That's it

After the alarm rang for two rounds, Xiang Ping struggled to open his eyes, put his right hand around to touch the phone, and then looked at QQ and WeChat Moments.Xiang Ping was delighted by the dynamics of Chaoyang's circle of friends, and Xiang Ping saw his reserved attitude.I didn't find it difficult to get up this day, and a good mood made my body light.

The popularity of the store is still unsatisfactory.In his spare time, Xiang Ping always sits in front of the computer, searching for interesting information.He is a person with many hobbies and complicated choices. There are many things he wants to do and many things he wants to learn. Every day, he feels that time is tight and he doesn't learn anything in a day.There is also no persistent interest that keeps him from beginning to end.Just like his love, there is no clear goal and he is determined to move forward.

"I'm in a good mood today!" Xiang Dan said to Xiang Ping who was very happy.

Xiang Ping sat in front of the computer, chatting in the group with his mobile phone in his hand.A great mood is easy to spot.This state is excellent, and every action and state is full of joy.

"How about this song? Is it good?"

Since morning, I have been playing "I Can't Lose You" recommended by Chaoyang.

"It sounds good, but you can't keep listening. Are you making trouble?"

"Are you upset?" After Xiang Ping finished speaking, he changed the playback mode to random and continued his happiness.

"You don't worry, I worry." Xiang Dan stood at the door looking at the snow outside, worried about Luo Zhiming who was on the road all year round, and continued: "The snow is so heavy, can the road be closed? Cotton trousers, asked me to find thick cotton trousers, but I didn't find them. It's really annoying, what if the car breaks down halfway?"

"I don't care. It's of no use to dress nicely every day. Look at the clothes you adjust, and you're freezing every day. Go back and prepare the thick clothes for him." Xiang Ping said with a warm smile. .

"I am willing! You tell me." After Xiang Dan finished speaking, he left the door and stopped looking at the wind and snow.One person muttered irritably: "Oh! What are you doing? It's so annoying. I don't want this wicked thing. I don't want him. It seems stupid."

"Give me a call and ask!"

At night alone, Xiang Ping completely ignored the bad weather outside.Make a cup of tea and listen to "I Can't Lose You" that I can't get tired of listening to for days.He wasn't completely sure of his attitude until Chaoyang spoke to him.

After a brief chat about the weather.

Chaoyang: Who do you like in the group?

Balu: You and Xuanzi.

Balu: But Xuanzi and I knew from the beginning that it was hindered by reality.But I can't help not wanting him.

Chaoyang: You like him more.

Balu: I feel very tired all the time.I don't want to hurt him.

Chaoyang: Why do you have to be tired.People should enjoy themselves in time.

Balu: Who do you like?

Chaoyang: A lot.Ha ha.

Balu: Hehe.There are many people who like you.

Chaoyang: No, they were all joking.

Balu: Then do you like me?

Chaoyang: You like Xuanzi.

Balu: Hehe.

Chaoyang: It's cold.Didn't find someone nearby to warm the quilt?

Balu: How can I be in a small county?It's scary to chat with people who have common acquaintances.Why don't you find it locally.

Chaoyang: I don't want to search locally.

Chaoyang: Have you ever done it with people in the group?

Balu: No.

Chaoyang: How many people have you worked with?

Balu: Three.And you?

Chaoyang: Hehe.I didn't count.

Balu: Haha.

Chaoyang: What else is there to do besides Mohe?

Balu: If you come, I'm afraid I won't be able to accompany you to Mohe, but I can go skiing with you.The store has been busy recently.

Chaoyang: I want to soak in hot springs in the snow.

Balu: There may be one in Daqing, but I have never been there.

After Xiang Ping admitted that he liked Xuan Zi, Xiang Ping no longer knew what to talk about, and he didn't want to hide anything.I just like two people, although I will break up with Xuanzi sooner or later, the problem is that I haven't broken up yet.

This question is like the cold wind blowing in from outside, which wakes Xiang Ping up.He felt relieved for his honesty, and couldn't find any exciting topics, so he smiled at the computer screen very disappointed.Start to calmly think about the practical issues between Chaoyang and Chaoyang.Everyone in the group called him a rich woman, and they didn't know how rich he was.In short, his wealth will give Xiang Ping a sense of distance.Although Chaoyang is single, distance is also a difficult problem to overcome.Xiang Ping never thought of abandoning his parents, leaving home and escaping reality like many comrades.Instead, he fantasizes about renting a house in his city and living there for a few months, experiencing the life together, which is extremely yearning.

The weather is still bad.Early morning is still leisurely.

"You stayed up late last night? Can you go to bed early tomorrow? Don't worry about how the store is now." Xiang Dan said to Xiang Ping.

"Is it useful to be anxious?" Xiang Ping hasn't smiled since he woke up in the morning.It's not sad either, you have to be very careful to see Xiang Ping's loss, but apart from cleaning and dressing meticulously, Xiang Dan has a little less observation ability for changes in people's moods.

"It's useless for a whole day to make yourself tired. I don't know what you think about all day?"

