Just wait till you die

"Why are you so weak?"

"Why don't you open your eyes?"

"You really don't love us, we don't matter to you, do we?"

"So, don't you open your eyes like this?"

……

The sharp edge of the dagger is painting on my skin, and the immature little hand is nailed to the stake, and pulling it will cause my whole body to tremble.

The temperature in the body is gradually lost, and a new power is generated in the eyes.

I'm going to kill her, kill this woman.

……

"Life has no meaning."

"follow me."

On the cold white skin, a strange pattern was drawn with light purple paint, and the jade earrings were shaking. I followed this man, and there was a childish voice chasing after him.

"Xiyin! Stop!"

……

"Xiyin! This is, did you do this?"

"You take Orochimaru..."

……

What happened to Orochimaru?I couldn't remember it at the moment, but my body was cold, dry and warm clothes wrapped my body, and someone gently wiped the blood on my face.

"It's okay, let's go home."

go home?I have no home, my mother is insane because of my father's death, and I killed my mother.My life is a crime, no one would be willing to work with a person who killed his own mother, including Nanami Mitsu, including Mito Futa.If Asaisuke knew what I had done, he would definitely stay away from me in disgust.

……

I opened my eyes, almost in disbelief that I was alive.

The wounds on my body were covered with scabs, and the anesthesia had not completely disappeared, so I was still sitting in the original position.

Not far away, Qihai sat on a rock, closed her eyes and meditated.The moment I woke up, Nanami also opened her eyes.

He looked at me, turned away from the stone, and walked towards me.

It was different from before, this time his attitude was softer, just a little sad, and his voice was hoarse when he opened his mouth, presumably because he hadn't eaten for a long time.

I was the same, my throat was dry as if stuck together, I opened my mouth, as if I could hear the sound of the skin tearing.

——But it has only rained, and the mud under his body is still wet and limp on his skin.

There are still a few corpses lying around. Looking at the ninja who looks like Konoha, he should have died not long ago. Some people's blood is still spreading in the soil, smearing a large color.

"I didn't expect someone in the village to protect you secretly." Qihai said, he also had several wounds on his body, which were simply bandaged with coarse cloth, "But it doesn't matter, as long as I get your eyes, I don't have to be afraid of anyone anymore."

I wanted to raise my eyebrows, but my thoughts turned in a dull circle, and I didn't bother to do it again.

I didn't bother to say it, and when Qihai aimed Kunai's spikes at my eyes, I said: "Kill me."

——It’s been a long time since I heard such a hoarse voice.

Kunai stopped in front of my eyes, trembling almost subconsciously.

"I have killed my trusted companions and my friends before, but this is the first time I have killed my own students," Qihai said.

"I have known for a long time that you will take my life at any time."

What I said was not a lie, I knew from the first moment I saw him that his purpose of becoming my teacher was not so pure, a powerful ninja of perception type, isn't it suitable for monitoring and controlling me?

But then I thought, it would be a good thing if he died in Qihai's hands.

Every mission he will protect us very well, every time we get hurt, he heals us, nagging me to take care of my body, buy gifts for Sasuke, teach him some ninjutsu... Occasionally From time to time, the little problems that only young people have will be revealed, such as narrow-mindedness, laziness, and cold jokes... But he will also be terribly old-fashioned, and he will take the initiative to become our life mentor.

I don't hate him at all, on the contrary, I wish he could kill me.

In fact, my death is a good thing for everyone. As the only Uchiha, Sasuke’s situation will be much better than now; Nanami can do what he wants to do; Asai and Mito can also find someone who is more suitable for them partner.

——From the beginning I was a superfluous person.

"You really don't hate me?" Qihai asked.

I'm so bored, can't you let me be quiet for a while even if you want to die?

I spat out a mouthful of blood, indicating that I couldn't speak.

The kunai on the front of the neck was taken back, and Qi Hai was still in a leisurely mood at this time, and chatted with me.

"Your appearance reminds me of a former friend of mine. He was also surnamed Uchiha. When he died, he also told me that he didn't hate me. You should be familiar with this person. His name is Shishui."

I spat out another mouthful of blood.

"I used to work in Anbu, and I had the honor to cooperate with Uchiha Shisui several times. His strength is obvious to all. It is said that Shisui committed suicide, but his death is due to me. —— I sneak attack him, and faked the scene of his suicide."

"The reason? Because he is too powerful. I am worried that one day he will become my enemy. At that time, the relationship between Uchiha and the village was tense. You should know this better than me."

"It's a pity that he did everything he could to destroy his eyes before he died. In order not to repeat the same mistakes, I paralyzed your body with medicine."

Just as he was about to continue speaking, his eyes glanced at the nearby bushes intentionally: "Come out, do you think you can escape my perception range?"

No one responded to him.

Qihai snorted and asked me again: "Do you hate me?"

I didn't answer.

"The feeling of killing a friend is similar to that of killing one's own mother?" Qihai said, recalling the past, his expression was a little distorted, and indescribable madness gathered in him.He should have killed more than one of his friends before he became who he is now: Facing his students, he is indifferent even when he strikes.

Shisui, Shisui... That Uchiha alien with curly hair and big eyes but very tall, has such a good temper that I thought he was a monk who ran away from some temple, talkative and kind.I like getting along with him more than itachi, because I can beat him without any scruples in front of him.Itachi is different. Itachi will retaliate against me. When fighting with me, he deliberately hits hard, making me bruised and purple all over, and I can't sleep well.

