Heart has a thousand knots

It should be my guest.However, I prefer her to be my daughter-in-law.As long as she is willing.

When you fall in love with someone unknowingly, your whole person, from daily life to temperament, will quietly undergo changes that you are not aware of, and then develop a natural habit that is difficult to change.

(28) It's easy to throw people away when you are young

After going back, Jiang Qiuyue asked me to wash up first.Coming out of the bathroom, the TV in the living room was on, but no one was there.

On the balcony, she folded her arms and looked up at the sky, motionless.The dark sky is mixed with the blurred light and shadow of neon in the distance.Leaning on the floor-to-ceiling glass door frame, I watched her quietly.There was a night breeze blowing, lifting her hair.

After a long time, she turned her head and looked at me: "Are you done washing?" I nodded, and what I wanted to ask came to my lips, and it became a sentence: "Aren't you tired? Wash and go to sleep."

The sound of rushing water in the bathroom was just like the second hand, non-stop.It took a long time for Jiang Qiuyue to come out of the bathroom.

"Momo, where's the hair dryer?" She came in and asked.I motioned her to sit down, bent her knees, picked up the blower, and dried her hair, running my fingers through her hair.

Her hands were around my waist, her forehead resting on my chest.At that moment, my heart was hit by tenderness, and there was a little bit of pain, which was clear and clear.

After a long time, I said: "Tired?" She nodded: "Momo, it's nice to hold you and listen to your heartbeat." Patting her back, kissing her fragrant hair, I smiled: " Lie down and sleep well." I pulled back the quilt for her, waited for her to lie down, and turned off the lights.

"Momo." In the dark, she called me.

"Huh?" I reached out to wrap my arms around her shoulders and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Do you have a lot of questions you want to ask me?" Jiang Qiuyue's breath brushed against my neck, and I couldn't see her expression.

"If you'd like to talk, I'd love to listen," I said.I just want her to be able to do what she is willing to do, even if these things may not be the results I hope, but I will try my best to keep myself calm.

So, when she said, "Don't be impatient after listening", I said seriously: Yes.

"She came to see me." Jiang Qiuyue spoke slowly.

"First love?" I tried to keep my tone as calm as possible, but my heart beat faster.

"Well. She found Han Shu. In fact, after she went abroad, we lost contact." Jiang Qiuyue seemed to dispel my doubts.

"Do you still love her?" As for how she found Jiang Qiuyue, that's not what I want to know.In Jiang Qiuyue's heart, what kind of weight that person has is what I want to care most about.

"I don't know. During these years in Shanghai, she has always lived in my heart, and no one can walk in." Jiang Qiuyue sighed.A sigh made my heart a little disturbed.Who wants the person they love to still have someone else in their heart?It's just that her sigh always makes me feel inexplicably distressed, involuntarily.

After her sigh, I wanted to kiss her to calm the pain in my heart, but a force grabbed me violently.

"However, after meeting you, everything began to change. I told myself that I only love her. If I hadn't gotten married, she wouldn't have gone abroad." Jiang Qiuyue smiled bitterly, "I feel guilty towards her. However, the heart can’t lie. I find myself caring more and more about you, seeing you suffering for Xiaoshi and unhappy for her, my heart hurts, I’m unhappy, and I’m jealous..."

"Do you know? When you returned to Chengdu, I was so panicked. I was afraid that you would not be able to move again when you saw Xiaoshi. I don't know if you care about me, and how much you care, so I don't have the courage I never had the courage to tell you what I wanted to say, so I just watched you go..."

Hold her tightly, find her lips, and suck her fragrance, warm and long.

"If, one day, you choose her, I will smile and bless you." Letting go of her, I said slowly, "As you said, the heart will not lie. I hope you can Follow your own heart and get your own happiness."

I never felt that I was a noble person, nor did I need to claim greatness for myself.If she loves her more, what's the point of my retention?When it was time to turn around, enduring heartache and holding back tears, he would smile and wave to her.

As Liu Ruoying sang in that song: I love you very much, so I am willing, willing to let you fly to more happy places...

"What nonsense!" Jiang Qiuyue said angrily, "Did I say I wanted to be with her? She's also married and has a family. I'm not much better either. So, Momo, I can't promise you .I don’t know what will happen tomorrow. If it can’t be fulfilled, the promise I made can only be a debt owed. I can only tell you honestly, tell myself, I love you now.”

One thing, I understand very well that Jiang Qiuyue is a woman who keeps her promises.

"I know. I love you too, and I hope that I can continue to love you forever." Holding her shoulders tightly again, I whispered, "Sleep well, good night."

