Explosive entrepreneurship
Chapter 93 Showdown
At 1 o'clock in the morning, the barbecue stall located in Baijia Lane, Lakeside District, Beicheng is still very lively.
Cheap, large and tasty, has always been the signature of this barbecue stall.All kinds of seafood and meat squeak on the charcoal fire, thick oil and heavy sauce, sufficient seasoning, and fragrant aroma.
No one cares whether these cheap dishes are clean or not. After all, at this point, coming to eat is a pretense, and most people are just looking for a place to brag and say something from the bottom of their hearts.
"Here, your skewers, a dozen oysters and a beer." The young man with a flat head was wearing flip-flops, but his skills were vigorous.
He was a little curious about the two young men hiding in the alley outside the back door, because the alley was cramped, and everyone liked the wide and airy road in front of the main entrance.
When he left, he looked back. These two boys were so good-looking, they looked like stars.
"The last time I came here to play skewers, it seemed that I had just entered freshman year."
Xue Feiran took off his half-covered mask and stuffed it into his pocket.
"Yes." Gou Dai opened a can of beer and handed it to the person opposite.
Xue Feiran: "To be honest, I'm quite surprised that you agreed to come out."
"Oh? Why?"
Xue Feiran: "I thought you might be in a bad mood."
Gou Dai paused for a moment with the hand sipping the beer, and then put it down.
The aroma of fried snails came from the back kitchen of the small shop, and the sound of friction of snail shells mixed with the rush of a lot of dried chilies made one couldn't help but have the urge to howl twice.
"Why do you think I'm in a bad mood?"
Xue Feiran swallowed an oyster: "I saw the news about Liang Junche, but I didn't expect him to be Liang Si's grandson."
"Do you know?"
"I don't know, but I've heard more or less about the people around you."
Gou Dai laughed and put down the wine bottle in his hand.
"Fei Ran, you've done your best, we've known each other for five years, right?"
"Five years, three months and eleven days."
"Then what do you think I am?"
Xue Feiran didn't know why Gou Dai asked the question, and said with a smile: "You don't want to discuss philosophy with me, do you? Who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going? Even if I go to make a movie, a professional course in the philosophy department is enough. It’s not missing. God of learning, don’t underestimate me.”
Gou Dai: "I'm just curious."
As soon as the words were finished, a middle-aged woman with a big ponytail and a colorful shirt that looked like the last century moved to the two of them from the end of the alley.
Xue Feiran thought it was a common beggar, and waved his hand: "No cash."
"No..." The middle-aged woman smiled plainly, opened the big cotton belt in her hand, and took out something.
Just when the two thought they were going to take out the "begging QR code" that keeps pace with the times, the other party took out a piece of cake, which was quite large and wrapped in a plastic bag.
The middle-aged woman spoke Mandarin with a strange tone: "Try it and see how it tastes?"
In the middle of the night, in a deep back alley, there is only one external light bulb in the whole alley, not even a street lamp.A person takes out a big cake for you to taste, even if this person is as beautiful as a fairy, and his face is full of innocence and kindness, no one has the courage to taste it.
Fortunately, at this moment, the owner of the barbecue shop came out with a plate of cumin lamb chops. Seeing the scene in front of him, he knew that the two had misunderstood.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The boss explained, "This is a relative in my hometown. The man in the family has an accident and can't work. There are three children to support, so I want to work in the city. I don't need this. Manpower, after thinking about it, she does a good job of making pasta, so let her try to make breakfast. My store closes at 03:30, and she will come over at [-]. Anyway, there are stalls, pots, tables and chairs, and cash register in the store. It’s all the same, the signboard at the door can be changed by simply pulling it. It’s the best if you can make money, and you can also share the rent with me. We can’t talk about it when the time comes.”
Gou Dai agrees with the boss's business acumen of opening two stores.
Boss: "We are not sure whether people in the city like to eat this noodle, so we want to do a market survey for a few days and try it for free. These are all from the neighbors in the neighborhood. I'll let you try to make faces."
At this point, Gou Dai and Xue Feiran both broke a piece of cake and tasted it.
It can't be said to be amazing, but it is already considered a very qualified breakfast, and both of them agreed.
The middle-aged woman smiled at the boss with a relieved expression.The boss was also very happy, and encouraged him: "You can definitely do it."
As he said that, he looked at the two young men and said, "When the breakfast opens, you all have to come and join us. I told Sister Shen that we will do a promotion in the first month, buy one and get one free."
Looking at the plain face of the woman, Gou Dai smiled and said: "The things are good, but this activity may not be a good activity."
The boss looked at the young man, for some reason, he was unexpectedly convinced by him, and asked, "Why?"
Gou Dai: "Breakfast is different from barbecue. Barbecue customers may come from thousands of miles, just like the two of us, but breakfast customers are basically neighbors, and nearby office workers, like us, are basically impossible to come to eat. "
The boss thought about it and it seemed reasonable.
Gou Dai: "Thus, being able to retain customers around is the way for a breakfast restaurant to survive. This is a triple game of taste, price and publicity."
The boss seemed to see that the young man in front of him had an extraordinary background, and he had a style of reclusiveness in the city. He pulled up a chair and sat beside him: "Little brother, I invite you to help me with my elder sister Shen."
Gou Dai: "I think the reason why buy one get one free is that he doesn't give customers a sense of expectation, but a sense of loss. After all, breakfast shops are not like shops in commercial streets. They have a large number of customers, and their territory is very limited. Customers Because buy one get one free, when the event is over, they will naturally feel a sense of loss, and they will not feel that it is just restoring the original price, but that they can only buy one of the things that can be bought in double before. From a psychological point of view, satisfaction reduce."
The boss's education level is not high, he frowned and thought for a long time before nodding his head and said: "It seems to be the case. Brother, you must help Sister Shen to find a way." Then, he asked the back chef to help deliver two mutton Soup for Gou Dai.
Gou Dai smiled and asked the middle-aged woman, "How much do you sell this cake for?"
Sister Shen obviously hasn't set a price yet, so she looks at the boss.
The boss said decisively: "I went to other breakfast shops to investigate the enemy's situation, and they can sell it for two and a half yuan. We are in a price war, and it is only two yuan. Anyway, the cost is cheap."
Gou Dai smiled, and asked the boss again: "Boss, how much is your purchase price for this beer?"
This is barely considered a commercial secret. The boss hesitated for a moment before saying, "Three and a half yuan."
The retail price of the barbecue shop is 6 yuan a bottle.
Gou Dai held the beer and looked at it for a while, teasing slightly: "Really, then boss, you can ask me to buy it, and I'll sell it to you for three yuan."
The boss blushed instantly.In fact, his purchase price was one yuan, but he didn't want Gou Dai, who ordered beer, to feel that he was making too much profit.
Gou Dai didn't take it seriously, and continued: "The purchase price of this kind of wine in a big restaurant is about [-] cents, and yours should be one yuan to one yuan five."
The quotation prepared by Gou Dai made the boss both ashamed and speechless, and said in a low voice, "It's one piece."
Gou Dai: "My plan is that the breakfast restaurant and the barbecue restaurant can be jointly marketed. For example, you can do a monthly card activity, and the price is 88 yuan. Customers who take the monthly card can recharge 88 yuan every month, and the price is [-] yuan. You can get a cake for free in the morning, and two bottles of beer for free in the evening."
