Ten years to feed the dog

Yao Yao, happy new year, this year is another new year, I promised to write to you every year, and now I have written 23 letters, thinking about how time flies.

By the way, I was told by Liu Ning again today that I had a few more wrinkles. I said that after all, I am in my fifties, how can I not have a few wrinkles?

But then again, we are obviously the same age, why is it that I am old alone, and you are still the same as before?

I don’t know what happened recently, but I always like to think about the past. I remember that Wang Xusheng and the others always liked to tease you, saying that you would not be hardened against me. As long as I say a few words and put on an aggrieved look, you You will come back wherever you are. You didn't like to hear this before, and you said no every time.

In the end, you were really hard on me that time.

Until now, I still remember the red light outside the operating room.

As long as it was on that day, I prayed to God and Buddha outside. At that time, I begged God and Buddha that I was willing to use my life, blessings, and anything in exchange for a safe operation.

The red light went off, and I exchanged a sentence of condolences.

Grandma and your mother passed out on the spot, and I was the only one left to see you for the last time.

Even if I went in and saw the nurse remove the white cloth from your face, saw the blood on your body, those wounds, your bloodless face, and your tightly closed eyes, I still think you are not dead.

After all, you are called the Iron Man by your colleagues, how could the Iron Man fall down?

But when I got close to you and touched your cold and stiff hand, I knew that you were really gone.

I cried, I couldn't breathe, and I couldn't stop my tears and snot. I don't think I will cry as sadly as I cried at that time in my life.

I begged you to come back while crying, only that time, you never came back.

Hey, look at me, I have become less stubborn all these years after you left, and my nose started to get sore after writing this.

Speaking of crying, in fact, I also have some things to hide from you, and I never told you about it, not for other reasons, but because I was afraid that you would laugh at me.

After all, you also know that once you catch my braid, you can make fun of me for a long time.

On the day I graduated from high school, after I failed to confess my love to you, I actually went to the bathroom secretly and cried, just like those [-] o’clock drama heroines who found out that their lover cheated. It took a while to slow down.

Now that I think about it, I realize that I have cried so embarrassingly and aggrievedly so far in my life, and both times were related to you.

I think Wang Xusheng and the others are wrong. The one who can't get tough is never you, but me.

It's been 23 years, and I still haven't forgotten you. You said you were too much. When we broke up, you clearly said that you wanted to live a long life. Now that you've left like this, you look cool. What about me?

Forget it, if I complain to you a little more, you will definitely say that I am bored, so I will write here first today.

By the way, almost forgot.

Yao Liang, I love you.