Heart has a thousand knots

Smiling, "When I was in school, if I didn't eat chili for a meal, I would feel flustered, just like being sick..."

"Come on, don't talk about being brave back then." Brother said to Jiang Qiuyue while pouring wine for his father, "You don't know that my sister, who never kissed anyone since she was a child, only kissed Chili. When I was in middle school, I gave her Living expenses, she didn’t ask for anything, but asked me to bring a bottle of hot sauce from home next time. I see, when I went to school in Chongqing, I went to the hot pot. The hot pot in Chengdu is not enough.”

Jiang Qiuyue looked at me from the side, and laughed: "No wonder, my stomach is not very good." Jiang Qiuyue can understand the Sichuan dialect, and I scratched my ears and didn't talk to me. It was just an accident when I went to Chongqing to go to school...

Xiaoshi, should she hold her and Lei Yunfei's child now and enjoy her family happiness?

"She just has a stubborn temper." My father said while drinking, "Maybe it's because I ate too much chili. I'm not in good health, so let her eat less. She gave me a bunch of reasons to eat chili. What's more vitamin C?" ''Anti-cancer' 'Eat peppers and you will become smarter'..."

"It's not yet New Year's Eve, and you're in a hurry to criticize me?" I curled my lips, "It's the 21st century, and it's still online? People wash their hands in a golden basin and abandon evil and do good. As for me, I gargle with water and change spicy. Fading. In the old society, I am Yang Bailao, and I am afraid that the Chinese New Year will be over."

The sister-in-law smiled: "Momo's mouth is the iron teeth of the old Shen family."

"Girl, Momo is in your company, didn't she cause you any trouble?" said the father, "I have been spoiled by my brothers and sisters since I was a child, and I am more irritable than anyone else."

Hearing what my father said, the eldest brother immediately protested: "Hey, dad, why did you blame me and the eldest sister? Who doesn't know that 'the emperor loves the eldest son, and the common people love the youngest son'? Momo was spoiled by you , I never worked at home since I was a child, and she told us that she was born to study, not to work..." After drinking, my brother talked a lot more than usual.

Father laughed.

"Momo is very talented, and clients like her planning." Jiang Qiuyue got up and poured wine for her father, "Uncle, let me have a drink with you, thank you for raising such an excellent daughter. Your luck."

Jiang Qiuyue sat down after drinking the wine in the glass.I quietly reached under the table and took her hand.

Her words may seem polite, but I can hear the sincerity revealed in every word.Heart, warm, like the sunshine of early spring.

Late at night, lying on the wooden bed I used to sleep on, Jiang Qiuyue leaned in my arms, flipping through the album page by page.Seeing the first photo in my life, she couldn't help laughing: "Hey, Momo, is this you?" The photo shows me when I was three years old, with two braids and my face is faintly visible Remnants of tears.The first time I took a photo, the whole family collapsed and cried for a long time, but there was no smile.

I cover the photo.Jiang Qiuyue laughed even wider.

The winter in the southwest seems to be colder than that in the north, and there is no heating equipment indoors. The indoor and outdoor temperatures are almost the same.While speaking, the hot air breathed out of his mouth instantly turned into a white mist.Jiang Qiuyue huddled in my arms, pointing to the photo and asking about the background story.Listening to me telling her about the youthful past, she sometimes raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and sometimes laughed.

Facing the person you are attached to, you always think how wonderful it would be if you could take her back to your past.You can give her all the past time that she didn't have time to participate in, and let her participate in the joys and sorrows you have experienced about growing up. From then on, there will be one more person to help you seal up the memories of childhood for a long time. Mi Hong.

If it is possible to time travel, I would like to bring the woman in front of me back to my childhood, a teenager, and experience the days when she was not there with her.

Turning to the high school graduation photo, her gaze was fixed on Xiaoshi's face.Xiaoshi's hand was naturally holding mine, and her head was slightly turned to the right side of me.

"It's nice to be young." Jiang Qiuyue closed the album, "The seventeenth and eighteenth days are the most innocent."

Late at night, hug Jiang Qiuyue tightly, her body is cool.There is no stove, so she can only warm her with her body. "Is it cold?" I asked her.

She smiled: "Isn't it relying on a warm treasure?" The tone of her voice was full of sweet attachment.Tuck the quilt tightly for her, kiss her eyes: "Okay, be your warm baby, smart one."

"What about the shelf life?" "Lifetime, until—the day you don't breathe."

She buried her head in front of my chest, and sneered: "Baby, you're talking nonsense."

Maybe, she thinks, these are all love words from my fart?My sincerity, does she understand?My whole life, my whole life, and my feelings are not just used as promises for short-term favor.

(35) Thousands of blows are still strong

On the morning of New Year's Eve, the eldest sister and brother-in-law came back with their daughter Shanshan.The cousins ​​who have already married also came back with their families, and the team that went to visit the graves of their ancestors was mighty and mighty.

