Love is like tea series Kudingcha
Chapter 7
After Le Yao entered the TV station, the income was no longer in Jiang Rui's control. Sometimes there would be some overtime expenses and bonuses, and sometimes there would be a little gray income from performances. He secretly saved this money and prepared to buy a piano.
In fact, the reason why Jiang Rui controlled Le Yao's income later on was just to keep Le Yao in his hands. Even if he didn't rob Le Yao of the money he spent on smoking, drinking and buying clothes, he would still give it to him.But he still wants to grab it, because he is afraid that Le Yao's wings will become harder and harder when he has money, and one day he will fly away from him.
This is of course a fallacy, but when people worry about gains and losses, they will regard the fallacy as the truth. Jiang Rui is not alone in this evil nature.
So when he inadvertently found the deposit receipt in Le Yao's pocket, he was angry. He thought Le Yao's private money was evidence that he was eager to leave him.
But this time he was very calm, he didn't make any noise, but set a trap, pretending that he had appendicitis and needed surgery, when the ambulance arrived, Le Yao rushed him to the hospital, and then hurried to the bank Withdrawing money, I also know what it will be like when Le Yao arrives at the hospital.
Le Yao, who was shut up at home by Jiang Rui again, was disheartened, and Jiang Rui also slammed the door and left after being furious.He only had one thought, Le Yao wanted to leave him, but he refused to let Le Yao leave. For this purpose, he didn't mind bowing his head to his grandfather. He wanted to change back to the powerful Jiang Rui, and he had to be capable enough to take Le Yao away from him. Control it in my arms, cut off his wings, it doesn't matter even if he hates himself for the rest of his life, Le Yao has never loved himself anyway.
On the street at three o'clock in the morning, Jiang Rui galloped down the avenue like an angry lion, leaving countless fists on the trees along the road. Later, spots of blood were left on the bark, but Jiang Rui did not I can't feel the slightest pain.
All the businesses were closed, including those branches under the Jiang Corporation, and how could Jiang Rui deal with the gatekeepers.
After running all the way, his mind finally calmed down, recalling Le Yao's despairing and sad eyes when he was about to leave, he felt a faint sense of uneasiness in his heart, he waved for a taxi, and he gave Le Yao's home address, He urged the driver to drive faster.
The house is eerily quiet.The deadly silence made Jiang Rui feel strongly uneasy when he stepped into the door. He walked to the bedroom a few steps, only to see Le Yao lying quietly on the bed, motionless.
Jiang Rui was terrified, and rushed forward to hug Le Yao, shouting his name.But he immediately felt relieved, because he smelled the alcohol smell of Le Yao and saw the beer cans on the ground. He never thought that Le Yao, who never drank, would be so brave when drinking. A case of beer, at least a third of it was drunk by him.
"Jiang Rui, you're back?" Le Yao suddenly opened his eyes, his face flushed abnormally, his tongue became much bigger, his drunken eyes hit the softest part of Jiang Rui's heart .
"Yes, I'm back Yaoyao." Jiang Rui held Le Yao in his arms, and seeing Le Yao's helpless look, he felt his eyes a little sour.Why did the two of them come to this point? Should he really leave?Is it time to learn to let go of a life that has been selfish for more than 20 years?
"Jiang Rui..." Le Yao suddenly began to cry, and crystal tears rolled down.He grabbed Jiang Rui by the collar and cried, "Are you still a man? Besides beating me and threatening me by leaving me, what else would you do?"
"If this time, I don't threaten you...but really want to leave you, will you be happy from now on? Yaoyao, tell me, will you be very happy..." Jiang Rui Gently combing the messy black hair in front of Le Yao's forehead, the action was gentle like water that he had never had before: "Yao Yao, I want to learn to let go once, for you, I want to learn once."
"Yeah, you go, after you leave, I will be very happy, very happy, I will be very happy, I can't live without you, I can't live without you..." Le Yao grabbed Jiang Rui's hand cried: "This time you are gone, don't come back, don't give me hope, don't open the door and smile at me when I'm sitting on the ground in pain like last time , don't do that again."
"Yao Yao..." Jiang Rui's heart suddenly ached, and he hugged Le Yao tightly in his arms, but he couldn't say a word.
"Why do I love you? I have asked myself many times, why do I love you? What is so good about you? Your shameless, violent, bad-tempered and narrow-mindedness are clearly outrageous. Apart from saving me twice, What else did you give me?"
Le Yao suddenly raised his head from Jiang Rui's arms, pointed at Jiang Rui's nose and cursed, but suddenly he laughed miserably again, and murmured: "I'm drunk, I think I dare to treat you only when I'm drunk. You say this kind of thing. If I was not drunk, I would not dare to be so presumptuous. Jiang Rui, you make me fall in love and scare me even more. I am afraid that I will accept your suspicious eyes as soon as I come back. I am afraid that I will be with you again when I come back. Quarreling, I am afraid that we will quarrel to the end, I will always be beaten, I am afraid of pain, I am very afraid, I am even more afraid of death, I am afraid that you will kill me, because of your possessive desire, I am so afraid..."
"No, Yao Yao... Don't worry, I... I will never hit you again, and I... I will not kill you either." Jiang Rui never knew that there were so many things in Le Yao's heart. Thinking about his previous behavior, he had to admit that the crime he committed against Le Yao was really heinous.
