

Shu Yunzhang once thought that he would never know the answer to this question.

The only child he ever loved was lost in the crowd, and he couldn't find it.

But now, he hugged Shen Zai tightly and let him approach.

There was a voice in Shu Yunzhang's heart, saying it was wrong.

It is said that this is a kind of loss and recovery that spanned more than ten years, and it is the unnecessary guilt brought about by his sense of responsibility that always has nowhere to rest.

But when he put his hand on Shen Zi's lower back, and this "brother" who could only hug his thigh more than ten years ago is now entangled with his breath, Shu Yunzhang felt that he used to strictly manage his desires. That nerve throbbed violently again and again.