still water deep sound

How much can five years change?No one can tell.It's just that life is becoming more and more realistic, and it seems that it is more courageous, and it seems that it is more cowardly than before.Who hasn't been an idiot?How can you cherish the happiness in front of you if you don't be an idiot for a few times.

Qu Jingshen became self-employed as she wished, and opened a medium-sized shopping supermarket and several sports equipment chain stores.He didn't dare to look back at the years when he first started struggling. He was tired, not only physically.After he reunited with Jing Ze, Jing Ze didn't stay in the country for him.The man seemed to have grown up overnight, stayed by his side for a while, and then returned to a foreign country.

Looking back on the road of the past few years, Qu Jingshen is at a loss except for sighing.Fortunately, Jing Ze was still by his side.

He finished his supermarket work that day and returned home as usual.Jing Ze has been abroad for more than a month and has not come back. He said that he has a project in his hand and is waiting to be dealt with urgently.Two years ago, he moved away from his original place of residence, and bought a house of more than 100 square meters with his savings, and he and Jingze jointly borne the installment payment.

Qu Jingshen turned on the light in the living room, changed her shoes, and put the vegetables she bought into the refrigerator in the kitchen.He glanced at the refrigerator, and there was nothing to do alone, so why not order some noodles to make things together.After making up his mind, he turned and went back to the bedroom to change clothes.

Just as Qu Jingshen opened the bedroom door a crack, she stood there blankly at the door.The curtains were closed at some point, and the person on the bed was fast asleep.Qu Jing walked over with deep strides, why did she come back suddenly and didn't tell him in advance?

When Qu Jingshen changed her home clothes, she deliberately kept her movements to the lightest.When he left the room, he went to the bed again, leaned down and kissed Jingze's forehead.The man also had two obvious dark circles under his eyes, apparently because he hadn't had a good rest in the past few days.

Just about to leave, unexpectedly the person on the bed just opened his eyes.Jing Ze stretched out his hand to hold him, and called in a low voice: "Baby..." The voice couldn't hide the tiredness, mixed with some coquettish taste, and it felt soft in the heart, and there was a feeling of flowing water.

Qu Jingshen knelt on the bed with one knee and looked at him: "Huh?"

Jing Ze leaned up and hugged his waist, buried his head in his abdomen: "I miss you."

Qu Jing asked deeply, "Why did you come back suddenly? Why didn't you call me in advance?"

Jing Ze said, "I want to surprise you."

Qu Jing asked deeply, "How long have you been back?"

Jing Ze yawned: "I arrived at noon, I've slept till now."

Qu Jing squatted on the bed, turned on the bedside lamp, and whispered, "Is the project completed smoothly?"

Jing Ze shook his head: "It can't be said to be smooth, there were a lot of things in the middle, and I came back as soon as I finished dealing with it." Jing Ze stretched out his hand to rub his sore neck, frowning uncomfortably.

Qu Jing finished listening quietly, and said, "Lie down, I'll rub it for you."

Jing Ze might be really tired, he lay down on the bed cooperatively, allowing Qu Jing to knead deeply.Qu Jingshen said: "Don't make yourself so tired, I feel uncomfortable looking at it."

Jing Ze turned to look at him: "Could it be that you still like me when we first met? Well, I'm ashamed to recall that idiot."

Qu Jing smiled deeply: "You finally realized it later."

Jing Ze turned over to prevent Qu Jingshen from pressing again.Jing Ze said, "Rabbit, we've been together for almost seven years."

Qu Jing nodded deeply: "Yeah, time flies." Jingze just celebrated his 30th birthday in July this year, and half a year has passed in a blink of an eye, and winter has already entered.

Jing Ze held him in his arms, and said in a gentle voice, "Baby, it has almost settled down there in the past few years, why don't you go abroad with me?"

Qu Jingshen never wanted to live abroad with him, firstly because his English was not good, and secondly because he was not suitable for the foreign environment.He doesn't want to leave this city, where he has too many memories and sweat, bitterness and happiness.He took the initiative to kiss Jingze, and asked in a low voice, "What do you want to eat tonight? I'll do it."

Jing Ze put his hands on his waist and groped, pinched his face and said, "You deliberately changed the subject." What Jing Ze meant was to let him sell all his current supermarkets and sports equipment chain stores, and immigrate with him abroad.

