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Not long after that cold rain, the sky slowly warmed up.Qu Jingshen was busy looking for a job, so she didn't have time to pay attention to Jingze's whereabouts.Qu Jingshen usually went out after seven o'clock in the morning, but Jing Ze didn't get up until nine o'clock, and the sun was already high when he packed up and went out.

These days, the number of students in Qu Jingshen School is gradually increasing. Their junior colleges are different from undergraduate schools. The graduation certificates are generally issued earlier than ordinary undergraduates, which means that the time for submitting graduation thesis must be earlier.When their economics teacher finished class, he asked them to send the selected topics to the mailbox, and then he would reply and discuss them one by one.Qu Jing buried her head deeply to write down the request, which was a bit difficult for him, except that he had touched that thing during the computer class, and hadn't even touched it in the rest of the time.

As soon as the teacher finished speaking, many students around him asked, "Teacher, are you forcing us to play in an Internet cafe?" The teacher looked serious, and couldn't help but smile after hearing this: "Is the school's computer room a decoration?" There was a burst of booing from below, either complaining about the slow internet speed or the short time for papers.

With only these two classes in the morning, Qu Jingshen couldn't integrate into the group at all. He was packing his things and going to the study room with his head down.At this moment, a buddy suddenly passed by and rubbed away the books he had laid out. The buddy was about to bend down to pick it up, when a buddy behind him pushed and said, "Let's go, don't touch him." I don’t know if there is any infectious disease!”

Qu Jing subconsciously glanced at the person who said this, and the person was a little embarrassed, after all, he was a classmate.After all, Qu Jingshen picked up the book by herself, and there were two shoe prints on it.He wiped it with his hand, but it still didn't wipe off in the end.

Jing Ze hangs out with Li Guoqi all day these days. Although he hates Li Guoqi's behavior from the bottom of his heart, for example, he likes to take advantage of him, for example, he likes to brag, but he will still go when the other party calls him.On this day, Li Guoqi took him to meet several contractors, including Li Guoqi, a total of five people, all of whom were about the same age as Li Guoqi.

One of the older ones patted Jingze on the shoulder and said, "Brother, we will be brothers if we work together in the future! Come, have a drink with my brother..." Jingze picked up the wine glass, drank it down, and put the glass away. It was poured upside down, and it really didn't leave a drop.

"Good boy! Brother will drink with you too!" Although he also drank it down in one gulp, it was not as handsome as Jing Ze, and his attitude was useless and vulgar.These old fritters are all playing monsters in the wine market. Li Guoqi saw the hickey on Jingze's neck with his sharp eyes, and asked him with a smile: "brother, did you have a good time last night? That bitch has a really sharp mouth." , look at the marks on the neck, you know it's very exciting!"

That's what Qu Jingshen bit down on when they were making out last night, he rarely bites Jingze, who made Jingze's mouth too cheap, Qu Jingshen could only have this way of thinking.Jing Ze smiled and said, "Yeah, you're flirting."

Those old guys are also guys who talk yellow accents all day long, and when they heard this, they knew it by heart.After a while, someone suggested that some young ladies should be called to pour the wine, so four young ladies were called.As soon as the ladies entered, Jing Ze smelled a smell of low-quality incense powder, combined with the smell of leftovers from this small restaurant, it was wonderful.Jing Ze inadvertently covered his nose, watching those women twisting and turning in front of him.

It's not a big deal, it's only later that I get angry.Those women who are used to seeing the wind and the moon love to cuddle up to Jingze, Jingze can't wait to shake a few ears by himself.Jing Ze could only excuse himself by saying that he was going to the bathroom, and those ladies walked away.When Jing Ze returned to the private room, the inside was filled with smog, and two men had already started to get bored with the lady, wishing they could immediately raise their guns and have a good time.

Later, Jingze couldn't remember whether they did it or not. It was just that a few people discussed the project and asked Jingze to bring the money for the shareholding as soon as possible.Jing Ze was so drunk that he was dizzy, and he responded very well.He didn't know where the money was going to go.

It was past four o'clock in the afternoon when Jing Ze left with them, he rode a broken bicycle all over the street, but couldn't find his way home.He asked several times before riding home. When he climbed upstairs in a daze, he fumbled in his pocket, but couldn't find the key.He scolded his mother, went downstairs, rode on the car, and went to the school to find Qu Jingshen.

Qu Jingshen's eyelids kept twitching that afternoon, and she was flustered.He vaguely felt that something was going to happen, and he was restless all afternoon.Although his eyes were looking at the calculation formulas in finance and economics, his head was in a mess like a paste.He was just about to go to the playground to get some air, when a familiar voice sounded outside the study room.

"Rabbit! Where are you going? Why can't I find you? I can't find the key, so hurry home and open the door..." Jingze looked for several study rooms and saw people. He was a little irritable and didn't care about the study room at all. All eyes were on him.

Qu Jing sat upright, and when he realized that he was about to go out, Jing Ze had already entered.Several administrators at the door tried to stop him, but he pushed them aside.Qu Jingshen regretted that she stood up, but when he realized it, everyone in the study room turned their eyes to him.

Jing Ze also saw him: "Rabbit, stay inside and make a hole?"

