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The elevator descended to the first floor, and no one broke the silence.The elevator door opened, and Qu Jingshen went out first, leaving Jingze behind.

Jing Ze looked at the thin figure, unable to express his emotions for a moment.Distressed or angry?He ran up and held Qu Jingshen's wrist tightly, and said in a low voice, "Baby, stop making trouble, I'm in a mess now, dear, how could I not love you?"

Qu Jingshen didn't break away from Jingze's hand, but she looked at him with some inexplicable injuries.Due to the crowds in public places, Jing Ze let go of Qu Jingshen's hand, "What's the matter, let's talk about it when we get home."

Speechless along the way, Qu Jing stared at the rapidly receding neon lights outside the car window, very dazed.They probably won't have these things in the countryside for a few decades, but it's more solid than here, and it's better to be down-to-earth.Unlike the city, it is mixed with too much glitz.He thought a little self-deprecatingly, I am just a rural person, why do I have to learn to live the life of their city people?

Thinking of this, Qu Jingshen smiled at Jing Ze in relief.Seeing this smile, Jing Ze was a little dazed, and asked in confusion, "Baby, what are you thinking?"

Qu Jingshen took out a notebook from her bag and wrote, "It's nothing, I feel homesick all of a sudden."

Jing Ze said: "What's so good about the countryside? If you really want to go back, then I'll take the time to go with you."

Qu Jingshen wrote: "It's very good, very down-to-earth."

Qu Jingshen was not the only one who was at a loss, even Jing Ze couldn't help asking himself, if Cheng Feng appeared in front of him now, how would he choose?And why does he love Qu Jing deeply?He looked at that face carefully, he wasn't handsome, he was thin, he was dumb, he came from the countryside... obviously he was from two worlds.

As soon as he got home, Jing Ze received a call from Jing Sen.

Jing Sen got straight to the point, and immediately asked, "Do you want to see that?"

Without even thinking about it, Jing Ze opened his mouth and said, "Where is it?!"

Jing Sen said: "I just found out about his whereabouts two days ago. At that time, didn't you pester me all day to help you find it?"

These words were like a hammer, hitting the weakest string in Jingze's heart at once.Time is like going back to an afternoon or a night many years ago, when it was really stupid, whether it was hairstyle or thinking, it was a slippery idiot.

Jing Ze asked: "Tell me, I want to meet him, and I want to ask some questions in person."

Jing Sen said: "It is said that he is abroad now, and I will send you his mobile phone number later."

Jing Sen cut off the call, and as expected, he received a text message after a while.Seeing the string of numbers, Jingze's hand seemed to be disobedient, not knowing which key to press.

Qu Jingshen had a panoramic view of all this, and it would be a lie to say that she was not uncomfortable.He took a change of clothes to take a shower, only to find that the hot water in the solar energy was used up halfway through the wash, and he could only use cold water.Qu Jing looked down at her collarbone deeply, and there were traces of Jingze's kiss on it.

It seems that sometimes, love is so fragile that it cannot withstand a little trouble.I once heard in the rumors that the man who hugged me had spent time with someone and promised to live forever. Who can say that it doesn't matter?And write it off?Besides, he still wanted to get in touch with him so urgently.

Qu Jingshen had been in the bath for a long time. Seeing that he hadn't come out, Jing Ze knocked on the door: "Baby, are you okay? Why did you take so long?"

Jing Ze yelled outside for a long time before opening the door. Qu Jingshen wiped her hair with a towel and came out topless.

Jing Ze wanted to take the towel to help him wipe it, but Qu Jingshen dodged it.Jing Ze didn't take it seriously, and put his arms around his waist as usual, resting his chin on his shoulder: "Baby is so fragrant, everything smells delicious." From the beginning to the end, Jing Ze didn't notice, Qu Jing said deeply Eye circles are red.

That night they were still making out as usual, and Qu Jingshen didn't ask any more questions.He put his arm around Jingze's shoulder, and bit his shoulder hard when he was in high tide.Are the two men right?He didn't know, it's just that he was used to the other party's violation there.

Satisfied, Jing Ze put his arms around Qu Jingshen, talking in his ear.The bedside lamp casts a dim yellow light. Although it can't illuminate the shock of Wanjia's lights, it can illuminate the softest place in people's hearts.

Jing Ze said: "Tomorrow, I will go abroad with Jing Sen, and I will be back in a few days. Be obedient and wait for me at home, okay?"

Qu Jingshen took the notebook, and the hand holding the pen trembled a little: "Don't go, can you?"

Jingze snorted and pulled Qu Jingshen's hair: "I'll be back in a few days, why are you so reluctant to let me go?"

Qu Jing took a deep breath and wrote: "Didn't you say that it's all in the past, what are you still thinking about?"

Jing Ze snatched his notebook and pen, and drew a rabbit on the notebook while talking. "Some things have to be asked clearly, otherwise you really can't let go, what do you think?"

