Teacher, breathe for me

Qiao Xiu's mind was stuck, and for a moment he couldn't figure out whether it was more serious for him to be discovered by students when he came to the gay bar, or it was more serious for him to find out that his students came to the gay bar.

The music in All Souls was still clamoring over and over again, but Qiao Xiu could clearly hear his quickening heartbeat and rapid breathing.

Can it disappear?

Amnesia?

Can I change my face?

Can you die?

Qi Yan's surprise faded away slowly, leaving a delicate expression on his face, rubbing the tip of his nose, and shouted: "Teacher."

"Ah...?" Qiao Xiu answered habitually, suddenly felt wrong, this kid was emphasizing his identity!

Qi Yan smiled casually, leaned on the table and looked at him, the ambiguous light slid across his face, he was as flamboyant as in school, even a little more uninvited and provocative.

"Teacher, what a coincidence." Qi Yan said.

Qiao Xiu looked at him with a pale face, and squeezed out a smile: "It's a coincidence."

"Teacher, don't be so nervous." Qi Yan took a sip of his wine, "Sexual orientation is not a big deal nowadays."

Qiao Xiu finally regained his strength, took a deep breath, and tried his best to correct his facial expression, making his face more serious. "Why are you here?"

In fact, Qi Yan has seen his every move, and seeing him trying to pretend to be serious, he finds it funny, so he raises his shining eyes: "What do you think, teacher?"

Qiao Xiu's fingers sank into the palm of his hand, and he was about to sweat, "You have a girlfriend."

Qi Yan narrowed his eyes and smiled: "I didn't say I don't have a boyfriend either."

Qiao Xiu frowned, his eyes hurt a little, Qi Yan couldn't bear to tease him anymore, and said quickly: "Brother Qiao, my cousin is here to sing, I'm here to cheer him up, there's no other meaning. "

Joshua sat down beside him, with a bad expression on his face: "Do you know where this is?"

"Let's be gay." Qi Yan said calmly.

"This kind of place is so messy, you fucking still come here and drink, don't you have shit on your mind?!" Joshua snatched his wine glass and pushed it aside.

Qi Yan moved closer: "Teacher, it's nice to hear your swear words."

Joshua stared at him, his eyes were about to go round.

Qi Yan smiled and moved his head: "Aren't you here too?"

"I..." Qiao Xiu's arrogance was completely extinguished just now, "I came with my friend."

Qi Yan leaned back and crossed his arms: "Did you just come to strike up a conversation with that one?"

"Yeah." Qiao Xiu said, "What's the matter with your cousin? He brought you to this kind of place."

"Ah, that's what happened to my cousin, let me show you." Qi Yan looked around, "Oh, just sitting there, ready to go up and sing."

Qiao Xiu followed his finger to look over, and happened to see half of the face. It looked familiar at first glance, but it looked so fucking familiar at a closer look!

"Xu Minglang?" Qiao Xiu murmured.

Qi Yan just heard it, and raised his eyebrows: "Know?"

Qiao Xiu glanced at Qi Yan, pinched his chin for a closer look, and shook his head: "You two really don't look alike."

Qi Yan clasped his wrist, rubbed his cheek against the palm of his hand twice, and then said slowly: "It's not a real brother, it's a cousin, it's normal to look alike." After a pause, "Like me Handsome, it's quite difficult to look like him."

Qiao Xiu was confused by his acting like a puppy, and retracted his hand embarrassingly.

Qi Yan: "I called him over."

"Success, I'll ask my friend to come over too, and he happens to know me too."

Both Luo Li and Xu Minglang came over, the four of them sat down at a table, and immediately started yelling.

Xu Minglang looked at Qiao Xiu and Luo Li in shock, dropped a cigarette from his mouth, opened his mouth and said, "Fuck! Qiao Xiu?!"

"Who the hell?" Qiao Xiu looked over coldly.

"No one!" Xu Minglang took out another cigarette, lit it, and the smoke immediately lingered, "Are you molesting Qi Yan?"

Qiao Xiu choked on a mouthful of blood, teasing your uncle!He gave Qi Yan a sad look, "I am Qi Yan's head teacher."