Before Gou Dai finished his sentence, he was interrupted by the boss: "Wait a minute, this is not allowed, a month is counted as 30 days, a cake costs 2 yuan, two bottles of wine cost 12 yuan, a day is 14 yuan, and the customer takes it away for a month. We only got 420 yuan for something worth 88 yuan?"
Gou Dai smiled and said: "You are a customer mentality, but that's right, you are a customer in role replacement, would you really want to buy this card?"
The boss thought for a while, then nodded sharply: "That's for sure! Everyone in the family will have one immediately."
Gou Dai smiled and continued: "As for the cost, you can't follow the customer's calculation. The cost of this cake is 30 cents, assuming 15 days is 1.1 yuan. Beer is 30 yuan, and 66 days is [-] yuan."
The boss was wronged: "Then we are busy for half a day, and we only earn seven yuan? Besides, there are costs for making cards."
Gou Dai shook his head: "This card is actually not for making money, but for attracting traffic. It's like you are doing a buy one get one free event, giving us more haggis soup, isn't it also to retain customers and make them come again?"
The little thought was exposed, the boss smiled a little shyly, staring at his flip-flops with his head down.
Gou Dai: "Honestly speaking, the best situation for this card is that the customer has used it for 30 days. You buy breakfast, but only a cake is rare, right? Most people will also bring a cup of soy milk or corn juice. If it is a man , one cake is not enough to eat, so I need to bring some steamed buns and so on.”
The boss nodded, feeling reasonable.
"In the same way, you come here to drink two bottles of beer when you see it? Of course, there are thick-skinned people who come and get two bottles of beer and leave. Most people will order some skewers to accompany the dishes. The profit of this How much, the boss knows. If you drink to the fullest, two bottles of wine are just an appetizer, and it is common to order a few dozen."
"Under normal circumstances, no one would eat a pancake for 30 days and eat barbecue every night. Therefore, he might give up pancakes for breakfast, but out of habit, he would buy meat buns at Sister Shen's shop and eat them at night. I won’t come to drink, so your card cost will be lowered.”
The little boss thought about it for a long time, and found that this method is very feasible. He patted the table and said, "Brother! Thank you for your kindness! From now on, you can come to my store to eat whatever you want, and I won't charge you!"
Xue Feiran on the side was a little bored, and looked at the two of them with his chin propped up: "Boss, please spare some time for us to catch up on the old days."
The boss saw the displeasure on the other party's face, and hurriedly got up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you guys continue, you don't need to pay for today's meal!"
After finishing speaking, he walked back to the shop with Sister Shen on his arm.
When the figures of the two disappeared at the back door of the barbecue restaurant, Xue Feiran suddenly smiled and said, "I can answer your question now."
"Ok?"
"I think you are a saint. If I don't look at it, you may become a fairy and become a Buddha immediately." Xue Feiran's eyes flowed with emotion, "If you are not a god, how can you be so radiant and universal?" sentient beings?"
Gou Dai picked up a cooled oyster and put it in his mouth. His sense of taste is actually very sensitive, and he doesn't like this kind of stale seafood.
"Do you still remember Chen Ding?" Gou Dai said.
Xue Feiran only felt that the name was not completely unfamiliar, but he couldn't match the number. After searching the depths of his memory for a long time, he finally remembered: "I remember, it seems to be a student you sponsored when you were a freshman?"
Before Xue Feiran pierced the layer of paper to Gou Dai, the two were able to go to the library for self-study together and go out on weekends together.
In that year, a website for public welfare education was launched, that is, students in need would post their basic information and needs to the website, seeking one-on-one funding from well-wishers.
This website was later banned because of lax supervision, and there were many money and sex transactions for fostering female students.But in those days, this website did help many needy students.
Xue Feiran remembers that at that time, Gou Dai sponsored a third-year high school student in the west who asked for help on this website. His family was unfortunate, his parents divorced, and his grandmother raised him. It was very difficult.
Gou Dai opened another bottle of beer, didn't drink it, but took two glass bottles on the side, poured it into it, and watched the foam on the beer
Disappearing.
"I sponsored for one year, and later the child was admitted to a good university in the south. I was very happy and helped him research various grants and scholarships in their school."
Xue Feiran was a bit apprehensive: "You are so kind to everyone."
Gou Dai looked at the beer that was completely calm: "But he wants me to continue to support him. At first I thought that he had just entered college and had a difficult life, so I also supported him for a while. Unexpectedly, he asked for more and more. If you want to change your mobile phone or computer, it would cost me far more than the living expenses of a college student, so I gave up and told him that you are old enough to be self-reliant."
Xue Feiran obviously heard of this for the first time.He knew about Gou Dai's family situation, and Gou Dai's support for this boy was more or less out of sympathy.Gou Dai's family's economic situation is no better than that of boys, and he is making money entirely by his own efforts.
Xue Feiran was indignant, and slapped the table down, "You did the right thing. You shouldn't have supported him in the first place. You should ask him to get the money back! Otherwise, it would be really cheap for him."
Gou Dai smiled, and looked at the uneven wall behind Xue Feiran: "Later, he said that if I don't continue to support him, he will slander me on Q University's related websites, leaving me without a foothold."
Xue Feiran's pupils trembled slightly, and soon returned to calm.
Xue Feiran: "Sheng Mi is kind to Mi Mi, so I never do charity, because some people don't deserve it." As he spoke, he drank the rest of the wine in the bottle, stared at Gou Dai, his eyes were red, I don't know why. Angry or sad. "You just let him bully like this?"
Gou Dai's eyes became more and more blurred: "How can I? So, I'm not a good person, let alone a saint. I preemptively wrote an art reprocessing work about the two of us, and sent it to The forum of the other school. It may be written enough to be literary and tear-jerking.
Xue Feiran patted the table, very relieved: "Well done!"
However, in the next second, he was a little worried again: "Didn't the other party retaliate?"
Gou Dai: "My article used a proxy name, I don't want to cause trouble. A bunch of people in the comments asked to reveal their real names, to settle accounts with the funded person, and to make him die socially. I sent him the link of the article and told him He said he could do it for himself, and not using a real name is the last kindness, so he also died."
Xue Feiran nodded: "I just said that there are always rumors about you making up on the Internet, and this kid probably made up a lot of them."
Gou Dai didn't speak, just stared at Xue Feiran, making Xue Feiran panic.
"What... what's wrong." Xue Feiran finally couldn't hold back.
Gou Dai held his chin with one hand, tilted his head, and suddenly said: "Does the news about Liang Junche have anything to do with you?"
Xue Feiran looked flustered: "What and what."
But Gou Dai didn't give him room to argue: "Back then, you asked me to use your mailbox to send materials and gave me the password. I didn't expect you to still use that mailbox for so many years, and the password didn't change. Before I came, I Logged in for a while."
Xue Feiran's expression changed instantly when he thought of the message sent to the paparazzi lying in the outbox of the mailbox.
long silence.
It was so silent that only the aroma from the back kitchen was left in the alley, mixed with the smell of the pool and ditch in the distance.
Xue Feiran ate three cold oysters, as if mustering up great courage: "I can't bear to see you being deceived!"
Gou Dai: "Are you investigating me?"
Xue Feiran: "I mean to investigate Liang Junche! I heard from the school that he is a second-generation, intellectual family, and everything. I don't think this person is like that! After I investigated, it turned out that he must have ulterior motives. ! Dai, no matter how good you are, you can't play with big capital, how can such a person have sincerity?"
