Heart has a thousand knots

Is it impossible to measure in units of weight?

"Give me..." I leaned over and whispered in her ear. "Here, I'll give you everything..." Her voice seemed to be soaked in desire.

My kiss spread over every part of her body, from lips to earlobe, from neck to chest, while kissing and kneading her. "Momo...can't take it anymore...well, Momo..." All my consciousness collapsed in her moan, sinking bit by bit, along the beautiful twin peaks, all the way down, every inch of skin It is full of my longing.

Her trembling became more and more intense, like a light boat floating on the waves, unable to stop the turbulence of the waves.Finally, after a loud cry, she completely softened and stopped moving.There was obvious pain in my shoulder - she bit me hard when I entered her body.

"Does it hurt?" Her finger slid gently on my shoulder.Grinning, I took a breath—the bright red tooth marks were almost torn.

"I really want to kill you." She sighed.Can't help but kiss her: "Hate me so much?"

"Kill you to death, don't leave it to others, it will always be mine..." She said bitterly.

"Stupid talk." I laughed, "If it's not yours, who could it be?"

"You don't know...your kindness will fascinate many people." She looked at me with a leisurely tone, without smiling.I don't agree with her words.I'm almost 26, and I haven't discovered my heartthrob potential.When I was in school, many people said that I was cool, and I was proud of myself, and some boys wrote love letters saying "you are very special in my eyes".

Is it that people like me are special in the eyes of other people?Unknown.

"Why did it take so long to go to the bathroom at night?" Jiang Qiuyue interrupted my contemplation, "Why did you go?"

"I met Mr. Chen," I said, "I said a few words."

"Oh." She responded without saying a word.

"What's the matter with you and him?" I couldn't help it, but I finally asked because of Chen Zijian's words.

"I wanted to ask a long time ago, didn't I?" She sighed.I didn't answer, it was the default.

"That night, accepting his ring was just to give him a step down. Think about it, so many people are watching." After a pause, she said again: "I told him that I have a marriage and I can't give it to him. Something. He said he could wait until I was free."

"Why not give him a chance?" I asked, a little insincerely.

"Do you want me to give him a chance?" Jiang Qiuyue asked me back.I shake my head.

"You, it's always like this, holding back to say things against your will, stubborn donkey!" Jiang Qiuyue poked her finger on my forehead, angrily.My whole person has long been seen clearly by her.

Touching the tip of my nose, I smiled: "What did you say to him?"

"Finally, I told him that if he is lucky enough to come to freedom, I will leave this freedom to a woman who is in love with me." After Jiang Qiuyue finished speaking, she looked at me steadily.

I stayed.This woman in my arms always surprises me constantly.This woman is like a deep courtyard, with winding paths and secluded paths; like a thick book, one page after another, exuding a delicate fragrance, which is light and long-lasting.

A good book is enough to make people read for a lifetime.

([-]) Why do close friends need to grow from the same root?

On New Year's Eve in 2006, Chen Zijian, whom he had not seen for a long time, appeared in Buyue.

The eyes of a large group of people followed Chen Zijian's back to Jiang Qiuyue's door and were blocked by the door.

Looking up, I met Yu Xiaoman's eyes head-on, saw me looking at her, smiled, then lowered my head to look at the materials in her hand.

When I was about to leave work, Jiang Qiuyue called me into the office.

"Tonight, Zijian treats guests." Jiang Qiuyue said, "After get off work, come downstairs later and let's go together."

In the company, Jiang Qiuyue always kept a distance from me, and even treated me a little more seriously than others.Words are terrible, I understand.Living among all kinds of people, people's hearts are far more terrifying than natural disasters.It is said that accidents can happen if you are not careful.

When we went to Xia Duo western restaurant, Chen Zijian was already waiting inside.Seeing Jiang Qiuyue and I come in, I got up and pulled the chair away.Two chairs, side by side.

Jiang Qiuyue ordered a foie gras, I ordered a cheese chicken rice, Chen Zijian ordered a steak for himself, looked at us, and asked: "How about a 'Chocolate Rhapsody'?" Jiang Qiuyue looked at me: "Momo, do you want it?" I nodded and said with a smile, "Are you afraid of getting fat?" I have never been enthusiastic about Western food.However, chocolate, most girls will not refuse.

"It's okay, you can look thin if you are thin, and you can look fat if you are fat." Chen Zijian smiled, "Health is the last word."

"That's right, the ring is fat, the swallows are thin, each has its own uniqueness." I echoed, "If a sculpture is carved out of the same mold, there is no artistic value at all, let alone a person. Fatness is nothing more than a little more flesh, and health is the same." Good; thin, look at the word, it is morbid."

"Oh, you two, are you from the same family?" Jiang Qiuyue nodded, "Cooperate to run on me?"