In the unknown future, can we be our own masters?Will the other party be present in our tomorrow?With my eyes open, my thoughts traveled through the dark and boundless desert, trying to find the light I wanted.

(29) Dawn window is lonely and spring is thick

When she woke up in the morning, she reached out her hand subconsciously, but Jiang Qiuyue was not on the bed.Her breath was filled with the smell she left on the quilt.

Walking into the kitchen, Jiang Qiuyue was making pancakes with her head down.Quietly hugging her waist, leaning her head on her shoulder: "Why didn't you wake me up?"

"I see you slept very deeply. Are you tired after your arm was pressed all night?" Her voice was very soft, with the softness of willow catkins in March. "Not tired, I like it." I smiled.

"Fool." Jiang Qiuyue turned her head and kissed me on the cheek, "Go wash up and eat."

I didn't move, but I exerted more force on my hands, and the air I exhaled made her giggle: "Thought it?"

"Yeah." I snorted and shook her body lightly.

"Night, okay? I have to go to work later." She leaned on me with her elbow, and then whispered, "Ah, the cake is going to be mushy, let's see how you eat it later!"

"Just paste it, just eat you, and never feel full." I laughed again.

"Baby, you're out of shape. Wash up, hurry up!" She raised the wooden shovel in her hand angrily.Let go of your hand, and said slowly: "Okay, wash up, who called me an ear-scratcher?"

"What?" She glared. "Nothing." I chuckled.

"Speaking in tongues is not allowed! Unless..." She paused, "Translate into Mandarin for me every time."

When she arrived at the company, Jiang Qiuyue called all the departments together and said, "This time, during my inspection..." I wanted to laugh, but facing the entire company, I held back and lowered my head.

All the people in the business department were left behind by her.I know that Jiang Qiuyue is going to be like a wounded arrow again.

"Momo, I'm so jealous of you." When Xiaoyan passed by, she said, "Follow Boss Jiang and travel at public expense."

"How about recommending you to be an assistant?" I laughed, "You don't know, you have to endure hardships and hardships?" When I said these words, I felt a little vain and a little complacent.

"Don't, those who can do more work." Xiaoyan waved her hands, "The rafters can't be a beam." After finishing speaking, she walked outside.

"I haven't been to Hainan yet, when I'm on vacation," Yu Xiaoman said, looking forward to it, "Look at Tianya Stone, and make a wish..." Xiucai interjected, "Two people go, the end of the world is the end of the world."

I stared at Xiucai: "What's the situation?" Xiucai scratched his head and smiled a little awkwardly.

"Is it 'Falling flowers are intentional, flowing water is merciless'?" I approached him and whispered.

"Grandma, I'm not Luohua, let alone running water, stop talking nonsense, okay? I can't stand you..." Xiucai muttered.The little thought that the scholar has towards me, I can see it in my eyes, and my heart is like a mirror.However, my heart is only willing to face the bright and clear autumn moon.

Therefore, I don't care about the teaching of the old master, "Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself".It is said that Yu Xiaoman has lost his love, and it is not impossible to have a relationship with Xiucai. An office romance is not impossible.

In the evening, Jiang Qiuyue took everyone in the company to Handan Road to eat Korean food.

Coming out of the bathroom, I almost bumped into someone. "Hi, Momo." It was Chen Zijian.This time, he didn't call me "Shen".

"Mr. Chen, long time no see!" I smiled.

"You..." Chen Zijian looked at me. "Oh, we have a company dinner. Why don't you come in?" I invited him, "Boss Jiang is here."

"No, I still have a few friends here, let's talk about something." Chen Zijian smiled, "Another day. There will be a chance."

I nodded and turned around. "Momo—" Chen Zijian called to stop me.

"You President Jiang..." Chen Zijian hesitated to speak.I looked at him, waiting for his next words.

"I admire her very much." Chen Zijian smiled, "If you have time, I invite you to dinner."

After returning home at night, Jiang Qiuyue washed up first.When I came out of the bathroom, she was leaning on the sofa, looking at me in a lazy posture.

After drinking, her eyes are always so charming.The brows and corners of the eyes are like a smile but not a smile. Between the eyes, the indescribable style can capture my heart in an instant; a flushed face, like a bright peach petal, turns into an irresistible temptation, which makes people feel Powerless to escape.Holding her sharp chin, staring at her, slowly, sucking her soft lips.

After a long kiss, my hand reached into her pajamas and touched her chest. She began to moan and whispered: "Hold me, go to the room." I don't know where the strength came from, I freed my hand and hugged her , gently put her on the bed.the power of love itself