Xu Minglang and Luo Li yelled "I wipe" together, like two pigs being scalded by hot water, crackling and exploding together, like two strings of firecrackers.

Xu Minglang scolded: "What the hell am I relying on?"

Luo Li scolded: "It's too evil for me to go here!"

Joshua was calmer than them: "Yes, Nie Yuan."

Xu Minglang and Qiao Xiu really had a bad relationship.When he was in college, Qiao Xiu was chased by a girl, and it happened that Xu Minglang liked that girl, and as a result, an unclear triangle relationship began.

At that time, Xu Minglang looked at Qiao Xiu with hatred to the bone. As soon as he saw him, he wished to go up and kill this scumbag, but Qiao Xiu was born with such a cold appearance. Mingming was so angry that he took medicine every day.

One day, Qiao Xiu justly rejected the girl, just at this time Xu Minglang hid to eavesdrop, and heard Qiao Xiu say: "I'm sorry, I can't do it to girls."

At that time, Xu Minglang's mind turned into a pasture of muddy horses. The girl ran away crying. Xu Minglang came out and looked at Qiao Xiu wordlessly.

Qiao Xiu said coldly, "Aren't you going after him?"

Xu Minglang said in a daze: "You really don't like women."

"I don't like women, but I don't like you either." Joshua turned around and left.

Later Xu Minglang still failed to catch up with that girl, and now that he thinks about it, it was all romantic and irrelevant things.Today, the two can still meet in gay bars in the city, sitting at the same table, touching wine glasses, smiling and sipping all worries and grievances.

Luo Li said: "Did you get hurt by that girl?"

Xu Minglang hurriedly said: "I'm not bent, I'm straight, okay?"

"Then why do you work here?"

"The owner of the store is a friend, so I came over to join in the show. This place is a bit... a little bit too much. After I sing a song, someone will come and touch my ass. Damn it!"

Qiao Xiu couldn't help laughing, and patted him: "You can come by yourself, why did you bring Qi Yan here? Are you sick?"

Xu Minglang shouted: "Come on, Qi Yan is not a good boy, if I don't bring him here, he will come by himself."

Qiao Xiu turned cold: "Qi Yan."

"No, no." Qi Yan took a sip of his wine, his face was half covered by the glass, and he glanced at Xu Minglang, "It's my first time, I feel fresh."

Luo Li laughed so hard that he spit out wine: "Qiao Damei, you are quite fierce when you manage people."

There was a sudden silence.

Both Qi Yan and Xu Minglang looked like they hadn't recovered, frowning slightly, thinking about something carefully.

If Joshua was a cat, his fur would probably explode at this moment, and the air pressure was low and silent.

Before Luo Li could react, he knocked some melon seeds from an unknown table, and said with a smile, "What's wrong, Damei? I've never seen you as a teacher."

Qi Yan smiled softly: "Damei?"

Xu Minglang's cheeks trembled and his voice trembled with laughter: "Beautiful!"

"Hey!" Qiao Xiu shouted angrily, "It's all right, you guys."

"It's so cute Joe."

Joshua pinched Luo Li's arm and gritted his teeth: "Is it beautiful?"

"No." Qi Yan rolled his eyes, "You."

Joshua: "..."

Luo Li smirked while avoiding Qiao Xiu's hand: "Qiao Damei, are you alright? Are you being molested by your student? Ah——No——"

This strange coincidence ended with laughter. When Xu Minglang parted from them, he even said, "Come to join us often in the future." Luo Li also cheerfully responded, "Definitely!"

"I didn't say that." Luo Li opened the door of the BMW and got in, "Xu Minglang himself looks like a mortal, but his cousin looks really... good!"

"You're enough." Joshua leaned back in the chair, a little annoyed.Regarding sexual orientation, although the general public accepts it calmly, he still doesn't want his colleagues and students to know.After all, this belongs to the category of "private life".

Qi Yan's behavior was no different from usual, even knowing that he was visiting a gay bar, he seemed extremely calm.Qi Yan is not a broken-mouthed person, but he is still inexplicably irritable in his heart.