Gou Dai raised his eyes slightly: "Do you know my relationship with him?"
Xue Feiran was noncommittal: "I want to protect you, whether it's as a close friend for many years or as a humble suitor."
Seeing that Gou Dai was expressionless, Xue Feiran emphasized: "Yes, I have selfishness, but which rival in love would not have selfishness? I am just competing fairly. It was Liang Junche who gave me this opportunity, didn't he?"
Xue Feiran knew that Gou Dai hated "deception" very much, even though he never said it.
"Protect me?" Gou Dai suddenly smiled, but the smile was not as gentle as usual, it was full of sarcasm.
"What about the letter to [Drunk Talk Yunyun]?" Gou Dai asked.
"What?" Xue Feiran didn't react.
"What about the report letter that said I had PUA Ruan Qing and that I let a girl commit suicide for me?"
Xue Feiran was shocked: "Impossible! I set it to burn after reading, and the mailbox was also emptied. You can't see it!"
After finishing speaking, Xue Feiran suddenly felt a slip of the tongue, and Xue Feiran's face turned pale in an instant, like a freshly steamed spring pancake in the deep night.
for a long time.
Xue Feiran was depressed: "When did you doubt me?"
Gou Dai didn't speak, and took the haggis soup presented by the boss at the table.
The soup has cooled down, and the soup noodles are a little oily.Haggis soup without aroma does not make people appetizing.However, Gou Dai, who hadn't eaten all night, still drank half a bowl under the dim light.
Putting down the spoon, Gou Dai looked at Xue Feiran: "Since Yun Zui recounted the revelation letter to me. Because, besides me and Ruan Qing, only you know many details of that revelation letter."
Gou Dai recalled the time in high school, when the sky was very blue, the wind was very light, and the atmosphere of key high schools was very pure, only reading.Grandpa is still alive, and I will make him the stewed noodles that the old man is best at.
He likes to sit under a big tree behind the teaching building to read and rest in the afternoon.
"Yo, Xueba is writing a letter?" Xue Feiran said in a calm manner, and handed him a cup of warm milk tea.
Gou Dai: "I'm writing a letter to my junior high school girl."
Xue Feiran: "Yo, is it still a love letter?"
Gou Dai was worried that this guy was too distracted, so he picked some things that didn't involve Ruan Qing's privacy and told him.
Xue Feiran still enjoyed it: "Yo, our Daidai really spread love all the time."
Gou Dai never thought that the other party would take this matter to heart, let alone that the other party would distort the facts and spread it on the tabloids a few years later.
"Can I explain?" Xue Feiran asked eagerly.
"You said."
Xue Feiran opened his lips again and again, obviously preparing words.
"At that time, you were known by more and more people, and more and more people saw your brilliance. I was very worried that you would forget me."
Gou Dai's eyes were burning like a torch, obviously he didn't know the connection between the two. "So you're going to kill me?"
Xue Feiran desperately shook his head, wishing to show his ambition with death. "No! Absolutely not! I won't harm you! I originally thought that when the public opinion became more fermented, I would personally come out to clarify the matter for you and explain the truth. It's just that I didn't expect that Ruan Qing would come out first."
Xue Feiran was a little depressed when he said this.
His original plan was to wait for Gou Dai to be isolated and helpless, to step on the colorful clouds, oh no, to speak out for Gou Dai with the belated truth.At that time, his position in Gou Dai's heart will definitely be extremely important.
Xue Feiran lowered her head, and she was also very wronged: "Yes, I used unscrupulous means and the wrong way, but you really don't understand, this is what happens when you like someone, and you love to the extreme."
Gou Dai looked at him, as if looking at an absurd and jerky abstract painting.
Xue Feiran met his gaze calmly: "Because you are the sun, I am just a mortal, and mortals cannot have the sun, so he just wants to make the sun not so hot, so dazzling, so selfless, and warm so many people. "
Seeing Gou Dai's silence, Xue Feiran continued: "I like you, I like you to the bottom of my heart, I have long lost public order and good customs."
Gou Dai's eyes returned to indifference: "So, it's because you like me that you have been fabricating all kinds of scandals for me in the anonymous forum of the campus forum for ten years?"
Xue Feiran's expression was as if he had seen a ghost, and there was only shock left in those eyes that fans called the world's best storytellers.
It took a long time, so long that the night wind passing through the alley was boring, it rolled up a dead leaf and slapped it on Xue Feiran's forehead.
Like a hideous scar.
Xue Feiran picked off the fallen leaves, a little depressed, no longer struggling: "When did you know this?"
Gou Dai lowered his head.
He knew about it a long time ago. Since Qiu Ren first told him, there have been many strange rumors about him in the campus forums.
He has always had a bloody physique, and it is perfectly normal for him to have more or less rumors.However, when he had nothing to do, he went to the anonymous section of the campus forum and looked around, and he knew that this was not a random rumor or a fabrication made up when he had nothing to do.
There is planning and rhythm.
It is easy for Gou Dai to check an IP, he just wants to see who is sitting on the other side of the network.
But he found that the person opposite him not only knew him, but even knew him well.
Xue Feiran.
A week before this wave of rumors spread, Xue Feiran confessed his love to Gou Dai.
So this is revenge?
At this moment, Gou Dai said calmly: "I knew it from the beginning."
Xue Feiran was also surprised: "Then why didn't you come and scold me?"
Seeing that Gou Dai didn't answer, Xue Feiran sighed: "That's right, you have always been so indifferent, even if you found out, you wouldn't be angry, maybe you still hope that the other party will change his ways."
Gou Dai laughed at himself: "No, I just thought that this is the revenge I should receive after rejecting others."
Xue Feiran's lips moved, and after a long time, he said frankly: "Yes, the person who has been spreading rumors about you in the forum is me. Of course, I also fished in troubled waters and mixed with other people. Maybe they were competing with you for a scholarship, or the girl you admired was robbed by you. Right. After all, you are the sun, you are God. God loves the world, but the world may not thank God. The sun shines everywhere, but it can’t shine on the darkness of people’s hearts. You are so dazzling that people are jealous, and ordinary people do nothing.”
Those who can come to Q University, who is not the dragon and phoenix among the people, the proud son of heaven.However, once you enter the gate of Q, you will find that there are many strong players, and you are not outstanding.There are even existences like Gou Dai, who are far beyond our reach and feel increasingly inferior.If you can't catch up, seeing God imprisoned is also a joy in the dark side of human nature.
Xue Feiran: "But I am not, I will never be jealous of you, I will never feel inferior, and I will never be complacent because of your troubles."
Xue Feiran's words obviously contradicted his actions.
"I just, love you so much, you don't understand the pain of not being able to love."
As Xue Feiran said, there were faint tears in his eyes.
"God loves the world, but God has no heart. He does not favor anyone, nor is he possessed by anyone."
As Xue Feiran said, he wanted to grab Gou Dai's hand, but Gou Dai dodged it.
Xue Feiran withdrew his hand and looked at the person in front of him, he was the person that even a moth to a flame could not wish for.
"But I want God, and I know I can't reach it, so I want God to fall into the mortal world, cover his light, and prevent the world from seeing his goodness. I want him to fall into the quagmire and become his savior."
Xue Feiran himself didn't know why he could express his dirty thoughts so frankly.