But he is too saintly and out of tune with everyone. Compared with him, Itachi, the arrogant genius, also has a bit of smoke and fire.I once wanted to test his bottom line, yelled in front of him, said bad things about Uchiha, about him and Itachi, and vividly described the scene of destroying Konoha to him, using all vicious words.The results of it?He said to me like coaxing a child: "Xiyin wouldn't do that, would she?" He smiled like a clay Buddha statue.

So when Zhishui died, I didn't go to see his body. I didn't want to see such a person with a rotting body.After that, I rarely saw Itachi again, and then, something like that happened...

I recall more than Qihai, so that he doesn't know when he fights with someone.There were several people who came, all dressed as Konoha Anbe, they obviously knew Nanami very well, and the ninja attributes they sent were comparable to Nanami.But Qihai is not easy to provoke, even under this disadvantage, he can still avoid all vital attacks just right.

A person sneaked up to me, untied the rope for me, and said to me: "Uchiha Xiyin."

"Don't touch her!" Seeing this, Qihai became anxious. He threw off everyone and hurried to my side. After the rope fell off my body, he snatched me back.

I was clamped on the side of my body by him, and the wound was rubbing and hurting so badly, I couldn't help baring my teeth, and at this moment I heard the sound of a sharp weapon entering my body.

The body of Nanami who was holding me stiffened, and the blood splashed on the ground, I could hardly hear the sound.

The power of the anesthetic in my body faded a bit, and I had some strength to touch my chest.

oh so much blood...

It was me who was hurt.

Even the pain seemed to disappear, I just felt cold.

"puff!"

In an instant, Nanami seized the weapon stuck on my body, stabbed the murderer's body with her backhand, and kicked me away.He covered my wound, and while treating me, he called each other my name, "Xiyin!"

Others surrounded us.

One of them said: "River, you really betrayed Lord Danzo."

I felt like I was dying again, last time when Nanami stabbed me for the last time.My blood flowed too much, it was all over the ground, my body, Qihai's body, was bright red, but I wasn't dead yet.

But they thought I was dead, or that I had no chance of surviving, so they spoke a lot more recklessly.

The ninja who stabbed me was kicked to death by Nanami, but his companion didn't look very sad, he just said in a businesslike manner: "The task of killing Xiyin Uchiha has never been completed, and all the spies I sent have disappeared without reason."

He glanced at the body of the ninja who died before, "Master Danzo has long suspected that you have betrayed, and now it seems that Master Danzo guessed right."

"Beaver," the visitor stretched out his hand to Nanami, "Danzo-sama understands your feelings, he will not hold you accountable for this mission, Uchiha Xiyin is no longer alive, and there is no point in being stubborn any longer. As long as you are willing to come back, the past will never be blamed, and Danzo-sama will find a way to transfer you back from Hokage."

This person should have had friendship with Qihai before, and he has been persuading him earnestly, but the other people obviously didn't agree, and another person said disdainfully: "He has been assimilated by Hokage, what's the use of talking to him? He doesn't care at all. I will understand Master Danzo's good intentions. Our mission is to kill him and Uchiha Xiyin, and take away Sharingan, have you forgotten?"

"..."

Several people were silent, they stared at me and Qihai together, as if waiting for Qihai's reaction, but Qihai was always healing my wound, and didn't notice what they said at all.

My wound was right in the heart, maybe a bit off, but it is a fatal wound for normal people, so I really can't live.I am very cold, but Qihai seems to be colder than me, he is shaking more than me, even though I am about to lose consciousness completely, I can feel his body shaking like a sieve.

"Xiyin..." He called my name, "I'm sorry."

What are you apologizing for?I don't blame you.Besides, it's me who should apologize.

The person Nanami killed was Konoha's ninja, and this crime was enough for him to be sentenced to death.If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have to encounter these at all.Besides, he said that he didn't want to do anything to his companions anymore.

My mouth was full of blood foam, and I choked as soon as I opened my mouth. I coughed, thinking that I should die quickly, so I grabbed Qihai's sleeve, looked into his eyes, and said: "Dug me, damn Eyes, go, go, confess..."

In that case, that Danzo might spare him.Isn't that what Konoha is?No matter what crime you commit, you will be washed as a good person in the end.What's more, Qi Hai is a very good person compared to those people who wash white.

At least to me, Nanami is a nice guy...

"You will die in this way." Qihai said, his face was like dried vegetable buns, yellow and green, unexpectedly his crying voice was the same as his face, dry and hoarse.

"Anyway, I can't live." I comforted him, because anyone can tell that I'm dying, isn't it waste recycling?

"You will survive." Qihai touched the top of my head and smiled with all her strength, "You are my student, how could I let you die?"

The ninjas onlookers felt that Nanami had gone crazy and wanted to save a dead person.The ninja who is close to Nanami is worried about him: "Taugu..."

"Spirituality!"

Nanami bit her finger.

The author has something to say: Xiyin is not recognized by the village, basically because of the following points: First, she has a criminal record (killed her own mother, although it was forced), and second, she used to be very friendly with the extremist Itachi, She also has a good relationship with Shisui. Some people are afraid that she has the same potential for betrayal as Itachi, and some people are afraid that she will find out the ulterior secrets of the village and Uchiha. The third is, as Nanami said, Xiyin's It doesn't look like she loves Konoha, she just does tasks for the sake of tasks