one of a kind

I turned my head and looked at him with a smile, trying my best to look obedient and obedient, "Father, about the shadow guard, my son wants to talk to you in private."

"One of them is to ask for a reward from the shadow guard. I think the selected shadow guard is very obedient." My aunt continued coolly.

"The third young master's shadow guard just gave the third young master a blanket to cover his legs, so be careful."

"It's true, but a shadow guard is like a servant, tsk"

"Be considerate, this shadow guard ranks outside the top ten, it's normal for the third young master to look down on him"

"It's so ridiculous. The third young master has always been picky and difficult to talk to. If you don't like it, why did you choose him? It's like a joke now."

Listening to the various voices in my ears, I gradually became a little impatient, but I still quietly waited for my high-ranking father to reply. He may have heard the remarks below and remembered that I was usually more critical and examined me. "What do you want to say, say it now"

"Father" I was a little taken aback, I only wanted to plot against them, but I forgot that there are so many people in the hall, and one sentence from each person is enough to drown me.

I rubbed the cup wall subconsciously, then stood up and bowed and said: Father, my son really wants to change to a shadow guard, but the ranking is not important.After I finished speaking, the hall was suddenly quiet, as if even the air was about to stagnate.

"Oh? One, you should know that unless the bodyguard betrays the master and dies in battle, his life cannot be changed, and if he betrays the master, he will be beaten to death with a stick and thrown into the barren hills." He paused, and I bowed my head and did not answer. , he saw me so softly snorted: one, then he betrayed the master?

As soon as he finished speaking, I suddenly felt like I was on my back. All the reasons and excuses I had thought up before came to my mouth and I swallowed them again. .The man in the hall kept tapping his fingers on the table, and the rattling sound annoyed me. He was waiting for me to speak, for an explanation, I know.And this time I picked the wrong time, and I know it.

When the church was over, I accepted all kinds of scrutiny and ridicule eyes and left.On the way back, there was nothing but the sound of my footsteps. When I was approaching my yard, I suddenly stopped and said to the empty front: You heard it, what do you think?

I knew he must be following me somewhere behind me, and sure enough: "This subordinate won't leave"

"You are so disobedient, so what use do I want you to be, huh?"

"If the master chooses me, I can't go back on my word." The air in spring seems to be full of cool sweetness, but I am not in the mood to appreciate it at all.

I turned around and looked at him with a sneer and said, "But now I don't want you, you are just redundant, understand".

Before I finished speaking, he knelt down and said, "Thank you, master, for giving me the name. From now on, my subordinate will be called Wenyu."

I was speechless for a while, but I was so angry that I laughed instead: "Very good, very good, Wen Yu, now it is really one of a kind, one is superfluous, Wen Yu is right, well, I will help you, you will be there This kneels down for me, I don’t think you are redundant when you kneel down.”

After I finished speaking, I went back to the yard and ordered someone to lock the lock. I knew it didn't matter if he wanted to come in, but if I wanted to show him my attitude, it would mean that I was really angry.

The night was hard, I didn't sleep well, and these days because of him, my thoughts became a little heavier, but I didn't feel uncomfortable, because I knew myself too well.Maybe I really wanted him to go at the beginning, or maybe I never thought he would really go from the beginning, including today's request from the hall.But I was indeed touching his bottom line step by step, watching him back again and again calmly, I knew clearly that he was too honest with me, but this still made me unable to convince myself to entrust my trust, and all of this All because of my own uncertainty.I know, I know, tomorrow will probably be the last time, I hope he can give me a satisfactory reflection, Wen Yu, Wen Yu, heh, this name is really ugly.

Sure enough, as soon as I left the room the next morning, I saw him kneeling at the door of my room. I took the handkerchief handed over by the maid and cleaned my hands. Did you give me your order when sleepwalking came out?

He shook his head and said no, I smiled: Oh?Then why are you here.

Completely cold, I tapped my toes, and his kneeling body even subconsciously leaned back.He seemed to realize that he should control it immediately, and quickly said: "It's because the subordinates are afraid of being seen and laughed at."

After hearing this, I threw the handkerchief on his face without saying a word, and said in a low voice: The last time, to be honest.

But he knelt down and didn't dare to raise his head, and he didn't make a sound.I didn't embarrass him either, I just said "come here" with hooked corners of my mouth.

He walked up to me on his knees.Even if he doesn't say anything, I can guess about it. It's just that I'm afraid that others will see it. I will be criticized and scolded for it. His thoughts are the best guesses, but even so, I still have to punish him. , because he doesn't want me to know, so I want to fulfill him.

I looked down at him and said lightly: "Look at me."He raised his head, I lifted his chin, looked at him for two seconds and then gave him a backhand slap, he was slapped sideways by me, I asked: Do you know why I hit you?

He was a little dazed, and before he could react, I said: This slap is to slap you for lying to me.

Before he could speak, I asked him to kneel down in a cold voice. He looked up at me, and I slapped him again, and continued: This slap is for disobeying my orders.

In the front, I deliberately tried to teach a lesson, but in the back, I was really angry. His cheeks were instantly swollen, and there was a little blood on the corner of his mouth. This time, he knelt down quickly before I asked him to get up.

I raised my hand slightly, and ran my fingers across his swollen cheeks, and then gently wiped away the blood at the corner of his mouth. He stared straight at me, clean and clear.

I closed my eyes, mercilessly slapped the third time, and then took a deep breath: This slap is for you who didn't know how to live or die when you were a child.His face was swollen badly and he was extremely embarrassed, but he still laughed out loud and said: Master, you can never drive me away again.

I took him back to the room, threw the medicine to him, and asked him to apply it himself.He was doing it on the stool, and his eyes suddenly turned red as he painted it.

I said: I can't see you crying when I hit you, why are you crying now.

He shook his head, choked with sobs and said slowly: Master, it would be fine if I never left you.

I was only stunned for a moment, and he slowly turned from sobbing to bursting into tears. He said he knew that I must have suffered a lot. He said that the only thing he regretted in his life was this... He said a lot of words, but I didn't seem to listen to a word, and his eyes were full of tears.

I didn't speak, but my heart was much calmer and more stable.At first I thought that I was the only one who knew him and could lead him away, but later I didn't expect that he also understood me, so he was willing to cooperate.

I looked at him in a daze, I think I should not trust him, I don't believe that a person can be full of unswerving loyalty and love to another person, so the more he reveals, the more he gives I feel more comforted.

I am happy to see him crazy and sad for me, I am full of human selfishness and control over him, I have never been weak and innocent, that's all he thinks.But I don't want to expose it, I think he will always worry about me, think he is anxious for me, go crazy, I am happy in my heart, I will not say it, I will watch all this silently.I'm really bad, isn't it, but there may really be a person in this world who loves me more than himself, and even more than everything in this world.

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The next chapter will start to be sweet, Shou is so good