Qu Jingshen said: "I'm not willing to sell, after all, all my hard work has been devoted to this in the past few years."

Jing Ze was very unhappy when he heard this: "You are not in good health, and you are still tossing around."

Qu Jingshen said, "Don't worry, I won't let myself get tired."

Jing Ze snorted coldly: "Then who is going to the hospital again and again?" After the epidemic a few years ago, his health has deteriorated.His respiratory tract is not very good, and he is afraid of catching a cold in winter. If he coughs, he will not get better all winter.

Qu Jing said resentfully: "No one has a minor illness, and I'm not squeamish."

Jing Ze didn't like to hear him say this, so he immediately sullenly said, "I just came back, and I don't want to quarrel with you."

Seeing that he turned his head away, Qu Jing felt empty in her heart.But he was really reluctant to let him sell the store in his hand.Qu Jing tugged at Jingze's sleeve deeply, and asked flatteringly, "How about having braised pork ribs for dinner? Or braised eggplant? How about I make shrimps, the ones that Xiaobai sent two days ago."

Jing Ze snorted, obviously still angry.Qu Jing cursed cheapskate in her heart.The two stalemate like this for a while, and Qu Jingshen suddenly called out: "Honey."

Only then did Jingze turn his face away reluctantly: "What are you doing?"

Qu Jingshen said: "I'm not married yet, that's all. When I get married, should I hit someone?"

Jing Ze said: "If you want to hit me, I will hit you."

Qu Jing took his hand deeply and held it: "Can you let go?"

Jing Ze was immediately defeated, sighed, and said, "I have worked so hard these past few years just to make your life easier. I can't stand your hard work, and I want you to live happily."

Qu Jingshen's eyes suddenly felt a little hot, he suppressed it, and said in a low voice: "I am very happy now, and I am even happier when you are back."

Jing Ze said: "Do you think we've been separated in two places like this? We can't see each other once in a month or two?"

Qu Jing lowered her head deeply and did not speak.Jing Ze said: "You say you are happy, but you don't often smile. Baby, do you know that you make me feel like a failure."

Qu Jing was deeply moved. After coming here for the past few years, he knew Jing Ze's feelings for him.Qu Jing smiled deeply at him, eyes narrowed into a line: "How about I laugh again?"

Qu Jingshen used this trick very often, and now she couldn't coax Jing Ze at all.They have been discussing this topic since the beginning of the year, and Jing Ze really doesn't want to delay it any longer.So, Jing Ze said: "If you agree to go abroad with me, I will agree to adopt the child."

Qu Jing was taken aback. Jing Ze was always afraid that he would mention adoption, but he was afraid that Jing Ze would mention emigration.Now that Jing Ze suddenly said that, it was considered a step back.Qu Jingshen said, "Give me a few more days, and I'll think about it."

Jing Ze squeezed out the syllable of "hmm" from his nose, finally satisfied.Qu Jing smiled deeply and pulled him up from the bed: "Get up and go back to sleep, I won't be able to sleep at night." Jing Ze lay on him, put his arms around his waist, and accompanied him to the kitchen to cook.

For dinner, Qu Jingshen cooked four of Jingze's favorite dishes, and added pumpkin porridge.Jingze ate three steamed buns, and there was no leftovers left from the braised pork ribs.Qu Jingshen ate less, and watched Jingze eat after eating. He felt that such a life was very happy.

After Jingze finished eating, Qu Jingshen made a gesture of invitation, meaning that I will cook and you will wash the dishes.Jing Ze stood up and stretched, and handed his arm to Qu Jingshen. Qu Jingshen understood and rolled up his sleeves for him.

Qu Jingshen went back to the bedroom to pack the suitcase that Jing Ze brought back, and found a tie box inside.He picked it up to look at it, smiled and put it on the bed.Jingze's suitcase was extremely messy, many clothes were crushed and crumpled, Qu Jingshen took them all out, and planned to wash them out for him tomorrow, and then iron them.

After Jingze finished washing the dishes, he came to the bedroom to find Qu Jingshen. When he saw the tie box on the bed, he said, "Honey, I bought it for you. Do you like it?"

