Maybe in the dark

When Jiang He and Lin Qiao called, he obviously felt that his mood was not right: "Are you unhappy recently?" He said, "Do you want me to go and accompany you?"

"Okay." Lin Qiao said.

Cousin Lin Jing's suffering is like a sharp knife hanging over his head. He is afraid of every meeting with her, he is afraid of a sudden outbreak and all the hesitation and accusations he will bear after the incident is exposed.His concealment, his cowardice, and his indifference all made him sleepless, as well as the trace of vengeful pleasure in the dirtiest and rotten cave in his heart.

Jiang He came, and they shared the same bed as usual countless times, the young man's warm breath intertwined with each other, they held hands, palms were sweating.

Lin Qiao hummed a song softly.

"My mother is pregnant again!" Jiang He said happily, "She seems very happy, my stepfather is rich."

That's great, Lin Qiao thought.

"Let's talk about a little secret. What's wrong with you, Lin Qiao?" Jiang He raised his arms to support his head, turned his face and looked at him seriously, "It's not a big deal, let me tell you, when I was young, I was raped My cousin forced me to pass, many times."

Lin Qiao seemed to have heard a joke, he was exposed to the hidden and ulterior smell again, and some things he didn't want to know poured into his ears on his own.Jiang He’s first wet dream was on his bed. Together they grew up from a boy to a teenager. Jiang He’s impression of Jiang He is always smiling and glib. Lin Qiao doesn’t understand how he hides such things perfectly under his happy and innocent skin. Down.

"Ah, he still wants me to swallow it, and don't let me tell anyone else, or he will kill me. This disgusting bastard who kills thousands of knives, I hope he will be cut into pieces early." Jiang He was still talking , "Look, I told you everything, and you tell me too, don't hold it in your heart alone." His eyes were shining in the dark room, Lin Qiao didn't know if there were tears in them, but he himself I really want to cry.

"Is it so miserable." Lin Qiao said: "Lin Jing seems to be doing sex. She wants to steal money. I don't know if she was... Her thighs are full of knife scratches." Jiang He gripped hard After shaking his hand, a burst of courage passed from the wet, sticky palms.

"I really can't figure it out. My aunt gave her a lot of money."

"Little girl."

"What should I do? I dare not talk to her. I'm afraid of provoking her."

"Don't think about it," Jiang He said, "Go to bed early."

At 03:30 in the morning, Lin Qiao woke up, their hands were still holding each other, he tried to move, Jiang He held his hand again.

How nice, he thought.

It's winter.

The snow covered silently.

After staying in Hanxiao for more than ten years, I have only seen one snow.But the winter here is unscrupulously cold, and the dank coldness penetrates into the bone marrow.Lin Qiao wore a lot, but still trembled.He went to the dance room with an umbrella and almost slipped and fell.

He was the only one in the huge floor-to-ceiling mirror, and when the sad music played, he always missed Ye Zhou terribly. He lay exhausted on the ground, his chest heaving, and he saw the leaden gray sky outside the window, which was cloudless, but there was always no sunshine. .

He thought, it would be great if Ye Zhou was here.

It was at this time that Ye Zhou rushed into the dance room. Holding the certificate, he rushed to Lin Qiao, knelt down to look at him, and kept shouting with his mouth open.Lin Qiao was so frightened that he didn't realize who this monkey-like person was. He raised his hand to touch Ye Zhou's white and tender face, and when he got up, they embraced tightly and let out ecstatic cries together.

"Stop barking," said the teacher. "They're all crazy."

Looking at Ye Zhou's character, Lin Qiao knew that he must have won the ranking.

"Are you finished?"

Ye Zhou couldn't wait to show him the certificate, it was bright red, thick, and eye-catching first prize.

"Okay, that's great." Lin Qiao didn't know what to say, he could only repeat: "It's really great."

"I can go to the dance academy now," Ye Zhou stammered, "The judges said that I can pass the dance academy exam, maybe I can become a dancer in the future."

Very good.Lin Qiao thought, it seemed that all of their sufferings had come to fruition, and life had finally forgiven them.

When Lin Qiao returned to the store, he was still smiling. He was almost bouncing around. He saw Zhao Qianmin sitting at the door with no expression on his face. Kind, nor gentle and lingering.

She was smoking, and there were four or five butts in the ashtray by her hand.Zhao Qianmin looked at him, and slowly exhaled a mouthful of white mist.

Inextricably linked, gradually dissipated.

"Your sister is going to the juvenile detention center," she said, "she stabbed someone, but she didn't die. The specifics can only be determined after the police investigate. It's almost the same, and they don't accept gifts. I guess that's it. That's it. Please ask for leave from school for a few days, I'm going to the police station, if you look at the store, the police may come to call you for questioning."

Lin Qiao seemed to be poured over his head by a basin of ice water, he stood there motionless.

Zhao Qianmin was still sizing him up, staring at his face: "You know, right? Ever since you came back together that day, your sister has been wrong. I'm too lazy to care about her, but you don't say anything." She stood up and stubbed out the cigarette butt , "Your mother helped me a lot back then, and she won't lose a bite of food for you."

Lin Qiao no longer went up to the second floor. As long as he didn't see the empty room, he could pretend that his sister was still there. All the emotions he didn't dare to touch were buried deep in his heart, wrapped and swallowed by the soft internal organs, deep in his heart. Going to a place where there is no light and no echo, I dare not think about what I don’t want to admit, the other self, and he is gradually eroded into an empty shell filled with turbid fillings.

If he had told Zhao Qianmin earlier, if he had turned back when she called her brother that day...

Lin Jing is not good-looking, she is thin and dark, her eyes are big, her forehead is also big, her eyebrows are sparse and out of shape, her cheeks are too bulging, this ordinary face often appears in Lin Qiao's eyes At the end of the nightmare, when will this nightmare end?Lin Qiao thought.But even if the torture is endless, as long as he can go back in time, he is willing.

He didn't know what this spoiled little girl was thinking when she picked up the knife, did she feel happy when the blood dripped down the tip of the knife?