"Yeah, I know you want to leave. You want to leave me, but do you know? I'm even more afraid that you will leave. I'm afraid that I will never have you by my side. Jiang Rui, am I cheap? Even myself I think, I’m really cheap, I’m like Nancy in Oliver Twist, sad and hateful, even I hate myself.”
"Yaoyao, don't say that, it's not your fault, I'm too fierce, I...you don't know my past, I...I never care about other people's feelings, so...so I always put I impose my own will on your head, Yaoyao, you are very good, I have never seen such a good boy as you, do you know? You let me, let me, a real scum, slowly change for you."
Jiang Rui hugged Le Yao, and was about to leave anyway, so he simply said what was in his heart: "Yao Yao, if I leave you, you will be free, and you will be very happy in the future. I will find love who loves you very much I will find a lover who is thousands of times better than me, don't care about men or women, as long as you are good to you, very good to you, just accept him, don't be afraid, I will become very Powerful, Yaoyao, I will never appear in front of you again in this life, but I... I will definitely watch you all the time, and protect you in secret, no one can think...no one can hurt my Yaoyao Utai one finger."
Tears finally fall, why...
Why did Yaoyao wait until today to say these words, why did he only realize his cruelty and mistakes now, why did he not even have a chance to correct himself.Is it punishment?Is it a punishment from God?Let him pay such a big price for his past willfulness, selfishness, and ruthlessness.
"Jiang Rui..." Although Le Yao was drunk, he seemed to know that Jiang Rui was about to leave.He suddenly hugged Jiang Rui and exhausted all his strength.
"Don't go, Jiang Rui, I can't leave you, as I said, whether you're cheap or cowardly, I can't leave you, even if I'm afraid of you, even if I hate you sometimes, but I don't want to leave you, even if I will die in the end, I will die in your hands, I am not afraid, I...I will learn not to be afraid. Jiang Rui, although I am afraid of death, I...Although I dare not commit suicide, I am not afraid of you killing me I...really, even if you kill me, don't leave me, okay?"
"Rumor..."
Jiang Rui was shocked. He never expected that Le Yao would say these words to himself. He stiffened and didn't know how to react. Le Yao would rather die than leave him. How much he loves himself , How could he love himself so much, obviously...Obviously, apart from giving him scars all over his body and mind, he didn't give him anything, not even a small gift.
"Don't leave Jiang Rui, I... I won't save money from my house in the future. Actually... I just want to buy a piano. I want to play the piano for you every day, and practice piano skills by the way. The competition on TV stations is very fierce. I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I will be eliminated in a short time, I... I won't buy it, I won't buy a piano, Jiang Rui, don't go... As long as I have you by my side, it doesn't matter if I don't have a piano , even if you go back to the bar..."
"Rumor..."
Jiang Rui suddenly hugged Le Yao into his arms again, and murmured: "Yaoyao, I won't go, I won't go, I will treat you well, I... I will never bully you again, and I will never rob you again." Your money, we work hard to save money, buy you a piano, I swear, I swear I will treat you well, I swear you will never be afraid of me again, if I hit you again, curse you, let God The lightning strike made me suffer a terrible death, Yaoyao..." Shuxiang "Jiang Rui..." Leyao cried wantonly in Jiang Rui's arms until he fell into a deep sleep.
When he opened his eyes the next day, the sun hurt people's eyes. Le Yao stretched out his hand to cover his eyes and felt a little pain in his head. He thought about it and remembered that he had a big fight with Jiang Rui yesterday. They were all over the place, claiming to lock themselves up, and then walked away.
I was crying while picking up money at home, and then I saw the beer in the kitchen and drank several bottles, and then... Then Jiang Rui seemed to come back, as if he wanted to leave me...
Le Yao sat up suddenly, and shouted hoarsely: "Jiang Rui", the next moment, he heard Jiang Rui's voice from the kitchen: "Yao Yao, are you awake? Come down and eat, after dinner I'll take you to the TV station."
Le Yao was relieved, but immediately raised his heart to his throat, got out of bed and went to the kitchen to stare at Jiang Rui, and asked in a trembling voice, "You...you said you want to send me to the TV station?"
"That's right." Jiang Rui put the steaming fried dough sticks and soybean milk on the table, seeing Le Yao's pale face, he smiled slightly: "Don't worry, Yao Yao, I'll take you to the station of the TV station, I won't leave Che, although you are a rookie now, you can be regarded as joining the ranks of stars, so no bad news should spread.”
Le Yao couldn't believe his ears. He stared at Jiang Rui in a daze, not knowing how to react.Suddenly a fried dough stick was stuffed into his slightly open mouth, and Jiang Rui smiled dazzlingly: "Hurry up and eat it while it's hot, have you forgotten how you spoiled me last night? Wow, crying is called a miserable roar What I saw was grief and indignation, and it was the first time I realized that I was so useless.”
"How...how is it possible?" Le Yan blushed, thinking that if I really did that, I don't know how many bruises I would add to my body.
"Really, Yaoyao, you not only yelled at me last night, but also hit me." Jiang Rui deliberately exaggerated.
The next moment, Le Yao's face turned pale all of a sudden, stood up and shouted: "I... did I really hit you? Where did I hit you? I... what did I use? It can't be true Did you use the big vase on the bedside table?"
A drop of cold sweat dripped from Jiang Rui's forehead. He wiped it off with his hand, squinted his eyes and said, "Yaoyao, did you hit me with that big vase in your dreams more than once? So when I said you hit me today, You immediately thought of that big vase?"
