Stranger way home

Chapter 37 Uncle Liu's "Three Visits to the Thatched Cottage" [[-]]

When I received the call from Uncle Liu, I was in the school cafeteria eating steamed buns that cost 08 cents each, and the bowl of porridge that was really thin. It was still before 30:[-].I quickly finished the remaining porridge, wiped my mouth, then picked up the phone, put it to my ear, and said helplessly: "Uncle Liu, it's so early...don't tell me that you are already at the gate of my school. "

"You're so smart, as expected of my little Luo, I'll be waiting for you at your school gate." He replied with a smile, adding a special emphasis on the word "my", but it was just the voice coming from the microphone at that time. The sound was very noisy, the horns of various cars mixed together, covering Uncle Liu's voice, so I didn't pay much attention.

"Uh...it's at the gate of our school?" I wasn't too surprised, after all, he had been so active before, just like the first time we met, "Wait, I'll go to your place."

After Uncle Liu said "Oh" from the opposite side, I turned off my phone, got up, walked out of the cafeteria, and walked towards the school gate.

As I approached the school gate, I saw Uncle Liu's black car from a distance. He was not outside, maybe it was a bit cold outside, and he didn't notice me until I walked in front of his car.He quickly took my hand and pulled me into the car. Feeling the temperature from Uncle Liu's hand, I sat in the car.It was very warm inside. Uncle Liu looked at me with a smile. I lowered my head and didn't look at him.

It’s still this small space. I remembered that when I first met Uncle Liu, I was also in this small space. It’s just that I was in a good mood that time, but this time I seemed very depressed.Shaking my head, I tried my best to get rid of those messy thoughts in my mind, then raised my head and showed a shallow smile to Uncle Liu, and asked, "Uncle Liu, you came to see me, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing. I'm just worried about you. Come to see you and chat with you." Uncle Liu continued to look at me, looked at me, and then stroked my head a few times with his hands, smoothing it out for me. With messy hair, he continued, the emotions revealed in his voice and expression were very sad, and he sighed several times, "Xiao Luo, you have changed, you have become silent, decadent, haggard... Alas, it seems that this blow has really hit you hard. It's a pity, it's a pity that Uncle Liu can't help you, alas! Seeing you like this, Uncle Liu is really heartbroken."

"Uh, Uncle Liu." Looking at Uncle Liu's worried eyes, I smiled awkwardly at him and continued, "Uncle Liu, I'm fine, it will be fine after a while. Well, it will be fine ..."

"Xiao Luo, you don't have to pretend to be strong in front of Uncle Liu. I can see the despair hidden deep in your heart from your eyes. Don't hold back, it will be better to vent it. Uncle Liu is willing to be your confidant The more you suppress yourself, it will only make Uncle Liu worry about you more, you silly boy." Uncle Liu looked at me with sad and deep eyes, and his tone revealed self-blame, as if blaming him for not being able to help him I don't know if my feeling is right.

"Uncle Liu, you came here just to express emotion at me, right? Don't dismiss me with the previous words, I'm not stupid." It is undeniable that Uncle Liu has seen through all my thoughts, and I am embarrassed Looking at him, I didn't know what to say to respond, so I had to change the subject, bringing it back to his purpose of coming to me.

"Uh, oh..." Uncle Liu stammered, hesitating to speak, his eyes flickering at me.

I turned my head and looked at him suspiciously, not knowing what made him hesitate so much and refused to tell.Seeing my puzzled eyes, Uncle Liu's eyes flickered even more, and the last words solved my doubts. He looked at me in embarrassment, and said in a low voice: "Xiao Luo, I...how about I take you out to relax?" Sample?"

"Oh? What can't be said? See how nervous you are." I still looked at him suspiciously. Is it necessary to hesitate about this matter.

"Ah, I don't have any other intentions. I just want to take you out to relax and have a look at the scenery outside, so that you won't keep thinking about Uncle Wang in your heart, and let go of the sadness in your heart for a while. I know this breakup is right for you. I don’t want to watch you continue to sink like this, and I hope Xiao Luo can regain her happiness. Well, that’s how it is.” Uncle Liu felt even more embarrassed when he saw me staring at him, so he simply shook his head. He turned around, not daring to look at me, and his tone revealed extreme anxiety.This action made me doubt his motive even more. Is it really just that?I tried my best to imagine, but I still couldn't think of any reason why he was so awkward. I just shook my head and shook off these messy thoughts.

"Oh, I see. Thank you Uncle Liu for your kindness. But I, I really don't have the mood to go out to play." I slowly refused, and Uncle Liu also turned his head back to me, looking at me suspiciously. with me.I raised my head and looked at the distant street through the glass in front of the car. The pedestrians and vehicles passing by on the road seemed to be living in two different worlds with me.With my current mood, it's really not suitable to go out to play, and I don't feel angry at all. For example, the walking dead are in better shape than me.

"But……"

"No, but. Uncle Liu, thank you for your kindness. After chatting with you for so long, I feel much better. Let's call it a day. I have something to do. I'll go back first. Goodbye!" I opened the car door without hesitation, let Uncle Liu call my name, trotted, and left the car without looking back, and also left the person who cared about me.

It's not that I don't want to go out to relax, it's just that Uncle Liu is so kind to me, I don't know how to face him, I don't know why he treats me well, but the kindness he gives me will only make me more Feel ashamed.Moreover, I can't be selfish, I can't transfer my sadness to him, and I don't want him to worry about my affairs anymore.So I chose to refuse, I chose to leave, I just want to close myself in my own small world, so that I will neither hurt myself nor make others feel sad.

After leaving Uncle Liu, I don't know if he has just left. My heart is full of messy thoughts. The figures of Uncle Wang and Uncle Liu appear alternately in front of my eyes, which makes me very headache.Why does Uncle Liu's smile always flash in my mind, why Uncle Liu and Uncle Wang are so kind to me, why am I afraid to get along with Uncle Liu, why?I don't know, I really don't know.

I hugged my head with my hands weakly, and squatted on the path. Too many "whys" caused my originally dead heart to stir up waves again, and it was difficult to calm down for a long time.