Qu Jing took a deep look at the tie package and knew that it was expensive. Jing Ze never looked at the brand or the price when buying things, and bought them when they matched.He smiled and said, "I like it, let's go out for a walk later? Eat and eat."

Jing Ze nodded, took off his pajamas and threw them on the bed, and rummaged through the closet for his shirt.Qu Jingshen stood up, helped him choose a gray one, and handed him a sweater.After Jingze finished dressing, Qu Jingshen helped him straighten his collar.

Jing Ze grabbed Qu Jingshen's hand, put it to his lips and kissed it: "Honey, I've been to many places, but I still think it's best for you to be by my side."

Qu Jingshen said: "It's good, I'm like a gourd."

Jing Ze helped him zip up the down jacket and rubbed his hair: "Because of this, others can't find out how good you are."

The winter in City B is extremely cold, even the colors of the neon lights become colder, illuminating the dry road.Qu Jing breathed out the white air deeply, and the white air finally melted into the night without a trace. City B has developed rapidly in the past few years, and many places that were familiar before have completely changed now.

Jing Ze pointed to the newly built office buildings on the side of the road: "Look here, it's getting more and more international."

Qu Jing nodded deeply: "Well, a few years ago, you could still see tofu nao sellers on the street, but in recent years, you can't see them at all."

Qu Jingshen saw a boy walking with his head bowed in front of him, and felt that his back was very familiar.Jing Ze followed him and looked over: "It's a bit like you before, thin and timid."

Qu Jingshen said: "I was just like him back then. Before I met you, I was always like this."

Jing Ze whistled at the back, the boy turned his head to look at them, then trotted away.Jing Ze laughed out of shape, and after a while, he seemed to think of something, and the laughter stopped suddenly: "I remember that I sold sweet potatoes with you at that time, and even quarreled with someone because of a dime."

Qu Jing smiled deeply: "Stupid."

Jing Ze said: "I still remember riding that broken tricycle and crashing headfirst into a utility pole. That's right! Also, I was hit on the head by the city management and bled a lot."

Qu Jingshen said: "There are still scars, but you can't see them yourself."

Jing Ze said: "At that time, I really thought that I would live my whole life so heartlessly. How wonderful it is, but it's hard, but it's hard to pretend to be crazy."

Qu Jingshen said: "At that time, the poor were not willing to buy anything."

Jing Ze said: "Now that I have money in my pocket, I don't think it's fucking boring to buy anything."

After a while, Jing Ze sighed again: "Master is going to run four, and it will only take a blink of an eye."

Qu Jing lowered her head and said, "What are you afraid of? I'm not going to grow old with you." Thinking about the things that troubled me at that time, although I still don't understand it now, the days have passed.Don’t think too much about a lot of things, or you’ll just wander around in that small circle by yourself, making no progress.

Jing Ze suddenly had a seizure, and smiled as cheaply as when we first met, he said, "Hey, handsome guy, can we have a fling tonight?"

Qu Jing was amused by him and laughed, but Jing Ze asked seriously: "Do you sell hard carrots here? Here are two, and I will give you another one." Those days were both nostalgic and embarrassing.

Qu Jing imitated his way of speaking, and said: "All of you from the countryside are stingy, stingy rabbits."

Jing Ze scratched his hair: "Black history, this is Master Jing's black history!"

Qu Jingshen asked Jing Ze: "Do you still remember that time when you went to school to find me drunk? It almost caused me to drop out of school."

Jingze's face was full of black lines: "Such a trivial matter, besides, I have no face."

Qu Jing laughed deeply: "Hey, handsome guy, don't you think it's silly to think about those days now?"

Jing Ze said: "I've never been stupid, I don't even know how stupid I am, you idiot."

Qu Jingshen said, "Yes, how stupid."

Jing Ze said: "Baby, will you go abroad with me to meet my parents during Chinese New Year this year? The old man's heart is not very good now, and I can't be angry with him anymore."

Qu Jing nodded deeply: "But what you buy is up to you, I don't understand."

Jing Ze sighed, and said: "Some things are so foolish, and they come back to the original point after a long circle. It turns out that it's all a joke made by time."

Qu Jingshen said: "So we can't be too serious, and we can't be too serious."

Jing Ze looked at him with a smile: "You wouldn't have said that back then."

Qu Jing gave him a deep look: "At that time, you didn't give me a chance to say that, silly two."