"I... I don't have any..." Le Yao hurriedly lowered her head, thinking how did this guy know?Does he study psychology?I just said a word.
Just as he was annoyed, his chin was lifted slightly again, and then Jiang Rui kissed him lightly on the face, and scratched his nose again: "Okay, let's eat quickly, the soy milk is cold."
"Well." Le Yao felt like a rabbit in his heart, bumping and bumping non-stop. He really felt that Jiang Rui had changed, but why he changed, he couldn't figure it out even after thinking about it.
After dinner, Jiang Rui took the subway with him to the TV station. When he arrived at the station, he did not get off.As a result, Le Yao was a little reluctant to part with him. He looked and watched outside the subway until the entire subway train disappeared. Then he turned around, took a deep breath, and walked towards the TV station.
Jiang Rui got off the bus at the next stop and stood in the middle of this bustling city, not far from the skyscrapers of the Jiang Corporation's branch. He thought that he almost stepped into that gate, and from then on, he and Le Yao could never be together again. Meeting each other, I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.
The idea of returning to the Jiang family was dispelled, it could even be said that it was completely eliminated, because he wanted to live with Le Yao for a long time.If he becomes Jiang Rui of Jiang's enterprise, he will not have this opportunity.
But if you don't rely on Jiang, where will you go to work?Originally, with his ability, he would definitely be able to find a job, but the hateful thing is that someone must be a hindrance.
Thinking of this, Jiang Rui seemed to hear the cry of a man in the crowd around him. He snorted coldly, thinking that you deserve it, let you follow me, let you help grandpa fight against me, then I will make you unable to return to the United States for the rest of your life Go and have fun.
Part-time work is definitely out of the question.Jiang Rui sighed, otherwise, go to the stock market for a break?With his business talent, making a fortune should not be a problem.But after thinking about it, it doesn't work. These things were instilled in me by my grandfather since I was a child. If I use the skills he taught to make money, wouldn't it be the same as bowing to him indirectly?
Neither this nor that.But there is still money to be made. Yaoyao's dream is to own a piano. In the past, it would be no problem to give him a thousand pianos, but the problem is that he can't even afford one now.
The roar of the machine led Jiang Rui's thoughts to the distance. Seeing the construction site in the distance, he stayed for a while, then suddenly gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, thinking to himself, coolie is just a coolie, just a small worker, rich and noble Life is abandoned, so why do you want the face of the Jiang family prince?It is true to save money to buy a piano and give it to Yaoyao first, so as to live up to his deep affection for me, a scum.
The bodyguards following him saw Jiang Rui walking towards the construction site in the distance without looking back. The two of them didn't know why at first, but when they saw Jiang Rui found a person in charge and said a few words, Then when they took off their coats again, the two bodyguards almost fainted from fright on the spot.
"Ah Si, you said... you said that the young master can't... he doesn't want to do that kind of work, does he? He... is he crazy? What is his identity? How... how can he be a coolie? "
The bodyguard named Ah Si also petrified in the willow wind in spring, and he came back to his senses after a while, took out his mobile phone and said angrily: "No, I have to ask the two brothers, what do you think of the young master, why did the young master just come to China Back then, I knew how to rob to get by, but now I have to do hard work on the construction site.”
"What is robbing to live?" The previous bodyguard rolled his eyes: "The young master just robbed that one time, and then he was bewitched by that kid. Take a look, where is his usual prestige?" Gone? What should we do? Ah Si, don’t we really need to go up and stop it?”
"Do you dare?" Ah Si put away his mobile phone, turned his head and gave his companion a supercilious look.Then he saw the other party shivering, and said in a low voice, "Then...then let's keep an eye on it in secret. I don't know how the old man's heart is doing recently. Should we report this situation to him?"
"Let's save it first." Ah Si sighed, and seeing Jiang Rui in the distance had already started to do it naked, he stroked his forehead in pain and moaned: "My young master..."
In his hand, he held the 200 yuan he earned after working for a day.Jiang Rui put on his coat, he felt that this job is not difficult to accept.Pedestrians come and go on the road, and no one knows who he is. In the eyes of the world, eating with strength is a very normal thing, and he earns a lot, more than Le Yao earns.
Looking up at the gray sky, Jiang Rui took a deep breath.Maybe, I have really changed, right?If in the past, he would rather grab money than do this kind of lowly job in his eyes, but now, for Le Yao, everything has become so natural and interesting.
Walking along the subway line to the last station, he leaned on the stone pillar outside the subway station and looked at the TV emission tower in the distance. In a few minutes, he should be able to see Le Yao.
After about six or seven minutes, Le Yao's figure appeared in sight.Strangely, among the bustling crowd, Jiang Rui saw Le Yao at a glance, and the figure of the other party seemed to be engraved in the bones of his heart, clear enough to overshadow everything around him.
At the same time, Le Yao's gaze also drifted over here, as if he had a clear understanding. When he saw Jiang Rui, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled, and his steps became brisk, and he rushed to Jiang Rui. By Rui's side.
"How do you know I'm off work at this time?" After entering the subway, Le Yao saw the sweat on Jiang Rui's head. He took out a handkerchief from his pocket, thought about it, and was still embarrassed to wipe his lover's sweat in the crowded subway , I had to hand it to him, and said, "Why are you sweating so much? It's the end of spring now, and it's not summer yet."
"It's nothing, just exercised." Jiang Rui didn't want to tell Le Yao that he was working on the construction site, he wanted to secretly save enough money, and then give Le Yao a big surprise.
