young and inaction

Listening to the beeping sound of the instruments in the hospital, Lu Xichou took a cotton swab and dipped it in warm water to moisten Lin Xingxiu's chapped lips.His movements were extremely light, but he wanted to make them heavier, so would Lin Xingxiu wake up?

The forensic doctor found drug components in Zhang Rui's body. On the night of her accident, she was addicted to drugs and ran to the street in a daze.

The police speculated that what happened was like this: Lin Yihang returned home to play a few games as usual that afternoon, and went back to his room to do his homework when he heard Zhang Rui's voice going upstairs.Zhang Rui didn't seem to notice that he was at home, Lin Yihang heard the voice of a strange man at home through the door.

At first Lin Yihang thought it was Zhang Rui's new boyfriend, but after about 10 minutes, he vaguely heard arguing outside.It was Zhang Rui who was buying drugs from the man. After the man learned that Zhang Rui had no money, he wanted to leave with the drugs, but Zhang Rui was dissatisfied.

She herself is an image of a little woman without her own opinion, unwilling to watch the man slam the door and leave, Zhang Rui's drug addiction has broken her, and she starts to feel irritable.He grabbed the vase by the bed and left it on the ground.

At this time Lin Yihang came out, he saw Zhang Rui who was going to smash the TV again, ran over to stop him, but Zhang Rui was already "crazy", she felt that Lin Yihang was hindering her.

Lin Yihang looked at Zhang Rui, who was addicted to drugs again, and shuddered.Looking at Zhang Rui's appearance, he probably heard Lin Xingxiu's words, and he opened his mouth again and said, "I'm reporting you to the police!"

Zhang Rui had already lost her ability to analyze. She never thought that her own son would betray her like this.She broke free from Lin Yihang's shackles and ran to the kitchen to get a kitchen knife. Lin Yihang didn't react at all, and when he could feel the pain, he was already dying.

Looking at the bleeding son, Zhang Rui recovered a little. She touched Lin Yihang's face with trembling hands. When she touched his notes, she didn't feel breathing. Zhang Rui went completely crazy.

She ran out, until she reached the three traffic lights outside the community, and walked straight to the other side of the road. At this time, the lights were still red.Why is the house in Yuanxiang Huating so cheap, because the neighborhood is surrounded by roads on three sides.

When a car whistled, she probably thought of her husband who had passed away for many years, so Zhang Rui closed her eyes.

Lin Xingxiu has been in a coma for 5 days, Lu Xichou doesn't know if he has woken up during this time, the doctor said he should have woken up long ago, Lu Xichou thinks he just doesn't want to face it.

On the first seven days between Zhang Rui and Lin Yihang, Lin Xingxiu woke up.Like last time, he still didn't say a word, and when he saw the scenery outside the window, he quickly closed his eyes again.

"Are you awake?" Lu Xichou's voice was a little hoarse.Now that he noticed it, Lin Xingxiu opened his eyes again. After sleeping for so many days, his eyes still felt a little dry.

Lu Xichou went to draw the curtains, it was already winter, and there were two birds on the window sill, chirping.Lin Xingxiu always felt very familiar with this ward. He had been living in the ward for the past few months.

"Don't move around, the blood will return later." Lu Xichou gently took Lin Xingxiu's hand and covered it with the corner of the quilt.Lin Xingxiu stared at the ceiling, the white wall, through the thin gauze curtains, there were mottled tree shadows reflected on it.

The criss-crossing shadows are like spider webs, more like Lin Xingxiu's life. There are many forks in the road along the way.Why is the life of others just a road to the end?Why is it just him himself, his path is messy.

"Are you hungry?" Lu Xichou lay beside him, and asked softly, "I'll ask my aunt to make some food and bring it over, drink first..." How about some water?

Lin Xingxiu still looked at the swaying shadow and asked, "Zhang, my mother... died too... right?"

Lu Xichou stopped pouring water, the boiling water overflowed the glass, and he felt the pain, he quickly said: "You heard it?" A few days ago, those police uncles shouldn't have said it here, and I blame myself for being careless .

"En." Lin Xingxiu responded hastily.

Do people have a purpose in life?Why can't we just live a simple life?If there is a purpose, then what is the purpose of Lin Xingxiu's life?

Fulfilling Lin Jingtang's last wish...he failed.Then since this "purpose" has been fragmented, there is no meaning for him to live.

"I originally planned...to tell you when you wake up." Lu Xichou gently moistened his lips with a cotton swab, and said, "Auntie...Auntie left very...happily, she fell asleep in the hotel, so she ..."

Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, Lin Xingxiu turned his head and looked at the white curtains, the dark sky outside made his chest tight and he couldn't breathe.Lu Xichou was coaxing him again, how could Zhang Rui leave happily, it's kind of nonsense.