The rubbing sound of the ballpoint pen rubbing against the paper was particularly ear-piercing in a quiet room. Qu Jing took a deep look at the book. On it were two rabbits rolling on the grass. One rabbit held down the other with its front paws. ears.

Jing Ze seemed to be very devoted to the painting, and after finishing the painting, he showed it to Qu Jingshen: "I never thought that after so many years, I could find out about his whereabouts again."

Qu Jingshen took the notebook and pen, and drew a heart next to the two rabbits."If you really want to go, go," he wrote.

Jing Ze seemed to be pardoned, and immediately kissed Qu Jingshen: "Rabbit, I knew you were the best!"

In fact, Qu Jing would like to ask, if he turns back at that time, will you stay abroad and not come back?It's ridiculous to think about it, what is he like?

After sleeping until dawn, Jing Ze got up early in the morning in a panic, and only left him a note: Baby, I'm going to find that bastard Jing Sen, wait for me to come back, I love you.

Qu Jingshen got up to wash up and was about to go downstairs to eat when she ran into Xiao Bai.Xiaobai shook the breakfast in his hand and said: "Brother, it's a coincidence, you didn't get up a little earlier, and you should have dinner later, hehehe."

Qu Jingshen took the breakfast and went to the kitchen to get a bowl.Xiaobai bought millet porridge, which was golden and sticky. Just looking at it, he felt that it must be delicious.

On the way to eat, Xiaobai tentatively asked, "Brother, were you all right yesterday?"

Qu Jing shook her head deeply and smiled.

Xiaobai breathed a sigh of relief: "As long as it's okay, it's fine. Jingze's brother looks eerie and scary. He and Fang Qicheng didn't know when they met. I asked Fang Qicheng, and he said they knew each other very well." It’s been many years, no wonder they all have the same virtue.”

Qu Jing listened deeply to Xiaobai's chatter, and Xiaobai glanced at the bedroom and said, "Huh? What did Brother Jing do so early?"

Qu Jing shook her head deeply, Xiaobai was a little worried: "Brother, are you and Brother Jing okay? What happened yesterday, I'm confused."

At this time, Qu Jingshen took the notebook and wrote: "Accompany me to the school later to ask about the graduation class. It has been delayed for a long time, so it should be posted."

Xiaobai nodded hurriedly: "Yeah, I haven't been to school much yet."

After breakfast, Xiaobai accompanied Qu Jingshen to school.Qu Jingshen went directly to the previous grade director, who was quite talkative. She handed him her graduation certificate and said, "I came down a few days ago. I've been busy with my graduation recently, so I forgot."

Qu Jingshen handed over the fruits and cigarettes bought on the road, but the grade teacher declined at first, but later accepted.The grade director patted him on the shoulder and said: "Find a job well, don't think it's bad, just do it first."

Qu Jing nodded sharply, holding the red book in her hand, unable to tell whether she was happy or sad.From the countryside to this big city, he spent more than three years here, and finally got a red book. He didn't know whether it was an honor or a humiliation.

Xiaobai seemed much more excited than him. He took the red book and flipped through it back and forth, envious and disappointed, and said, "Brother, I want to study too."

Qu Jing took Xiaobai around the campus where he had lived for three years. The two of them sat on a stone chair by the side of the road. He took out his notebook and wrote: "You can study for self-examination. Many universities now have self-examination. Bar?"

Xiaobai drooped his head, hesitantly said, "But I'm afraid that I've signed up, and I don't want to go. I'll get a headache when I think about studying." Xiaobai scratched his head.

Qu Jingshen wrote: "It's not too difficult. It's not boring to choose one you like. By the way, I want to go home. You can take care of the store first."

When he got the news, Xiaobai was a little surprised: "Ah? Why don't you just go back? I haven't heard you mention it before."

Qu Jingshen wrote: "I'm homesick." He looked up at the big trees on both sides of the campus. The sun was pouring down from the green leaves. It was not as hot as summer, and everything was warm enough without losing proportion.

Xiaobai nodded half-understanding, and asked, "When? I'll see you off."

Qu Jingshen wrote: "Let's go in the afternoon, I'll go back and pack my things later."

Xiaobai yelled: "Ah?! So fast! Does Brother Jing know?"

Qu Jing was stunned, and wrote a series of phone numbers to Xiao Bai: "This is my aunt's phone number, if you need anything, you can call me here."

Xiaobai put away his cell phone number, he still hasn't recovered from the surprise just now. "Then I'll accompany you to pack your things and take you to the station. By train or car?"

Qu Jingshen wrote: "Train, now is the off-season for transportation, tickets should be easy to buy."

Qu Jingshen went home to tidy up and took away the few clothes she had.Before leaving, he took another look at the place where he hadn't lived for a few days. On the bed was the shirt that Jingze had changed this morning, and on the table was a note left by Jingze.