"Did you come here? When did you become so thrifty?" Le Yao shook his head, wondering if Jiang Rui had taken the wrong medicine?Such gentleness suddenly made me feel a little uneasy.
"What are you going to eat when you go back? There is nothing in the refrigerator, why don't we go shopping?" Jiang Rui suggested, because there are not many opportunities for Le Yao to be photographed, so no one on the street recognizes him, and the two go shopping together Dishes are also very convenient.
I bought two days’ worth of vegetables in the vegetable market and walked back, finally left the downtown area, turned into the quiet alley, a breeze blew, and the peach blossoms and apricot blossoms in the high wall rustled down, covering the two sides. man's shoulders.
Jiang Rui turned his head to look at the petals on Le Yao's hair and shoulders, handed the bag to his left hand, and used his free right hand to brush away the fallen flowers for him, but in a blink of an eye, a few more petals fell on it.
"Let it go, just walk over." Le Yan smiled, and fixed his eyes on Jiang Rui: "Jiang Rui, I always feel that you are a little different these two days...you...what's the matter?"
"Why am I different?" Jiang Rui smiled and asked instead of answering.
Le Yao blushed slightly, and whispered: "You didn't do this kind of action before, you just picked up a bunch of flower petals from the ground and sprinkled them on me..."
Before he finished speaking, Jiang Rui laughed loudly, and reached out to ruffle his black hair: "I didn't expect me to be so bad in your heart? It's strange, have I done such a bad thing before?"
Le Yao thought to herself that you don't know how many worse things than this have been done.He looked at Jiang Rui stubbornly: "What's the matter with you? Just say it, otherwise I feel very uneasy."
Jiang Rui withdrew his smile and looked at Le Yao's face. He knew that the other party was telling the truth, and sighed slightly. He didn't expect that he would bring so much fear and trouble to Le Yao.And these, I'm afraid it can't be resolved with a little tenderness in this gesture, and I can only look forward to slowly making him feel my love for him in the future.
Without Jiang Rui's answer, Le Yao finally looked away, but suddenly felt his hand was held by the other party, and then Jiang Rui asked softly: "Yao Yao, do you want to walk down with me? Just shoulder to shoulder like this Hand in hand, keep walking, don't care about the surrounding environment, and don't care what the people around us think of us, would you like to?"
"Ah..." Le Yao looked at Jiang Rui in surprise, never would have thought that such a romantic confession similar to sweet words would come out of the other party's mouth.
After thinking about it for a long time, I don't know how to answer. If I just say "I do", this...is too sensational, and it's not like getting married in front of a priest, but what if I say no?Not to mention that Jiang Rui would beat himself up, he himself couldn't accept this answer first.
"Forget it, don't answer if you don't want to answer. I will ask you again every year today until you are willing to answer." Jiang Rui looked at Le Yao: "Remember, today is May NO. 16. Every year in the future, I will ask you this question.”
"Actually... it doesn't have to be this day, does it?"
Le Yao was happy in his heart. He and Jiang Rui hadn't had such a romantic and warm relationship yet. The other party's words made him feel like he was loved, but he really didn't have much hope for Jiang Rui's memory. Moreover, does Jiang Rui really love him?Or rather, just getting used to being with him.
Jiang Rui looked at Le Yao again, he really wanted to say those three words, in this romantic atmosphere created for them by God.However, he opened his mouth several times, but in the end he still didn't say those three words.Due to his character, he couldn't help it.He is not a romantic person by nature, what's more, he firmly believes that as long as he treats Le Yao well in the future, his actions will be much more sincere than these three words in his mouth.
The two walked home all the way, Le Yao made dinner, and after eating with Jiang Rui, he came to the bedroom and gave him the private money he wanted to use to buy a piano.That's it, you already know the truth, don't you?If he could only choose one between the piano and Jiang Rui, he would rather choose Jiang Rui.To Shuxiang's surprise, Jiang Rui didn't take the money, he gently held Le Yao's hand, and said with a smile: "You can keep this money for yourself, and your salary will be at your own disposal in the future, now you are a star You can no longer casually put on two sets of clothes and go out, and you also need to use cosmetics appropriately, and some entertainments that invite colleagues to dinner also cost a lot of money, I will not interfere with you in the future."
Happiness came so suddenly that Le Yao was dumbfounded. He looked at Jiang Rui stupidly, but his mind still couldn't react to the received information.
Seeing his dumbfounded expression, Jiang Rui couldn't help but tap his nose lightly, and said with a smile: "I've thought about it, you're right, I'm a man, I can't be too shameless, I can't do nothing but bully You suspect that you don’t do anything else, so I will also earn money in the future, and I will earn as much money as possible to support you, although I can’t earn a lot of money.”
"Jiang...Jiang Rui..." A mist slowly rose from Le Yao's eyes, and he suddenly fell on Jiang Rui's lap and cried bitterly, choking and muttering: "Why are you doing this all of a sudden? You...don't be too nice to me, you will make me afraid to live in a dream, when I wake up, everything will go back to the past, you treat me a little bit worse, I can bear it after waking up..."
"No, I will always be nice to you." Jiang Rui pulled Le Yao up and hugged her in his arms: "I will leave the words here today, I will always be nice to you, keep on being nice, no matter how much more If I don’t say it, it’s useless.”
Le Yao nodded with a sob, suddenly raised his head, embraced Jiang Rui's neck warmly and kissed him passionately.
