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Qu Jingshen raised her head to look at Jingze, Jingze's face was a bit unreal against the blurred peripheral vision of neon lights.Jing Ze stretched out his hand to pull him: "Rabbit, get up." Qu Jingshen's hands still hugged his knees, and she didn't intend to stretch out.

Jing Ze said: "I'm sorry, I drank too much. Get up, let's go home." Qu Jingshen reached out and wiped away her tears, the blood that had condensed on the back of her hand was washed away by the tears again, and her nose was full of bloody smell.It seems that his grievances floating alone in this northern city have been left to tonight.The feeling of helplessness was overwhelming, he was so cold that he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

Jing Ze took a deep breath, his nose was full of alcohol.He took a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, then squatted beside Qu Jingshen.The cigarette in his hand was quickly exhausted, he flicked the tail of the cigarette to the ground, reached out and touched Qu Jingshen's face.

Qu Jingshen dodged slightly to the side, Jing Ze secretly tried to stroke Qu Jingshen's hair with his hands, but he refused to do so anyway.Finally, he silently put his hand flat, and it turned into a stroking motion. "walk home."

Qu Jingshen was still immersed in her own world, unmoved.Seeing his dejected appearance, Jing Ze felt a burst of anger rushing straight to his forehead.He pulled Qu Jingshen hard, and roared: "Didn't you hear when I told you to go home?!"

Qu Jingshen was not as strong as him, and staggered to stand up because of being pulled, Jing Ze's hand squeezed his arm vigorously: "Are you scared? Ah?!" Only then did Jing Ze see Qu Jingshen's hand, There were bloodstains on it, and in some places the skin was opened, exposing the flesh.

Jing Ze felt that his throat was congested, and there were many things in his heart but he couldn't say a word.He originally wanted to be soft and admit his mistake, but he didn't expect Qu Jingshen to throw a big ear scraper, and the crisp sound stunned Jingze.He didn't believe what happened just now was not fake until his face was burning with pain.

Jing Ze cursed: "Fuck you! Come on, hit this side again!" Jing Ze moved the other half of his face closer, but Qu Jingshen left without looking back.Jing Ze stood there so angry that he was about to go crazy, he had never been wronged like this when he grew up.

"Qu Jingshen! You are afraid! You have been afraid since the first fucking day! Don't think I don't know what you are thinking, you are afraid of being seen and looked down upon..." Qu Jingshen raised her hand and wiped Wiping the tears on his face, the footsteps going upstairs sounded heavy.

That was their first confrontation. Jing Ze had never felt the difference between liking a man or a woman before, but the moment he saw Qu Jingshen's helpless expression, he realized that there was a difference.But where is the difference? He was not mature enough at the time to figure it out.

Jing Ze stood there for a long time, and did not go upstairs until his hands and feet were numb from the cold.He stood at the door and knocked, and it took 10 minutes for Qu Jingshen to open the door for him.Qu Jing sat on the sofa with a blank face, not knowing what she was thinking.Jing Ze sighed, sat next to him and said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that...I..." But what about me, Jing Ze didn't have anything to say.

Qu Jingshen sat there listening blankly, Jingze saw the dried blood on his hands and said, "I'll get warm water to wash and a towel to help you wipe..."

Qu Jing looked at Jing Ze's back, her heart was blank.Not long after, Jingze washed the towel, squatted on the ground, took his hand and carefully wiped it for him, for fear of hurting him.After wiping, he went to wash the towel again, and then patiently wiped his face. "Don't cry, cry like a little cat..."

It doesn't matter what he said, Qu Jingshen seemed unable to control herself, tears fell down again.Jing Ze pulled Qu Jingshen's hand and touched his face: "The slap just now really hurt, this is the first time I've been slapped in the face when I grow up."

Qu Jingshen remained indifferent as if she hadn't heard it.Jing Ze took his skinny hand and squeezed it, and said, "Rabbit, if you are determined to be good to me, then don't be afraid of these things."

After hearing this, Qu Jing was taken aback.Jing Ze tightened his clutching hands: "Damn it, Li Guoqi and the others did it today. I won't get drunk again, okay? If you drink again, hit me. You can hit me hard with a broom."

After tossing and tossing for so long, Qu Jingshen was a little tired, lying on the sofa, looking at the dark ceiling.Jing Ze turned around and took Qu Jingshen's frequently used notebook and stuffed it into his hand.Qu Jing didn't answer, so Jing Ze had no choice but to put the notebook on his chest.

After a while, Jingze asked, "Rabbit, are you hungry? I'll cook." Jingze turned around and went to the kitchen, but seeing the empty kitchen, he couldn't do anything. Then he remembered that the dishes had been eaten since yesterday. Gone.He wanted to learn from Qu Jingshen to make pancakes, but it took only half an hour to knead the noodles.

Qu Jingshen sat on the sofa, listening to the knocking of pots and pans in the kitchen, and buried her head deeply in her arms.What does he have, he has nothing.

Jingze put the two baked cakes on the table: "Rabbit, it's the first time, you can try it." The cakes were mushy, dark and had a burnt smell.Qu Jing took a deep look, and although she was singing empty city tricks in her stomach, she had no appetite at all.

Jing Ze tore off a small piece and put it near Qu Jingshen's mouth: "Come on, take a bite, just take a bite." He smiled all over his face and looked at Qu Jingshen flatteringly.