Xiaobai sent Qu Jingshen to the train station, and successfully bought the train ticket for the day, the train two hours later.Xiaobai accompanied Qu Jingshen to wander around the train station, muttering: "Brother, I'm also a little homesick, and I haven't been back for a long time."

They sat on the steps of the train station square, watching the passers-by.Qu Jingshen wrote: "Then go home and have a look."

Xiaobai held his chin and said, "After staying here for a long time, I feel a little strange when I go back. But when I come back from home, I feel strange here."

Qu Jingshen nodded in agreement. When he first came from the countryside, he felt that the city was too big to be scary.So many people are busy with their own affairs, and no one is willing to stop.There are countless neon signs and unfamiliar streets in this city.

He shouted again and again in his heart: Goodbye, Jingze, I love you.Maybe Jingze will meet more Qu Jingshen, but if he returns to the countryside, he might get married and have children like most people there.

Two hours passed quickly, and Qu Jingshen waved to Xiaobai, as if she was also waving to the city.

Xiao Bai shouted at him loudly: "Brother, you must come back as soon as possible, and I will pick you up when the time comes."

Qu Jing nodded deeply, this scene suddenly felt a little hurt.He secretly wiped away the tears that fell, but he was still a little bit reluctant, whether it was for people or things.

A backpack, a satchel.His diploma was in the satchel, and that was all he had.He was very happy when he was with Jingze, but he seemed to have no roots, saying that a lifetime was too heavy.

The train is a very old green leather train, and the fare is tens of dollars, which is very cheap.This was the fifth time he took the train, and it was still full of the toilet smell that couldn't be cleaned no matter how hard it was.He found his seat and sat down, watching the people hurrying on the platform, waiting for the train to start.

There were few people sitting in the carriage, and the train left the platform in 10 minutes.Qu Jingshen opened the window, letting the wind from the train blow the hair on his forehead.He won't be home until tomorrow afternoon, and there are still more than twenty hours left.He was idle and bored, and took out the few frequently used notebooks from his bag, which also contained the conversation with Jingze.It turned out that I had written so many books before I knew it.

Qu Jing thought about a lot of things, the first time she fell in love, the first time she lost her love, the first time she tried to say those three words... The train staggered out of the city, maybe they would never see each other again Bar.He didn't want to get entangled with Jing Ze, and didn't want to force him to say that Daoming confessed that he only loved him.

He just felt that the distance between the two of them was too great. He had tried and worked hard, but Jing Ze's sudden decision made him realize that it was useless to entangle in emotional matters.

He got here three years ago, and he couldn't even sit on the bus.He was wearing underwear made by himself in the countryside, and was laughed at by his roommates in the dormitory.He likes to put money in a small cloth bag and keep it close to his body.This is what his aunt told him, saying that money is the most reliable only if it is kept close to your body.

Qu Jing thinks deeply that the biggest difference between the countryside and the city is that rural people need money to live on, and they need money to live on.People in the city need money to make things richer and enjoy the fun.And love, love, is something that people in the city enjoy, and the people in the countryside just get married and start a business to live.People in the city throw away their clothes when they are torn, but they mend and continue to wear them.

Jing Ze said that in the countryside, they herd sheep, marry wives and have children.In fact, there is nothing wrong with this, Qu Jing thought deeply, it would not be in vain to stay here for three years after imitating the love of the people in the city.

Jing Ze chatted with Jing Sen for a long time, and Jing Sen could see through Jing Ze's mind at a glance, and asked him, "Won't he be jealous when you go abroad like this?"

Jing Ze said, "Damn it, isn't this what you want to see?!"

Jing Sen was speechless, and asked after a while, "If you really find Cheng Feng, will you still be with him?"

Jing Ze sneered: "Good question, will you still be with Jian Mingyue?"

Jing Sen rubbed his temples: "Keep your voice down, don't let Tao Tao hear it, or it will be troublesome."

Jing Ze: "..."

Jing Ze didn't go back until evening, and bought a small cake for Qu Jingshen along the way.He knew that Qu Jingxue liked to eat sweets, of course...he meant to please her.When I got home, no one was there.

Qu Jingshen doesn't have any friends here, so Jingze thought of Xiaobai first, and immediately hung up the phone: "Xiaobaibai, where did you abduct my rabbit again? Be careful and beat you!"

Xiaobai was a little dazed: "My brother has gone home, didn't he tell you?"

Jing Ze didn't respond well in the meeting: "Fuck me, which home should I go back to?"

Xiaobai said: "He left this morning. The train station I sent him to is probably halfway there now."

Jing Ze exploded immediately: "Oh my god!!! What a fart, I didn't see anyone when I got home!"

Xiaobai: "...Well, my brother left me a flight number, why don't you call and ask?"

Jing Ze almost dropped his phone, fuck it, who did he learn to run away from home?day…