This is the first time after the two lived together for more than a year, Le Yao took the initiative in a real sense, which naturally aroused Jiang Rui's wild passion, and for a while, the room was full of spring.
In fact, the reason why Jiang Rui controlled Le Yao's income later on was just to keep Le Yao in his hands. Even if he didn't rob Le Yao of the money he spent on smoking, drinking and buying clothes, he would still give it to him.But he still wants to grab it, because he is afraid that Le Yao's wings will become harder and harder when he has money, and one day he will fly away from him.
This is of course a fallacy, but when people worry about gains and losses, they will regard the fallacy as the truth. Jiang Rui is not alone in this evil nature.
So when he inadvertently found the deposit receipt in Le Yao's pocket, he was angry. He thought Le Yao's private money was evidence that he was eager to leave him.
But this time he was very calm, he didn't make any noise, but set a trap, pretending that he had appendicitis and needed surgery, when the ambulance arrived, Le Yao rushed him to the hospital, and then hurried to the bank Withdrawing money, I also know what it will be like when Le Yao arrives at the hospital.
Le Yao, who was shut up at home by Jiang Rui again, was disheartened, and Jiang Rui also slammed the door and left after being furious.He only had one thought, Le Yao wanted to leave him, but he refused to let Le Yao leave. For this purpose, he didn't mind bowing his head to his grandfather. He wanted to change back to the powerful Jiang Rui, and he had to be capable enough to take Le Yao away from him. Control it in my arms, cut off his wings, it doesn't matter even if he hates himself for the rest of his life, Le Yao has never loved himself anyway.
On the street at three o'clock in the morning, Jiang Rui galloped down the avenue like an angry lion, leaving countless fists on the trees along the road. Later, spots of blood were left on the bark, but Jiang Rui did not I can't feel the slightest pain.
All the businesses were closed, including those branches under the Jiang Corporation, and how could Jiang Rui deal with the gatekeepers.
After running all the way, his mind finally calmed down, recalling Le Yao's despairing and sad eyes when he was about to leave, he felt a faint sense of uneasiness in his heart, he waved for a taxi, and he gave Le Yao's home address, He urged the driver to drive faster.
The house is eerily quiet.The deadly silence made Jiang Rui feel strongly uneasy when he stepped into the door. He walked to the bedroom a few steps, only to see Le Yao lying quietly on the bed, motionless.
Jiang Rui was terrified, and rushed forward to hug Le Yao, shouting his name.But he immediately felt relieved, because he smelled the alcohol smell of Le Yao and saw the beer cans on the ground. He never thought that Le Yao, who never drank, would be so brave when drinking. A case of beer, at least a third of it was drunk by him.
"Jiang Rui, you're back?" Le Yao suddenly opened his eyes, his face flushed abnormally, his tongue became much bigger, his drunken eyes hit the softest part of Jiang Rui's heart .
"Yes, I'm back Yaoyao." Jiang Rui held Le Yao in his arms, and seeing Le Yao's helpless look, he felt his eyes a little sour.Why did the two of them come to this point? Should he really leave?Is it time to learn to let go of a life that has been selfish for more than 20 years?
"Jiang Rui..." Le Yao suddenly began to cry, and crystal tears rolled down.He grabbed Jiang Rui by the collar and cried, "Are you still a man? Besides beating me and threatening me by leaving me, what else would you do?"
"If this time, I don't threaten you...but really want to leave you, will you be happy from now on? Yaoyao, tell me, will you be very happy..." Jiang Rui Gently combing the messy black hair in front of Le Yao's forehead, the action was gentle like water that he had never had before: "Yao Yao, I want to learn to let go once, for you, I want to learn once."
"Yeah, you go, after you leave, I will be very happy, very happy, I will be very happy, I can't live without you, I can't live without you..." Le Yao grabbed Jiang Rui's hand cried: "This time you are gone, don't come back, don't give me hope, don't open the door and smile at me when I'm sitting on the ground in pain like last time , don't do that again."
"Yao Yao..." Jiang Rui's heart suddenly ached, and he hugged Le Yao tightly in his arms, but he couldn't say a word.
"Why do I love you? I have asked myself many times, why do I love you? What is so good about you? Your shameless, violent, bad-tempered and narrow-mindedness are clearly outrageous. Apart from saving me twice, What else did you give me?"
Le Yao suddenly raised his head from Jiang Rui's arms, pointed at Jiang Rui's nose and cursed, but suddenly he laughed miserably again, and murmured: "I'm drunk, I think I dare to treat you only when I'm drunk. You say this kind of thing. If I was not drunk, I would not dare to be so presumptuous. Jiang Rui, you make me fall in love and scare me even more. I am afraid that I will accept your suspicious eyes as soon as I come back. I am afraid that I will be with you again when I come back. Quarreling, I am afraid that we will quarrel to the end, I will always be beaten, I am afraid of pain, I am very afraid, I am even more afraid of death, I am afraid that you will kill me, because of your possessive desire, I am so afraid..."
"No, Yao Yao... Don't worry, I... I will never hit you again, and I... I will not kill you either." Jiang Rui never knew that there were so many things in Le Yao's heart. Thinking about his previous behavior, he had to admit that the crime he committed against Le Yao was really heinous.
"Yeah, I know you want to leave. You want to leave me, but do you know? I'm even more afraid that you will leave. I'm afraid that I will never have you by my side. Jiang Rui, am I cheap? Even myself I think, I’m really cheap, I’m like Nancy in Oliver Twist, sad and hateful, even I hate myself.”
