Maybe in the dark

Ye Zhou really went to the dance academy. He said that the school produced several well-known stars, and he really participated in an audition for film actors. When he received the re-examination notice, Ye Zhou's mind went blank. He read the text message twice without missing a word, and then slowly bent down and let out a cry that sounded like crying and laughter. Because he was so excited, he even felt a little dizzy, and he even laughed when mopping the floor. Not from ear to ear.

He had a chance to change his life against the sky, he may no longer be poor, and he may even achieve a career, which is so gratifying, tears slowly pooled in his eyes. "Ha!" He said to the withered potted plant on the windowsill, "I might be a big star!"

He finally started to cry.

Lin Qiao feels that he has become very strange recently, he always wants to cry for no reason, obviously he is not uncomfortable, but the tears keep appearing in his eyes, he hates this, but he can't get rid of it, it makes him feel very shame.He ate two or three bowls of rice every meal, and he turned into an oval fat man at a speed visible to the naked eye, and there was no girl who came to deliver love letters.He realized his ugliness and wanted to cover his face with bangs, he didn't dare to let others see him.Every time he goes out, he always has to change several sets of clothes, which are too ugly, too ugly.

Ye Zhou called, his voice was still full of vigor, pulling Lin Qiao back to the world a little bit, he babbled something on the phone, seemed very excited.Lin Qiao listened sluggishly, distracted from time to time, and finally realized when he was about to hang up the phone that Ye Zhou said that he had participated in a movie audition.

Lin Qiao suddenly yelled "Ye Zhou!" The other side asked nervously, "What's the matter! What's the matter!"

"You must be good!" Lin Qiao said loudly, holding the receiver with both hands, he held it so hard, as if a drowning man grabbed the rope, "You must work hard!" Work hard together with the happiness of all of us, you Must be happy.

"Okay!" Ye Zhou said.

The light bulb at the entrance of the store was broken again, Lin Qiao stood on the bench to change it, squinting his eyes against the dazzling sun, he could feel the sweat sliding down his chest and over the layers of flesh on his stomach.The newly pierced right ear was a little itchy, so he rubbed it lightly. Last time, he forcibly put on a black earring, which made it bleed and fester.

At that time, there were no smart phones, and well-off families would have landlines, and people like Lin Qiao could only go to the canteen to make calls. He even wrote letters. Jiang He's handwriting became more and more beautiful, and Ye Zhou's letter had not been sent for a long time. Come here, maybe he has really become a little famous person, it is inconvenient to communicate with him, he is busy, and he is afraid of being caught by the media, maybe the messenger is too unreliable, mixed up the letter, lost it, and sent it from the green With so many letters to be taken out of the mailbox, mistakes are inevitable.

Lin Qiao complained about this to Jiang He, Jiang He was silent for a moment, then grabbed his shoulder and shook eagerly: "What are you talking about? Lin Qiao!" He was a little annoyed by Jiang He's sudden frizz, and he wanted to break free.

"What are you talking about!" Jiang He pressed him nervously, staring into his eyes, "What the hell is going on with you, Lin Qiao!"

"What's going on!" Lin Qiao said, "You're acting weird."

Jiang He then let go, looked at him sadly, lowered his head, and didn't know what he was thinking. "Lin Qiao," his soft, seductive voice even showed a little fear, "do you remember why you got your ears pierced?"

"I remember." Lin Qiao subconsciously said.He remembers, what does he remember?

Ye Zhou told them that he went to audition for a movie, and not long after that, Lin Qiao saw news in a small newspaper that a Taiwanese director had sexually abused a mainland student to death. , Rubbing the crushed ice, and then saw the victim Ye, the photo was mosaiced over the eyes, and the floor of the crime scene was covered with blood stains from wiping his palms.

Those streaks of red seemed to be claws of an evil ghost tightly gripping his eyes. He opened his mouth, wanting to laugh unconsciously, absurd and funny, and a "ho ho" gasped deep in his throat, he He wanted to speak but couldn't make a sound. He fell down like a hill that was finally emptied. He thought that he had given Ye Zhou the money to participate in the competition, and he had told him to work hard to climb up. He stared and twitched continuously. Ah, like a dying fish, there is darkness in front of my eyes.

The owner of the newsstand called 120, and Jiang He rushed to the hospital to hold his hand and waited for him to wake up. He screamed, wailed, and fell into a deep sleep under the influence of tranquilizers.

"Jiang He, I only have you." He said.

Jiang He was also crying, sobbing like a little girl: "Okay, okay, I will always be with you."

"I'm going to get my ears pierced," he said.This never-healing wound was for Ye Zhou. The young and naive he wanted to tell himself in this way that he would never forget him in his life.