Jing Ze snorted: "I'll settle the score for you when I go back tonight."

The two unknowingly wandered to the entrance of the supermarket opened by Qu Jingshen, and Jing Ze took a look inside: "It's not bad."

Qu Jing smiled deeply and said, "Boss, do you want to go in and have a look?"

Jing Ze said: "It's been a long time since I came here, let's go in and have a look."

The two walked into the supermarket one after the other, and the items inside were similar to those in other supermarkets.A clerk recognized Qu Jingshen and greeted him with a smile, and Qu Jingshen responded with a smile.All the clerks here know that their boss has a bad temper.

Jing Ze walked around and took a few boxes of condoms. When paying, the cashier girl kept looking at Qu Jingshen.Qu Jingshen said: "It doesn't matter, change the money."

There was a rumor among the clerks here that Qu Jingshen had a boyfriend, but nothing happened.Qu Jingshen didn't care about such rumors for a long time, as long as he lived his own life well, but this time...the rumors were definitely confirmed.

After leaving the supermarket, Qu Jingshen asked Jing Ze, "Are you happy now?"

Jing Ze tossed the condom box back and forth, having a great time playing, not caring about the eyes of passers-by. "good."

Qu Jingshen said, "You haven't changed in the past few years."

Jing Ze: "?"

Qu Jingshen said: "I think this overbearing and unreasonable problem will never be corrected in a lifetime."

Jingze: "I have a fairy wand, it becomes smaller, bigger and more beautiful~~"

Qu Jing frowned deeply: "Please stop singing, good boy."

Jing Ze laughed loudly, looking at the bright lights all over the street, he buried the little loss in his heart.In the past few years, he has known many people, so-called friends, and business partners, but he has never been as calm as when he was with Qu Jingshen.If he didn't participate in it personally, no one would believe that he had such a two-year period.

——How many scenery along the street, collected and lost all the way.If I go boating with you every year, throw my loss behind the years, and turn around suddenly, I can still hold your hand.

Seeing fewer and fewer pedestrians on the street, Qu Jingshen asked Jing Ze, "Shall we go home?"

Jing Ze nodded, led him across the road, and then turned right, which was the way home.

In the dead of night, the lights of thousands of houses have been gradually extinguished.

Jing Ze pressed on Qu Jingshen's body, kissed his nose, kissed his eyes, kissed his mouth, and somewhere he was already facing him very vigorously.They hadn't made love for a month, and Qu Jingshen's body was also very sensitive, and that kind of warm union made him very nostalgic.

Jing Ze gasped and asked him in a low voice, "Baby, can you feel me?"

Qu Jingshen's legs voluntarily climbed up to his waist, deliberately rubbing against him.Jing Ze growled and bit his collarbone.I am not shy, I don't feel ashamed, because I also want to integrate with him, and when I burn myself, I also burn him.

Jing Ze slowly sent himself in, while Qu Jingshen still engulfed him eagerly.Jing Ze let him get used to it for a while, and then his waist moved violently, deep and shallow, shallow and deep.

Qu Jingshen tightened on purpose, seeing Jing Ze frowning and panting, and then slammed into him again.

Qu Jing was deeply confused: "I miss you...I miss you so much...Ah! Slow down, eh!"

Jing Ze tightly clasped his waist, hitting him harder and harder every time.Qu Jingshen's hands grabbed his back, leaving passionate scratches.Jing Ze hugged him tightly, keeping the heat in his body.

Afterwards, Jing Ze hugged Qu Jingshen to himself, and gently stroked his back: "Baby, are you tired?"

Qu Jing lay on his chest and shook her head: "You do this every time..."

Jingze: "What kind? Huh?" Jingze touched him somewhere while talking, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt here?"

Qu Jingshen said: "It's a little itchy, don't move."

As soon as he finished speaking, Qu Jingshen felt the body under his body ready to move. He frowned, and Jing Ze explained: "It's been a long time since I saw you, and it misses you so much! Who told you not to go abroad with me?" Woolen cloth?"

The topic went around and back to the original point, so Qu Jingshen had to be hugged again.

When Jing Ze carried him to take a bath, he had already fallen asleep in a daze.He didn't know when he went to bed, he only knew that the face he was snuggling against was very, very warm.