Probably because he believed that the person in front of him would not be angry, or even take it to heart.
Gou Dai's mood is much lighter than that of ordinary people, so it always gives people the illusion of warmth and alienation.If you are in his domain, he will treat you well.If you step out of his domain, he will never keep you.
Therefore, when everyone entered the university campus and broke free from the shackles of the third year of high school, he found that there were more and more people who had "different plans" for Gou Dai, regardless of gender.
He starts to get scared.
He confessed.
be rejected.
He poured dirty water on him, not wanting people to see his light.
He wanted to hide him well.
He wants to monopolize him.
But he found that Gou Dai was getting further and further away from him.
Xue Feiran took out a gift box from her bag: "Birthday gift for you. The other day you said that you went to the zoo with Liang Junche. I was so jealous that I almost went crazy and almost lost this gift."
Gou Dai didn't answer.
"Don't you want to take a look?" Xue Feiran's eyes were filled with tears, and he couldn't tell whether it was pain, guilt, disappointment or love.
Gou Dai separated the two glasses of beer that had been poured earlier, pushed one to Xue Feiran, and held the other in his hand.
He took a small sip and stared at the rather vintage folding table.
The synthetic wood surface of the folding table has long been pitted, and the surface paint has peeled off in many places, exposing the synthetic wood inside.Maybe someone once stayed at this table and got drunk all night, rubbing the wine glass repeatedly, crying for parting; maybe there was a woman who pressed her sharp nails hard to vent her unforgettable hatred for the heartless man.
Gou Dai caressed the bumpy tabletop, and couldn't tell for a moment whether it was the tabletop, the years, or the heart that was so scarred.
"Why?" Gou Dai asked questions without beginning or end.
"Feiran, why do you say? Since I was a child, people who hate me will just hurt me, but people who like me will also hurt me?"
Xue Feiran saw such a dog for the first time, without the warm spring sun in the usual days, it became extremely gloomy and gloomy, deeper than this deserted alley, as if the sun could not reach the corner, half buried In the dirt, decaying vegetation.
"No one is born without crying. Crying is a human instinct. Babies cry because they can get their parents' attention and resources for growth through crying. As the saying goes, 'a child who can cry gets milk. '"
Gou Dai laughed at himself. "I don't know how to cry because I found out when I was very young that crying is useless. When other children cry, their parents will comfort them and buy toys. When I cry, my mother will beat me and my father will slam the door out."
"I'm not indifferent, but helpless, and numb." Gou Dai's voice was very soft, not choked up, not hoarse, as if he was telling a bedtime story.
"When you find that crying is futile, or even counterproductive, you will gradually lose the ability to cry. Only those who can cry, mess around, and lose their temper are happy, because they know very well that if they continue to mess around and lose their temper, The other party is also willing to forgive him, he has the qualifications."
"But I didn't."
Behind the youth and maturity, nine times out of ten is a sad story.
"When you minimize all expectations in life, you will naturally become indifferent, and you will not worry about gains and losses. Don't worry about losing, just pretend you haven't got it."
"I came to meet you today because I want to say, I'm tired, let's say goodbye formally. Whether you regard us as friendship or other things, from now on, we will return to each other, and we will return to each other. Don't hurt each other Yes. We have known each other once, so there is no need to do it too badly."
Said, Gou Dai raised the glass, touched the glass in front of Xue Feiran, and drank it down.
Xue Feiran froze in place.
He stared blankly at the person in front of him.
He has always thought that the other party is the sunshine of his life, so he can be willful and wild, because light will always spread light and heat selflessly.
However, at this moment, he knew that the other party was just a green pine growing from the cliff. It looked green and vigorous, but its foundation was crumbling.
The green pine grows lonely on the cliff, without cuddling or companions.Occasionally, there are birds resting, bringing a burst of laughter, and then quickly leave the green pine.
And in the long and lonely years, what Qingsong faced most was the wind knife and frost sword.The heavy snow all over the sky fell on him one by one, and people sang "the heavy snow crushes the green pines, and the green pines are straight and straight".As everyone knows, Qingsong has long been overwhelmed.
And he turned out to be the biggest snowflake.
Xue Feiran suddenly felt overwhelming pain, feeling that his heart was repeatedly cut, healed, and cut by a rusty knife.
A gust of cool wind blew by, Xue Feiran woke up suddenly, saw Gou Dai's figure had almost disappeared at the end of the alley, and hurriedly chased after him.
He grabbed Gou Dai's arm.
"sorry."
Xue Feiran discovered for the first time that human beings have such a poor vocabulary.
But he couldn't say any extra words, because every word was in vain.
Outside the corner is the auxiliary road, with street lights, the light is much brighter, and the whole street looks like orange soda has been poured.
Gou Dai also seemed to have returned to his usual appearance, with a touch of gentleness in his expression.It seemed that everything I just said was just a stormy sea in a nightmare, and everything was calm after waking up from the dream.
But Xue Feiran couldn't go back to the beginning, he couldn't speak, he felt a stream of blood choking in his throat, as soon as he opened his mouth, the blood would spray out, covering the past few years.
He just held Gou Dai's hand tightly.
"Let go." Gou Dai still had a gentle expression on his face, but his voice was as firm as the cold winter wind.
Xue Feiran shook his head.
Gou Dai: "I'm tired, I still decided to go back to my own world. All the things that bother me, just say goodbye.
Xue Feiran didn't speak, but his hands became tighter and tighter.
The next moment, Xue Feiran's hand was grabbed with greater force.He stared at it, and the slender arm on the opposite side opened his palm.
"I told you at the beginning that I was the number one fighter when I was in elementary school. It's not a joke. Say goodbye decently, Fei Ran."
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It was already three o'clock in the morning when Gou Dai returned to the Taining community.
The neighborhood is quiet, with occasional calls of wild cats.
Most of the lights have been extinguished, only a few houses are still on.Or the blessing lights on the balcony, or people who turn on the lights to sleep, or people whose work and rest are upside down.
Gou Dai walked on the gravel road in the community.
It was very dark.
Looking out from the balcony on weekdays, you can see the lights of restaurants in the mall in the distance, dyeing the sky strangely.
I haven't seen such a pure sky for a long time.
In fact, people are not the same, they have been disturbed all their lives, and in the end, the prosperity is gone, and it is just a lonely sky.
Gou Dai walked downstairs, suddenly felt a line of sight behind him, and turned around.
Next to the energy-saving lamp on the lawn, a young man was still sitting there, in a mess.
When the young man saw him, he raised his head in surprise and wanted to stand up. Perhaps his limbs were numb, and he fell to the ground again, like a clumsy cat.
The young man obviously has a pair of very deep and aggressive eyes, but he always looks pitiful in front of him.
Let him have the illusion that they are the same kind.
The young man stared at him with longing eyes, reminding him of the night he picked up the three-colored cat.
The eyes of the young man are very similar to those of a sanhua cat.
However, just as he thought that the Fat Three Flowers were just ordinary stray cats, he also mistakenly thought that the young man was in the same condition as him.
Fat Sanhua has a noble price, and young people also have noble backgrounds. They are two lines that have intersected and then separated, and they are destined to never intersect again.
If it were someone else, Gou Dai might go upstairs and hand the other party a bottle of warm water, give him a few words of persuasion, and then say goodbye.
Just like Xue Feiran.
But he can't, he is Liang Junche.
Gou Dai didn't look back, swiped the key card and closed the glass door.
