Fanhua is gone

章节字数：2405更新时间：11-05-1122:16

The weather outside is fine, and the sun feels warm on the body.Lin Fan walked aimlessly on the campus, originally wanting to get out to get some air, but now his head is even more confused.The phrase "I like girls" that I said in a hurry just now, I don't know what is going on with Shu Yan now, I always feel a faint uneasiness.

"Xiaofan..."

Lin Fan looked up and saw Chu Li walking from the front.

"Why are you alone again today? Are you not with Shu Yan?"

"Oh, he has something to do today, I want to go out for a walk in such a sunny day..." Lin Fan didn't know what to say, so he had to prevaricate.

"Yeah, this kind of weather is very suitable for going out for fun..." Chu Li didn't seem to doubt his words, "Can I go for a walk with you?"

Suddenly recalling what Cheng Xuan had said to him, Lin Fan hesitated for a moment and said, "I want to be alone, I'm sorry..."

Chu Li looked at him silently, and then asked: "Xiao Fan, are you tabooing me? I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable, but I haven't done anything since I met you? Could it be that someone is watching you? You said something bad about me before? Did you misunderstand me? "

Facing his questioning, Lin Fan didn't know what to say, so he said vaguely: "No, it's just that something happened. I'm afraid my mood will affect you..." Cheng Xuan's words were the same thing, but he Personally, he really doesn't want Chu Li by his side now, he needs space to think about the matter with Shu Yan.

Chu Li didn't follow him anymore, Lin Fan wandered around the campus alone for a long time, it was almost noon, thinking that Shu Yan and Cheng Xuan should have gone to eat, Lin Fan walked towards the dormitory.

"Xiaofan, he said he likes girls?" Shu Yan kept repeating this sentence, Cheng Xuan couldn't help but said:

"You should have thought of this a long time ago, right? There is no such thing as homosexuality in his traditional conservative ideas..."

Shu Yan grabbed her hair in distress, "No, I want to make it clear to Xiaofan that as long as there is love, gender doesn't matter at all..."

Cheng Xuan quickly said: "Are you sure he loves you too? Don't be impulsive anymore, be careful to make things worse...!"

Shu Yan didn't speak, he sat on Lin Fan's stool and waited for him to come back.At noon, Cheng Xuan was so hungry that he went to eat first, and left him waiting there alone.

So when Lin Fan opened the door and saw Shu Yan still in the dormitory, he was startled, and then he was in a dilemma.

"Xiao Fan, come here..." Shu Yan saw Lin Fan and waved to him.

Lin Fan just hesitated for a moment and walked over as he said. Although he didn't know what Shu Yan would say, it was not an option to avoid it all the time.

Shu Yan looked at Lin Fan standing in front of him, didn't speak for a long time, just watched quietly with complicated expression.Lin Fan's heart became more and more uncertain, and the look in Shu Yan's eyes frightened him.

Finally, Shu Yan spoke.

"Xiaofan, did you say you like girls?"

"Hmm..." Although he didn't want to admit it in front of him, Lin Fan foolishly thought that as long as Shu Yan understood that they were only good friends, he could return to the happy time before.

But unexpectedly, Shu Yan's expression changed. He stood up and put his hands on Lin Fan's shoulders, "Really? But I remember you told me not long ago that you didn't like a girl, right?"

Lin Fan wanted to laugh at his logic, "What are you talking about? Not having a girl you like doesn't mean you don't like girls, right? Many people are still single. If it's what you said, then they are all gay. ?..."

After finishing speaking, Lin Fan looked at Shu Yan, which shocked him a lot. Shu Yan, who was still calm just now, changed his expression after hearing his words, and said gloomyly: "So what, comrade, don't you Think this is shameful? Huh?!"

Feeling that the hand holding his shoulder was getting stronger and stronger, Lin Fan frowned and muttered, "I didn't say that..."

"Then why can't you accept me?"

"...I, I..." Lin Fan stammered, not knowing what to say.

Shu Yan didn't let him go and continued to ask aggressively: "Is it because I'm not good enough or do you have someone else?"

Lin Fan immediately said loudly: "No, what nonsense are you talking about!"

The strange thing is that Shu Yan seemed to be relieved, and then said: "In this case, you can try to accept me, I believe you will have feelings for me..."

Lin Fan shook his head, "That's not the case. Although I don't have a girl I like now, I will still meet someone who suits me in the future, and then... and get married... For me, this is a complete life. You know Don't understand?..." After saying these words, Lin Fan felt that half of his strength was taken away.

This time Shu Yan didn't speak immediately, he stood there, as if he was thinking about what Lin Fan said just now.After a long time, he asked: "You really think so? Marrying a wife and having children is a part of your complete life?"

Although he clearly knew that this would hurt Shu Yan, Lin Fan still nodded. He hoped that Shu Yan could get out of it as soon as possible, and he didn't want to see him getting deeper and deeper. I broke this heart earlier and went to find the happiness that really belonged to him.

"So it's impossible for you to be with me?" Shu Yan asked unwillingly.

"Shu Yan, I...I'm different from you. I don't want to waste your time, and I don't want you to fall into this hopeless relationship..." Lin Fan said weakly, "I believe that you have such a good condition. , you will definitely meet better happiness that belongs to you, you don't have to treat me..."

His lips became hot, and Shu Yan blocked his lips before he finished speaking. Lin Fan was startled by the familiar touch and friction again, and put his hands on his chest and began to struggle, but Shu Yan firmly held onto his chest. Clutching the back of his head firmly, the strength in his hands became heavier and heavier.Lin Fan had no choice but to close his teeth tightly. It was useless for Ren Shuyan to lick and pry it open. After such a stalemate for a while, Shu Yan finally let him go. Lin Fan immediately stepped back a few steps, looking at the man in front of him in horror and anger. A guy with a black face.

Shu Yan's face was as dark as the bottom of the pot.He said in a low voice, "Is being with me so disgusting and painful?"

Lin Fan kept a vigilant look on his face, and he did not answer Shu Yan's question.

Seeing Lin Fan staring at him vigilantly, Shu Yan laughed at himself and said, "It seems that I am being self-indulgent, but you reminded me just now, what is so good about you that I am so upset, hehe ...Hehe...I can live well without you...Indeed, I, Shu Yan, don't believe that I can't live without you, Lin Fan!"

After saying this, Shu Yan walked outside, and when he reached the door, he looked back at Lin Fan and smiled, "If I had known that our meeting would end in this way, on the rainy day when we first met Even if I get soaked by the heavy rain, I won't get under your umbrella! Lin Fan, it's best not to let me see you again in the future!" After saying this, Shu Yan turned around and left without hesitation , only heard the footsteps getting farther and farther away.

Lin Fan stood there blankly, he couldn't breathe under the pressure of the sadness and pain welling up in his heart.