Qu Jingshen didn't dare to raise his head to pay attention to those eyes looking at him, he quickly packed his things, and then walked out quickly.As soon as Jing Ze saw Qu Jingshen, he walked up and hugged him affectionately: "Rabbit, I miss you~"

There are just a few of Qu Jingshen's classmates in this self-study room. In their eyes, Qu Jingshen is like an existence like air. The guy in your class is dumb, right? That guy is his brother? Why are you so ignorant?"

Jing Ze was so dizzy, he buried his head on Qu Jingshen's shoulder and said, "Rabbit, I miss you so much, let's go, let's go home~"

Qu Jingshen blindly lowered his head to avoid, and accelerated his feet, he wanted to leave the place of right and wrong quickly, and didn't want to show his eyes in front of so many people.But he didn't expect Jingze to be pushed with his hand, and the one under his feet couldn't stand still, and fell to the ground.

Jing Ze has always been open-mouthed, and immediately yelled loudly: "Fuck, rabbit, you owe it to me, don't you?"

As soon as these words came out, the whole study room seemed to be boiling.It seemed that Qu Jingshen's nails had been pinched into the flesh, and his heart was pounding, feeling like he was about to die.Jing Ze staggered up from the ground, didn't see Qu Jingshen, and immediately yelled, "Where's my rabbit?!"

There are a few gangsters who like to join in the fun, and they accosted: "Are you looking for Master Rabbit?"

After hearing this, Jing Ze cursed: "I'll go to your ancestors! Get the hell out of my way!"

Qu Jingshen ran downstairs, and when he got downstairs, he ran wildly to his death. He didn't know how many people he bumped into, and how many times he was scolded for being crazy. He only knew that his heart couldn't stop.A sentence kept echoing around his head: I'm sick, I'm really fucking sick!He should have known from the day when the girl mentioned this matter that a fire cannot be wrapped in paper, and fire will surely die.And Jingze is that fire, which is the evil fire of curiosity, attachment or sex.

When Jingze went downstairs, he accidentally fell and cut his hand.The sudden pain seemed to wake him up, and he vaguely remembered what happened just now.Many students were still looking at him at the top of the stairs as if they were looking at a monster. He immediately got up and went downstairs quickly, his eyes constantly searching for that figure.

It was the first time Jing Ze felt afraid at such an age, and it was not mental depression or psychological tension.He just felt empty in his heart. How many happy occasions he had been through in the past 20 years, how many emotions he had played with, all became blank in an instant.He is like a waif with nothing, there are roads in all directions, but there is no one he wants to take.

The sky is getting dark and the neon lights are on, the city is always so gorgeous.Qu Jing squatted in the shadow downstairs, unwilling to go upstairs. He covered his face with his hands, but after a while he felt that his hands were warm, and the chilblains were itchy like bugs crawling.He thought he couldn't grab it, but he still couldn't help grabbing it, as if masochistic, and the chilblains were bloody and bloody after a while.It seemed that only in this way would Qu Jingshen feel a little better.

At that time, people actually followed certain social conventions in their hearts.In the eyes of others, their affairs are called "abnormal", but in fact, he has always had such fear in his heart.But still moths to the flame, thinking it was love.He loves Jingze, no matter what kind of love it is.He believed that Jing Ze also loved him.But even so, there was still some rebellious emotion in my heart, as if I was angry with myself.

Qu Jingshen sat there with her legs crossed, the darkness reminded him of when his parents died, and he did the same, sitting silently for a long, long time.He couldn't figure out how life could be so dramatic, allowing everything to happen that shouldn't happen.But what was supposed to be a perfect moon is like a mirror flower and a moon in water, fragile and fragile.He once thought that if he continued to be with Jingze, he would probably get a lot of contemptuous looks, but he never thought that such a thing would happen so soon at the juncture of graduation.

Jingze was almost sobered up by the cool wind outside.He ran all the way home, then went upstairs and knocked on the door. He said many good things at the door, and even apologized under his breath, but the door was still closed coldly.In the end, the knock on the door alarmed the neighbors, and Jingze suddenly thought of a way, which was to climb in through the neighbor's window.But after he climbed in with great effort, the house was empty and there was no one there.

Jingze stood there gasping for breath, his mouth was parched, he wanted to pick up the thermos bottle and pour some water to drink, but he poured all the boiling water on his hands, and his hands turned red.Although Jing Ze was very stupid and out of tune, he was not stupid, he thought he should be considered to understand Qu Jingshen.He can even feel Qu Jingshen's inferiority complex as a rural person, it is something brought out of her nature, it has taken root and sprouted, and no matter how much she reads, she can't learn to be open.Compared with him, Qu Jingshen's world is small, and her vision is small, but he is fascinated by his timidity and cautiousness.It's like a timid rabbit, you obviously despise its stinginess, but you still can't help but want to hug it, rub its round belly, and take it for yourself.

Jing Ze stood there, suddenly sneered, he was laughing at his absurdity.Those catchy swear words now seem to be mocking his incompetence.But due to his personality, he can only think of this step, and he will forget it all someday.

Jing Ze went downstairs to find Qu Jingshen, and after he searched all the places he could think of, he still didn't see the thin figure.He returned home with his head down, and then heard a low sobbing sound from somewhere, a slightly suppressed but unbearable sound.Jing Ze walked over looking for the sound, the footsteps were very clear in the quiet night, as if they could hit the apex of a person's heart.

Jing Ze finally stopped in front of that figure, he stretched out his hand to touch Qu Jingshen's face, the tears in his hand were cold and cold.