It was like closing the door of my heart that was just about to be opened.
Cheap, large and tasty, has always been the signature of this barbecue stall.All kinds of seafood and meat squeak on the charcoal fire, thick oil and heavy sauce, sufficient seasoning, and fragrant aroma.
No one cares whether these cheap dishes are clean or not. After all, at this point, coming to eat is a pretense, and most people are just looking for a place to brag and say something from the bottom of their hearts.
"Here, your skewers, a dozen oysters and a beer." The young man with a flat head was wearing flip-flops, but his skills were vigorous.
He was a little curious about the two young men hiding in the alley outside the back door, because the alley was cramped, and everyone liked the wide and airy road in front of the main entrance.
When he left, he looked back. These two boys were so good-looking, they looked like stars.
"The last time I came here to play skewers, it seemed that I had just entered freshman year."
Xue Feiran took off his half-covered mask and stuffed it into his pocket.
"Yes." Gou Dai opened a can of beer and handed it to the person opposite.
Xue Feiran: "To be honest, I'm quite surprised that you agreed to come out."
"Oh? Why?"
Xue Feiran: "I thought you might be in a bad mood."
Gou Dai paused for a moment with the hand sipping the beer, and then put it down.
The aroma of fried snails came from the back kitchen of the small shop, and the sound of friction of snail shells mixed with the rush of a lot of dried chilies made one couldn't help but have the urge to howl twice.
"Why do you think I'm in a bad mood?"
Xue Feiran swallowed an oyster: "I saw the news about Liang Junche, but I didn't expect him to be Liang Si's grandson."
"Do you know?"
"I don't know, but I've heard more or less about the people around you."
Gou Dai laughed and put down the wine bottle in his hand.
"Fei Ran, you've done your best, we've known each other for five years, right?"
"Five years, three months and eleven days."
"Then what do you think I am?"
Xue Feiran didn't know why Gou Dai asked the question, and said with a smile: "You don't want to discuss philosophy with me, do you? Who am I? Where do I come from? Where am I going? Even if I go to make a movie, a professional course in the philosophy department is enough. It’s not missing. God of learning, don’t underestimate me.”
Gou Dai: "I'm just curious."
As soon as the words were finished, a middle-aged woman with a big ponytail and a colorful shirt that looked like the last century moved to the two of them from the end of the alley.
Xue Feiran thought it was a common beggar, and waved his hand: "No cash."
"No..." The middle-aged woman smiled plainly, opened the big cotton belt in her hand, and took out something.
Just when the two thought they were going to take out the "begging QR code" that keeps pace with the times, the other party took out a piece of cake, which was quite large and wrapped in a plastic bag.
The middle-aged woman spoke Mandarin with a strange tone: "Try it and see how it tastes?"
In the middle of the night, in a deep back alley, there is only one external light bulb in the whole alley, not even a street lamp.A person takes out a big cake for you to taste, even if this person is as beautiful as a fairy, and his face is full of innocence and kindness, no one has the courage to taste it.
Fortunately, at this moment, the owner of the barbecue shop came out with a plate of cumin lamb chops. Seeing the scene in front of him, he knew that the two had misunderstood.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The boss explained, "This is a relative in my hometown. The man in the family has an accident and can't work. There are three children to support, so I want to work in the city. I don't need this. Manpower, after thinking about it, she does a good job of making pasta, so let her try to make breakfast. My store closes at 03:30, and she will come over at [-]. Anyway, there are stalls, pots, tables and chairs, and cash register in the store. It’s all the same, the signboard at the door can be changed by simply pulling it. It’s the best if you can make money, and you can also share the rent with me. We can’t talk about it when the time comes.”
Gou Dai agrees with the boss's business acumen of opening two stores.
Boss: "We are not sure whether people in the city like to eat this noodle, so we want to do a market survey for a few days and try it for free. These are all from the neighbors in the neighborhood. I'll let you try to make faces."
At this point, Gou Dai and Xue Feiran both broke a piece of cake and tasted it.
It can't be said to be amazing, but it is already considered a very qualified breakfast, and both of them agreed.
The middle-aged woman smiled at the boss with a relieved expression.The boss was also very happy, and encouraged him: "You can definitely do it."
As he said that, he looked at the two young men and said, "When the breakfast opens, you all have to come and join us. I told Sister Shen that we will do a promotion in the first month, buy one and get one free."
Looking at the plain face of the woman, Gou Dai smiled and said: "The things are good, but this activity may not be a good activity."
The boss looked at the young man, for some reason, he was unexpectedly convinced by him, and asked, "Why?"
Gou Dai: "Breakfast is different from barbecue. Barbecue customers may come from thousands of miles, just like the two of us, but breakfast customers are basically neighbors, and nearby office workers, like us, are basically impossible to come to eat. "
The boss thought about it and it seemed reasonable.
Gou Dai: "Thus, being able to retain customers around is the way for a breakfast restaurant to survive. This is a triple game of taste, price and publicity."
The boss seemed to see that the young man in front of him had an extraordinary background, and he had a style of reclusiveness in the city. He pulled up a chair and sat beside him: "Little brother, I invite you to help me with my elder sister Shen."
Gou Dai: "I think the reason why buy one get one free is that he doesn't give customers a sense of expectation, but a sense of loss. After all, breakfast shops are not like shops in commercial streets. They have a large number of customers, and their territory is very limited. Customers Because buy one get one free, when the event is over, they will naturally feel a sense of loss, and they will not feel that it is just restoring the original price, but that they can only buy one of the things that can be bought in double before. From a psychological point of view, satisfaction reduce."
The boss's education level is not high, he frowned and thought for a long time before nodding his head and said: "It seems to be the case. Brother, you must help Sister Shen to find a way." Then, he asked the back chef to help deliver two mutton Soup for Gou Dai.
Gou Dai smiled and asked the middle-aged woman, "How much do you sell this cake for?"
Sister Shen obviously hasn't set a price yet, so she looks at the boss.
The boss said decisively: "I went to other breakfast shops to investigate the enemy's situation, and they can sell it for two and a half yuan. We are in a price war, and it is only two yuan. Anyway, the cost is cheap."
Gou Dai smiled, and asked the boss again: "Boss, how much is your purchase price for this beer?"
This is barely considered a commercial secret. The boss hesitated for a moment before saying, "Three and a half yuan."
The retail price of the barbecue shop is 6 yuan a bottle.
Gou Dai held the beer and looked at it for a while, teasing slightly: "Really, then boss, you can ask me to buy it, and I'll sell it to you for three yuan."
The boss blushed instantly.In fact, his purchase price was one yuan, but he didn't want Gou Dai, who ordered beer, to feel that he was making too much profit.
Gou Dai didn't take it seriously, and continued: "The purchase price of this kind of wine in a big restaurant is about [-] cents, and yours should be one yuan to one yuan five."
The quotation prepared by Gou Dai made the boss both ashamed and speechless, and said in a low voice, "It's one piece."
Gou Dai: "My plan is that the breakfast restaurant and the barbecue restaurant can be jointly marketed. For example, you can do a monthly card activity, and the price is 88 yuan. Customers who take the monthly card can recharge 88 yuan every month, and the price is [-] yuan. You can get a cake for free in the morning, and two bottles of beer for free in the evening."