Xiang Ping didn't speak anymore, ignored her existence, and concentrated on his grief.At night, after hesitating for a long time, I finally decided to delete Xuanzi and Chaoyang from my friends list.After deleting it, I wanted to get myself drunk, and when I opened the wine cabinet, the aroma of wine came to my face.After choosing and closing the wine cabinet, I walked upstairs irritably, feeling as if my heart had been hollowed out, not knowing what to do.I didn't turn on the light, I touched the bed, lay on it with my eyes open, motionless, feeling the silence and the feeling of loss.Adjust your mood, because tomorrow will still be the same.

Then there was the meeting of Xiang Ping, Guo Yi, and Zhao Wenyuan, each with their own messed up moods.For Guo Yi, the ending is undoubtedly painful.

On Guo Yi's way to work, the songs he listened to for Zhao Wenyuan became extremely sad.The red light also made him extremely irritable, and he wished he could push the accelerator to break through the depression in his heart.

More time at work also stays in painful thoughts.Guo Yi closed his eyes and raised his head on the armchair.The colleague walked into his office naturally as usual, with a bright face, leaving a report on the table.The sound made Guo Yi open his eyes wearily.

"What's the matter, Brother Guo? Are you worried recently?"

"Nothing? Didn't have a good rest last night."

"What did you do that caused you to not have a good rest?" The colleague asked with a smirk.

"Nothing. Seeing you smiling, what are you thinking?"

Even at home, he could no longer hide his depression.I seldom have harmonious communication with my wife, indulge in my loss, watch TV absent-mindedly, and keep changing channels.

"Dad. Why did you change again? I want to watch cartoons."

"Here, here. Have you finished your homework?" Guo Yi handed the remote control to his daughter, and hugged her in his arms.

"Don't forget the girl's gymnastics class tomorrow. After class, take her to my mom's place. My dad misses her." Song Yating said as she walked past the two of them, patting on the mask.

"Dad, I don't want to learn gymnastics." The daughter said sadly.

"Then how can it work? Girl, we have paid all the money. You see how temperamental sister Tingting is, she is so beautiful, everyone praises her. If you learn well, you will be more temperamental and beautiful than her. Baby is prettier than anyone else." Song Yating comforted her daughter.

"No? I just don't want to learn. The teacher pressed my leg so hard that I even cried." The daughter said coquettishly.

"I don't know what you think, but what's wrong with learning, let the child learn gymnastics. Why bother to make my girl cry every day?" Guo Yi hugged his daughter tightly and comforted her.

"What do you know? Gymnastics practice temperament. Do you know how important temperament is to a woman? Like you, you don't have any masculinity at all. It's nothing to work hard since childhood. Now that the competition is so fierce, children who don't have special skills will suffer sooner or later."

"What do you mean? I don't have masculinity, you can do it! Whoever has it, you can go to him!" Guo Yi was immediately irritated.

"Why are you yelling! Don't think I can't see it. If you have an idea, you will never pester you." Under the control of the mask, Song Yating's mouth did not open very wide, and her aura remained the same.

"I'm too lazy to argue with you." Guo Yi put his daughter on the sofa, picked up his cell phone and walked towards the small bedroom with a grim face.The door slammed shut tightly, which was his last resistance.

Lying on the bed, the irritability ignited the suppressed emotions, and I didn't know how to vent it. After getting to know Zhao Wenyuan, he lost all thoughts of passionate video with netizens.He is used to being patient.After a while he was glad that Song Yating didn't open his door.Turning on his phone made him even more disappointed that he had no one to talk to.In a frenzied rage, turn off your phone and engage in a tormenting struggle.

Early on the weekend morning, Song Yating went to work as usual without even saying hello.

The people he cared about on the Internet continued to disappoint him, and there was nothing he hoped to see, even if it was Zhao Wenyuan's news that had nothing to do with him.Knowing everything, still can't let go, can't forget Zhao Wenyuan's tenderness, let alone the feeling of falling in love with someone.His daughter's cries against going to gymnastics class catalyzed his irritability.Pulled my daughter off the couch and hit her on the butt a few times.This was the first time he hit his daughter, and it felt a little heavy.

"Bad dad! You are a bad dad!" The daughter looked at him with hatred eyes and cried even more violently.

Zhao Wenyuan immediately regretted his impulsiveness. He wanted to comfort his daughter, but felt that he shouldn't.His daughter's hateful eyes made his heart ache, and his heart-piercing cries completely shattered his fragile heart.He hugged his daughter distressedly and began to cry.

"Don't hug me! Bad dad. You are a bad dad." The daughter beat Guo Yi's chest with her weak fists and tried to break free from his embrace.

His daughter's struggle made him hug him even tighter, and for the first time he clearly realized what it was like to lose his daughter.He was tortured by Zhao Wenyuan so much that he didn't even care about his daughter, and her daughter's cry called him back to reality.This is what you really have.

"Dad is wrong. Ran Ran is obedient, and Dad will never hit you again. Ran Ran will take you wherever he wants to go after class, okay? Don't cry, don't cry. Grandma and grandpa miss you, here you are Prepared a lot of delicious food."

Daughter's gymnastics class is in a sports administration.He quietly lay on the armrest and looked at the people playing below. The people in motion were full of energy and couldn't catch his eyes.He just watched blankly.Thinking about all kinds of unsatisfactory life in my heart.His world is filled with his own questions, and the end of all questions is "why"?