Heart has a thousand knots

"Ten acres of lotus fish world, half of the city willows caress the towers", in March, the lotus has not yet bloomed.Half the city is full of willows, catkins are flying all over the sky, and the bright spring scenery... And at this moment, where is Xiaoshi?In Lei Yunfei's arms?

"Small—poetry—I—love—you—" Facing Cuihu, my voice startled a flock of gulls into the air.A tourist next to me looked at me in surprise, someone was whispering, a single woman stood by the lake with tears on her face and yelled at the lake. This is a novel and rich story in itself.

In the strange eyes, tears flowed down regardless.There is wind blowing by my ear, like a little poem leaning on my shoulder to speak.Xiaoshi said, Momo, when we save money, let’s go to Sanya, to the ends of the earth; Momo, let’s go to Yunnan to settle down and open a small inn; Momo, if I get old in the future, you will hold my hand , Shall we watch the sunset together?Momo, if I die before you, remember to plant jasmine flowers in front of my grave...

And now, Xiaoshi, I am in Yunnan, using my eyes and my heart to show you the scenery we have dreamed of.

Kunming - Dali - Lijiang - Xishuangbanna - Shangri-La - Lugu Lake, I set a wandering route for myself.Yes, I feel vagabond in my blood.When I read Sanmao's "The Story of the Sahara" in middle school, I foolishly thought about wandering around one day in the future.Later, I don’t know where I saw this sentence: the body is for wandering, and the soul is for singing.But now, my body is wandering; my soul is staying beside Xiaoshi, singing for her non-stop.

When I arrived at Shangri-La, my physical strength became weaker and weaker, and I was unable to climb Meili Snow Mountain.As for the Napa Sea, because it is still March, the wilderness is desolate.Therefore, I chose to go to Songzanlin Temple alone, and the road was silent except for silence.On the wide road, I can hear the soles of my shoes rubbing against the ground.Prayer flags flying in front of you, red, yellow, white, green, colorful colors, against the background of the blue sky and white clouds, there are Tibetans kowtow, bend their knees, straighten their bodies, stretch their arms forward, Kowtow, then get up, repeat again and again...

People with simple and primitive beliefs should be happy, right?As for me, have I ever had faith?

At night, lying in the hotel, I had difficulty breathing, headache and nausea, and felt that "my body is like floating clouds, my heart is like flying catkins, and my breath is like gossamer. There is a lingering fragrance in the air..."

Xiaoshi, I will be the one who walks ahead, right?Will you plant jasmine on my grave?When I was drowsy, Xiaoshi's face kept shaking in front of my eyes.I tried to smile at her and called her name.

After a little bit of consciousness, I can see clearly that the person in front of me is not Xiaoshi.It was the girl next door who brought me an oxygen bottle.The girl wears a simple ponytail, casual shirt and jeans, neat and refreshing.Like me, she didn't follow a group, and wandered around various scenic spots alone.

I sigh.

Why do you come out alone?Not in good health, she said.Seeing that I didn't speak, she stopped talking to me.Just say, I live next door to you, call me if you need anything.

After a day at the hotel, I couldn't sit still any longer.The longing for Xiaoshi became more and more intense. When I woke up in the middle of the night, facing the cold crescent moon outside, I found that whether I was awake or asleep, my longing for her never stopped.I can't stop, I have to go forward, to the end of this wandering - Lugu Lake.

Before leaving, I went next door to say goodbye to the girl. "Where is your next stop?" she asked.I said Lugu Lake.The girl was very excited: I also want to go to Lugu Lake, why don't we go together, so we can have someone to take care of me on the way.

When a girl smiles, her eyes are like two crescent moons.When speaking, the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, a bit like Yang Xiaoshi.It's just that speaking northern dialect has a taste of northeast China.

For a moment, I had the illusion of seeing Yang Xiaoshi again.It seems that I have no reason to reject her proposal?

([-]) Only see Jiang Xinqiuyuebai

Return to Lijiang from Shangri-La, stay in Lijiang for another night, and take the bus to Lugu Lake the next morning.The bus arrives at Ninglang County, and then transfers to a minibus to Lugu Lake.Along the way, I didn't speak, just staring at the passing trees outside the window.My head already felt dizzy.

I don't know you, I thought you had a language barrier.She handed me a bottle of water and said, I still don't know your name.The two of us are not like traveling companions. Others look like enemies from the previous life. The debts have not been repaid, or the debts have not been settled?

I looked back at her: what did you say?She stopped talking.After a pause, she said again: Hey, my name is Jiang Qiuyue, how about you?

"I only see Jiang Xin Qiu Yuebai? It's a good name, quiet." I said, "Shen Momo."

"You were a good student when you were in school, right?" Jiang Qiuyue smiled, her eyes turned into small crescents again, "I still remember the verses in the middle school textbooks, not bad. Shen Momo, jasmine, I like its fragrance and elegance, it's so good." She said to herself Soliloquy in general.

