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"Let me decide?" Xu Baiyu pretended to be confused, "I don't know what you want to say."

There was almost no one in the corridor, which gave Xu Baiyu an illusion, as if the two of them were not in a hospital building with people coming and going, but in a secluded fairyland.Xu Baiyu's gaze never moved away from Yu Jing's body. He knew that his smile at this time was actually only superficial, not reaching his eyebrows, and he didn't know what it would look like when it fell into the eyes of the other party.

"Yu Jing," Xu Baiyu said carefully, "I'm a doctor. As you know, our line of work is really busy. I know you have had a hard time these years. If you can find a companion to take care of your family Sharing, that would be the best. But I..." He said in a mess, he didn't know what he wanted to say, and finally shook his head helplessly: "I am an ordinary doctor, and I have been so ordinary and simple all my life In the past, maybe no one will remember my name after death. But I hope you will be well."

Xu Baiyu's words were haphazard, and his heart was very confused.He turned to look out the window, trying to calm himself down.

Yu Jing stood there silently, and after an unknown amount of time, he suddenly smiled: "Xiao Xu, I want to ask you a question."

"Ask." Xu Baiyu replied, "As long as I can answer, I will answer you."

"What do you think is good about me?" Yu Jing's voice was not loud, calm and peaceful.He shook his head: "Actually, it's not worth it."

"You have many benefits." Xu Baiyu suddenly felt very uncomfortable when the other party said that he was not worth it. He couldn't tolerate anyone saying bad things about Yu Jing, even Yu Jing herself.But for a while, he was asked to clearly state the benefits of this person, but he was a little embarrassed, and could only say vaguely: "It's all in my heart."

Yu Jing looked at the young doctor in front of her, with thousands of thoughts in her heart.He has already passed the age of being sad and laborious for love. Parents, work, health, and worldly understanding, there are too many things in this world that require him to work hard and think hard.He used to think that he would never be like Xu Baiyu at this time, hesitating because of uncertainty about each other's intentions; Should belong to the teenager, has already left him.But when he faced the person in front of him who was full of lingering thoughts, he suddenly discovered that after walking through the thorny roads in the world, after God took away almost all his happiness, he actually did not drive him to a dead end.

"I understand." Yu Jing smiled helplessly: "Well, I don't count on you anymore." He cleared his throat, Xu Baiyu thought he was going to say something serious, but he didn't expect this person's tone to be as calm and peaceful as ever. Very, like just talking homely.Yu Jing also turned her gaze out of the window, stood a little more loosely, with her arms propped on the window sill, and said almost word by word: "Xiao Xu, you know my situation, and I won't talk too much anymore. I've never tried it before. With a man, I never thought of this possibility. But because I know you, I am determined to take a step forward." Yu Jing blinked very slowly, and finally organized her words: "What will happen in the future? I don't know what will happen to me in the future, but I will do my best to treat you anyway. Would you like to give me a chance?"

Xu Baiyu was in a trance for a moment: he had been brewing a lot of words in his heart during this time, but now not only did he not have time to say a word, but Yu Jing preempted him.He felt that his heart was like a hillside covered with flowers and colors in spring, where the vegetation was verdant and the colors were alternately colorful, and finally the prosperity and withering passed away, and all of them turned into smoke and scattered into the dust.

Yu Jing turned to Xu Baiyu, and met Xu Baiyu's gaze looking at him.Both of them were a little embarrassed, so they moved their eyes away at the same time.It was only then that Xu Baiyu realized what Yu Jing had just said, and it was only then that he realized that what Pei Yunning said earlier was indeed true: sincere words come from the heart, and in comparison, the so-called form looks very heretic.Seeing that there was still no one in the corridor, he slowly approached, and quietly grabbed Yu Jing's right hand with his left hand.

Yu Jing was stunned, her grasped hand was almost stiff.Xu Baiyu looked at him, and put on a smile that looked relaxed at least with all the courage in his life, to hide the tension in his heart: "Yes."

Yu Jing also laughed: Xu Baiyu's words fell into the bottom of his heart, and he suddenly felt the ultimate peace of mind.For a moment, he didn't know where to put his hands, but fortunately, the other party hugged him face to face.

"Yu Jing," Xu Baiyu put his chin on the other's shoulder. He obviously had a lot of words in his heart, but at this moment he only condensed into one sentence. He leaned into the other's ear and whispered, "I will be with you in the future."

two days ago.

At eight o'clock in the evening, just as Yu Jing left the ward, her cell phone rang suddenly.He took it out and took a look, and found that it was news from Pei Yuning.

The man said to him: Mr. Yu, excuse me.I'm on the night shift today, in the gastroenterology department.Do you have time now?I want to meet you, and there is something I feel I need to tell you.