Qu Jingshen took it and chewed it in her mouth. It was full of salt grains and a bit bitter.Jingze asked: "Is it delicious? Don't be angry, trust me, nothing will happen, who dares to chew your tongue, go home and tell me, find someone to beat you!" Jingze tore a piece of cake and put it in into his own mouth, and then spit it all out.

Qu Jingshen, however, seemed to be okay, eating mouthfuls without stopping.It seems that this cake is delicious, or he just wants to fill his stomach full, which will give him a sense of security.Seeing him like this, Jing Ze was a little annoyed again, he snatched the cake from Qu Jingshen's hand and threw it aside.

Jing Ze grabbed Qu Jingshen's wrist and held tightly, "Have you had enough trouble?!" Qu Jingshen raised his eyes to look at him, with tears in his eyes, and Jing Ze put the notebook in his hand: "Write Ah, write out what's on your mind!"

Jing Ze forcefully stuffed the pen into Qu Jingshen's hand, but Qu Jingshen was unable to exert force while holding the hand.It took a long time to write a few words: "Let's go."

Jing Ze grabbed the pen and threw it aside: "You better stop writing! After I leave, you will find another man, right? Are you okay with women now?!"

Qu Jingshen knew that Jing Ze had no clue, but when she heard this, she couldn't help but raise her hand and slap him again.He has lived for more than twenty years, and he has never wanted to beat someone so much as he does today.Jing Ze didn't let him succeed, he grabbed Qu Jingshen's raised hand and refused to let go: "I was so humble just now, what else do you want?!"

Qu Jingshen subconsciously touched the notebook with the other hand and threw it at Jingze. Jingze didn't dodge it, and hit the bridge of his nose, blood flowed out of his nose immediately.Jing Ze stretched out his hand to touch it, his hand was covered with blood, he was not nervous, and smiled deeply at Qu Jing: "You will only be satisfied if you see blood!"

Qu Jingshen also seemed a little nervous. He hurriedly got up to get a towel, but Jing Ze held his hand: "Forget it, let it flow, and let it stop when you stop being angry."

Qu Jingshen cursed insanity in her heart, but went to get him a towel, and wiped Jingze's hands carelessly.Jing Ze seemed to be okay, he smiled deeply at Qu Jing, put his arms around his waist, and hugged him to his lap: "Anyway, I opened the scoop for you once, and I don't care about the second time. Why don't you go out and pick up a brick, throw it here..." Jing Ze pointed to his forehead, and then poked it with Qu Jingshen's hand.

Qu Jingshen threw the bloody towel on the ground, let out a big breath, and fell down on the sofa like a deflated ball.Jing Ze pulled him over and let him lie on his lap: "Be obedient, I know you are uncomfortable, what good job can you find in your crappy junior college, at worst, something really happened, I will support you."

Qu Jingshen lay on his lap quietly, Jingze stretched out his hand to caress his lips, and slowly put his hand into Qu Jingshen's mouth, but unexpectedly Qu Jingshen bit down hard, Jingze yelled, Hold Qu Jingshen tightly. "Rabbit, I just found out that I like you very much... No, I love you, I really love you. Seeing you cry makes my heart ache."

Qu Jing listened quietly, feeling helpless in her heart.He was thinking that there was always a balance to be maintained, that while getting something, one had to pay some unexpected price.Jing Ze pecked Qu Jingshen's mouth and said, "Rabbit, do you like me? Do you love me?"

After listening to these words, Qu Jing didn't respond, and after a long meeting, she took Jing Ze's hand and kissed it lightly.Jing Ze asked: "Don't you blame me for what happened today?" Qu Jing shook her head deeply, thinking that I wish I could hit you with a brick, I love you so much.He seemed to feel something different from the feelings he had understood before. It was not just living, but a feeling of gnashing his teeth and wanting to put the other party to death, but this right could only be owned by himself.Probably, this is how men compete with each other to conquer each other.

Jing Ze said: "Rabbit, don't worry. If Li Guoqi's project is finalized, we will have money. When we have money, I will buy you some better clothes. The ones you wear all day will beg for food. like."

Qu Jing turned over and buried her head in Jingze's stomach.Jing Ze rubbed his hair and asked, "Is there a sense of security there? Let's sign a treaty, and it will only belong to you in the future." Qu Jingshen rubbed against him again, feeling quite comfortable.Strong and warm muscles, very secure.

After leaning quietly like this for a while, Jing Ze suddenly leaned over to Qu Jingshen's ear and said, "Rabbit, go to sleep." Then he picked up Qu Jingshen, put it on his shoulders, and threw him directly on the bed in the bedroom.

Both of them were holding their breath, as if venting their anger, Jingze's movements were extremely violent, and he was not gentle at all when he entered.The domineering possessiveness made Qu Jing take a deep breath even more quickly, and she couldn't help but respond.Jingze seemed to have a motor on his waist, making the bed creak.Qu Jing raised her slender neck deeply, her stepson had no place to put it, so she could only wrap it around Jingze's waist.

Jing Ze panted heavily: "Rabbit, you can't escape, don't care how much you want to kill me... The body can't deceive people... Don't suck like that, take it easy..."

Qu Jingshen didn't give him any benefits, Jingze told him to take it lightly, so he took it seriously, and Jingze told him to slow down, but he went fast.Finally, when Jingze couldn't control himself and wanted to come out, Qu Jingshen opened his mouth and bit Jingze's shoulder, leaving a bloody tooth mark, Jingze came out with a yell, clasped Qu Jingshen's head tightly and kissed.Crazy, mixed with desperate, but passionate love.