I was still staring out of the car, just looking forward.Tired, motion sickness, my energy is getting weaker and weaker.

Do you want to take a break?Jiang Qiuyue pointed to her shoulder and asked me.I shook my head and put my head on the back of the chair in front of me.Stubborn donkey, really... in a daze, I heard her whisper.

It was evening when we arrived at Lugu Lake.

When the car stopped, Jiang Qiuyue patted me on the back: Here we are, get out of the car.When I opened my eyes, I found that I was almost lying in her arms. Her legs were bent, tiptoes were kept at ninety degrees, and she wrapped her right hand around my waist to prevent me from falling.

Straightening up, I grabbed my backpack and got out of the car with my head down.My face started to look unpromising again.

In the evening, stay at the inn in Rigg.Jiang Qiuyue looked at me with her head sideways: How about we share a room?Affordable, but also take care of it.The bumps and turns along the way exhausted my spirit.Right now, I just want to have a bed and lay my limbs flat on clean sheets.

That was the most peaceful night I slept after I left Chengdu.

At dawn, there was the sound of oars paddling the lake outside.There was no Jiang Qiuyue in the room.Walking to the window, raising his arms straight, Jiang Qiuyue's voice came over before he stretched his waist, "Lazy pig, you've been sleeping on such a beautiful day!"

Jiang Qiuyue stood by the lake, talking to a Mosuo woman who was rowing a pig trough boat in the lake.The azure lake, the azure sky, the sun's rays sprinkled the sky, and the lake was rippling with sparkling waves, the water and the sky are the same color.Jiang Qiuyue's face was covered with a layer of gorgeous orange red by the colorful clouds, vivid and serene.

"Stupid!" Jiang Qiuyue walked towards me and said, "Do you know that you are really stupid when you look at people?"

"I'm used to..." I explained that looking at people is sometimes the same as looking at a work of art, I get used to it.

"What, do you like it?" Jiang Qiuyue widened her small eyes and looked me up and down, "Like staring at people so stupidly?"

I mean I... I don't know how to say it, maybe my Mandarin is not up to standard, Jiang Qiuyue didn't understand?

"Every explanation is a cover-up, right?" She looked at me teasingly.

You... I turned around, washed up, and ignored her.

"I said you're stupid, you're really stupid," Jiang Qiuyue leaned against the door frame, lowered her voice, and said, "I'm just joking with you, as for you? With a bitter face and deep hatred, little brat..."

Later, Jiang Qiuyue always called me a fart from time to time.I often wonder why she is about the same age as me, why she always calls me a fart with a smile on her face like an elder ten or eight years older than me, and there is a pet in her tone that makes people attach drown.

I once asked her age with a shy face, and she laughed: Babe, don’t you know that a lady’s age is a secret?rude.Just call me sister, you're not bad.

That day, we set off from Lige and hiked around the lake.The tranquil Lugu Lake is like a beautiful picture scroll; the wide lake surface is the pearl and emerald inlaid in this picture.Mosuo girls in red dresses and white skirts paddled light boats and sprinkled fisherman's songs along the road.I can't understand their language, but the singing is clearly joyful and carefree.Where there is a language barrier, singing and dancing are undoubtedly the common language.

"Brilliant painters can copy the beautiful scenery, but they can't paint the joy and intoxication." Looking at the back of the Mosuo girl going away, I felt a little disappointed.

"Hey, so I have to give the camera to Shenhu?" Jiang Qiuyue pointed the camera at me, "The real god can't be integrated into the form?"

I cover my face with my hands, don't I? Only nature can contain and be flexible, and this is the real art.

I believe that the great beauty between heaven and earth is often silent.It requires us to perceive, touch and blend quietly with our hearts.

"It seems that you are a gourd filled with a lot of medicine, but it is not easy to sell." Jiang Qiuyue laughed.Then, he immediately closed his mouth, looked at me, and turned his head away.

I wasn't as offended by this derogatory simile as she had expected, but I laughed it off.

On the lakeside of the Bowa Peninsula in Nisai, there are two green pines standing side by side. The branches and leaves are intertwined and intertwined in mid-air. They are the lover trees of the Axias in the daughter country of Mosuo, and the natural evidence of love bestowed by God on earth.

Jiang Qiuyue and I looked up under the tree and stood silently.Wishing to be a lovebird in the sky, and Lian Lizhi in the ground, Jiang Qiuyue turned to look at me, would you like to hang a cloth strip and make a wish?

I shook my head, what wish would I make?Everlasting and sometimes end, this hate lasts forever.Some loves are proved by heaven and earth, but it is better for you to prove me, to prove by heart and mind.

The entrance to Goddess Gem Mountain is here.Goddess Mountain is the highest mountain in Lugu Lake, with an altitude of nearly four.