Lu Xichou put down the water glass and said: "That was the case the day grandma left. Suddenly, she was still wearing the watch that grandpa left her on her wrist... They are still with us, even if they have entered reincarnation, you have to believe it. Every tear will turn into amber, and it will become a token between us."

Farewell to life and death, life is safe.

"I want to be alone." Lin Xingxiu said in a low voice.Lu Xichou leaned over and kissed his ear, closed the door and went to the nurse's station.When Lin Xingxiu heard the door knock, he reached out and pulled out the infusion needle.

The bird on the window sill flew away, and apart from the sound of the instrument working, there was only a slight sob in the room.Lin Xingxiu covered his head with a quilt, and curled up in the quilt, he was the only one left, and he was the only one left, and he was the only one left.

Lu Xichou found the nurse, and he followed the nurse to the attending physician.The attending physician seemed to know Lu Yang, he was quite young, at least he looked kinder than the one in the nursing home.

"What did he do after he woke up?" The doctor put on his glasses and walked towards the ward.Lu Xichou answered the situation truthfully, but was still scolded by the doctor: "You should inform me as soon as possible, if a patient like Xiao Lin who is not mentally stable does something dangerous, who will bear the consequences? This is also the case. The reason we have to let families stay."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I..." Lu Xichou apologized repeatedly.The doctor stood still at the corner, Lu Xichou almost stepped on his leather shoes before he realized it.Just as he was about to open his mouth, he heard the doctor say, "I'm sorry? What an understatement, it's like "I didn't mean it". If you stabbed someone to death, you would sit in front of the police and say "I didn't mean it"?"

"That's not what I meant." Lu Xichou retorted, "I'm just apologizing." The doctor sneered a few times, and walked quickly with his hands in his pockets: "I know you didn't mean that, and I was just making an analogy to make you feel better." You understand that a "sorry" is exchanged for a few "it's okay"."

Does the one who answers "no problem" really have no problem?

Sure enough, he was Lu Yang's classmate, and he spoke in a logical manner in this regard, so he asked him patiently, "Are you my dad's rescuer?"

The doctor stopped the nurse and Lu Xichou, and Lu Xichou raised his eyebrows and looked at the doctor: "Is there any problem?" The doctor winked at them, and under the gaze of the two, the doctor went straight to the opposite chair, and then unbuttoned his white coat. Slumped in a chair.

He continued to have the operation for several hours, and was in a state of mental tension all the time. He breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Listen yourself."

Lu Xichou withdrew his hand, he was leaning against the wall, the people in the room were crying for an unknown amount of time.He leaned against the wall and slid down slowly. On the cold floor, Lu Xichou sat there, bumping the back of his head against the wall. He bit his wrist to prevent himself from crying.

After the ward was quiet, about 10 minutes later, the doctor got up and opened the door and went in: "Come in with your emotions in order, you are not good for the patient."

Lin Xingxiu didn't take his arms off his eyes when he heard the door open.There was a lot of blood coming back from the needle of the infusion tube, and the doctor frowned: "It will make my heart hurt for a while if the person outside sees you like this."

The little nurse bent down, picked up a sterile cotton ball, wiped it on the pinhole on the back of her hand, took out a bandage from the tray, and stuck it to him.She has been with the attending physician for many years, and she has experienced many such situations, so there is no need for infusion in such situations.

The doctor checked the instrument and stared at the screen intently: "Do you want to know the results of your examination?" Lin Xingxiu closed his eyes tightly. He is now like a piece of wood. Even if he could hear it, he had to block it out.

"Frankly speaking, I'm not very optimistic. Of course, you understand your own body better than anyone else." The doctor turned off the instrument, and the "di-di-" sound in the room disappeared.

The doctor winked at the little nurse, she understood immediately, closed the door gently and went out.In the darkness, Lin Xingxiu heard someone dragging a chair and sitting next to him.

"I know you're awake," the doctor next to you continued with a sneer, "Do you know the word "unattainable"? There are always some twists and turns in life. You are indeed sick, but it is more serious than your sickness." There can be thousands, tens of thousands, or even hundreds of millions of people."

Lin Xingxiu's breathing became hasty, and he clenched the quilt tightly with his right hand. He really couldn't block the doctor's call.

"Be considerate of emotion and reason, and treat others for yourself. If you feel unwilling, you should receive treatment peacefully... For example, don't pull out the needles randomly next time." The doctor put the chair back in place, came to open the curtains, and then went out. Lu Xichou went in.

Liu Yun and Lu Yang had already arrived for a few minutes when the nurse came out.When Lu Yang saw the doctor, he went to the office, but Lu Xichou didn't let Liu Yun in, he said he needed Lin Xingxiu's consent.

"Are you asleep?" Lu Xichou pushed back the broken hair on Lin Xingxiu's forehead, "I, my mother came to see you, let her come in?" Lin Xingxiu opened his eyes and stared at Lu Xichou without turning his eyes. face, meeting his gaze.