After a while, I added another sentence: It's about my younger brother.

Xiao Xu?Yu Jing frowned, and typed while walking towards the duty room: OK, I'll be right there.

Yu Jing walked over quickly, pushed the door open and entered after getting permission.Pei Yunning was not busy at the moment, he took a chair for Yu Jing, handed him a glass of water, and then sat across from him: "Mr. Yu, it's getting late, I'll try to speak concisely." He raised his voice: "I asked you to come here because of this matter. It really seems that I am nosy. But you also understand that it is not easy to have a sincere friend in a person's life. I am for my junior brother. Even if I complain, I will admit."

Hearing this, Yu Jing smiled: "Doctor Pei is very righteous."

"You're flattering me." Pei Yuning said with a smile: "I don't know if you can see that my junior brother actually has such a heart for you."

These words were not unexpected by Jing, when he just received the news from Pei Yuning, he had thought about it in his heart.He has known Xu Baiyu for a few months, and he can often feel the other person's feelings, and the more he gets along with him, the more he finds that he has a different thought about Xu Baiyu since he doesn't know when.

Yu Jing never thought that she would be tempted by a man before, but now it is difficult for him to get to the bottom of it.He looked at Pei Yuning and nodded slightly.

"You know?" Pei Yuning was stunned: "He mentioned it to you? This brat, why didn't he tell me?"

"No," Yu Jing smiled: "He didn't say anything."

Pei Yunning was startled, and then he saw Yu Jing's gentle smiling face, and then suddenly realized.He smiled and patted his forehead: "Come on, I'm just worrying about it." He shook his head: "My junior brother, no matter how he is or what he does, he is very good. It's just one thing. It’s not always easy to say the truth.”

"Okay, I understand." Yu Jing smiled and said, "Thank you, Doctor Pei."

"Okay." Feeling the warmth of the person in her arms, Yu Jing also stretched out her arms to hug him, and murmured, "How lucky you are."

In the past few years, Yu Jing had also been depressed and desperate in the dead of night. This despair reached its peak before he entered the operating room. For a long time, the old man was the only motivation for him to survive.Years passed and he had been alone for a long time, he thought that he was used to it, and he already had the strength to face the many changes in the world alone.However, at this very moment, he suddenly realized that it turned out to be such a good feeling to have someone by his side.

Yu Jing knew that Xu Baiyu's life was not always going well, especially when it came to her relationship with her parents.He felt sorry for this person, and he knew that for Xu Baiyu, he would be his support and warmth in the years to come.

Yu Jing let go of Xu Baiyu, took out her phone and checked the time.Guessing that old man Yu was about to wake up, he smiled and said to Xu Baiyu, "Let's go and have a look at old man." He took the man's hand and said, "This time, the identity will be different."

Originally, Xu Baiyu followed him and walked forward for a while, and he was almost at the door of the ward, but when he heard these words, he suddenly stopped in his tracks.He grabbed Yu Jing, showing a bit of difficulty: "Don't tell Teacher Yu first, I'm afraid he won't be able to accept the stimulation, and it will be bad for his condition." He moved closer to Yu Jing's ear, with a smile in his words: "Let's talk to him slowly in the future."

Yu Jing looked at this person, he was a little bit overwhelmed by joy just now, and now he realized that this is indeed the truth.He nodded lightly: "Okay." After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand to stroke the broken hair by Xu Baiyu's ear: "The doctor is more considerate."

Xu Baiyu was afraid that the two of them would reveal their secrets if they passed together, so he didn't go any further.Before saying goodbye, he checked again that there was no one around, and hurriedly went up to secretly rubbed Yu Jing's face with his lips, and said in a low voice, "I'll contact you at night."

Xu Baiyu laughed heartily as if he had taken advantage of it. He wanted to slip away, but Yu Jing grabbed him: "Wait a minute."

Yu Jing went into the old man's ward, and Xu Baiyu heard a few words between the two inside, and Yu Jing turned around.

What the man was holding in his hand was the scarf he had given him back then.Yu Jing wrapped the scarf around Xu Baiyu's neck, tidying up for him: "Okay."

Xu Baiyu felt the temperature on his face rise suddenly, and he knew it wasn't the temperature brought by the scarf.His mind was so confused that he didn't even take the elevator and ran down the nearest stairs.

After leaving the inpatient building, he walked towards his own residence.It's cold outside, so it's not a good choice to chat with people on WeChat, but at this time he doesn't want to worry about it.He took out his mobile phone, not caring about the cold hands, and quickly sent a voice message to Pei Yuning, with a rising tone, using a showy tone that he had never had before: Today is really a good day.

The man was probably busy and ignored him.Xu Baiyu put the phone back into his pocket, with a smile on his face all the way.

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thousands of miles

Today is a good day~