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"That's all right, you can chase after it at ease." Pei Yuning smiled: "It's okay, you don't lack brothers and friends anyway. The worst result is that he rejects you. If you can accept it, then fight a protracted war. Continue to post up with a stern face; if you really feel uncomfortable in your heart, you will never communicate with each other, and at best you will be sad for a while."

Xu Baiyu looked at him in disbelief: "You never struggle."

"What's the use of entanglement? Can you figure it out?" Pei Yuning raised his eyebrows: "A lot of times, it's better to cut the mess with a sharp knife. Firstly, it will save you from having long nights and dreams, and secondly, it will save you from wasting effort guessing each other. How good it is."

"Alright." Xu Baiyu stood up, "You're right."

Pei Yunning looked up at him: "Based on what I know about you, at best you should listen to what I say."

"Who said that?" Xu Baiyu refused to accept it, and said angrily, "Just wait and see."

"Okay," Pei Yuning readily responded, "I'm waiting."

However, the facts were just as Pei Yuning expected: until the end of this month, Xu Baiyu and Yu Jing met many times, and several times the words came to his lips, but this person still didn't know how to speak.

On the last day of January, Xu Baiyu was off work.Originally, it would take another day for Xiaonian to arrive, but in order to allow Xu Baiyu to pass by, the old lady of the Xu family deliberately moved Xiaonian's family dinner forward by one day.

Xu Baiyu went there early in the morning. At first, he wanted to help the old lady with some work, but grandma thought he was always doing more harm than good, so she drove him out of the kitchen.Xu Baiyu had no choice but to lie on the sofa and play with his mobile phone.At around eleven o'clock in the afternoon, there was a sudden knock on the door.

"Here we come." The old lady was busy in the kitchen, and Xu Baiyu opened the door.He thought it would be his uncle or his second uncle's family, but as soon as he opened the door, a few people he never thought would appear here ran into his sight without warning: Xu Jianye and his wife, Ms. Standing at the door with their two twin sons.

Xu Baiyu froze in place, mixed with astonishment and anger.He didn't know how Xu Jianye talked to grandma, or in fact, the old lady wanted to take the opportunity to ease the relationship between their father and son.For a moment, he couldn't think of anything, and his heart was so full of fire that they stood silently, and no one spoke.

"Bai Yu," Xu Jianye spoke first, and put on an almost flattering smile: "You are a little thinner than when we met last time. Are you tired during this time?"

Xu Baiyu lowered his head and staggered his body, but did not respond to Xu Jianye's question: "Please come in."

After Xu Jianye's family of four entered the house, Xu Baiyu closed the door and followed them into the living room.He felt that he was very calm and rational at this time, and the decision he made was well thought out.So he walked quickly to the kitchen, pressed his grandma's hand that was cutting vegetables, and said in a low voice with a smile: "Grandma, I have something to do at work, so I'm leaving first." The coat went out the door.

He was afraid that the people in the room would chase him out, so he walked so fast that he didn't even have time to put on his down jacket.Recently, there was a burst of cold air here in Yaocheng, and the temperature dropped a lot. As soon as he went out, the cold wind hit his face, Xu Baiyu shivered, and then realized that he even forgot to take his scarf.

"Baiyu!" Sure enough, Xu Jianye came out, and looked around after running out of the corridor: "Xu Baiyu! Your grandma is very worried about you, stop being self-willed!"

I willful?Xu Baiyu hid in a place where the other party could not see, subconsciously covered his cervical spine with his hands, and sneered a few times helplessly.

In your eyes, everything about me is nothing but capricious behavior.Xu Baiyu sighed, and kept telling himself in his heart, it's okay, it's all indifferent.After a while, he ran out of the community.

"Teacher, go to the Central Campus of the Provincial Hospital." Xu Baiyu took a taxi, and after getting up, he took out his mobile phone and subconsciously opened the chat interface with Yu Jing.It's the weekend, and I think that person is accompanying Mr. Yu in the ward.Xu Jianye knew the address of his residence, so Xu Baiyu didn't want to go home, so he rushed to the hospital ward after getting off the car.

He deliberately went to the nearby supermarket to buy some nuts for the brain, and when he arrived with the things, Yu Jing was standing in front of the window chatting with Mr. Yu in a low voice.The surrounding was very quiet, he knocked on the open door of the ward, and the two people on the opposite side turned around together: Yu Jing was very happy, but because he was not wearing a white coat, the old man did not recognize him for a while .

"Xiao Xu?" The face and ears of the person in front of him were red with cold, and the journey was full of dust, falling in Yu Jing's eyes, and the distress quickly overshadowed the surprise.Yu Jing took the bag from him and put it aside, she naturally put her hands on the other's ears: "Why are you here? Aren't you off duty today?" He dragged Xu Baiyu to the old man, and said with a smile : "Dad, this is Dr. Xu, don't you recognize me?"

"Mr. Xiao Xu." Only then did Old Man Yu realize it, and grabbed Xu Baiyu's hand: "You are..."

"I do take a day off today." Xu Baiyu explained with a smile, "I'm here as Mr. Yu's friend to see the elders."

"That's it." Yu Cheng smiled happily: "Xiao Xu, I am very relieved that my son has a friend like you."

