That's it

When Xuanzi joined the group, Xiang Ping followed suit.When I first met Xiang Ping, I thought it was normal, but old people knew he was joking.However, when he chases newcomers, he will deliberately hook up with many old people at the same time, so as not to misunderstand the newcomers.This group of acquaintances brings acquaintances, at least they are all people of good character.A group of empty and lonely men longing for love and relaxation get together.Loneliness makes them let go of their reserve, in order to give life a little fun.Loneliness makes them willing to watch and stay here, in order to give their hearts a home.In life, I hide myself hypocritically, so I can only rely on the virtual network to relieve fatigue.After a long time, I don't feel that this place is virtual.They are all real people and the most real emotions, so what is virtual?

At first, Xiang Ping was not attracted to Xuan Zi, but was slowly moved by his sincerity, and gradually fell in love with everything about him, except that Xuan Zi was married.This is a deadly cut.Feelings always follow the heart, and the love shows intensify in mutual control.They couldn't help falling in love with each other, and they were filled with each other from the moment they fell in love, thinking about each other's impression before and after the dream.Even knowing that it is hindered by reality.When they clearly realized that they were just confused by emotions and could not belong to each other, they restrained contact one after another.

Balu: You are a responsible person, this is one of the reasons why I like you.If sex really can't satisfy her, pay more in other areas.

Xuanzi: I know.

Balu: My deepest relationship left the deepest impression because it was hindered by reality.

Xuanzi: No one can understand my pain.

Xuanzi: We got married normally with the help of my family, and she gave birth to a child for me.When I was so tired that I couldn't bear it anymore, I ran back to my hometown to see my children.My daughter is very cute.

Balu: We are two planets with our own fixed orbits. If we pass each other, we still have to move in our own orbits.

Xuanzi: I will wish you happiness.

Balu: I hope you can be happy.

Conversations like this are not at the end, the reality hurts them both, and they started talking like this when they realized that they were dating like lovers at the beginning.The more they talk, the more painful they are. They know that only separation can make each other clear.

Xiang Ping's brain cannot be controlled by himself.Thinking of the number 23 made with candles for Xuanzi, thinking of the wild laughter just now, thinking of Xuanzi taking a bath in the video, thinking of his parents’ painful faces for him, thinking of the happy and melancholy smile between him and Xuanzi, thinking of...

The wine was continuously poured into the small five-cent cup, one sip at a time, no matter how fast he drank, he couldn't suppress Xiang Ping's inner depression.The depression was affected by the alcohol, suppressing the pain, and finally forced the tears out of the eyes.She closed her eyes and leaned back on the armchair, two streams of tears merged behind her head through the ends of her hair.

The sound of the news broke his pain.

Zhifan: Brother.

Balu: Brother.

Zhifan: I miss him.

Zhifan: He ignored me.I can't help not wanting him.

Balu: You are the first time, very similar to my first time.I advised you not to go too far, stop being naive, he is not worthy of you.

Zhifan: I don't ask too much, and I'm not in the same city. I just want to care about him.I want to do something for him.

Balu: He doesn't need you.Be realistic.

Balu: You are too unrealistic.

Balu: Up to now, you think that as long as he contacts you, it shouldn’t be the case at first, you just want him to love you alone.Accepting that the process of lowering your bottom line is painful.

Zhifan: What is reality?

Balu: No one knows who I like.Today I tell you that I have someone I like.

Zhifan: Who?I really don't know.

Eighth Road: Xuanzi.

Balu: But we are very rational.Only limited to liking.

Zhifan: Why not love boldly?

Balu: If you know the result, why waste your extra feelings to hurt the other party.My deepest part ended up being hindered by reality.In many cases, you don't have to be in love to be together.Don't think that you don't love enough, if you burden the other party because of your liking, why bother?

Zhifan: You always think too much, I think you are too rational.Why do you think so much, if you like it, you like it.Besides, it is impossible for me to fall in love with someone else.

Balu: He likes mature ones, you are just mature enough.

