Don't come here, I'm just an actor

Pan Bing lives in the same unit as me, above me.I took the elevator to his door, but there was no answer when I knocked on the door. Have you come back so late?I waited and no one opened the door, so I wanted to open the door and go in, but my fingerprint didn't work!

I took out my mobile phone to make a call to Pan Bing, when there was the sound of walking from the door, the door was opened, and Guo Lunqing, naked to the waist, appeared in front of me.

"Ah, you, why are you here?" Guo Lunqing looked impatient, looking at the scratches all over his body, I seemed to disturb someone's elegance.

"You better have something important to do, or I'll kill you today." Guo Lunqing said in a bad tone.

"I'm looking for Brother Pan." Or I'd better leave...

"Xiaodong, come in. Is there anything urgent for you at this late hour?" Pan Bing came out in home clothes, with messy hair and bright strawberries around his neck.

"Uh, it's okay, you guys go on, I just came to drop by, and I walked away, haha, haha." I smiled awkwardly, retreated to the elevator door, pressed the button hard, why didn't the door open, my face I almost froze from laughing.

Finally the elevator door opened, I quickly jumped into the elevator, the elevator door closed slowly, and the sound of "bang" closing the door exploded in from the crack of the elevator door, which scared me to death.

Boy, you have a tough temper.Didn't it just disturb your good business, who knows when you will reconcile, and no one told me.

Walking on the street bored, the night in July is still hot, there are still many pedestrians on the street, and the shops on the street are brightly lit, waiting for customers to visit.I bought a pack of cigarettes, and it's been a long time since I walked on the street without any disguise.

There was excitement ahead, so I stood behind the crowd to see what was going on inside.

"I will treat you well. Whatever you say is what you say. I am in charge of making money to support the family, and you are in charge of being beautiful. I will love you for the rest of my life. Marry me!"

It turned out that someone proposed to marry him.The young man knelt on one knee, holding a ring box in his hand, saying the oath of love with sincere eyes.The girl hugged a bouquet of roses, covered her mouth and was so moved, tears streaming down her face.Everyone around was booing, shouting "Marry him! Marry him! Marry him!"

The girl nodded, and the young man put a ring on her, stood up and hugged the girl into his arms, and the two cried together happily.

I raised my left hand, and the ring was left on the table when I moved out of Park Hyun-song's house.I used to cherish that ring very much, and I wore it except when I was working.Park Hyun-song is still wearing that ring, it hurts my eyes every time I see it.

At that time, when he put on the ring, he thought about his whole life, but he never expected to have the situation today.I turned around and left the crowd, smoking a cigarette and continuing to walk aimlessly, replaying every bit of my relationship with Park Xiansong in my mind.

Pretend to be his boyfriend, he kissed me for the first time, the ambiguous moment in the hot spring, the night when Zhang Qi drugged him, I said good night to him for the first time, I was scared by him in the maze, he hurriedly Hurrying back, the fireworks on the island, the ring offered by kneeling on one knee, being caught with Pan Bing in KTV, the back view of him cooking for me, fully supporting me in investing in movies, the companionship after I was depressed, the pair when I won the award The view, the rose petals of the villa, the restaurant that made me despair, his panicked roar, his face full of remorse, his cautiousness.

It’s all him, it’s all Park Hyun-song, my life is already inseparable from his existence.Tears wet his face, and he woke up with tears streaming down his face.

I couldn't help crying, Park Hyun-song, I'm in so much pain, my heart seems to be paralyzed.But I love you, I love you!I love you even when it hurts.You are my poison, I am hopelessly addicted.

So is this what love looks like?The sweetness of love is desperate, and the pain is deep in the quagmire like hell.

I was in so much pain that I couldn't bear it.I decided to let go, I allow you to make this mistake, I want you to love me [-]% from now on, just like you said, you love me, only love me.

Park Hyun-song, have you heard my heart?I forgive you, and I forgive myself.

I ran crazily on the street, I want to go back to the place where there is Park Hyun-song, the place where there is him is home, I want to go home!

Panting and rushing into the house, Park Xiansong sat on the sofa in the living room in a daze, with a bottle of white wine in front of him.

Realizing that I was back, Park Xiansong turned his head to look at me, "You're back, why are you out of breath, do you want to sleep? Let's go back to the bedroom."

Park Xiansong stood up supporting his body, and walked in front of me, "Are you crying?" He asked me uncertainly.

I relieved my heavily panting chest, "Where's the ring?"

"What's the matter, Xiaodong?" Park Xiansong stretched out his hand to hold me.

"I'm asking you, where's the ring!" I yelled at him.

Park Xiansong stared at me, pulled me back to the bedroom, took out the box I was familiar with from his bedside table, opened a ring inside and lay quietly in it.

"I've been carrying it with me all the time, thinking I'll put this ring on you again when I have a chance." Park Xiansong looked down at the ring, and a tear fell on the ring.

"I'll only give you this one chance, if you still can't fulfill your promise."

"Xiaodong, there is no if." Park Xiansong said nervously. "If there is nothing, I will not give you another chance to leave me."