Before Gou Dai finished his sentence, he was interrupted by the boss: "Wait a minute, this is not allowed, a month is counted as 30 days, a cake costs 2 yuan, two bottles of wine cost 12 yuan, a day is 14 yuan, and the customer takes it away for a month. We only got 420 yuan for something worth 88 yuan?"
Gou Dai smiled and said: "You are a customer mentality, but that's right, you are a customer in role replacement, would you really want to buy this card?"
The boss thought for a while, then nodded sharply: "That's for sure! Everyone in the family will have one immediately."
Gou Dai smiled and continued: "As for the cost, you can't follow the customer's calculation. The cost of this cake is 30 cents, assuming 15 days is 1.1 yuan. Beer is 30 yuan, and 66 days is [-] yuan."
The boss was wronged: "Then we are busy for half a day, and we only earn seven yuan? Besides, there are costs for making cards."
Gou Dai shook his head: "This card is actually not for making money, but for attracting traffic. It's like you are doing a buy one get one free event, giving us more haggis soup, isn't it also to retain customers and make them come again?"
The little thought was exposed, the boss smiled a little shyly, staring at his flip-flops with his head down.
Gou Dai: "Honestly speaking, the best situation for this card is that the customer has used it for 30 days. You buy breakfast, but only a cake is rare, right? Most people will also bring a cup of soy milk or corn juice. If it is a man , one cake is not enough to eat, so I need to bring some steamed buns and so on.”
The boss nodded, feeling reasonable.
"In the same way, you come here to drink two bottles of beer when you see it? Of course, there are thick-skinned people who come and get two bottles of beer and leave. Most people will order some skewers to accompany the dishes. The profit of this How much, the boss knows. If you drink to the fullest, two bottles of wine are just an appetizer, and it is common to order a few dozen."
"Under normal circumstances, no one would eat a pancake for 30 days and eat barbecue every night. Therefore, he might give up pancakes for breakfast, but out of habit, he would buy meat buns at Sister Shen's shop and eat them at night. I won’t come to drink, so your card cost will be lowered.”
The little boss thought about it for a long time, and found that this method is very feasible. He patted the table and said, "Brother! Thank you for your kindness! From now on, you can come to my store to eat whatever you want, and I won't charge you!"
Xue Feiran on the side was a little bored, and looked at the two of them with his chin propped up: "Boss, please spare some time for us to catch up on the old days."
The boss saw the displeasure on the other party's face, and hurriedly got up: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you guys continue, you don't need to pay for today's meal!"
After finishing speaking, he walked back to the shop with Sister Shen on his arm.
When the figures of the two disappeared at the back door of the barbecue restaurant, Xue Feiran suddenly smiled and said, "I can answer your question now."
"Ok?"
"I think you are a saint. If I don't look at it, you may become a fairy and become a Buddha immediately." Xue Feiran's eyes flowed with emotion, "If you are not a god, how can you be so radiant and universal?" sentient beings?"
Gou Dai picked up a cooled oyster and put it in his mouth. His sense of taste is actually very sensitive, and he doesn't like this kind of stale seafood.
"Do you still remember Chen Ding?" Gou Dai said.
Xue Feiran only felt that the name was not completely unfamiliar, but he couldn't match the number. After searching the depths of his memory for a long time, he finally remembered: "I remember, it seems to be a student you sponsored when you were a freshman?"
Before Xue Feiran pierced the layer of paper to Gou Dai, the two were able to go to the library for self-study together and go out on weekends together.
In that year, a website for public welfare education was launched, that is, students in need would post their basic information and needs to the website, seeking one-on-one funding from well-wishers.
This website was later banned because of lax supervision, and there were many money and sex transactions for fostering female students.But in those days, this website did help many needy students.
Xue Feiran remembers that at that time, Gou Dai sponsored a third-year high school student in the west who asked for help on this website. His family was unfortunate, his parents divorced, and his grandmother raised him. It was very difficult.
Gou Dai opened another bottle of beer, didn't drink it, but took two glass bottles on the side, poured it into it, and watched the foam on the beer
Disappearing.
"I sponsored for one year, and later the child was admitted to a good university in the south. I was very happy and helped him research various grants and scholarships in their school."
Xue Feiran was a bit apprehensive: "You are so kind to everyone."
Gou Dai looked at the beer that was completely calm: "But he wants me to continue to support him. At first I thought that he had just entered college and had a difficult life, so I also supported him for a while. Unexpectedly, he asked for more and more. If you want to change your mobile phone or computer, it would cost me far more than the living expenses of a college student, so I gave up and told him that you are old enough to be self-reliant."
Xue Feiran obviously heard of this for the first time.He knew about Gou Dai's family situation, and Gou Dai's support for this boy was more or less out of sympathy.Gou Dai's family's economic situation is no better than that of boys, and he is making money entirely by his own efforts.
Xue Feiran was indignant, and slapped the table down, "You did the right thing. You shouldn't have supported him in the first place. You should ask him to get the money back! Otherwise, it would be really cheap for him."
Gou Dai smiled, and looked at the uneven wall behind Xue Feiran: "Later, he said that if I don't continue to support him, he will slander me on Q University's related websites, leaving me without a foothold."
Xue Feiran's pupils trembled slightly, and soon returned to calm.
Xue Feiran: "Sheng Mi is kind to Mi Mi, so I never do charity, because some people don't deserve it." As he spoke, he drank the rest of the wine in the bottle, stared at Gou Dai, his eyes were red, I don't know why. Angry or sad. "You just let him bully like this?"
Gou Dai's eyes became more and more blurred: "How can I? So, I'm not a good person, let alone a saint. I preemptively wrote an art reprocessing work about the two of us, and sent it to The forum of the other school. It may be written enough to be literary and tear-jerking.
Xue Feiran patted the table, very relieved: "Well done!"
However, in the next second, he was a little worried again: "Didn't the other party retaliate?"
Gou Dai: "My article used a proxy name, I don't want to cause trouble. A bunch of people in the comments asked to reveal their real names, to settle accounts with the funded person, and to make him die socially. I sent him the link of the article and told him He said he could do it for himself, and not using a real name is the last kindness, so he also died."
Xue Feiran nodded: "I just said that there are always rumors about you making up on the Internet, and this kid probably made up a lot of them."
Gou Dai didn't speak, just stared at Xue Feiran, making Xue Feiran panic.
"What... what's wrong." Xue Feiran finally couldn't hold back.
Gou Dai held his chin with one hand, tilted his head, and suddenly said: "Does the news about Liang Junche have anything to do with you?"
Xue Feiran looked flustered: "What and what."
But Gou Dai didn't give him room to argue: "Back then, you asked me to use your mailbox to send materials and gave me the password. I didn't expect you to still use that mailbox for so many years, and the password didn't change. Before I came, I Logged in for a while."
Xue Feiran's expression changed instantly when he thought of the message sent to the paparazzi lying in the outbox of the mailbox.
long silence.
It was so silent that only the aroma from the back kitchen was left in the alley, mixed with the smell of the pool and ditch in the distance.
Xue Feiran ate three cold oysters, as if mustering up great courage: "I can't bear to see you being deceived!"
Gou Dai: "Are you investigating me?"
Xue Feiran: "I mean to investigate Liang Junche! I heard from the school that he is a second-generation, intellectual family, and everything. I don't think this person is like that! After I investigated, it turned out that he must have ulterior motives. ! Dai, no matter how good you are, you can't play with big capital, how can such a person have sincerity?"