Balu: Don't say anything too early.At that time, I also thought that I would never fall in love with anyone again. It took me more than two years to slowly walk out of his shadow.I often think of him now, but I am more relieved. I have never regretted loving him. He taught me a lot.At that time, I didn't know what love was.I am grateful to him now and hope he can live happily.

Zhifan: I also hope that he can be happy.I don't know what to do to help him.Don't be afraid of your jokes, sometimes I have an urge to earn more money and spend it on him.

Balu: I'm not afraid that you will be sad.At least he likes me during my period, and he doesn't like you.You don't have to.

Balu: More important.I let go, you didn't, you are still eager to continue your relationship with him.

Balu: Do you believe it?Sooner or later you will let go.Look at the childish circle of friends you post every day, one day you will look at it from the beginning and you will find your changes.

Zhifan: My circle of friends witnessed the process of me liking him.

Balu: Isn't it still for him to see?Attempt to impress him with disgusting displays of affection.You end up disgusting yourself.

Zhifan: Your words are too hurtful.

Balu: I can't think of words that can stimulate you more, make you despair and wake up earlier.Come out now.See how your life has been ruined.When I first met you, you were very simple, you didn't have too many needs, and you were very happy.What now?

Zhifan: I haven't changed now, it's still simple and doesn't have too many needs.

Balu: Do you believe it?

Balu: I drank too much.

Zhifan: I can't forget that he sang to me every day and cared about what I said.He is considerate and caring.He is the person who understands me best.

Balu: I just cried.I forgot the last time I cried.I must have cried when my uncle died.

Zhifan: I'm crying!why?

Balu: My mother called me, and every time I talked about getting married, I felt very guilty.It pains me to see them worrying.

Zhifan: Trust me.Let's marry.Sooner or later you have to live a normal life.

Balu: I don’t want to lie to myself, let alone others.In fact, I like Xuanzi very much, I am controlling myself to change my heart towards him.

Zhifan: You always think differently from others, and I don't know how to convince you.

Balu: You should figure yourself out first.I'll be able to adjust quickly.You can't compare to this.

Balu: No more.Drank too much.asleep.

Zhifan: Hey!Good night.

Xiang Ping lay on the bed and recalled Xuan Zi while drunk.He was only moved by Xuanzi's superficial sincerity, but after thinking about it, he realized that he was completely unfamiliar with Xuanzi.Xuanzi always avoided issues that would affect their relationship, concealed and even cheated.Therefore, Xiang Ping was not completely loyal to Xuanzi. While he was reluctant to give up Xuanzi, he was also looking for other people, and he had a person in his heart. This person appeared earlier than Xuanzi, but he didn't express it because of face.This kind of cowardice is a virus hidden in the bones, hidden under the hypocritical surface.Until Chaoyang and Xiangping sent a signal.

Chaoyang and Xiangping belong to the same category, they are extremely coquettish in the group, and many people like him.Xiang Ping Jinqun had a crush on him from day one, but he never dared to show his affection because of his excellence and his vanity because of his fear of failure.Slowly, Xiangping discovered more and more commonalities in their interests and values.I like to keep it in my heart.

Xiang Ping, as usual, after closing the store, was bored and quiet, under the influence of fantasy, he lost his will to study.When I turn on the computer, I always want to learn a lot, but because of my confusion, I finally open QQ.From the moment I opened QQ, I forgot all my troubles, including the frightening silence.

Eight-way: macro.I must have seen you somewhere.

Macro: No way.

Bei'an: Eighth Road started to flirt again.

Balu: Bei An, you step back, don't prove that you are good by slandering me when you see a newcomer, what I just said is true.

Macro: Oh?Where did we meet?

Balu: In my dream.I didn't expect this person to exist, am I still dreaming?

The Way of the Wind: Eight Ways.You hooked up with someone behind my back when I was not here.

Macro: Haha.

The Way of the Wind: The Eight Routes are mine.

Eighth Road: wind.Isn't everything over with us?Aren't you my ex-brother Huan?