Walking with Jiang Qiuyue at the end.The cousins ​​hadn't seen each other for a long time, chattering, talking and laughing, looking at Jiang Qiuyue again after a while.

"Momo, take all your classmates to visit your father-in-law's and mother-in-law's graves, because your mother-in-law loved you back then. This time they have to protect you first." The youngest cousin of the second father's family laughed at me.

"That's right, that's right, go buy a lottery ticket, it might be the first prize." Several other cousins ​​followed suit.

"If you are not sincere, look at you, burning paper and talking empty words. Be careful, my mother and father will sit up and beat you." I turned my head to the grave, "Old man, did you hear that? Look at them, they should be beaten at the thirtieth year!"

The cousins ​​and sisters-in-law who led the nephew to worship laughed loudly.The youngest cousin of the second father's family lit a few cigarettes and put them on the stone altar in front of the tomb. This is what my mother-in-law used to smoke when she was alive.While smoking a cigarette, he patted my head: "Momo has such a hot temper, the future brother-in-law is a bit sinister."

"Next year, bring your brother-in-law to the grave." "Old Shen's family is the only one in our generation, so hurry up." "Momo, when the time comes, we will give you a big red envelope." Don’t be stingy with your nephew and niece when it comes to red envelopes.” The sisters-in-law and cousins ​​talked a lot, and I couldn’t hold back my face.Fortunately, he was squatting next to the fire paper, and the light of the fire was just right.

"Are you as big as you? I wish I could kick my sister out of the house." I said bitterly, "Fortunately, I didn't eat your food, otherwise, I would have sold me." Then I shouted at the grave: " Mother-in-law, get up and make decisions for me, old man, I will bring you a cane!"

Jiang Qiuyue looked at me, a little dazed.A series of dialects spoken too fast, I don't know how much she understands.

"Let's not talk about her, I really called my mother-in-law in a while, and none of you can escape." The elder sister smiled, "Momo is the most favored girl in the old Shen family, a treasure in the palm."

What the eldest sister said is right.In the whole big family, I am the youngest of my brothers and sisters. The eldest cousin’s children are not much younger than me. As for the cousins ​​of my aunt’s family, many of them are about the same age as my father.My mother-in-law was patriarchal when she was alive, but she loved me a lot, the granddaughter of her youngest son.

When we arrived at my mother's grave, we were the only ones left. "Ah, Jasmine!" Jiang Qiuyue exclaimed as she looked at the densely packed Jasmine around her.

"Dad's masterpiece." I laughed, "Mom likes jasmine the most." Then, I burned the paper silently.

After the sacrifice, my father and the others walked in front, and Jiang Qiuyue and I were last.

"Just now, what were you thinking?" Jiang Qiuyue tugged on my skirt.

"Stay still," I said.On her white down jacket, there were some ashes from paper money.Gently blowing away the ashes for her, I looked back at my mother's tomb, without telling her that when I burned the paper money just now, I prayed silently in my heart.If there is a spirit in innocence, mother, this woman in front of you at this moment, I want to spend my whole life with her, and never leave her until I die.

"Are your brothers and sisters-in-law talking about your personal problems?" Jiang Qiuyue asked again.I smiled wryly and looked up at the sky.

After the year, I will be 26 years old.As I grow older, the pressure I have to face will increase.There are so many relatives and friends, and all kinds of attention they pay attention to. In the end, they come overwhelmingly. Will it become persecution in disguise?

Even, I would have a sudden urge to hold her hand in front of my family and tell them openly: This woman is the most important person in my life, just like you.This impulse soon froze in the air like a drop of cold water.

"If the pressure is too great, you can consider starting a family." Seeing that I was silent, Jiang Qiuyue said slowly, "As long as you want."

Back then, I said something similar to another person.Now it seems that she is happy.Will I be happy if I make the same choice?I have no idea.All I know now is that I don't want to.So, holding Jiang Qiuyue's hand tightly, he went down the mountain.

After lunch, the eldest sister and brother-in-law will take the children back.Jiang Qiuyue pulled Shanshan over and gave her a red envelope.The eldest sister and brother-in-law declined, Jiang Qiuyue smiled: "It's the Chinese New Year, let's celebrate the new year for the children."

After dinner, it was already dark.My sister-in-law and I cleaned up the dishes, and Jiang Qiuyue also came to help.I blocked her with my arm: "Don't get your clothes dirty." Some people in the village couldn't hold back their temper and started setting off fireworks.An An also clamored to let go.No one paid attention to him, he looked at Jiang Qiuyue: "Auntie, you put it with me, okay?" Jiang Qiuyue patted his head and smiled: "Okay. You teach me." This kid, it depends on the wind If you are good at it, you can learn without a teacher.

"Momo, are you Mr. Jiang married?" In the kitchen, my sister-in-law asked me.I nod.

"See how she likes children