Gou Dai raised his eyes slightly: "Do you know my relationship with him?"
Xue Feiran was noncommittal: "I want to protect you, whether it's as a close friend for many years or as a humble suitor."
Seeing that Gou Dai was expressionless, Xue Feiran emphasized: "Yes, I have selfishness, but which rival in love would not have selfishness? I am just competing fairly. It was Liang Junche who gave me this opportunity, didn't he?"
Xue Feiran knew that Gou Dai hated "deception" very much, even though he never said it.
"Protect me?" Gou Dai suddenly smiled, but the smile was not as gentle as usual, it was full of sarcasm.
"What about the letter to [Drunk Talk Yunyun]?" Gou Dai asked.
"What?" Xue Feiran didn't react.
"What about the report letter that said I had PUA Ruan Qing and that I let a girl commit suicide for me?"
Xue Feiran was shocked: "Impossible! I set it to burn after reading, and the mailbox was also emptied. You can't see it!"
After finishing speaking, Xue Feiran suddenly felt a slip of the tongue, and Xue Feiran's face turned pale in an instant, like a freshly steamed spring pancake in the deep night.
for a long time.
Xue Feiran was depressed: "When did you doubt me?"
Gou Dai didn't speak, and took the haggis soup presented by the boss at the table.
The soup has cooled down, and the soup noodles are a little oily.Haggis soup without aroma does not make people appetizing.However, Gou Dai, who hadn't eaten all night, still drank half a bowl under the dim light.
Putting down the spoon, Gou Dai looked at Xue Feiran: "Since Yun Zui recounted the revelation letter to me. Because, besides me and Ruan Qing, only you know many details of that revelation letter."
Gou Dai recalled the time in high school, when the sky was very blue, the wind was very light, and the atmosphere of key high schools was very pure, only reading.Grandpa is still alive, and I will make him the stewed noodles that the old man is best at.
He likes to sit under a big tree behind the teaching building to read and rest in the afternoon.
"Yo, Xueba is writing a letter?" Xue Feiran said in a calm manner, and handed him a cup of warm milk tea.
Gou Dai: "I'm writing a letter to my junior high school girl."
Xue Feiran: "Yo, is it still a love letter?"
Gou Dai was worried that this guy was too distracted, so he picked some things that didn't involve Ruan Qing's privacy and told him.
Xue Feiran still enjoyed it: "Yo, our Daidai really spread love all the time."
Gou Dai never thought that the other party would take this matter to heart, let alone that the other party would distort the facts and spread it on the tabloids a few years later.
"Can I explain?" Xue Feiran asked eagerly.
"You said."
Xue Feiran opened his lips again and again, obviously preparing words.
"At that time, you were known by more and more people, and more and more people saw your brilliance. I was very worried that you would forget me."
Gou Dai's eyes were burning like a torch, obviously he didn't know the connection between the two. "So you're going to kill me?"
Xue Feiran desperately shook his head, wishing to show his ambition with death. "No! Absolutely not! I won't harm you! I originally thought that when the public opinion became more fermented, I would personally come out to clarify the matter for you and explain the truth. It's just that I didn't expect that Ruan Qing would come out first."
Xue Feiran was a little depressed when he said this.
His original plan was to wait for Gou Dai to be isolated and helpless, to step on the colorful clouds, oh no, to speak out for Gou Dai with the belated truth.At that time, his position in Gou Dai's heart will definitely be extremely important.
Xue Feiran lowered her head, and she was also very wronged: "Yes, I used unscrupulous means and the wrong way, but you really don't understand, this is what happens when you like someone, and you love to the extreme."
Gou Dai looked at him, as if looking at an absurd and jerky abstract painting.
Xue Feiran met his gaze calmly: "Because you are the sun, I am just a mortal, and mortals cannot have the sun, so he just wants to make the sun not so hot, so dazzling, so selfless, and warm so many people. "
Seeing Gou Dai's silence, Xue Feiran continued: "I like you, I like you to the bottom of my heart, I have long lost public order and good customs."
Gou Dai's eyes returned to indifference: "So, it's because you like me that you have been fabricating all kinds of scandals for me in the anonymous forum of the campus forum for ten years?"
Xue Feiran's expression was as if he had seen a ghost, and there was only shock left in those eyes that fans called the world's best storytellers.
It took a long time, so long that the night wind passing through the alley was boring, it rolled up a dead leaf and slapped it on Xue Feiran's forehead.
Like a hideous scar.
Xue Feiran picked off the fallen leaves, a little depressed, no longer struggling: "When did you know this?"
Gou Dai lowered his head.
He knew about it a long time ago. Since Qiu Ren first told him, there have been many strange rumors about him in the campus forums.
He has always had a bloody physique, and it is perfectly normal for him to have more or less rumors.However, when he had nothing to do, he went to the anonymous section of the campus forum and looked around, and he knew that this was not a random rumor or a fabrication made up when he had nothing to do.
There is planning and rhythm.
It is easy for Gou Dai to check an IP, he just wants to see who is sitting on the other side of the network.
But he found that the person opposite him not only knew him, but even knew him well.
Xue Feiran.
A week before this wave of rumors spread, Xue Feiran confessed his love to Gou Dai.
So this is revenge?
At this moment, Gou Dai said calmly: "I knew it from the beginning."
Xue Feiran was also surprised: "Then why didn't you come and scold me?"
Seeing that Gou Dai didn't answer, Xue Feiran sighed: "That's right, you have always been so indifferent, even if you found out, you wouldn't be angry, maybe you still hope that the other party will change his ways."
Gou Dai laughed at himself: "No, I just thought that this is the revenge I should receive after rejecting others."
Xue Feiran's lips moved, and after a long time, he said frankly: "Yes, the person who has been spreading rumors about you in the forum is me. Of course, I also fished in troubled waters and mixed with other people. Maybe they were competing with you for a scholarship, or the girl you admired was robbed by you. Right. After all, you are the sun, you are God. God loves the world, but the world may not thank God. The sun shines everywhere, but it can’t shine on the darkness of people’s hearts. You are so dazzling that people are jealous, and ordinary people do nothing.”
Those who can come to Q University, who is not the dragon and phoenix among the people, the proud son of heaven.However, once you enter the gate of Q, you will find that there are many strong players, and you are not outstanding.There are even existences like Gou Dai, who are far beyond our reach and feel increasingly inferior.If you can't catch up, seeing God imprisoned is also a joy in the dark side of human nature.
Xue Feiran: "But I am not, I will never be jealous of you, I will never feel inferior, and I will never be complacent because of your troubles."
Xue Feiran's words obviously contradicted his actions.
"I just, love you so much, you don't understand the pain of not being able to love."
As Xue Feiran said, there were faint tears in his eyes.
"God loves the world, but God has no heart. He does not favor anyone, nor is he possessed by anyone."
As Xue Feiran said, he wanted to grab Gou Dai's hand, but Gou Dai dodged it.
Xue Feiran withdrew his hand and looked at the person in front of him, he was the person that even a moth to a flame could not wish for.
"But I want God, and I know I can't reach it, so I want God to fall into the mortal world, cover his light, and prevent the world from seeing his goodness. I want him to fall into the quagmire and become his savior."
Xue Feiran himself didn't know why he could express his dirty thoughts so frankly.
Probably because he believed that the person in front of him would not be angry, or even take it to heart.
