blue lotus

Passing through a cypress forest, and climbing over the mountain ridge that looks like a dragon's spine, a huge basin really appears in front of you. The bottom of the basin is a lake, like a bright mirror inlaid on a green carpet, embroidered with skylight and cloud shadows.

Uncle Jun took my hand and ran all the way down the mountain ridge, only then did he see that there are coquettish and gorgeous flowers blooming in the basin, there are bright red, pink, purple, and pure white, just like wine cups , holding up the joy, fascination, charm and tenderness.My eyes were full of tears for a while, such a dazzling flower bloomed in the deep valley, when the mountain flowers were in full bloom, I was alone and haggard, no one took pity on me.The flowers have already been covered with pods, and some of them split naturally, and the tears are still there, and the scabs are dried, just like the tears of the concubine Xiang.The beauties are only in the depths of the countryside, and the beautiful flowers are in places that are rarely visited by people. But all kinds of stunners who are not favored by the world, either noble or cynical or beautiful, are only locked in the boudoir palace.

I was watching intently, when Uncle Jun approached me, "Xiao Lei, do you know what kind of flowers these are?"

"What kind of flower is it?" Such a beautiful flower must have a beautiful name.

"Poppy, this is the flower of opium." Uncle Jun's words were very soft, but they sank deeply into my heart like a torpedo, blasting all my internal organs to pieces.

Poppies?This is the poisonous flower my dad planted in the mountains?How can you be so beautiful and beautiful, how can you give birth to morphine, codeine, and narcotine? How can you make thousands of people go crazy for you? Drunk, dreamed and died for you? Poppy, you are beautiful, just because of your beauty , so that countless souls go crazy for you, are you evil?You are just a natural flower, you just want to bloom in the sunshine like a normal flower, dance in the spring breeze, and listen to the song of life gurgling in your ears.You are innocent, you don't know your beauty, your body can extinguish the eyes of desire, let people's breath suffocate and the heartbeat accelerate to reach the highest state of desire.

You have created a beautiful illusion in people's hearts, and people are indulging in your illusion, depraved, depressed, and self-deceiving. Maybe, you really shouldn't come to this world, although it may be unfair to you, and this In the world, how many lives can enjoy the respect and attention they deserve?Maybe, you don't want to be the chief culprit who tramples on the dignity of beings.Your grievances will not be cleared away in your lifetime, so you should go on your way. After all, you once opened up beautifully, dedicated your beauty to the mountains and rivers you love, and dedicated your sincere eyes. Then, you Just go on the road happily, why bother with the prosperity and vanity of this world, you should be content with being able to repay your innocence.

"Uncle, let's destroy these flowers." I picked up a yellow wattle and pushed it down with a stick. Those beautiful flowers said goodbye to the branch with a smile, and those green fruits with tear stains danced into the tree together. In the grass, no regrets.

"It's so many, about a hundred acres. It's just a joke." Although Uncle Jun said so, he still followed me, waving his arms, and sent these flowers on the road as if he had suffered a deep hatred.

Maybe many people will be a little puzzled by my aggressive behavior today, but at this time my heart is also in pain. Thinking about the recently deceased Kang Bo, and so many people in the town who are living in the torment of fighting drug addiction.Flowers are innocent, and so are people. In this world, there is no right or wrong. Everything is caused by the nature of the mind. Desire is the poison of the spirit, which destroys these innocent lives.

Many years later, when I returned to Tongzi Town and this paradise, I asked Uncle Jun, "If you planted the one hundred acres of poppies, would you still trample them with me that day?" Shrugged, smiled without answering.I see, my question is really naive, what if?There are not so many ifs in the world, just like today if we did not have such a bold act, we would not have caused a fatal disaster, and almost lost our lives.

Just as Uncle Jun and I were trampling on this field of poppies willfully, a dozen or so men in black appeared out of nowhere, all of them wearing armed belts, just like the gangsters in the movie, and they punched They beat me until my skin was torn apart, and the corners of my mouth were bleeding.

"What are you doing?" The guy who hit me just squeezed his face, and his eyes showed fierceness. "Do you know what is planted in this land?"

"What kind of plant do you like?" I straightened my back and glared at him angrily.

Uncle Jun had just fought fiercely with those people, and now his body was covered with scars and blood.Seeing blood dripping from my face, he staggered over and tried to protect me, but he grabbed my arm with his hand and hit me heavily with an iron rod from behind.Uncle Jun fell down in front of me.

"Uncle, Uncle." I leaned down and shouted at the top of my lungs, feeling as uncomfortable as a thousand arrows piercing through my heart, "Uncle, Uncle, how are you doing? Ah? Let me help you up?" I hugged Uncle's shoulders and burst into tears, " Uncle, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I got you in trouble."

Uncle Jun opened his mouth and smiled miserably at me, with blood dripping from the corner of his mouth, he tried hard to tell me, "Xiao Lei, Uncle can't help you anymore, tell them who you are, or they will... ."

"No! Uncle, let them kill me. I want to see how many crimes my dad has to do before he is willing. He is simply inhuman, no." I gritted my teeth and cursed, wishing I could tear him apart. Everything is caused by him, but where is he now?Sitting on his bear chair, sipping tea and dreaming of getting rich?He is simply a dog slave, a dog slave who dominates the town like the mayor.I'm such a cheap, such a heartless father, I still give him a massage with a calm face, make him happy, and sleep with him.It's disgusting, just thinking about those things makes me sick.

"Tell me, what the hell are you doing? Believe it or not, I kicked you to death." The guy raised his foot and was about to kick me in the face, when someone behind him screamed, "Isn't this the son of Lord Tiger? Why are you here? Why are you beating him?" The man said, rushing over, squatting down, "Oh my God, Renjun? Injured like this? What are you still doing? Hurry up and call Lord Tiger to come over, you just wait this time Go ahead and peel it."

When I looked up, I thought this middle-aged man looked familiar, but I couldn't remember where I'd seen him before.Could it be that my brain was broken by those people just now?