There is a kind of love called brothers

Chapter 32

In this world, there are always many things that Yu Xiaoyu can't figure out.He always, always didn't want to grow up.He didn't want to face these things that made him powerless.But also... there is no way.

In this world, there are many things that cannot be solved by you with full power and preparation.In the dark, it seems that someone is in charge.God has invested in your life, when you don't know it.Then, he smiled and watched your struggle, and watched all your efforts turn into nothingness and become nothing.In Greek mythology, there was once a mortal who thought he was extremely wise.Zeus punished him by granting him infinite foreknowledge.Mortals laugh at the folly of God.However, in the end, he couldn't laugh anyway.No matter how hard you try, the future will always move in the established direction and can never be changed.In this torrent, individual behavior is just a floating leaf, which can only drift with the current... Mortals just go crazy like this.Only by giving up the idea of ​​being a human being can he face such punishment and live...  Perhaps, for such helplessness, we can tentatively call it fate...

If, a love, a kind of emotion, it is always painful for oneself to taste.So how can this be called happiness?How, take it as a kind of emotion?And every time Yu Xiaoyu wanted to close his eyes tightly and chop off with a knife... there were always some abrupt threads coming out of the mess.

Wu Wei~ Everything about you is a kind of longing for me.Simple things that can't be more simple can make me lift weights like light, no matter how heavy or sharp a knife is, it can't cut it...chaotic, complicated, powerless...

Yu Xiaoyu was tired, very tired.However, he couldn't bear it either.Whether I love myself or feel unwilling, I will always be there for you... In his 18 years of life, Wu Wei was undoubtedly a heavy door, which he longed for but also timidly wanted to push... Hell, or Heaven.In his limited cognition, he was always unable to make a decision.However, who can expect the door to tell you the answer?

If you are facing hopelessness, it is better to turn around... back... and behind you... there is finally a warm embrace...

bro...you come back...

Yu Xiaoyu wanted to say this sentence on the phone many times... Every time, tears rolled down his face, but he always held back.What is this?Alternatives?God is already unfair, why do you still do this to others?

If happiness is on the right and pain is on the left, then Yu Xiaoyu will choose without hesitation.But... for whom?All of this...for whom? ?

Both sides are a little indifferent.They all seem to be dying down.Faced with such a situation, whether to turn around...or to move forward...this...is too difficult to decide.

January.

It's near the end of the term.Yu Xiaoyu finished the phone call.He suddenly wanted to eat ice cream... and Lu Xue...

"Wu Wei, I want to eat ice cream..."

Wu Wei, who looked at Yu Xiaoyu, was a little surprised.Even Wu Wei, a child in the northeast of the motherland, would not think of this this month.Perhaps, Wu Wei understood.However, connivance and silence have become a way of his behavior.

At this time, there will be no ice cream for sale near the school.You can only go to the city center by car.

Along the way, Yu Xiaoyu has been letting go.Although sitting next to this person all the time, they can stick together.But there is always an invisible wall separating them.

Wu Wei~ You bastard!Is your heart still beating! ?

Yu Xiaoyu came out biting the sorbet...it was a sight.

From the hands, from the mouth, and all the way to the heart, cool.I've always...haven't felt...why should I care?

Wu Wei looked at him.The Lord is probably feeling cold too.

"Yu Xiaoyu...are you really hungry?"

Yu Xiaoyu stared at Wu Wei.He wanted to kick Wu Wei so much!Now, he wished that this person would die in front of him immediately...

"You want to take care of it? I am happy!"

Yu Xiaoyu walked forward on his own.Wu Wei!Just freeze me to death!

"Yu Xiaoyu!"

Yu Xiaoyu pretended not to hear it.

"Yu Xiaoyu...your shoelaces are untied..."

"Hey?"

Yu Xiaoyu lowered his head...

"I said how the shoes fell straight..."

The shoelaces were untied, like overcooked noodles...but suddenly, there was a head and a tail...

Yu Xiaoyu turned around.He faced the warm sun.The winter sun is shining, a bit dazzling.It's like just coming out of a long tunnel.It turns out that coldness and warmth are just the moment of turning around...

Yu Xiaoyu raised his neck and glanced at Wu Wei.Stretch out your unlaced foot.

"Help me fasten it~~~~"

Wu Wei looked at him from the opposite side.That expression... a little innocent.

But also... squatted down.

"I need to tie your shoelaces too... I'll even feed you the food in the future!"

"Hey~ That's a good feeling~"

The sunshine was like essential oils, looking directly at it... Yu Xiaoyu's eyes were full of tears...

Yu Xiaoyu gritted her teeth... I can't... cry anymore... I'm already an adult...

Wu Wei stood up and looked at the ice cream in Yu Xiaoyu's hand.

"How about... I'll help you... eat half of it?"

Yu Xiaoyu frowned.

"No! It's mine!"

"Hehe~ let's go back..."

Wu Wei pulled Yu Xiaoyu and left.

But at this moment, Yu Xiaoyu recalled an inappropriate past event.

At the age of four, Yu Xiaoyu still couldn't learn to use chopsticks.He has been spoon-feeding himself.Once when eating, Yu Xiaoyu asked his mother: "Mom, will little JJ be hungry?" Yu's mother looked at him... "Then you feed yourself~" Xiaoyu worked hard for a long time..." Mom~he won’t eat~” “Then you can eat by yourself~”……

Speaking of Mama Yu...she is really a natural humorist...

At this moment, looking at Wu Wei's back...Yu Xiaoyu thought of...

Wu Wei...you...when you...need...how do you solve it yourself...

"Wu...Wu Wei..."

"kindness?"

"Your...Little Enen... Are you hungry?"

"Ah? What did you say?"

"Haha! Nothing! Sorbet for you!"

Yu Xiaoyu's face looked as if it had been burned...

Wu Wei was forcefully stuffed with a piece of ice cream, and stood there for a long time in a daze.

It seems~~We, Yu Xiaoyu, also have times when Wu Wei doesn't understand~.