Chen Zijian looked at me with a sense of scrutiny: "Don't tell me, only to find out that Momo is not only a talented woman, but also an idiot. Yueyue, you really made a lot of money."

"Mr. Chen really knows how to joke." I was a little embarrassed, "I don't have superhuman powers, and I have supernatural powers." I know that I don't count, but everyone seems to use this title consciously to win each other's favor and draw closer.

"Do you want to change to 72?" Chen Zijian was amused, "What is it for?"

"Become a cash cow!" I spread my hands, "Otherwise, how could Buyue get rich because of me?"

"You—" Jiang Qiuyue looked at me, "You must be poor."

Chen Zijian took the napkin and wiped his mouth: "Only those with a sense of humor can tell jokes. Interesting, interesting."

"Next time, I invite you to eat Sichuan cuisine." Chen Zijian seemed to see that I was not very enthusiastic about Western food.After Jiang Qiuyue went to the bathroom, he said.

"The environment here is pretty good." I said, "It's kind of—petty bourgeoisie." It's not just for politeness.The location of this western restaurant by the windows on both sides is very distinctive, one side is the large lawn of Lilac Garden, and the other side is the relatively quiet Fuxing Road.In the restaurant, the layout is also relatively fine, very petty bourgeoisie.

"Some people say that Zhang Ailing is a model of petty bourgeoisie. What do you think?" Chen Zijian talked about Zhang Ailing.I'm a little surprised, the eldest son of Hengyuan Real Estate will see Zhang Ailing?

"Her writing is somewhat delicate and bourgeois. However, this person's life is not necessarily refined." I said, "After leaving Shanghai, especially after going to the United States, her life has become more and more rough."

"Yeah, it's just the delicacy of the words. There is too much loneliness and desolation in the prosperity she depicts with her pen, which is about human nature. The most vivid and vivid in her pen are all vivid and fragrant red roses, But inside is a cold and spiritual white rose." Chen Zijian seemed to be thinking, and then asked me: "Do you like Eileen Chang?"

"I read a little bit, when I was in school." I said.

"It doesn't seem like I've read it a little bit," Chen Zijian looked at me, "I know her pretty well."

"I can't say I understand it. I just think that this woman is very willful." I smiled, "I never deliberately conceal my flaws, and she can open her heart."

"Frankness, indeed." Chen Zijian nodded and said, "Yueyue is such a person. Therefore, I admire her very much. She has done what others can't do. Whether in business or in life, to gain a person I am very moved by such a frank confession. Really. Her courage is shocking."

Jiang Qiuyue's behavior made me admire her more.Being able to say those words to Chen Zijian not only depended on courage, but also had a keen insight into people's hearts.She spotted Chen Zijian.

"What are you two talking about?" Jiang Qiuyue sat down again and asked.

"Oh, I'm lobbying Momo to join our company." Chen Zijian smiled, "Be Hengyuan's cash cow."

"Did Momo agree?" Jiang Qiuyue pretended to be confused, "If you agree, then go, the sky is high."

"Yueyue, so generous?" Chen Zijian copied his hands, "Are you willing?"

"What is there to be reluctant to part with?" Jiang Qiuyue said quietly, "Women are not allowed to stay in college."

Stir the coffee in the cup, watch the two of them sing and smile.Knowing the pure friendship between Chen Zijian and Jiang Qiuyue, my heart is as open as a stone.

I admit that before this, I didn't have a good impression of a rich man like Chen Zijian.My prejudices are undisguisedly written between the eyebrows and eyes.

Time, experience, silently, will teach us many things and change the truth we once thought would remain unchanged.Then, you will gradually understand that those "reasons" that you have firmly established before are just a kind of paranoia.

(31) People are like the wind and then enter the river cloud

Autumn in Shanghai comes quietly after a rain in October.One layer of autumn rain and one layer of coolness.

When New Year's Day came in 06, I went to Dielianhua with Jiang Qiuyue to sit down.Xiaobai was not there, and the girlfriend she had identified was sharp-eyed, and waved to me as soon as she entered the door.

"Why didn't you see Xiaobai?" I asked her.

"Going back to Shandong." The girl motioned me to sit down with Jiang Qiuyue, "What do you want to drink?"

"Green tea, okay?" I looked at Jiang Qiuyue.

"Okay." Jiang Qiuyue smiled. "Taro toast?" I asked.

"Okay." Jiang Qiuyue still kept smiling, holding my arm and looking at me, "I want another papaya ice cream."

"Don't, be careful of stomach pain." I frowned, for ice cream, Jiang Qiuyue has always been a gesture of going all out, even the beauty can be given up, let alone the body.

"It's been a long time since I ate..." Jiang Qiuyue muttered.

"Hey—" I see