Lin Xingxiu stretched out his hand, hooked Lu Xichou's neck, and said tremblingly in his ear: "Lu Xichou, I... have no home at all." Lu Xichou took advantage of the situation and hugged him from behind, his thin back was obviously very weak.

"You still have me, and you still have me." Lu Xichou kissed his hair.In this way, the posture of the two of them was maintained until Lin Xingxiu fell asleep again.

In the evening, the setting sun filled the pond of the hospital, and the leaves fell this winter.Liu Yun never went in, she sat on the bench and waited, her heart ached.

The aunt brought the meal, and Liu Yun knocked on the door with the lunch box: "Xichou? Xiao Lin? Auntie cooked the meal..." Lu Xichou opened the door and said, "Mom, come in."

As soon as Liu Yun came in, the ward smelled of disinfectant and various medicines.She put down the lunch box, looked down at Lin Xingxiu and sighed.

There was another knock on the door, and before Lu Xichou had time to open the door, he heard the police uncle's voice last time.The police were the same two a few days ago.

"Hello, Uncle." Lu Xichou opened the door and greeted him politely, "Please come in."

The police went about their business and exchanged a few polite greetings. Judging from their expressions, it was obvious that there was no good result.Liu Yun greeted them, and a policeman glanced at the person on the hospital bed, pondered for a moment and said: "After testing, Ms. Zhang did have drug abuse during her lifetime... That night, Zhang was addicted to drugs and was in a state of unconsciousness. Lin Yihang. So now I have to invite you to go."

Liu Yun took a deep breath and covered his mouth.There are many reasons why Zhang Rui took drugs, such as where did she get so much money?

"Based on their family's economic situation, can't they afford drugs?" Lu Xichou murmured, and continued: "Let's go out to talk? He heard some things that are not right."

Liu Yun looked at Lu Xichou, and his son also looked at her, as if explaining: "I mean Lin Xingxiu."

This kind of estrangement exists in the invisible. It is said that the estrangement seems to be an insurmountable gap. They stand on the opposite bank, and the continental plates move. .

After the group went out, the person on the bed opened his eyes.

Liu Yun accompanied Lu Xichou to the Public Security Bureau, and Lu Xichou was a little worried.Liu Yun noticed it, as if comforting him, and gave Lu Xichou a reassurance: "I just let my aunt go, don't worry... besides, besides, your father is still there."

She didn't know whether she should mention Lu Yang at this time... There are many reasons, the most recent reason... Zhang Rui bought the drugs, there is a high probability that Lu Yang gave her the money.

The moment the police car drove out of the hospital, the street lights on the road turned on one by one, Lu Xichou stared at the dark yellow street lights outside the car window, and gave a cold "hmm".

What Liu Yun could think of, how could he not think of it?

Some people in the police station have already left work, while others are still working overtime.One of the tall policemen took them to watch the relevant surveillance video of the night of Zhang Rui's car accident.

After watching the video, Liu Yun was already crying like a human, Lu Xichou was a little disgusted, he felt so stupid about their family's mood now.

After the nurse confirmed Lin Xingxiu's condition, the aunt gently opened the door and came in.She is the aunt of Lu Xichou's family, Lin Xingxiu was lying on his side facing the window, the auntie called him a few times, and Lin Xingxiu came back to his senses.

"Oh... Auntie." Lin Xingxiu reluctantly sat up, he wanted to smile at Auntie with the corner of his mouth up, but the muscle at the corner of his mouth seemed to be injected with glue, and it was a little stiff, so he couldn't smile.

Auntie heard something about it. She believes in religion and prays every day these days, hoping that Lin Xingxiu can get through this difficult time.Auntie has also been in contact with Lin Xingxiu several times, and she never misjudged anyone, Xiao Lin is a good boy.

"Xiao Lin, auntie will adjust the sitting position for you, it will be more comfortable." The auntie adjusted the bed, then opened the dining table, and put all the vegetables and porridge in the lunch box in front of him.

Having not eaten for so many days, Lin Xingxiu's stomach growled a few times, and his stomach was so hungry that it pierced his lungs.But his spirit was extremely excited, his nerves told him - he was not hungry, Zhang Rui and Lin Yihang hadn't eaten yet.

He reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls, but his aunt wanted to peel the fruit for him again, but Lin Xingxiu refused, and he lay down again.When the aunt left, she didn't forget to raise the room temperature a little bit.

The incandescent lamp in the ward was very bright, Lin Xingxiu lowered his eyelids slightly, staring at the lampshade on the ceiling without blinking, his eyes gradually lost sight.

Because of staring at the light for a long time, there were tears in the light-colored eyes.Something flashed in Lin Xingxiu's eyes, his face was as pale as paper, he closed his eyes forcibly with a condensed face.

The moment he closed his eyes, he felt soreness overwhelming.

Let's be simple, it's good for everyone... that's what he thought.