blue lotus

"Leilei, where is my son? What's the matter?" I heard my dad's bear roar from a long distance away. If it was before, I would definitely like the game of a mature man like him, but today, I only have hatred and blood in my heart. Flowing like a river, I don’t have violent self-abuse tendencies, maybe I inherited my father’s violent blood, sometimes I can become ruthless, hurt others and hurt myself, everything is involuntary, only after the fact. The viciousness that grew in my heart felt terrible.

"What's going on? What's going on?! Who hit it?" My dad stood in front of Uncle Jun and me. His fat body was shaking violently because of anger and excitement. My face, those leopard eyes shot out a terrible bloody light, burning blazingly, with faint tears evaporating into smoke in the flames.I squeezed his hand away and glared at him.

"Son, tell Dad, who hit you." My dad's voice was hoarse, like a furnace of hot molten iron smoking cold smoke in the ice.

I snorted, a sneer flitted from the corner of my mouth, stared at him, my heart was ashamed, "Master Tiger? You came late, you didn't see the good show." I shivered in my heart, because I clearly saw, Dad's face was as cold as a stone, his brows were trembling, and his eyes were like a collapsed hell.

My dad stood up abruptly, "Which one of you beat my son?"

The surroundings were terribly quiet, and no one dared to admit it.My dad snatched the big iron rod from one guy and beat them one by one until the gang screamed. "Don't tell me? Who is it?" My dad is serious this time, and it seems that this time he wants to "deliver justice" for his son.

"Master Hu, it was the captain who beat him." Finally, a guy couldn't bear the taste of a blood-to-blood relationship, and begged for mercy on his knees.

"Master Tiger, I didn't know he was your son, I was just following your orders, you see, these two flowers were chopped off by them."

"Is it justified for you to beat my son? As long as my son is happy, I will be happy if I light a fire and burn this hundred acres. Do you still feel wronged?" I have never seen my father be so cruel as today. With the stick down, the guy who was flying and domineering just now collapsed in the poppy bushes, with blood gushing out from the top of his head. ． ． ． ． ．

With the disturbance that day, the father-son relationship between my dad and me fell to the brink of rupture. Dad ordered people to send me and Uncle Jun to the town health center.Fortunately, I was only injured on the skin. After I was discharged from the hospital with stitches, anti-inflammatory drugs, and gauze, my mother was crying with distress. She had never seen her cry so sadly, never before.I also wondered why I became inhuman when I came back this time. Not only did I not feel sad at all, but I wanted to laugh and laugh when I looked at the familiar and unfamiliar faces. Because of my powerlessness, Tongzi Town is still the same I can only watch it corrupt and perish day by day.

Because Uncle Jun was seriously injured, he was sent to the nearest hospital with better conditions in Tongzi Town for treatment. I originally wanted to follow him, but my mother firmly disagreed, saying that I could only go after my wound recovered. My main priority right now is to rest so I don't get scars on my face.

I went back to my home in the town again, because the school's military uncle was not there, and besides, my mother was very worried about me, for fear that if I made a mistake again, it would be like killing her.My mother watches over me every day. Every time I wake up from my sleep, I can always see her sitting by my bed. I feel distressed when I see her, but when I say it, it becomes annoyed, "Mom, you Looking at me like this, like looking at a prisoner, how can I sleep well. You should stay away from me. "

For fear of arousing the unhappiness in my heart and affecting my recuperation, my dad wisely avoided direct contact with me every day, went out early, and entered the house quietly at night, never daring to say a word out loud .Now, when my mother saw me say such unfeeling words to her, she didn't know what to do for a while, "Son, take a good rest, and Mom will go downstairs to prepare food for you. Son, what do you want to eat?" Looking at my mother I looked at a loss, and my heart was bleeding. How could it be like this? A family that is so well-behaved seems to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and our hearts can't get closer together.

"Mom, I don't want to eat anything. I'm afraid that you're too tired to eat. Don't be sad." I finally said something human, and my eyes were so moved that I wet my eyes.

My mother laughed and her eyes were wet, "It's nothing, son, as long as you are happy, it's fine, Mom can do whatever she wants."

After coaxing my mother to go out, I looked at my haggard self in the mirror, with a few white patches on my face, like a zombie, and I suddenly wanted to laugh, wanted to laugh out loud, but the laugh lines hadn't come out yet, and the bruises on my face His expression turned into a dignified sadness, old-fashioned.That big boy with a sunny face disappeared overnight, dead?who I am?Or Ding Lei?Not like, not at all.

I was looking at my shadow and feeling sorry for myself when my younger brother Xiaopeng pushed the door open and barged in, with his head held high and his chin raised high, his eyes looked up and down viciously, "Finally, today is the day, and I deserve retribution." He spat at me with disdain. In a word, I'm not angry at all.

"Why are you here? If you don't come to see your brother sincerely, please go out." I was extra tolerant to him.

"My mother was crying downstairs just now. Are you mad at her? Let me tell you, don't look down on me, I will kill anyone who bullies my mother. If you don't believe me, try it?"

"Then come on, Ding Peng, I'll sue you too. From now on, if you dare to point at my nose and scold me, believe it or not, I'll break your fingers?" Throwing off the quilt, she rushed in front of her younger brother, grabbed him by the collar, and lifted him into the air.To be honest, I was a sports star in the school when I was in junior high school. I won one or two championship trophies every year in the middle school sports competitions in the county. Dealing with my younger brother was like carrying a chicken. "Are you convinced or not, now I'm going to throw you to death?"

My younger brother didn't expect that I would dare to play with him for real. He was so frightened that he burst into tears, "I only came to see you when my mother was sad. If you have the ability to not make my mother so sad, what can you do to me? Mom, brother Hit me."

I never expected my brother to cry.My heart softened, really, I have never resented my younger brother, it’s okay for a child to be naughty and clever, especially because he is so good to his mother, I feel ashamed, so I gently put him down , yelling at him, "Cry ass, if you have the ability to coax mom, make mom happy, isn't it better than fighting with me? Get out."

Pushing my brother out, I locked the door behind me, crouched in the corner with my head in my hands, tears streaming from my eyes.I really want to cry, I really want to cry, maybe only by crying a lot can all the pain in my heart be washed away.

At this time, the bedroom door was knocked loudly, and someone shouted loudly outside the door, "Leizi, open the door quickly, your teacher Ma sees you coming."

Which ghost is it again?