"Yaoyao, don't say that, it's not your fault, I'm too fierce, I...you don't know my past, I...I never care about other people's feelings, so...so I always put I impose my own will on your head, Yaoyao, you are very good, I have never seen such a good boy as you, do you know? You let me, let me, a real scum, slowly change for you."
Jiang Rui hugged Le Yao, and was about to leave anyway, so he simply said what was in his heart: "Yao Yao, if I leave you, you will be free, and you will be very happy in the future. I will find love who loves you very much I will find a lover who is thousands of times better than me, don't care about men or women, as long as you are good to you, very good to you, just accept him, don't be afraid, I will become very Powerful, Yaoyao, I will never appear in front of you again in this life, but I... I will definitely watch you all the time, and protect you in secret, no one can think...no one can hurt my Yaoyao Utai one finger."
Tears finally fall, why...
Why did Yaoyao wait until today to say these words, why did he only realize his cruelty and mistakes now, why did he not even have a chance to correct himself.Is it punishment?Is it a punishment from God?Let him pay such a big price for his past willfulness, selfishness, and ruthlessness.
"Jiang Rui..." Although Le Yao was drunk, he seemed to know that Jiang Rui was about to leave.He suddenly hugged Jiang Rui and exhausted all his strength.
"Don't go, Jiang Rui, I can't leave you, as I said, whether you're cheap or cowardly, I can't leave you, even if I'm afraid of you, even if I hate you sometimes, but I don't want to leave you, even if I will die in the end, I will die in your hands, I am not afraid, I...I will learn not to be afraid. Jiang Rui, although I am afraid of death, I...Although I dare not commit suicide, I am not afraid of you killing me I...really, even if you kill me, don't leave me, okay?"
"Rumor..."
Jiang Rui was shocked. He never expected that Le Yao would say these words to himself. He stiffened and didn't know how to react. Le Yao would rather die than leave him. How much he loves himself , How could he love himself so much, obviously...Obviously, apart from giving him scars all over his body and mind, he didn't give him anything, not even a small gift.
"Don't leave Jiang Rui, I... I won't save money from my house in the future. Actually... I just want to buy a piano. I want to play the piano for you every day, and practice piano skills by the way. The competition on TV stations is very fierce. I'm afraid... I'm afraid that I will be eliminated in a short time, I... I won't buy it, I won't buy a piano, Jiang Rui, don't go... As long as I have you by my side, it doesn't matter if I don't have a piano , even if you go back to the bar..."
"Rumor..."
Jiang Rui suddenly hugged Le Yao into his arms again, and murmured: "Yaoyao, I won't go, I won't go, I will treat you well, I... I will never bully you again, and I will never rob you again." Your money, we work hard to save money, buy you a piano, I swear, I swear I will treat you well, I swear you will never be afraid of me again, if I hit you again, curse you, let God The lightning strike made me suffer a terrible death, Yaoyao..." Shuxiang "Jiang Rui..." Leyao cried wantonly in Jiang Rui's arms until he fell into a deep sleep.
When he opened his eyes the next day, the sun hurt people's eyes. Le Yao stretched out his hand to cover his eyes and felt a little pain in his head. He thought about it and remembered that he had a big fight with Jiang Rui yesterday. They were all over the place, claiming to lock themselves up, and then walked away.
I was crying while picking up money at home, and then I saw the beer in the kitchen and drank several bottles, and then... Then Jiang Rui seemed to come back, as if he wanted to leave me...
Le Yao sat up suddenly, and shouted hoarsely: "Jiang Rui", the next moment, he heard Jiang Rui's voice from the kitchen: "Yao Yao, are you awake? Come down and eat, after dinner I'll take you to the TV station."
Le Yao was relieved, but immediately raised his heart to his throat, got out of bed and went to the kitchen to stare at Jiang Rui, and asked in a trembling voice, "You...you said you want to send me to the TV station?"
"That's right." Jiang Rui put the steaming fried dough sticks and soybean milk on the table, seeing Le Yao's pale face, he smiled slightly: "Don't worry, Yao Yao, I'll take you to the station of the TV station, I won't leave Che, although you are a rookie now, you can be regarded as joining the ranks of stars, so no bad news should spread.”
Le Yao couldn't believe his ears. He stared at Jiang Rui in a daze, not knowing how to react.Suddenly a fried dough stick was stuffed into his slightly open mouth, and Jiang Rui smiled dazzlingly: "Hurry up and eat it while it's hot, have you forgotten how you spoiled me last night? Wow, crying is called a miserable roar What I saw was grief and indignation, and it was the first time I realized that I was so useless.”
"How...how is it possible?" Le Yan blushed, thinking that if I really did that, I don't know how many bruises I would add to my body.
"Really, Yaoyao, you not only yelled at me last night, but also hit me." Jiang Rui deliberately exaggerated.
The next moment, Le Yao's face turned pale all of a sudden, stood up and shouted: "I... did I really hit you? Where did I hit you? I... what did I use? It can't be true Did you use the big vase on the bedside table?"
A drop of cold sweat dripped from Jiang Rui's forehead. He wiped it off with his hand, squinted his eyes and said, "Yaoyao, did you hit me with that big vase in your dreams more than once? So when I said you hit me today, You immediately thought of that big vase?"
"I... I don't have any..." Le Yao hurriedly lowered her head, thinking how did this guy know?Does he study psychology?I just said a word.
