one of a kind

I have always known who I am, so I have never been stingy with myself or others to describe me with the most vicious words, at least I am used to it, but this is the first time I have encountered such a situation.

After I brought that shadow guard back to my courtyard yesterday, I threw him in the courtyard and made him kneel all night without saying anything.Yes, I said that earlier.I'm not going to be a good boss, I'm nasty and eccentric, I know myself well and I don't excuse myself.But the current situation caught me off guard.

The spring is cold and the dew is heavy. I got up early in the morning and had breakfast under the service of the maid. I just left the bedroom. I watched from a distance that little shadow guard was still kneeling upright at the place where I asked him to kneel yesterday, his complexion turned pale.With a smile on my face, I walked towards him slowly, thinking of countless ways to let him tell why he chose me, but as soon as I got in front of him, before I could stand still, I was suddenly knocked down by a kneeling person Hug froze in place.

He hugged my thigh, gently rubbed his cheeks against me, repeated time and time again, master, master, master, and then laughed softly.I stared wide-eyed at the person kneeling at my feet, and was choked for a moment. When I recovered, the person at my feet had already kneeled and was arranging the corner of my clothes. I subconsciously waved him away. I opened my hand, and the crisp applause in my tone woke me up. I quickly took two steps back, and then looked at the one who was a little dazed after I waved my hand away, then quickly raised my head and continued to stare at me with bright eyes. People, step by step, knelt down in front of me and called out: Master.

I am not stupid, and others even describe me as extremely cunning.I could see the anomaly, and I could also see this person's ever-changing emotions. I squinted my eyes and thought carefully about when did I help anyone?

I gave up in just a moment. How could a cold-hearted, cold-blooded, cold-hearted person like me help anyone?So what's the situation?I took a light breath, bent over to look at him, and asked in a low voice: Tell me, who are you?

He seemed a little pleasantly surprised and a little terrified, subconsciously grabbing the hem of my clothes like yesterday, and then suddenly his eyes turned red.I swallowed, and really didn't know how to deal with the current situation. Since I came to Moshang Pavilion, I have learned how to fight back and protect myself. What I feel is indifference and ridicule. The appearance of this person in front of me really makes me a little bit caught off guard.

I closed my eyes, and just wanted him to stand up and calm down, when I heard the hoarse voice of the man kneeling on the ground: Do you remember your life when you were five years old?

I squinted my eyes, my mind turned for a moment, I seemed to be smiling, and asked: Do you recognize me?

Before the words fell, his eyes were shining, and he took two steps forward quickly. I didn't check for a while, and subconsciously wanted to back up, but was caught by a stone and fell backwards. Before I could react, I heard a dull sound He was pressed to the ground by me, he held me tightly in his arms, pale and flustered and asked me if I was okay, I stared at him without answering, he seemed to be terrified, while quickly Feeling all my bones, my eyes were red again, I remembered, I knew who he was.

When I was a child, I was still young, and I had never seen the dangers in the world, and the warmth and coldness of people, so I followed my mother who had not passed away at that time, and she was stupid and kind.

One day I sneaked out to play and saw someone being bullied by a group of people in an alley I often passed. Maybe it was because I read too many story books. When I was young, I always wanted to be a hero who punishes evil and promotes good. At that time, I did not hesitate Standing up, yelling to stop, throwing stones at those people, just hit two people on the head, I saw the two people ran towards me cursing, so scared that I turned my head away when I was young Running, relying on my familiarity with the terrain and my small size, I got rid of them with all kinds of crutches.

If it was just like this, it would be fine, but after I got rid of the group of people at that time, I returned to the alley, and the person who was beaten was still curled up there, a small one, I am afraid it was not less than five years old at that time. I was [-] years old, so I poked the man, smiled heartlessly at him, and stuffed the ghee in my arms into his mouth.

I saw him thin and weak, so I felt that he was younger than me, so I softly said to him who was still lying on the ground: Hey, I saved you, you must repay your kindness, and I will be your master from now on. Be obedient, I will protect you from being bullied again, and I will give you butter candy to eat. By the way, my mother's boiled candy is delicious.

Before the words were finished, it was the first time in my life that I saw a person's hysteria after his eyes suddenly turned red.When I was young, I was very uneasy, thinking that I had done something wrong and panicked, so I could only imitate my mother's way of comforting me, pat him gently, and said over and over again, don't cry, do you still hurt, I Don't be your master anymore, don't cry, and then I watched the man curled up on the ground crying and grabbed the hem of my clothes.

When I was young, I didn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, and the moon was cold and the sun was warm, so I got a heavy gift so lightly.

Afterwards, he often came to play with me. When I became a hero, he became the villain who was defeated by the hero. When I became a general, he became a soldier who accompanied the general in the charge. He always liked to stare at me without blinking. He called again and again: Master, master, my little master, and then smiled foolishly.

Later, after my mother passed away, when I was taken away by Moshang Pavilion, he stumbled after the car, calling my name almost crazily. I lay on the window of the carriage and watched him fall again and again On the ground, I climbed up again and again, with dark red blood on my elbows and knees, and then I watched him get farther and farther away from me. This was the last time I saw him.

I stood up, stared at the man lying on the ground with a complicated expression, waved to tell him I was fine, and then asked him to get up and follow me into the room. He still seemed a little scared, and kept asking me, is it true? Is nothing wrong? I was very upset, a little impatient, and said in a low voice: Shut up.

He really didn't say a word.I stood still in the middle of the room and looked back at this man.Time flies, he has become completely different from before, so different that I don't recognize him at all.I pursed my lips and asked: Why are you here?

He seemed a little hesitant, as if he didn't know what to say for a while.But I was suddenly irritable to the point of anger.I don't like it, I really don't like things that are beyond my control, I need to calm down, I need an explanation, otherwise I don't promise what I will do, maybe drag him out and give him a whip, maybe let him go back to the shadow Zong, maybe I just told him to get out of Moshang Pavilion, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to try to calm myself down.He seemed to see that I was angry, subconsciously wanted to touch me again, I glanced at him, he put down his hand, and said softly: I will come with you the day you come.

"What did you say?" I opened my eyes wide in surprise.

He glanced at me and continued: I chased the car for a long time, but I couldn't catch up. Then I told those people over and over again that you are my master and I must stay by your side.They took me back to the Shadow Pavilion. They said that I was too weak to be by your side, and told me that as long as I can live until the young master is 16 years old and chooses a shadow guard, I can see you.So these years, every time I go out on missions, training, or when I am about to die, I tell myself that if I persist, I will see you.As a result, you see, I really saw you.

When he said this, his face shone brightly, as if he was waiting for my compliment.

What kind of place is the Shadow Sect, I don’t say I know it very well, but there are seven or eight points. I know how many people enter there every year, and I also understand the horror of none of them, but he looks at me. It still looks like the old days, as if those days have never been experienced.

My heart seemed to be blocked, and I didn't know what to say. I had thousands of feelings at the moment, and my tastes were mixed.I was disgusted by the thoughts of the person who brought him into the Shadow Sect, and I was caught off guard by his expression. I even wanted to throw out this sincerity. It belonged to me when I was five years old, and what he wanted to give was also five. The me when I was [-] years old, not now, not one of this dirty, selfish, indifferent man.

The author has something to say:

Selfishness is right