Gou Dai's mood is much lighter than that of ordinary people, so it always gives people the illusion of warmth and alienation.If you are in his domain, he will treat you well.If you step out of his domain, he will never keep you.
Therefore, when everyone entered the university campus and broke free from the shackles of the third year of high school, he found that there were more and more people who had "different plans" for Gou Dai, regardless of gender.
He starts to get scared.
He confessed.
be rejected.
He poured dirty water on him, not wanting people to see his light.
He wanted to hide him well.
He wants to monopolize him.
But he found that Gou Dai was getting further and further away from him.
Xue Feiran took out a gift box from her bag: "Birthday gift for you. The other day you said that you went to the zoo with Liang Junche. I was so jealous that I almost went crazy and almost lost this gift."
Gou Dai didn't answer.
"Don't you want to take a look?" Xue Feiran's eyes were filled with tears, and he couldn't tell whether it was pain, guilt, disappointment or love.
Gou Dai separated the two glasses of beer that had been poured earlier, pushed one to Xue Feiran, and held the other in his hand.
He took a small sip and stared at the rather vintage folding table.
The synthetic wood surface of the folding table has long been pitted, and the surface paint has peeled off in many places, exposing the synthetic wood inside.Maybe someone once stayed at this table and got drunk all night, rubbing the wine glass repeatedly, crying for parting; maybe there was a woman who pressed her sharp nails hard to vent her unforgettable hatred for the heartless man.
Gou Dai caressed the bumpy tabletop, and couldn't tell for a moment whether it was the tabletop, the years, or the heart that was so scarred.
"Why?" Gou Dai asked questions without beginning or end.
"Feiran, why do you say? Since I was a child, people who hate me will just hurt me, but people who like me will also hurt me?"
Xue Feiran saw such a dog for the first time, without the warm spring sun in the usual days, it became extremely gloomy and gloomy, deeper than this deserted alley, as if the sun could not reach the corner, half buried In the dirt, decaying vegetation.
"No one is born without crying. Crying is a human instinct. Babies cry because they can get their parents' attention and resources for growth through crying. As the saying goes, 'a child who can cry gets milk. '"
Gou Dai laughed at himself. "I don't know how to cry because I found out when I was very young that crying is useless. When other children cry, their parents will comfort them and buy toys. When I cry, my mother will beat me and my father will slam the door out."
"I'm not indifferent, but helpless, and numb." Gou Dai's voice was very soft, not choked up, not hoarse, as if he was telling a bedtime story.
"When you find that crying is futile, or even counterproductive, you will gradually lose the ability to cry. Only those who can cry, mess around, and lose their temper are happy, because they know very well that if they continue to mess around and lose their temper, The other party is also willing to forgive him, he has the qualifications."
"But I didn't."
Behind the youth and maturity, nine times out of ten is a sad story.
"When you minimize all expectations in life, you will naturally become indifferent, and you will not worry about gains and losses. Don't worry about losing, just pretend you haven't got it."
"I came to meet you today because I want to say, I'm tired, let's say goodbye formally. Whether you regard us as friendship or other things, from now on, we will return to each other, and we will return to each other. Don't hurt each other Yes. We have known each other once, so there is no need to do it too badly."
Said, Gou Dai raised the glass, touched the glass in front of Xue Feiran, and drank it down.
Xue Feiran froze in place.
He stared blankly at the person in front of him.
He has always thought that the other party is the sunshine of his life, so he can be willful and wild, because light will always spread light and heat selflessly.
However, at this moment, he knew that the other party was just a green pine growing from the cliff. It looked green and vigorous, but its foundation was crumbling.
The green pine grows lonely on the cliff, without cuddling or companions.Occasionally, there are birds resting, bringing a burst of laughter, and then quickly leave the green pine.
And in the long and lonely years, what Qingsong faced most was the wind knife and frost sword.The heavy snow all over the sky fell on him one by one, and people sang "the heavy snow crushes the green pines, and the green pines are straight and straight".As everyone knows, Qingsong has long been overwhelmed.
And he turned out to be the biggest snowflake.
Xue Feiran suddenly felt overwhelming pain, feeling that his heart was repeatedly cut, healed, and cut by a rusty knife.
A gust of cool wind blew by, Xue Feiran woke up suddenly, saw Gou Dai's figure had almost disappeared at the end of the alley, and hurriedly chased after him.
He grabbed Gou Dai's arm.
"sorry."
Xue Feiran discovered for the first time that human beings have such a poor vocabulary.
But he couldn't say any extra words, because every word was in vain.
Outside the corner is the auxiliary road, with street lights, the light is much brighter, and the whole street looks like orange soda has been poured.
Gou Dai also seemed to have returned to his usual appearance, with a touch of gentleness in his expression.It seemed that everything I just said was just a stormy sea in a nightmare, and everything was calm after waking up from the dream.
But Xue Feiran couldn't go back to the beginning, he couldn't speak, he felt a stream of blood choking in his throat, as soon as he opened his mouth, the blood would spray out, covering the past few years.
He just held Gou Dai's hand tightly.
"Let go." Gou Dai still had a gentle expression on his face, but his voice was as firm as the cold winter wind.
Xue Feiran shook his head.
Gou Dai: "I'm tired, I still decided to go back to my own world. All the things that bother me, just say goodbye.
Xue Feiran didn't speak, but his hands became tighter and tighter.
The next moment, Xue Feiran's hand was grabbed with greater force.He stared at it, and the slender arm on the opposite side opened his palm.
"I told you at the beginning that I was the number one fighter when I was in elementary school. It's not a joke. Say goodbye decently, Fei Ran."
==
It was already three o'clock in the morning when Gou Dai returned to the Taining community.
The neighborhood is quiet, with occasional calls of wild cats.
Most of the lights have been extinguished, only a few houses are still on.Or the blessing lights on the balcony, or people who turn on the lights to sleep, or people whose work and rest are upside down.
Gou Dai walked on the gravel road in the community.
It was very dark.
Looking out from the balcony on weekdays, you can see the lights of restaurants in the mall in the distance, dyeing the sky strangely.
I haven't seen such a pure sky for a long time.
In fact, people are not the same, they have been disturbed all their lives, and in the end, the prosperity is gone, and it is just a lonely sky.
Gou Dai walked downstairs, suddenly felt a line of sight behind him, and turned around.
Next to the energy-saving lamp on the lawn, a young man was still sitting there, in a mess.
When the young man saw him, he raised his head in surprise and wanted to stand up. Perhaps his limbs were numb, and he fell to the ground again, like a clumsy cat.
The young man obviously has a pair of very deep and aggressive eyes, but he always looks pitiful in front of him.
Let him have the illusion that they are the same kind.
The young man stared at him with longing eyes, reminding him of the night he picked up the three-colored cat.
The eyes of the young man are very similar to those of a sanhua cat.
However, just as he thought that the Fat Three Flowers were just ordinary stray cats, he also mistakenly thought that the young man was in the same condition as him.
Fat Sanhua has a noble price, and young people also have noble backgrounds. They are two lines that have intersected and then separated, and they are destined to never intersect again.
If it were someone else, Gou Dai might go upstairs and hand the other party a bottle of warm water, give him a few words of persuasion, and then say goodbye.
Just like Xue Feiran.
But he can't, he is Liang Junche.
Gou Dai didn't look back, swiped the key card and closed the glass door.
It was like closing the door of my heart that was just about to be opened.
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