Just as he was annoyed, his chin was lifted slightly again, and then Jiang Rui kissed him lightly on the face, and scratched his nose again: "Okay, let's eat quickly, the soy milk is cold."
"Well." Le Yao felt like a rabbit in his heart, bumping and bumping non-stop. He really felt that Jiang Rui had changed, but why he changed, he couldn't figure it out even after thinking about it.
After dinner, Jiang Rui took the subway with him to the TV station. When he arrived at the station, he did not get off.As a result, Le Yao was a little reluctant to part with him. He looked and watched outside the subway until the entire subway train disappeared. Then he turned around, took a deep breath, and walked towards the TV station.
Jiang Rui got off the bus at the next stop and stood in the middle of this bustling city, not far from the skyscrapers of the Jiang Corporation's branch. He thought that he almost stepped into that gate, and from then on, he and Le Yao could never be together again. Meeting each other, I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.
The idea of returning to the Jiang family was dispelled, it could even be said that it was completely eliminated, because he wanted to live with Le Yao for a long time.If he becomes Jiang Rui of Jiang's enterprise, he will not have this opportunity.
But if you don't rely on Jiang, where will you go to work?Originally, with his ability, he would definitely be able to find a job, but the hateful thing is that someone must be a hindrance.
Thinking of this, Jiang Rui seemed to hear the cry of a man in the crowd around him. He snorted coldly, thinking that you deserve it, let you follow me, let you help grandpa fight against me, then I will make you unable to return to the United States for the rest of your life Go and have fun.
Part-time work is definitely out of the question.Jiang Rui sighed, otherwise, go to the stock market for a break?With his business talent, making a fortune should not be a problem.But after thinking about it, it doesn't work. These things were instilled in me by my grandfather since I was a child. If I use the skills he taught to make money, wouldn't it be the same as bowing to him indirectly?
Neither this nor that.But there is still money to be made. Yaoyao's dream is to own a piano. In the past, it would be no problem to give him a thousand pianos, but the problem is that he can't even afford one now.
The roar of the machine led Jiang Rui's thoughts to the distance. Seeing the construction site in the distance, he stayed for a while, then suddenly gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, thinking to himself, coolie is just a coolie, just a small worker, rich and noble Life is abandoned, so why do you want the face of the Jiang family prince?It is true to save money to buy a piano and give it to Yaoyao first, so as to live up to his deep affection for me, a scum.
The bodyguards following him saw Jiang Rui walking towards the construction site in the distance without looking back. The two of them didn't know why at first, but when they saw Jiang Rui found a person in charge and said a few words, Then when they took off their coats again, the two bodyguards almost fainted from fright on the spot.
"Ah Si, you said... you said that the young master can't... he doesn't want to do that kind of work, does he? He... is he crazy? What is his identity? How... how can he be a coolie? "
The bodyguard named Ah Si also petrified in the willow wind in spring, and he came back to his senses after a while, took out his mobile phone and said angrily: "No, I have to ask the two brothers, what do you think of the young master, why did the young master just come to China Back then, I knew how to rob to get by, but now I have to do hard work on the construction site.”
"What is robbing to live?" The previous bodyguard rolled his eyes: "The young master just robbed that one time, and then he was bewitched by that kid. Take a look, where is his usual prestige?" Gone? What should we do? Ah Si, don’t we really need to go up and stop it?”
"Do you dare?" Ah Si put away his mobile phone, turned his head and gave his companion a supercilious look.Then he saw the other party shivering, and said in a low voice, "Then...then let's keep an eye on it in secret. I don't know how the old man's heart is doing recently. Should we report this situation to him?"
"Let's save it first." Ah Si sighed, and seeing Jiang Rui in the distance had already started to do it naked, he stroked his forehead in pain and moaned: "My young master..."
In his hand, he held the 200 yuan he earned after working for a day.Jiang Rui put on his coat, he felt that this job is not difficult to accept.Pedestrians come and go on the road, and no one knows who he is. In the eyes of the world, eating with strength is a very normal thing, and he earns a lot, more than Le Yao earns.
Looking up at the gray sky, Jiang Rui took a deep breath.Maybe, I have really changed, right?If in the past, he would rather grab money than do this kind of lowly job in his eyes, but now, for Le Yao, everything has become so natural and interesting.
Walking along the subway line to the last station, he leaned on the stone pillar outside the subway station and looked at the TV emission tower in the distance. In a few minutes, he should be able to see Le Yao.
After about six or seven minutes, Le Yao's figure appeared in sight.Strangely, among the bustling crowd, Jiang Rui saw Le Yao at a glance, and the figure of the other party seemed to be engraved in the bones of his heart, clear enough to overshadow everything around him.
At the same time, Le Yao's gaze also drifted over here, as if he had a clear understanding. When he saw Jiang Rui, he was stunned for a moment, then smiled, and his steps became brisk, and he rushed to Jiang Rui. By Rui's side.
"How do you know I'm off work at this time?" After entering the subway, Le Yao saw the sweat on Jiang Rui's head. He took out a handkerchief from his pocket, thought about it, and was still embarrassed to wipe his lover's sweat in the crowded subway , I had to hand it to him, and said, "Why are you sweating so much? It's the end of spring now, and it's not summer yet."
"It's nothing, just exercised." Jiang Rui didn't want to tell Le Yao that he was working on the construction site, he wanted to secretly save enough money, and then give Le Yao a big surprise.
"Did you come here? When did you become so thrifty?" Le Yao shook his head, wondering if Jiang Rui had taken the wrong medicine?Such gentleness suddenly made me feel a little uneasy.
