There is a kind of love called brothers

Chapter 33

This winter has been extremely cold.The heating in the house is also turned on.Yu Xiaoyu was originally a person who didn't like to go out.He sits almost most of the time.Listen to the radio, read a book, draw some pictures.In Yu Xiaoyu's later life, this kind of tranquility has become the majority.A person, a love, let Yu Xiaoyu learn to grow.Let his life turn from restlessness to peace.Even though the snow outside the window appeared lively one after another, the river in my heart was always flowing, unstoppable and endless.Also like life.

After studying for nearly three years, Yu Xiaoyu felt that the real warmth can only be at home.Warmth from the outside to the heart.There is no need to be suspicious, no need to avoid, and no need to waste any effort.But also, gradually separated from the family.Especially father.Perhaps, for a post-[-]s like Yu Xiaoyu, for his father, it is more or less a course that he will never pass.

At the stage of Yu Xiaoyu's spiritual growth, he did not have the role of father in his heart.This was suggested by a classmate in elementary school many years ago.

"I don't have a father."

This sentence made the classmate remember for half his life.He always thought that Yu Xiaoyu was a child of a single parent.For a time, I really wanted to meet Yu Xiaoyu's great mother.However, Yu Xiaoyu actually doesn't remember this.He himself didn't realize that fatherly love was such a serious lack for him.Perhaps, because of this.Yu Xiaoyu had a little understanding of his own heart.

Before Yu Xiaoyu was six years old, he lived with his mother.My father studied and worked abroad, and rarely came back.At that time, the bearded uncle would only make Yu Xiaoyu feel that his stubble was so prickly...

A woman with a child.That loneliness and fear went deep into Yu Xiaoyu's heart.The deepest, deepest level.

When I was four years old.Autumn.Xiaoyu and her mother are sleeping in the small room.In the middle of the night, a loud noise woke up both of them.Xiaoyu opened her eyes and saw her mother take out the scissors from under the pillow... "It's okay ~ Xiaoyu go to sleep~"... But the next morning, she found out that the transom in the front hall was blown by the wind It's just open.

This memory came out suddenly from the keyhole.A woman with an immature child.That kind of hardship is probably rare for ordinary people.But in Yu Xiaoyu's memory, he never saw his mother cry.My mother was in a hurry, and her temper was like a volcano.Everything was perfectly inherited by Yu Xiaoyu.Mother is an infinity in his life.

In the heart of young Yu Xiaoyu, he is the only man in his family.My mother dare not take out the dead mice at home.Yu Xiaoyu was also afraid, but he knew he couldn't make his mother afraid.He even pretended to play with the dead rat for a while before throwing it out the door.This feeling made Yu Xiaoyu feel that mice are actually very cute animals.until now.

Father, in Yu Xiaoyu's eyes.It's always been just a character.Maybe the estrangement with my father was born that way.Since he was a child, his father only hit him twice.When I was in elementary school, Yu Xiaoyu stood at someone's dining table and watched people eat rabbit meat... Dad passed by and pulled Yu Xiaoyu directly to the small kitchen, kicking him hard.The next day, my father went to learn how to catch rabbits by himself... This was the worst time my father beat him.But it didn't let Yu Xiaoyu experience any emotion.In Yu Xiaoyu's eyes, there is only mother, only mother.

Mom, is a person who didn't even finish high school.Ordinary but great.I remember a movie called "My Brothers and Sisters".That, too, was my mother's childhood.When the five children were sent away, the mother was the youngest, and the mother was three years old that year.This movie made Yu Xiaoyu cry from beginning to end.He knew that was his mother's story.However, what my mother gave Yu Xiaoyu was a deeper maternal love.Shining on every corner.

The New Year's Eve when I was 13 years old.Mom prepared new clothes for Dad and Xiaoyu from inside to outside.When her mother served the last dish, the sleeves were taken off, and Yu Xiaoyu saw that the elbows of her mother's sweater were torn to a large extent.This sweater has been worn by my mother for many years.Where it was torn, a small piece of pink underwear was exposed.That small piece was deeply imprinted in Yu Xiaoyu's heart.Yu Xiaoyu will never forget this scene.

Mom~ I want to give you happiness~ I promise!

Yu Xiaoyu is a very sensitive child.

Wu Wei.We've known each other since the age of 15.Breaking away from the protection of the family, Yu Xiaoyu, who is under the wing of his mother, regards Wu Wei as his elder brother, even... his father.The missing corner of my heart was filled by a guy named Wu Wei.Finally, it became a less than perfect circle.It's a feeling that's hard to get rid of.It's hard to forget.Wu Wei, this guy who is full of fatherly love.I can only let Yu Xiaoyu's love continue forever...

New Year arrived.According to the age, Yu Xiaoyu is 19 years old.However, Yu Xiaoyu likes to be counted as one year old.One year less is one year less.

The customs at home have always made Yu Xiaoyu very strange.Dumplings, Jiaozi, New Year's Day and Old Year's Day.But at home, they eat fried vegetables at midnight.Probably, people who came from that poor era can only celebrate the New Year with this kind of full feast.

When the TV began to celebrate the arrival of the New Year, the phone rang on time.This kind of behavior must be Wu Wei...

"Wu Wei, Happy New Year~ You made two phone calls..."

"Ah... happy again~hehe~"

For this wood, Yu Xiaoyu is always helpless.

"What's the matter, son?"

"Yu Xiaoyu, do you know some news?"

"?what news?"

"Hehe... Forget it... Let's go to your hometown to play when school starts?"

"Hey? Oh~~~Okay~ May Day~"

"Well! Happy New Year~"

On the other end, he hung up the phone without warning.Yu Xiaoyu thought for a while... News?what news?baffling!

The morning of the first grade of junior high school.This is the time Yu Xiaoyu was looking forward to.The dumplings in the morning are wrapped in money, jujubes and sugar cubes according to the custom.Although such dumplings should be eaten with caution.However, always wealth, happiness and sweetness.All good signs for the year start here.

pay a New Year call.Yu Xiaoyu is not going.During the New Year's greetings the year before last, his classmates said that he was fat again, so he didn't bother to meet the occasion anymore.After Dad went out, Yu Xiaoyu and his mother watched TV at home and waited for guests.

TV shows are boring.The mother and son chatted one after another.

"...Xiaoyu~ I didn't expect you to work so early. You are 19 years old, and your classmates are still students at this time. It's really not easy to say..."

Yu Xiaoyu was casually eating oranges, this statement surprised Yu Xiaoyu...

"Ah? Mom, what did you say??"

"not easy……"

"No! The front!"

"Are you going to work so early?"

"What's the meaning??"

"Two days ago, I went to buy new year's goods and heard what your aunt said. I will tell you after thinking about the new year's day..."

"What do you mean..."

"The company wants you to graduate this year. Internship and assignment are together...it's a good thing~ don't worry..."

"Oh~"

"You told Wu Wei what happened to May Day?"

"Oh~ I'll take him back to his hometown...to see the sea..."

"Ah ~ go ~ you are the eldest son and grandson of the family, your grandpa will be happy."

"Oh~"

...Oh~~So what Wu Wei wants to tell you is this...you already knew...that is to say...you are graduating? ... You, like your mother, can't bear to tell me?Want to wait until the end of the year?What's the use? ?I always need to know.I am not a child anymore!You... always treat me as a child!you……

You bastard!You don't know what to say!You bastard!

graduate?so fast?

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