The Way of the Wind: Don't let me know when it passed.

Yat Yeh: The newcomer reported measurements, nude photos.Otherwise I will kick you.

Chaoyang: macro.You just follow the sorcerer Yi Ye.He has an affair with the group owner, if you don't report it, he will kick you.We are all afraid of him.

Eight roads: Yangbao.hug.

Chaoyang: Eight roads.

North Shore: Chaoyang.I miss you.

Chaoyang: I already like Balu. I didn't like him before, but later I found out that he likes everyone and I started to like him.

Eight roads: Yangbao.In fact, I already liked you.

Cha Tu: Where is Hong from?

Chaoyang: I'm going to the Northeast to live on a heated kang on the eighth road. We roll the sheets on the heated kang.

Qiu Han: I also want to go to the northeast to sleep on the kang.

Balu: Northeast Kang University, everyone, come, there are so many people, crowded and hot, and there are still options.

Hong: Hello Chatu, I am in Chengdu.

Chaoyang: I heard it's very cold, peeing will directly freeze into icicles.Will the little one freeze?

Balu: Don't be afraid.My hands are very warm, slowly kneading them for you.I just remembered that image.Standing in the snow, I will give you the scarf, cover your frozen face with my hands, I will look at you and smile, and you will look at me and smile.

Hong: Balu is a playboy.

Yatto: Balu is fraternity.

Balu: No one knows me better than Yat Ye.Hong, in fact, I am very simple, just a little bit boring.

Cold hearted: I feel that Balu and Yangyang are a good match.They are all nice and handsome.

Broad Sea and Sky: It matches your size, Leng Sao.Yangyang is mine.

Chaoyang: Let's date Balu.

Balu: Whether you take it seriously or not, I do.

Chaoyang: Eight ways, let's have a private chat about passion.

Balu: Properly.

The sea and the sky: the smuggled pregnant, unable to give birth to children.

Xiang Ping joined the group for nearly a year, and had a private chat with Chao Yang for the first time.Although not unfamiliar, but do not know what to say.A lot of people are like this, making a fuss in the group, but saying it in private.Xiang Ping didn't know what to say.become cautious.

Chaoyang: Do you really like me?

Balu: I like it.

Chaoyang: But you like too many people.

Balu: We are all the same, but I am not what you think.

Chaoyang: Hehe.Is Heilongjiang fun?I've always wanted to go to Heilongjiang, but I haven't been there yet.

Eighth Road: Heilongjiang is a good place, especially in winter.Everything is covered in white, so beautiful.

Chaoyang: I'm afraid of the cold.What should I wear if I go to the Northeast.Is a jacket okay?

Balu: Not as scary as I thought.The temperature inside is very high, but the climate is very dry, and you may not be used to it.

Balu: Jackets are terrible, down jackets are the best.Wear thick cotton trousers and thick cotton shoes if you are afraid of cold.

Chaoyang: I haven't worn cotton trousers, will I be unable to walk? Can two long johns be ok?

Balu: If you go outdoors for a long time, it should not work.If only in the city was enough.I basically only wear sweater pants in winter, and I rarely go out.There is a fifty-degree temperature difference between indoors and outdoors.

this day.Xiang Ping felt that the whole world was lit up, chatting about each other's interests and life, and it was time to sleep quietly.There is also some reluctance.

Balu: Recommend me your favorite songs.

Chaoyang: I am listening to a song repeatedly.

Chaoyang: "I can never lose you"

Balu: It’s a good name.

Chaoyang: Haha.

Balu: Nice to hear.It's my style.

Chaoyang: I have to go to work tomorrow.I slept.

Balu: Good night.

Xiang Ping listened to this song repeatedly, intoxicated by the singing, fantasizing about Chaoyang.In the past, my face was always numb when lying on the bed, as numb as thinking about the future.Today, there is a smile on the corner of his mouth, looking forward beautifully.Even Xuanzi who has been bothering him is ignored, and even he who is used to remembering also retreats.Only full of hope and longing.