Just as Xu Baiyu was about to say a few more words, the phone rang suddenly and inappropriately.He walked out of the ward and took out his cell phone to check, only to find that it was his sister-in-law's call.

But for all the relatives of their family, as long as they contact Xu Baiyu at this time, there is no one who will not make him upset.He hung up the phone and was about to turn it off when Yao Huan called.

He suppressed the impatience in his heart, and after hanging up the phone, he sent Yao Huan a WeChat message: Is there anyone around you?

Yao Huan replied in seconds: Brother, don't worry, this is the first day of my winter vacation, and I am having dinner with my best friend, and there is no one else around me except her.Just now my mother said that you would not answer her call, but grandma was in a hurry, so she called me and asked me to contact you.

Xu Baiyu sighed: You tell her I'm fine, don't worry about me, and don't look for me.Let your third uncle's family stay in the old lady's house and don't make things difficult for the old lady.

I have already said.Yao Huan replied: Are you really okay?Where are you now?How about I find you later?

Before Xu Baiyu could figure out how to reply, Yao Huan called again.He went to the stairs and pressed the answer button, lowering his voice: "Do you have anything else to do?"

"I'm fine, it's just my third uncle." Yao Huan was a bit noisy, and she raised her voice deliberately: "He also called me, and he was quite worried."

"Huanhuan, you don't understand." Xu Baiyu sighed: "Those things have been accumulated for many years, and they became grievances long before you were born."

Yao Huan was silent for a while before he said, "Okay, bro, take care of yourself."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Baiyu wanted to go back to the ward, but just as he turned out of the stairwell, he saw Yu Jing standing at the door of the ward.

"Mr. Yu?" Xu Baiyu stepped forward and asked, "Why are you here?"

"The old man wanted to sleep for a while at noon, and I came out because I was afraid of disturbing his rest." Yu Jing smiled at him, her voice was always gentle: "By the way, why didn't you wear a scarf today?"

"Don't mention it soon." Xu Baiyu's face darkened instantly, and he walked to the window in the corridor with Yu Jing: "I went to my grandma's house for dinner today, and I had some conflicts with the family, so I left too hastily Forgot to wear it."

"Have you eaten yet?" Yu Jing then asked.

Xu Baiyu shook his head, and then pretended to smile relaxedly: "It's okay, I'll eat later."

Yu Jing came closer and reached out to rub the man's neck.He sighed: "Is it uncomfortable?"

"It's okay." Xu Baiyu avoided it without any trace, "I'm not so delicate."

Yu Jing didn't speak any more, just stood by him.This winter is unusual, the temperature is lower than in previous years, more than ten degrees below zero, the news said that this is a low temperature in Yaocheng once in 20 years.There was also a lot of snow. It took a full week for the snow that fell a while ago to show signs of melting.The road was icy, and Xu Baiyu often slipped and fell when commuting to and from get off work.He stood in front of the window in the corridor, looking through the glass at the bustling street not far away and the unmelted snow on the trees.

"Things in the world are really wrong." Xu Baiyu turned around and leaned against the window sill, looking at the empty corridor.He seldom appeared here without a white coat, and suddenly he had the illusion that he seemed to be an outsider: "You have a good relationship with Teacher Yu, but he has such a disease; my own father His health is very good, but it is a pity that we have separated long ago, and it is very likely that I will not be able to get along with him like a normal father and son in this life."

"You are luckier than me." Yu Jing whispered: "As long as you are still there, everything is possible."

Xu Baiyu shook his head: "In theory, it is true, but it is too difficult." He calmed down, determined not to think about it anymore, and asked casually: "By the way, Mr. Yu, you really haven't married in recent years. Are you planning to have a baby?"

"Yeah." Yu Jing lowered her head halfway, and said casually: "It's true that I didn't have one before, but if I can meet a suitable one, how can I say it, I don't reject it."

"Appropriate?" Xu Baiyu smiled: "That is in the eyes of Mr., what is appropriate?"

"Xiao Xu," Yu Jing didn't answer directly, but looked up at him, as if she had made a lot of determination: "Doctor Pei came to see me two days ago."

Xu Baiyu's heartbeat accelerated a lot, and he suddenly had a premonition that he didn't know whether it was good or bad, that things might no longer be under his control.During this period of time, he tried frequently and thought about it for a long time. He was always driven forward by many thoughts, and he couldn't rest for a moment.Whether it was good or bad, he thought, the result was about to come.

"Really?" Xu Baiyu was extremely nervous, but he still put on an air of indifference and asked, "What did he say?"

"I don't know if it's appropriate to say this now." Yu Jing smiled gently, and said very sincerely: "You decide."

Xu Baiyu was not a complete optimist at first, he always believed in "do your best and prepare for the worst".However, it is the second half of the sentence that affects him more, so he has a relatively negative attitude towards everything related to himself, including Jing, I am afraid that everything in the past was just his wishful thinking.But at this moment, looking at Yu Jing's eyes looking at him, and feeling the feeling of this person standing beside him, he felt that he seemed to be able to ascertain the other person's mind with peace of mind.Just like a wanderer who has been wandering away for most of his life, even though his temples are white and the locals don't know him when he returns home, he still has a sense of stability and steadiness in his heart.