Qiao Xiu had already lost his last job because of the "homosexuality" incident before, and he learned a lot from eating. Qiao Xiu thought that he was a good young man with a high IQ, so it was impossible for him to be stumbled twice on the same hurdle.

"What's wrong?" Luo Li turned the steering wheel, "Seeing you in a bad mood?"

Qiao Xiu's voice was laziness: "Being gay by my students, are you in a good mood?"

"I think my cousin understands it very well and won't talk nonsense." Luo Li said.

Qiao Xiu muffled: "Who knows."

"You just love to think too much." Luo Li rubbed his head, "It's okay, I'm here too, what's the matter with you?"

Qiao Xiu felt a little warm in his heart, and smiled: "Cover yourself well."

"I saw the play you posted before, and I think your voice is very cheerful." Luo Li speeded up, it was late at night, and there were not many people on the street.

"My last drama was BE. The drama you mentioned was about half a year ago." Qiao Xiu said.

Luo Li chuckled: "I've been busy lately."

Luo Li opened a big bed room in a five-star hotel for himself, and Qiao Xiu returned to his home, checked the computer in standby mode, and then checked the time.

It's almost one o'clock at night, and it's time to disturb the people by recording another drama, but Qiao Xiu is not sleepy yet, thinking about doing something else.

So he opened the non-combustible 5sing homepage that he coded before, and clicked on an English song.

In the late night like water, a low-pitched voice sounded quietly in the headset.Maybe it was really too quiet, and the voice was tainted with a sense of temptation that Qiao Xiu had never felt before, as if someone was blowing and whispering in his ear, rubbing his ears together.

"High dive into of rozen waves

plunge into the bone-chilling depths

Where the past comes back to life

Memories of yesterday come back again

Fight fear for the self fish pain

I try my best to resist the pain and confusion caused by selfish love

It was worth it every time

Because I think it's so worth it"

Qiao Xiu closed his eyes, listening to the lyrics, listening to the non-flammable standard pronunciation and pronunciation, the sky filled with memories flooded in like waves.

I seem to be deep in an isolated island, surrounded by memories like sea water, which not only beats me, but also embraces me deeply.

The fragment about that man, even though Joshua was unwilling to admit it, was still engraved in his memory clearly and sharply.

The first time we met was in a gay bar, the man was holding a glass of wine with an elegant smile, and Qiao Xiu, who was still a college student, was like a fish that was about to die of drought, plunged into the water without hesitation, and drowned.

But it was only later that Qiao Xiu realized that it was not water, but a quagmire.

Qiao Xiu could hardly think of whether he could still love someone with such enthusiasm and vitality. They had a very sweet time for more than a year. That person worked, and Qiao Xiu studied, and they got tired of being together in free time. Xiu also sings to him on YY.

Qiao Xiu handed in a hot heart, but he didn't know that he had been ruined and bloody.

The man said: "I have a wife and children, but I also accept men. Xiaoxiu, I was really fascinated the first time I saw you in the bar. You are so beautiful and kind. But I still want to return to a normal life."

Qiao Xiu asked: "Then you mean, being with me is not a normal life?"

The man said: "Yes."

Qiao Xiu smiled: "Okay...okay...you've been playing with me from the beginning to the end? Right?"

The man hesitated for a moment: "I'm sorry."

Qiao Xiu ran away, unwilling to stay by this person's side for a second, fled the city, and huddled here in a panic.

All the love and true feelings attached to that person at the beginning have also been ground into hatred in a lie, and as time goes by, they will eventually become indifferent.

"If four love is ragedy, why are you my remedy

The old love is wounded, why can you alone heal me?

If four love is insanity, why are you my clarity

Trapped in madness, why only you can give me clarity?

If four love is ragedy, why are you my remedy

The old love is wounded, why can you alone heal me?

If four love is insanity, why are you my clarity

Trapped in madness, why only you can give me clarity?

Walkonthrougharedparade, andrefusetomakeamends

The path of love under my feet is obstructed and long, and I still have no hesitation.”

Qiao Xiu was lying on the table, his eyes were dark and his heart was empty.

The old love is wounded, who can heal him?

Does it not burn?