"Remember what you said today." I stretched out my hand, and Park Hyun-song put a ring on me, and kissed my ring-wearing finger devoutly like last time.

Tears blurred my eyes, the ring returned to my hand, and my heart dropped. For more than 200 days, I tormented Park Xiansong and competed with myself, and this moment is finally over.

The feeling of losing and regaining is indescribable, I couldn't stop crying while hugging Park Hyun-song, from holding back my sobs to bursting into tears, Park Hyun-song also cried with me.

Falling asleep with the sound of Park Hyun-song's heartbeat, the night is no longer so difficult.

The knock on the door woke me up from a deep sleep, and Park Xiansong was also woken up. He got up and went to open the bedroom door. Guo Lunqing stood at the door with an unruly expression on his face.

"Yo, did you poke each other's eyes last night? Both of you have red eyes like rabbits."

Well, the good thing that disturbed him last night was upset, and this is revenge.I turned over and covered my head with the quilt, ignoring him.Park Xiansong said something to him, and the two closed the door and went out.

The four of us were sitting at the dining table having brunch, Guo Lunqing kept looking at me with a bad face, while Pan Bing was no different from usual.Look, my family is different.

"Xiaodong, he changed the fingerprint lock at my house, please tell me first when you come to me in the future." Pan Bing asked me to slap my face.

Good guy, can't I lose again if I change it?Am I now an outsider?Who cares about the past!Pooh!

"Turn your elbows out." I muttered in a low voice.Park Xiansong was watching the excitement, and brought me food with a smile.

"What's going on, we are a family, and you are a younger brother!" Guo Lunqing choked back.

"I'm Brother Pan, what are you, you can be regarded as my sister-in-law at most. You are also called Brother Pu Xiansong, and I am your sister-in-law too!" I turned back unconvinced.

After listening to what I said, both Pan Bing and Guo Lunqing had strange expressions.

Park Xiansong sighed, "He was never your sister-in-law."

What's the meaning?I waited for a long time and didn't respond.Not my sister-in-law, what is that?etc!no?It's not the possibility I thought, is it? !

"Brother Pan, tell the truth, are you up or down?" I asked Pan Bing uncertainly, he had always been a "1" before!

Pan Bing coughed and didn't speak. I felt like I was struck by lightning, and my chopsticks fell to the ground.

I really can't imagine what Pan Bing looks like down there. He knows kung fu and has a strong physique. No matter how he looks at it, he doesn't look like a "0"!

Park Xiansong brought me another pair of chopsticks, "Okay, let's eat, let's talk about something when we are full."

After eating, I sat on the sofa and stared straight at Pan Bing. I looked at him from top to bottom, not even a hair, and I still couldn’t figure it out. How could a Pan Bing become "0"?

"Xiaodong, stop watching." Pan Bing couldn't take it anymore, probably his hairs were about to explode from my watching.

"Brother Pan, you have become a younger brother and sister, do you know that?" I said that I hate iron but can't make steel, in vain I feel that I am too at ease in the bottom, and I have been aiming at Pan Bing to fight back one day.

My words finally made Pan Bing furious, and he started to swing his fists as soon as he came up. I dodged aside in fear, and still received two punches.

Park Xiansong came over and pulled me up, looking at Pan Bing helplessly, "He just can't accept it, why are you angry with him?"

"Ah, ah, he talks a lot, what's the matter with two punches?" Guo Lunqing couldn't see that Pu Xiansong said Pan Bing, like a cat with its hair blown out stretching out its sharp claws to scratch people.

Pu Xiansong was polite to Pan Bing, but it was different to Guo Lunqing.

"If you think your life is slack now, I don't mind telling your elder brother to let you be busy."

"Hmph, do you think I'm afraid of my elder brother?" Guo Lunqing looked disdainful.

"Well, I'll go directly to visit the old man. Anyway, he keeps saying that he wants to play chess with me, and I happen to have time recently."

When mentioning Mr. Guo, Guo Lunqing reluctantly sat down and stopped talking.Pan Bing sighed, put his arms around Guo Lunqing's shoulders, and then he curled his lips, and the expression on his face eased.

After making a fuss for a long time, Guo Lunqing wanted to go out on a date with Pan Bing, and I had nothing to do with Pu Xiansong, so we went together.

It is a small farmyard, full of pollution-free vegetables grown, picked and cooked by oneself, and there is also a fish pond for fishing.This time I showed my skills and caught three fish, each weighing two catties.

Pan Bing pickled the fish, I washed the vegetables, and Pu Xiansong and Guo Lunqing lit the fire.There is not even a stove, just a ground pot to burn firewood.

The three of them drank liquor, and I was allowed to drink a glass.It's been a long time since I've had a drink, and I'm so gluttonous that I'm almost hooked.

Park Xiansong was talking about business with Guo Lunqing, I was bored, so I took Pan Bing to drink.After finishing one glass, he was stopped by Park Xiansong just as he was about to pour another glass.

Cut, don't drink if you don't drink, I'll be alone someday, I'll see what you do with me!

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I love you, you love me, and if you can't let go, do it again.