"What are you going to eat when you go back? There is nothing in the refrigerator, why don't we go shopping?" Jiang Rui suggested, because there are not many opportunities for Le Yao to be photographed, so no one on the street recognizes him, and the two go shopping together Dishes are also very convenient.
I bought two days’ worth of vegetables in the vegetable market and walked back, finally left the downtown area, turned into the quiet alley, a breeze blew, and the peach blossoms and apricot blossoms in the high wall rustled down, covering the two sides. man's shoulders.
Jiang Rui turned his head to look at the petals on Le Yao's hair and shoulders, handed the bag to his left hand, and used his free right hand to brush away the fallen flowers for him, but in a blink of an eye, a few more petals fell on it.
"Let it go, just walk over." Le Yan smiled, and fixed his eyes on Jiang Rui: "Jiang Rui, I always feel that you are a little different these two days...you...what's the matter?"
"Why am I different?" Jiang Rui smiled and asked instead of answering.
Le Yao blushed slightly, and whispered: "You didn't do this kind of action before, you just picked up a bunch of flower petals from the ground and sprinkled them on me..."
Before he finished speaking, Jiang Rui laughed loudly, and reached out to ruffle his black hair: "I didn't expect me to be so bad in your heart? It's strange, have I done such a bad thing before?"
Le Yao thought to herself that you don't know how many worse things than this have been done.He looked at Jiang Rui stubbornly: "What's the matter with you? Just say it, otherwise I feel very uneasy."
Jiang Rui withdrew his smile and looked at Le Yao's face. He knew that the other party was telling the truth, and sighed slightly. He didn't expect that he would bring so much fear and trouble to Le Yao.And these, I'm afraid it can't be resolved with a little tenderness in this gesture, and I can only look forward to slowly making him feel my love for him in the future.
Without Jiang Rui's answer, Le Yao finally looked away, but suddenly felt his hand was held by the other party, and then Jiang Rui asked softly: "Yao Yao, do you want to walk down with me? Just shoulder to shoulder like this Hand in hand, keep walking, don't care about the surrounding environment, and don't care what the people around us think of us, would you like to?"
"Ah..." Le Yao looked at Jiang Rui in surprise, never would have thought that such a romantic confession similar to sweet words would come out of the other party's mouth.
After thinking about it for a long time, I don't know how to answer. If I just say "I do", this...is too sensational, and it's not like getting married in front of a priest, but what if I say no?Not to mention that Jiang Rui would beat himself up, he himself couldn't accept this answer first.
"Forget it, don't answer if you don't want to answer. I will ask you again every year today until you are willing to answer." Jiang Rui looked at Le Yao: "Remember, today is May NO. 16. Every year in the future, I will ask you this question.”
"Actually... it doesn't have to be this day, does it?"
Le Yao was happy in his heart. He and Jiang Rui hadn't had such a romantic and warm relationship yet. The other party's words made him feel like he was loved, but he really didn't have much hope for Jiang Rui's memory. Moreover, does Jiang Rui really love him?Or rather, just getting used to being with him.
Jiang Rui looked at Le Yao again, he really wanted to say those three words, in this romantic atmosphere created for them by God.However, he opened his mouth several times, but in the end he still didn't say those three words.Due to his character, he couldn't help it.He is not a romantic person by nature, what's more, he firmly believes that as long as he treats Le Yao well in the future, his actions will be much more sincere than these three words in his mouth.
The two walked home all the way, Le Yao made dinner, and after eating with Jiang Rui, he came to the bedroom and gave him the private money he wanted to use to buy a piano.That's it, you already know the truth, don't you?If he could only choose one between the piano and Jiang Rui, he would rather choose Jiang Rui.To Shuxiang's surprise, Jiang Rui didn't take the money, he gently held Le Yao's hand, and said with a smile: "You can keep this money for yourself, and your salary will be at your own disposal in the future, now you are a star You can no longer casually put on two sets of clothes and go out, and you also need to use cosmetics appropriately, and some entertainments that invite colleagues to dinner also cost a lot of money, I will not interfere with you in the future."
Happiness came so suddenly that Le Yao was dumbfounded. He looked at Jiang Rui stupidly, but his mind still couldn't react to the received information.
Seeing his dumbfounded expression, Jiang Rui couldn't help but tap his nose lightly, and said with a smile: "I've thought about it, you're right, I'm a man, I can't be too shameless, I can't do nothing but bully You suspect that you don’t do anything else, so I will also earn money in the future, and I will earn as much money as possible to support you, although I can’t earn a lot of money.”
"Jiang...Jiang Rui..." A mist slowly rose from Le Yao's eyes, and he suddenly fell on Jiang Rui's lap and cried bitterly, choking and muttering: "Why are you doing this all of a sudden? You...don't be too nice to me, you will make me afraid to live in a dream, when I wake up, everything will go back to the past, you treat me a little bit worse, I can bear it after waking up..."
"No, I will always be nice to you." Jiang Rui pulled Le Yao up and hugged her in his arms: "I will leave the words here today, I will always be nice to you, keep on being nice, no matter how much more If I don’t say it, it’s useless.”
Le Yao nodded with a sob, suddenly raised his head, embraced Jiang Rui's neck warmly and kissed him passionately.
This is the first time after the two lived together for more than a year, Le Yao took the initiative in a real sense, which naturally aroused Jiang Rui's wild passion, and for a while, the room was full of spring.
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