Stranger way home

Chapter 38 Uncle Liu's "Three Visits to the Thatched Cottage" ([-])

(This chapter can also be regarded as a "confession" chapter. The climax will be ahead of time, so that everyone will not be tired after reading it.)

When I saw Uncle Liu again, it was near dusk in the afternoon of the next day. He came so suddenly, without any warning, only Uncle Liu’s voice from the phone told me that he was here again.Yesterday I rejected Uncle Liu's kindness so simply. I didn't know if I would hurt him, so I walked towards the place where I had an appointment to meet Uncle Liu with a feeling of apprehension.The closer I got to the destination, the more my heart fluctuated. I was not relieved until I saw Uncle Liu's smiling expression.

"Uncle Liu, why are you here again?" I sat in the car, looked at Uncle Liu, then smiled at him, and asked a little puzzled.

"Why, Uncle Liu is not welcome?" Uncle Liu responded with a smile, but he didn't answer my question directly.

"Why don't you welcome me? It's what I wish for." I hurriedly explained that although I knew he was joking, I was still afraid that he might misunderstand.

"Hmph, I don't know who it is. I met me yesterday and ran faster than a rabbit." Uncle Liu deliberately pretended to be angry, and responded with a hum, but anyone could see that the expression was fake , must be amusing me.

"Uh, something really happened." I pretended to be swearing, to win his trust, and I was most afraid that he would think wildly.

"I hope so……"

"Uh." I stared at Uncle Liu's face, and then continued, "Uncle Liu, what do you want to see me today? If you still invite me to go out for fun, I can only say sorry, I'm really not in the mood go……"

"Xiao Luo, Uncle Liu knows that you are in pain, but you have to get through no matter how big the blow is, don't you? Don't you want to live in pain for the rest of your life? In fact, Uncle Liu has also experienced this kind of experience, but I don't Have you come here? Believe me, I really want you to be happy and happy, and I don’t want you to sink like this forever. Look at you, how decadent you look now, not at all like the little Luo I saw at first, The handsomeness of the past has been replaced by today's decadence. Looking at you now, Uncle Liu is really heartbroken!" Uncle Liu's expression was very excited, he turned around and grabbed my shoulders, trying to persuade me, I was very moved , but I did not compromise.

"Uncle Liu, you don't understand how important Uncle Wang is to me. You don't understand, you really don't understand. When I lost him, I even had desperate thoughts. Now I am only better than a vegetable A little. Sometimes, I even envy vegetative people, at least they don’t have to think, and don’t have to experience pain and despair.” I shook my head, my eyes filled with tears, and I responded in a low tone, all that flashed in my mind was It is really hard for me to give up everything about Uncle Wang in the episode of getting along with Uncle Wang.

"Xiao Luo, I know you don't want to let go, but if you don't let go, your breakup is already a fact, isn't it? You have to face the truth bravely. Living in memories and pain is just a coward's performance." Uncle Liu Still trying to persuade me, his kind face was full of anxiety, "Besides, you lost Uncle Wang, don't you still have Uncle Liu?"

"Uncle Liu, you are different. Uncle Wang is Uncle Wang, and Uncle Liu is Uncle Liu. How can I selfishly treat you as Uncle Wang's shadow. I can't..." I lowered my head and replied with sobs.

"But, Xiao Luo, Uncle Liu likes you." Uncle Liu suddenly let go of my hand and shouted at me.

"Ah? You like me? But, liking belongs to liking. Liking is just a feeling, and it has not been sublimated to the realm of love. The relationship between me and Uncle Wang, that kind of feeling is love..." I shook my head, looking at it in surprise Looking at Uncle Liu, although I knew he liked me, I was just surprised that he would have such a big reaction.

"Xiao Luo, listen to me, Uncle Liu..." Uncle Liu looked at me excitedly, he paused, then looked at me seriously, and continued talking to me, but the voice behind was very small, I just I can hear it roughly, "Xiao Luo, actually Uncle Liu...I love you!"

"Uncle Liu, what did you say?" I looked at him in surprise, and couldn't believe my ears, as if Uncle Liu said he loved me, but his voice was too low for me to hear, so I continued to ask for proof, "You say you love me? Don't tease me, Uncle Liu. I know that I am pitiful now, but there is no need for Uncle Liu to comfort me like this."

