don't try to escape

Lin Xiao thought that what was waiting for him would be bloody, and he was even prepared for the worst.

In the end, he was called out and asked again what happened. Lin Xiao thought about it for a moment, and only said that it seemed to be related to people in the school, and his father didn't ask anything else.

The stone that was pressing on her heart loosened, but Lin Xiao still felt breathless because of the one lying on the bed.

Although no one knew that this matter was related to him, the woman always kept him away from him with the instinct of protecting the calf. Every time he wanted to get closer, the woman turned her head vigilantly, her eyes were like fear He would hurt Lin Lin again.

Lin Lin has been lying on the bed, and woke up several times during this period, but every time he was in a daze. Sometimes he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, and when he heard someone calling him, he just blinked his eyes, but didn't look at anyone, as if blocking out all external signals.

The woman was always crying, but she didn't dare to cry in front of Lin Lin. When she was awake, she would just ask her relatives, with a more gentle tone than ever.

No one knew that Lin Lin had a dream.

In the dream, he was walking on a barren meadow, the scorching sun was scorching the earth and roasting him.

He didn't know where he was going, he just walked forward by instinct.

When the breeze blew by, he felt very comfortable and wanted to covet the gust of wind, but in the next second it turned into wild sand, and the large gravel cut his body like a knife.

it hurts...

He wanted to hide himself, but all he could see was flat ground. He lay on the ground, longing for the punishment of nature to pass as soon as possible.

Maybe his prayers had an effect, Kuangsha finally retreated, but he lay on the ground for a long time.

For a moment, he thought he was dead, and his limbs could not lift his strength, but he always heard a voice not far away.

"elder brother,"

It was an immature child's voice, and it seemed that he could still smell the fragrance of milk on that person's body.

He felt as if he had come back to life again, and he sat up awkwardly after holding on, and opened his eyes with difficulty, but he couldn't see anything. It was still a desolate flat land beyond the horizon, and the sand dunes in the distance blocked even further. Sight.

The obsession in his heart urged him to get up and walk forward, his legs were heavier than lead, and when he stepped on the ground, his whole body shook.

No matter how light the wind was, it was like a knife picking at his flesh, and even the bones seemed to be chopped off.

I didn't know what I was looking for, I just followed the faint voice and walked forward.

After a long time, so long that Lin Lin thought he had fallen into a cycle ending in death, a grassland finally appeared before his eyes.

Flowers of various colors were planted on the grassland, and with the breeze blowing, all the flowers burst into smiles in an instant, facing Lin Lin, as if welcoming him.

"elder brother,"

The original murky voice became clear in his ears, tugging at his heartstrings, and he searched for it in the sea of ​​flowers without even taking a break.

He opened his mouth to scream, but his mind went blank. He couldn't remember who he was looking for. Obviously that voice was familiar to him, but he just couldn't remember, including the person's appearance.

"elder brother."

Anxious to find it, Lin Lin panicked and ran from one end to the other, but still only saw flowers everywhere, all blooming brightly.

"elder brother."

The voice also became louder, as if blaming him for not finding the person yet, urging Lin Lin to run faster, his overstretched body pulled his nerves, and the place where the sand and gravel had been scraped was also sharply stinging.

But he didn't seem to feel it anymore, he only had one thought - he wanted to find that person.

The repeated disappointments accumulated into despair, emotions covered Lin Lin like a scourge, and the pain like needle pricks warned that his body was on the verge of collapse.

Leng Buding saw a furry head, like a ray of sunlight suddenly shooting in from a glacier, Lin Lin ran over staggeringly.

"I…"

Lin Lin wanted to call him by his name, but didn't know how to address him. She put her hand on his shoulder, but passed through like a shadow.

Lin Lin was in a hurry, and tried hard to hold the child in his arms, but it was still in vain.

He became a shadow, a shadow that could not catch anything.

This made Lin Lin very flustered, and desperately wanted to run in front of the child. He wanted to see the child's face clearly and figure out who he was so persistently looking for.

But it was like playing hide-and-seek with him, no matter how hard he tried, he could only see the back of the child.

"elder brother."

The call became ethereal again, and even had a crying tone, as if blaming Lin Lin for why he hadn't found him yet.

The hesitation and pain made Lin Lin's headache splitting, but the refreshing fragrance of flowers seemed to be a poison to the charming mind. Lin Lin couldn't tell whether this was reality or a dream.

"Brother, don't you think it's ridiculous to use this body as atonement?"

"Brother, you should yell louder, it's better for everyone to come and see what the young master of the Lin family is doing on the bed!"

"Brother, you are really useful, even more useful than the most despicable sex. How about being happy with your own brother?"

The obscene words that squeezed into Lin Lin's head from all directions made Lin Lin afraid of the light, and desperately buried himself in his knees, as if this could stop these words that pierced him like knives.

He's not, he's not...

The scorching liquid just slipped down the eye sockets, and it turned into a cold sword, stinging Lin Lin's face, touching it in a daze, is it tears?

Who is speaking?Why do you say that about him?

Why is he, as if he is dead and can't breathe, who will save him...

The suffocation of being strangled by the throat made Lin Lin's forehead bulge in pain, and he grasped his hair with both hands, hoping to relieve the fear of imminent death through this pain.

"elder brother!"

Someone was shaking him, Lin Lin didn't dare to open his eyes, the familiar voice haunted him like a nightmare.

"elder brother!"

This time, Huang's strength was much stronger, and everything Lin Lin saw fluctuated, only pain and despair still dragged him, as if to drag him into the abyss.

"Doctor, what's wrong with my brother?"

Who is speaking?

This voice is really familiar...

"All the signs are fine, just wait a little longer."

It was as if someone was there for him.

Is it the person he's been looking for?

There was a burst of warmth in the hand, and the fingers were gently held by someone. The hand was slightly larger than his. When holding him, it was very reassuring.

"Brother, I'm sorry."

The hand was stretched out, and something warmer was pasted on it, and occasionally hot liquid would slip down.

Lin Lin felt strange and wanted to open his eyes to see who it was, but he didn't even have the strength to raise them.

He was really tired after searching for so long, but there was a thought that kept pulling him so that he couldn't sleep, as if there was something hanging in his heart, and he was always uneasy if he didn't let it go.

The fingers moved a bit, and were quickly clenched by another stronger force.

"elder brother?"

Cautious and at a loss, Lin Lin was a little amused.

At some point, the light shone into the eyes, and the spotless white ceiling made Lin Lin stunned for a long time, as if he began to wonder whether he was awake or in a dream again.

"elder brother!"

Like the starlight in the dark night, this cry was extraordinarily loud and startling, and a figure jumped up.

Lin Lin finally saw the face of the person next to him clearly, but his heart retracted rapidly, the pain was so sharp that his facial features wrinkled up, and his throat let out a "whimper" sound like a small animal.

The man was obviously taken aback by Lin Lin's reaction, the light in his eyes dimmed a lot, but he quickly pretended to be normal again.

"Does it still hurt? The doctor said that you can't speak yet, try to move your tongue as little as possible."

The young man's words made Lin Lin's memories that had been dusty for a few days flooded up again, and it was as clear as if it happened just now.

The body seemed to have a memory, following the repeated memories in the mind, it was trembling from the heart despite trying to suppress it.

He is afraid.

The author has something to say: I, who have always regarded myself as an old man, have never read Mrs. Wing Ying's article. I regret it!