"You Luo, listen to me, you heard me right, Uncle Liu really loves you! Since the first time I saw you, I have been deeply attracted by you. This long-lost feeling feels like a long time ago , I am the same as 'him'. Next, although we have not been together for a long time, my eyes gradually stop on you. When I can't see you, I often think back to the time when we first met Then until Uncle Wang reconciled with you, although I tried my best to reconcile you, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, because I love you no less than your Uncle Wang, but I firmly believe that whatever is important for your happiness, I You can also choose to be by your side silently and watch you spend every day happily. The development in the future is beyond our expectation, but it is precisely because of this that I have the opportunity to have you again, I I hope you can give me this chance, okay? Xiao Luo, I really love you!" Uncle Liu said the above paragraph excitedly, and then quietly waited for my response.Although he was calm on the surface, I could tell from his slightly shaking body that he was nervous and flustered inside.

I stared at him blankly, his words flashed by my ears like a bolt from the blue.The reasons why Uncle Liu was kind to me in the past, those casual details, those ambiguous words, all these doubts were instantly resolved in my mind.It's just that I still can't believe my ears, am I so good that two such outstanding middle-aged people can fall in love with me.I couldn't believe it was true, I shook my head, looked at Uncle Liu's serious eyes, and said slowly: "Uncle Liu, I don't know if what you said is true or to comfort me. But, I I'm not in the mood to worry about these things now, the figure of Uncle Wang has been lingering in my mind, I can't forget him, and I can't be sorry to you. So I can't promise you, I'm sorry..."

"But, Xiao Luo, do you know?" Uncle Liu took my hand and said anxiously, "The day you broke up, your Uncle Wang called me. He said he had a fight with his wife, and said He respects your choice, he will take up the burden of his family, and he promised you to leave this circle in the future. It’s just that he hopes that you will not suffer and live happily. Finally, he hopes that I can take care of you for him. Your king Uncle believes that I can take care of you, can't you believe that Uncle Liu can give you happiness?"

"What?" I looked at Uncle Liu in a daze, and what Uncle Liu said shocked me, "I don't know, so many things happened to Uncle Wang after that, and I don't know that Uncle Wang said this to you. But, Uncle Liu, I can't, even if it's..."

"Xiao Luo, please trust me, okay? I didn't say I love you because of his entrustment or responsibility. I love you with all my heart. I hope you can give me a chance, okay?" Liu Uncle looked at me affectionately, with a little begging in his tone, but I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and I didn't know whether I should agree to him.Because I haven't forgotten Uncle Wang, I don't want to agree to him, it would be unfair to him; but Uncle Liu's affectionate confession makes me very embarrassed, I don't know how my refusal will hurt him .

After thinking for a long time, I finally sighed softly, held Uncle Liu's warm hands, and said to him, "Uncle Liu, give me some time to forget about Uncle Wang, okay?"

"Well, Uncle Liu is waiting for you." Uncle Liu nodded, then pulled me closer to him, hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear, "But don't let Uncle Liu Wait too long……"

Feeling the strength of Uncle Liu's hug, I just lowered my head and said "oh", but my heart was churning.

Uncle Wang, Uncle Wang, Bin is really happy for you if you make up your mind to leave this chaotic circle.However, you contacted Uncle Liu and asked him to take care of me instead of you, what does that mean?I don't understand, do I really make you so worried, or do you mean?Although Uncle Liu is a very nice person, it is really difficult for me to accept Uncle Liu at this moment. Even if I could, it would be unfair to him.I really want to know what you think, Uncle Wang, where are you and how are you doing?Bin really miss you!

Thinking about it, tears tended to come out of my eyes again, I quickly suppressed my emotions and tried my best to calm myself down.Leaning on Uncle Liu's strong chest, I took a deep breath and made up my mind.I gently broke away from Uncle Liu's arms, looked at his suspicious eyes, and said, "Uncle Liu, let's go..."

"Ah? Where to go?"

"your home!"

"Huh? What are you doing at my house?"

"What are you old! Didn't you say to forget Uncle Wang? Now do the first step..."

"What does that have to do with going to my house?"

"Will you go or not? If you don't, I'll go back to the dormitory. Don't come to me in the future."

"Oh, go... go!"

After a while, the car started and drove Uncle Liu and me to a distant place.But, is the destination of the car really happiness?Can I really forget Uncle Wang and be with Uncle Liu?The answer is not even clear to me...

(Why am I going to Uncle Liu's house? Hey, keep it a secret...)